[FREE] Mac Miller Type Beat "Split Mind" 

Best lyrics in the comments wins a free mp3 license (Winner announced 1 week from now)

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Despise your actions. I forgive you. Despise your worth. I uplift you. Despise me, I repent you. Despise everything launching itself at me. I find a way to cover from head to toe. Selfishly letting bystanders get hit. Anything to avoid defeat. You ain’t no real hero. You ain’t no thing. Blushing from hate, I know you’re fake. Resentful full takes. Ripping the senses out your brain. Stimulated, frozen, fear struck again. You’re weak, you’re small, you lay down tamed. Charmed by fame. Unforgiving change. People can’t save you, no one can save you. Lost and afraid, you’re big enough to make you. Relying on others to start the flame, depending upon the ways it will affect. Depending on loved ones who don’t feel a thing, liability insurance pay its own way. Test your credit, 2 up one. Buzzer beater, check the score to figures. Despise this, I despise taste. Tongue twisted i despise this. Longe switching lapping high tense. Meets by high ends. Flapping wings colors shine in. Growing, blossoming, plant the seed in. Fumbling, pass the leech on offering. Watch the wings now, Grab a seat. Watch me now. Happy feet. Hear the beat now, Watch my feet. Hear me now. Watching this. See. Me now? It’s happening. Invisibility discriminates liability. Soon I wished momma could see me. The way the mirror communicates has me thinking. A new perspective picked to stick, perception hopeful soon to hit. Bewildered I became changed. Despise your actions, I forgave you. Despise your worth, I uplifted you. Despise me, influenced opinions. Unforgiving factors rental sneak mental. Shrapnel and debris fly at a speed. Brave and honored I decide to face my fears. No longer selfish I began to love my peers. Spread my wings and embrace my tears. Fear and hate ain’t the same. Mixed chemistry hazard haze. Measured pace, evolution soon came. Check your score, 4 up one Wholesome senses stimulate the brain. Wearing capes, capable of sharing names, hero. Real thing. Blushing from hate, resentment partakes. So depending, I was. Wasn’t watching washing machines, to expect practices. Practically stronger, bigger, better intentions. I built my name. Feel the game, I start the flame. Effects overtake. Despise this? I despise hate. Longe chilling hop the high fence. Meets by low ends. Flap your wings Let the color in. Growing, blossoming, plant the seed in. Fumbling, pass the leech on offering. Watch the wings now, Grab a seat. Watch me now. Happy feet. Hear the beat now, Watch my feet. Hear me now. Watching this. See. Me now? It’s happening. Watch my wings now flapping free.

As long as you can confront shit Then I won’t make no assumptions/ Avoiding the paranoia Them arguments so redundant/ I ain’t trying to control you Just want you and I function/ Without feeling so reluctant to trust it / imagine the sum of us supplementing each other’s focus and hustle/ Keep me posted peeping instead paceing back and forth feeling puzzled/ And I’ll properly place the pieces positioned to prosper/ and rise up out the struggle Yet still Some how I continue to stumble/ Me and these demons we scuffle The pain is deep, so it’s subtle/ every day I’m missin my pops and my mother/ I’ve been gone off these drugs, since back when I was youngster/ And it’s sad to say they don’t even know who their son is/ If I wasn’t afraid why spend all them years running/ I wonder would I be stuntin Had my emotional growth not been stunted/ And still, my love so abundant I’m honest im humble/ I pick right back up where I fumble A criminal and a drugged/ Vandal a thug a-hustler Still just a man, wishing that somebody would love him/ Since he’s convinced that he loves them while they seem oblivious of this/ But what if he doesn’t know what true love is/ It’s the same smoke in the mirror that hes been filling his lungs with And He stay high asf Allways funked up and budded/ Never not on some slut shit See, The lust Brings him comfort/ he tells her he loves her Then fills her guts like a cup/ A thirst buster, she nut, he nut they both busted Wash up then he put her back in the cupboard / Atleast when she’s there he knows he can trust her/ To pick up whenever he buz her No tryna play him for a sucker When she finally pick her phone And make excuses why she ain’t home yet see Another night of uncertainty Not quite sure of what caused the the motive Nor of this notion that things my kick into motion if he express his emotion Only to open up and end up heartbroken steadily smokeing this dope just to cope with Being by your side and how feeling so lonely. Wondering do you even know me Do you remember the old me The one who lost him self in the twisting and turning of your personal story/ I found myself in my vision and now nothing else can cuff me or hold me / Sincerely and wholy the one and the only OP

Sample?

