(FREE) - Suei acoustic guitartype beat "Meaning" ( @prodsaidd x @prod.chillsebs ) 

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i don't know how to explain this cos i've got so much to say its driving me insane but it fits i just want to see your face and find the time to talk to you and tell you everything that i knew cos its not fair how i hurt you again and again i should have tried to be more kinder or i should of let you in but i felt so weak and scared i'm a coward i guess you still live inside my mind i know its weird but i hope thats alright cos your the only one i could ever like i don't think that you need to be "enough" cos your imperfections make you so much more and i'm sorry i didn't try hard enough i should have tried to fight for us cos i knew in my heart i really wanted to but was it love if i gave up acted like i was fine but i was not cos i didn't want to give up i can't lose you not this fast no i wish i was joking when i say i dream about you you was an angel that tried to kiss me on the left side of my head and i wanted to reach out and kiss you back but i felt the paralysis stir so all i can do is just think of you as the cool breeze i still feel your touch when you first held my hand my palm feels so heavy a little too much but i'm not complaining cos i wasn't faking i'm just glad i'll get to hold yours again even if your not in flesh i know it sounds weird or like a lie but i swear i could die when i fear everything we said i didn't have any other guy your always on my mind and i know we both said goodbye but saying that still don't feel right cos your not here and it still hurts cos its all my fault and i don't know if you still want me at all but just know that i'll be home if you open the door so please don't let go cos i still need to hold you close so whats the meaning i don't even know but its a feeling something that will grow before we was breathing its always in the post but theres no one else i know i feel stupid that i can't even give you a prom for your birthday like how i wished i could but i imagined us dancing subtle romancing and the lights were flashing but there was glitter in my eyes and i'm scared to see the tides i didn't plan for it to end so soon but the truth is i love you time is a warden but i'm not a victim i'm still a problem through all the wisdom i profuse i got so many answers which we have yet to choose and maybe this time it wouldn't be to lose it wouldn't be to lose each other cos i would sculpt myself if i could be part of you not just in your room but with you i wanna go through any issue till were black and blue i didn't tell you this but when it comes down to care then i do because deep down i know i love you oh i do i do cos i still want you but i don't know if you feel the same anymore