It’s hard to navigate through life, especially with my eyes closed, and so, I might fold, the nights cold, n I can’t fight holds, I like those, but they ain’t like me, I cherish it from a distance, I be so far away, I’m starting to find it hard again, I can’t calm the pain, it be getting to me… …It be getting to me more now, I keep on knocking walls down, in hopes I’ll be able to make it, pacing, n still I can’t keep up, I don’t know where this leaves us, I mean me, said sheepishly, I hope she’s sleeping she, be, one of the reason I’m awake at night… … taking time, I just hope I get where I need to be, said easily, harder done than said, fed, n yet I want more, I’m in it for the long haul, I want to be strong your, one of the reasons why, i wish to make it easier for those around me…
Been staying up Late at night I can’t even rest I overthink everything Until I get depressed Will I ever find success? Will I announce myself thru my chest? Will I ever find the confidence to open up my heart For a guest? Or will I fall apart even more I think we know the rest She put a knife into my chest She watched as my blood it pours Then she left a note on top my desk And then she slammed the door I was so perplexed Late night texting your address Meet you there then we start to get undressed But ion fuck with that Lemme massage your back After a long day of constant stress Delusions seeing you in a dress On our wedding day I know I’m a hopeless romantic You can guess But can you hear what I have to say ? Day by day I’m sad that I can’t see your face My soul convinced itself that your my safe place I just wanna be happy Before the world decides to end No more playing pretend Constantly having panic attacks Thinking and biting my nails Stole my heart your under arrest But ima break you outta the jail I try to love to my best But most of the times I fail Take a look at the weather forecast There’s finna be hail But come into my arm you’ll be okay I’m alone like every day I get worried whoever your away You come into my life I’m here to stay No matter what comes are way We forever gon never let it sway We’ll find our way
got my eyes closed demon's trying to eat at my soul my heart you done fucking stole walking in the graveyard taking a stroll hate to go outside cause I'm just an asshole checking on my heart I'm the patrol
