GOD IS ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR by NIGHTBIRDE 

As a very cold and hardened grown man, this woman and this poem brings me to tears. Sad tears and angry tears. But also tears of hope, love, and appreciation for life. May you rest in peace you beautiful soul.

Her spoken word still touches us even after she’s gone. I know she is at peace, in her hammock. With God. 🙏🏻

On one of the anniversaries of my boss' loss of his 7-year-old daughter to leukemia, he told me he spent the night on the bathroom floor. God is on the bathroom floor and He is with us in our sorrow and our pain and our fear. He brings love and hope and mercy bread each day. Thank you for that most powerful message. He has brought you home to him. RIP

I know that God was right there on the bathroom floor with you. He took your darkness and turned it into light for the whole world to see!!!!!!!!

I don't think anyone from earth could say something as beautiful as this, that's why I truly believe that she was an Angel here on Earth😢🙏💕

I am speechless. Your reading does her honor. This poem is another example of her magnificent gifts to humankind. She has left a hole that cannot be filled. My prayer is that she has now found the answers and unending joy and rest without pain.

My Mother dropped onto the bathroom floor. I saw her for the last time, just before. Her body filled with cancer, soul with faith, She died as she had lived, with love and grace. With fingers scarred and knurled from serving all, She toiled and scolded, fought for, hugged us all. A tiny woman full of pent up will, Though dead, She yet prays for all of us, still. I hear her high soprano singing fair, Her gentle chuckle as she brushes hair. I listen to her tell me not to swear, And when I talk to her, She's always there. I love you, Mom. Jed Shirts 5/11/2022

She is a gift to us and she left her gift for the ages. AN AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT WHO BLESSED ALL OF US.

Her words come from an endless well of living water. They are incredible. They will minister to others...they have ministered to me. Thank you.

Her soul,after teaching, was called home.

How can something be so utterly soul-crushing and beautifully uplifting *at the same time* ??? What a gift - to us all.

She is gone Home!!! May she rest in Eternal Peace! May God bless her soul!!!

Today I saw God in the words of a Nightbirde.

"Though it hurts and though it stinks, I'm still holding onto You God!" "I'm staying close to You!" Thank you Jane for leaving us with your raw and authentic testimony ❤ Rest in the sweetest peace ❤ 1 June 2023

I have hypoxia died 26minutes spent weeks months in coma rehab hospital learning talk walk again doctors saying to family and friends I wouldn't pull through I did been hard path road but never ever give up on yourself many will never yourselves keep going doing amazing things stay strong stay safe everyone takecare its ok its ok its ok its ok its alright xxx

Just incredible. Such profound words. Nightbirde will surely be missed. Hope she is seated at the Lord's side now.

Every year on the anniversary in February, for the past 7 years, God has blessed me in some way to honor my son’s Birth and Death month. I received my call on February 19th 2015, That my boy was in the emergency room, and it was serious. It was the day my son Overdosed. By Saturday the 21st they would pronounce him brain dead. My story is a faith story. But for now, I wanted to honor Jane by sharing, I’ll never forget her day of going home to Jesus. She now is in My Month of Love February. Ironically our 7th Anniversary.💕

Nightbirdie you are a queen amongst humans, you are shining star and will live forever in our hearts. I am sure your search for God has finally brought you home to Him

RIP Jane, your faith got you through the battle be in that hammock with God now. 🙏🏻♥️

No words just tears. Rest In Peace NightBirdie. You will be truly missed.

We ALL die, but precious few of us leave such a lasting legacy as Jane has. I trust that she is now relishing a beautiful world without pain, and no bathroom floors. 💜

One of The MOST powerful writings I have ever heard…what a justice you did for her blessed words! God Bless!

Wow, wow, wow. Brilliant piece and reading. Thank you so much Nightbird 👼 and reader. 💗🙏💗

I pity the man who could actually say he didn't love this beautiful soul anymore.

