1- what am I concerned about ? What is it i'm afraid of ? 2- Feel into it. What is it like to be hesitant right now? Just accept what you feel. 3- Feel the sensations in the body. In the sense field there's no place for a concept to become something. There is no inside or outside. Just a raw field of sensations.
the reason I still hesitate sometimes is because I still feel as if I should be careful, it's not really an attachment or fear, just logically I always felt like Its smart to look before I leap and not decide recklessly. I'm trying not to believe any of my thoughts anymore but that one has been hard to let go of.
I had my first experience of a much deeper presence a week or two ago. It lasted a week and every time I walked outside I was in awe. I was here and it was beautiful. Then came the pain body and then the fear. I am leaning into the pain and feeling it burn away. But there is still hesitation. I'm hesitant to go too quickly into this thing I don't understand. I'm afraid that I will lose my dreams, my love, my identity. But who I am can't be so fragile so what then am I so afraid of losing. Maybe I should let go of the breaks.
Go THERE. Embrace it and open to those fears if you can. That's your teacher. That may be the klaxon of freedom for you. However proceed as best you can.
As a university student, I have been struggling to carry this presence and practice with me into the world as I attend lectures, study for exams, etc. I feel like my daily life requires so much focus on schedules and thinking. I am wondering how others continue to stay present and to find peace while surrounded by the loud, results-driven world.
Can be a bit tricky but mostly bc of meta-beliefs. "I have to think a lot to learn and plan" etc. Turns out you can live a pretty complex life and stay fully present :)))
Oftentimes lately when I'm putting someehing off, I'll just sit quietly for a while and eventually, I just get up and do it. After my formal sits is always the easiest time to do something challenging.
Hesitation is something that has come up for me recently. I’m trying to figure out where I am authentically reserved (introvert) vs when I’m just uncomfortable so I hesitate. Sometimes I feel like I’m not authentic when I’m in a big group. I’m more comfortable with smaller intimate groups. I really am having trouble figuring out that balance - I guess it’s fine either way 🤷🏻♀️ I’ll watch a few more times n think on it.
thank you so much Angelo for your tireless efforts. I really deeply appreciate that since I saw your videos. They have always been a reminder of truth for me.
So good to hear this. I need to let go. Plenty of chances in a few weeks when Pluto enters my 4th house. I believe I am holding onto a part of me that I fear knowing to well. What I was is something I thought everyone wanted to be. I was not myself. It made everyone miserable. So now I crave my true self.
I rarely comment on these videos as I watch on the TV most of the time. Watching on my laptop today I want to add that something is learned from every video I watch, something that is relevant and synchronistic even. Your pointings and teachings fill my heart and being Angelo, steering me in a direction that is a natural progression on the path to self realisation. Just about to read your book for the second time. This time slowly lol. Thank you 💚
I had an experience a few years ago where I saw the mind, everything it was doing and just snapped out of it. It was so relieving to realize, "Ohhh, everything that ran me day to day way just mind stuff."...It was like a million pounds lifted off of me. Pretty soon, "I" started to come back online wondering if this was my new state of being. Needless to say it wore off fast and I was identified again..been trying to die like that ever since .
You will never die like that again. It just becomes a frustrating nostalgia. Instead, be open and continue. Don't try to repeat something in the past. It will unfold for you if you pay attention.
@@SimplyAlwaysAwake Thank you, and I will check those out. Just got your book recently but hadn’t read to those chapters yet but now I will be sure to read them today.
