[FREE] Clams Casino Type Beat | "Can't Face My Reflection" 

I ain't written in a while, I've just been staring at these blank pages.. Used to come easy when I was going through my sad phases. a dangerous cocktail of depression and some mad hatred, had me on the high street looking for people to catch fades with. Then I hit the slot machines, used to think that cash could change it. If I stacked wages, I could put it behind my talent and be mad famous. But nah it didn't work bro, Sometimes I made money but still never had any self worth though. Dreading every second of my 9 to 5, walking down the road in these work clothes God knows I hate the world, if I could I'd make it burn slow. Slower than my progression. Used to think this pen was my lethal weapon. My saviour against the darkest parts of me, my ticket into heaven. Now all this ink is just what I use to write confessions. Each of which is surface deep, I can't face my reflection Leave a like if you want me to carry on ... There's only two ways to go. It's either suicide or homicide Turn stone cold behind the eyes and that's the bottom line. Don't know when I lost it but I know I'm not alright Can't pin point the exact moment all my sanity was compromised. Could have been when mama died, It could have been all those nights I wished that I was not alive Every now and then you meet good people and your thinkin' gets modified, My brain starts talkin' like.... What if I... Wait a day, take break, disembark from this fuckin' paper chase but sleeping pills - a great escape Cause every time I stay awake, I think these wrists are tailor made for razor blades I pray these demons stay away, and every time I check my reflection I'm scared it might just fade away

Keep it up homie

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Cant face my own reflection Knowing ive done wrong Time is getting shorter Like every minute in this song Drifting on memories that could of been you and I Now i sit alone with tears rolling down my eyes.. Suicide is a thought but for now my mind will rest. CAUSE Erryskies are taking over and im admitting its the best

Why you like me? Why you fight me? Why you always gotta try to push me passed the post? Why you frightning, whys this lightning, come down like an impulse

Put the mirror to my face, I ain't scared of seeing everything I hate, Put the fear back in its place, Always there believing it can make a change, How predictable, every move made, Is a dance, I flamenco with the devil, let him know Only god can lead the way, I been tryna step it up a notch, The stitches fall away, See the scars upon my face, Every brick I ever lay is for the path you walk today, Better walk it like you got that shit on lock, We don't talk bout what it cost, That amount of guap, Would break the chips, As vegas strips to pay me, I collect my debts, I don't forget,

fucking hell you found the pocket and didn’t let it go

❤

I see a man who scares me, Theres evil in his eyes, His stare is scary, Near but barely, Trapped within his pane, I warch him go insane so clearly.

(ti) lascio come se se se se tu per me non sia stata ancora qualcun altro fuck you non so se tu per me poi sia stata ancora qualcun altro quella sera d'estate mi fissavo sul tuo sguardo non vorrei che pensassi che sia malintenzionato vorrei solo passeggiare piano piano sul bagnato ma non so se saresti disponibile per un ragazzo eccentrico una tavola spezzata un artista eclettico vero che non sei come ti vendono sei ingenua ma non stupida ti prenderò e griderò al mondo che sbagliavano una storia districata non è sempre complicata ora diglielo che forse smetterai di esserlo per sempre la vita spesso miete le sue prede (ti) lascio come se se se se tu per me non sia stata ancora qualcun altro fuck you non so se tu per me poi sia stata ancora qualcun altro è stata un'ora di nirvana giusto un'ora però è stato così bello sfuggire dai problemi sentirsi ancora bambini tu non sai quanto ci speri che domani da me arrivi un'altra volta ancora giusto un'altra ora non uccidere il mio sogno (non uccidere il mio sogno)

Does not sound like clams casino, but a decent beat nonetheless.

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¿Que queres saber de mi? No hay mucho para decir Me cuesta dormir, estoy saliendo de la droga Ahora que esta de moda me empece a aburrir Me escapo cuando amo por miedo al dolor Se que detras de lo bueno viene algo peor No me considero pesimista pero a veces lo soy Y cuando salgo muchas veces no sé a donde voy Me gusta el romance y las cosas antiguas Como la musica vieja o relaciones continúas Cuando digo te quiero no lo digo porque sí Sino porque causas una revolución en mí

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