Been thinking of my past and the troubles I’ve endured Trauma I’ve procured leads a whole life misunderstood These struggles are ensured but I’m not sure it’s worth living them not something I’ve secured Been thinking for over a minute Every second that comes with it Every hour passed i feel more livid Every other day feels like it gets more wicked Every year tragedy strikes getting more rigid And I’m over these things had rough up bringings never complained or said shit that i didn’t mean sure it’s been tough can see it in gleam’s in your eyes it’s starting to bling but these split minds have you answering things Questions you don’t need answers you don’t have make you contemplate belief is getting harder to believe I’m sure living a whole life misunderstood Been thinking of my past and the troubles I’ve endured Trauma I’ve procured leads a whole life misunderstood These struggles are ensured but I’m not sure it’s worth living them not something I’ve secured(x2) As i sit in this darkness i triumph through all this Made a mistake don’t say that you’ve wronged us These issues have taught us you’re here for the long run Can’t sit in delusion depression or sadness It’s emptiness that kills you Suicidal i feel you Don’t let it just pull through Grab on my hand lemme just pull you Back To this reality we can handle it together thoughts passing so rapidly Your feeling anxiety malice thoughts or visions of tragedy Split minds work different but together we can heal our sanity Let’s heal together work through this endeavor let it be gone to the nether Show me the effort i promise I’ll hold on forever and never let go Never lose hope i promise you’re never alone thoughts of suicide i vanish those ghosts Been thinking of my past and the troubles I’ve endured Trauma I’ve procured leads a whole life misunderstood These struggles are ensured but I’m sure it’s worth living them its something I’ve secured(x2)

Every once in awhile I look for her But she is know where to be found Sometimes in the shadows of my dreams she will show up Then she disappears into the night I wish I never met her She tore me apart like I never imagined Come to think of you always haunts me to death You see she was a beautiful one to me But the devil was deep I was scared for my life can’t you see But she still whispers my name in the dark Hard to ignore When you’re lost for someone who doesn’t want you

Living-in-this-Hell That I wouldn’t wish on Hitler All the shit-that-I-have-felt Got me wishing-I-could-melt/ They say ignorance-is-bliss So I guess authenticity-is-shit But on-this, I am ready-to-rebel/ Because-if, truth is love then the ignorance-is-hate We just disguised it in these images-we-made/ But nah they won’t send-me-to-my-grave As a blind man, wishing-things’d-change ‘Cause I’d rather look the devil-in-his-face/ If ignorance is bliss Then self love is Impossible, ‘Cause self is reality Ignorance is its obstacle/ Think-about-it ‘till the wisdom-outed, Me, I’d couldn’t live-without-it, see the mirror-now-it’s only him-you-doubted/ … Make sure you truly-hear The truth behind-the-lines, ‘Cause if you think that truth-is-fear Then your life’s-a-lie/ And to cope with all-the-terror You must use-a-fiction, So you’ve made your thought-a-prison cell and the you-the-victim/

Fuck it I’m unresponsive , line been ringin , but it’s a lot on plate No correspondence, til im honest considered one the greats On Conscience rap and i ain’t made not one mistake fuck a house i cop a lake Still filled with malice though despondence gon bake my cake i mean im rising at a higher state elevated purpose i can’t worry bout the time it take could do it faster off gun bars but i can’t relate if i did prolly talk bout how a 556 fit good in SL8’s Or how hittin spines gon stop the shake On a cloud , fuck god damn i’m really baked - Higher than heavens so i start to contemplate my own existence it’s a shame i need said drugs to keep my bliss in-tact

Ok my room smell like gasoline, I can’t feel my face, I need head not a head ache, and this bitch up in my bed might just be my saving grace. Leave my thoughts up in the distance till my mind finally gets erased. Like the seas of time I left my body to be misplaced. The way it all gets drawn together you would think I painted you a picture, just Close your eyes to see how I made the frame. How close is hell when heavens so far away So far away.

I still hear those echoed screams off the walls of my living room , the burns on my skin ain’t as painful to look at as the ones on my spiritual ,and if I die a man I’d be a legend , from all the stories and memories I left for my kin to see but if my soul dies life would have been for nothing ,cause I won’t make it into heavens gallery to live as one of Gods masterpieces ,my nigga what do you prefer ? That’s a question I’ve been asking myself

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