As someone who is battling metastatic breast cancer you never lost your battle. Cancer did not win...you did. You are one of my angels now.

such pain and sorrow...but courage beyond imagining ..you are truly gods child and you are rightly where you should be ...in paradise ...bless you xxx

I miss her so. Night Bird rest in peace dear sister in Christ Jesus.🙏🙏✝️✝️💕🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

"A Child of God".....deeply talented and deeply spiritual. An amazing young woman...pure love and light🙏🌷🌷

You are not a disappointment to God. In your weaknesses you became strong thru God. I am sure that when you do meet God He will say well done. God loves us just the way we are, where we are. We don't have to prove anything to Him. He knows us better than anyone else. God Bless you!!!!!

Sounds like a modern day Psalm‼️

“JUST WOW” - 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️✝️✝️✝️ !!!!!! 😥😥😢 - I Never got to meet U In Person, Yet I Miss U Soo Much Already!!! I’d like to end this comment w/1 word - For U ( Your Songs, & This Poem )………, “PHENOMENAL”👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻✝️✝️✝️😘!!

RIP Nightbirde 🙏

What she wrote made me cry !! what a beautiful soul❤️ this writing needs to be framed … published …something

What great strong prose poetry she left us, of her pain, her search and of her triumph.

WOW this poem is beautiful, and Nightbride your one amazing young women who has been through a lot in your life but just know now that you can rest easy in the hammock now closer to God. with no more pain nor suffering. Thank you for being a inspiration to everyone.

R.I.P. Nightbirde, you were heaven sent as a gift to all who have been touched by you. When you arrived in heaven everything was even brighter because of your beautiful smile and soul. Thank you sweet Angel❤

Thank you Jane...RIP

You didn't do anything wrong to deserve anything. You were chosen to share His Message with the world. Rip

Amen🙏💐 sweet Jane!! You now sing for God and Angel’s on high! We will miss your sweet voice!

I WISH I COULD HAVE MET YOU NIGHTBIRDE ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU AND SUNRISE AND SUNSET

You were shining because God was in there. “Christ in me the hope of Glory.”

Yes God is always with you, in pain in happiness. I am with you on your journey of recovery. Look up to God for support, he is always there.

to be so young and so profound. she was magical and now rests with her God

You are such a beautiful person. God please put your arms around this very beautiful soul give her peace and let her know she will never ever be forgotten. I don't know you apart from seeing you on Britons got talent but you have all my love xxx

Free as a Bird God Bless this New Angel👼

All I can say is WOW! Jane, you were an Angel sent by God to all those of us who lose our way. You strength and resilience are something we all wish to aquire. When you breathed your last breath the Angeks were there to take you to your Maker, our heavenly Father. His first words to you had to have been "Well done my good and faithful servant." I thank God for you.

God wanted her to sing to him in heaven 🙏she is with him now and all her love ones💕

As an old man who is lucky to listen to this wonderful person and I hope my family meets her at the gates and come to know a brilliant person full of compassion and care. MISS HER.

Oh my goodness. We live you Jane. RIP. Love from South Africa 🇿🇦🇿🇦🇿🇦

Such a brave and beautiful girl, I love how before she starts singing she steps back and looks to the heavens and raises her arms as if she is a bird, she had such a beautiful glow about her, so positive in the face of such adversity she was given a 2 percent chance of living and with a smile on her face she said you have not idea how special that is, its not 0 percent. Everything that came from her was positive " I don't want the bad things that happen to me define who I am and don't wait for the hard times to pass before you decide to be happy. And as if she didn't have enough on her plate the one person that should have been there for her leaves, i mean isn't that all that love really is, is being there when they need you the most RIP NIGHTBIRDE THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR TOUCHING MY HEART AND SOUL YOU ARE SUCH AN INSPIRATION TO ALL I HOPE AND PRAY THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND OUT OF PAIN AND I PRAY THAT MAYBE JUST MAYBE WHEN I PASS ON I GET THE INCREDIBLE PRIVILEGE TO MEET YOU 😢🙏❣️

Wooowwww.... I have fallen in love with you dear to know that you had this much love for Christ. May your soul continue to rest in perfect peace.

I have no words, for that touched me in a way that I just cannot explain. God forgive me, and allow me to have even a glimpse of the passion that Jane had found in you, even in her most darkest of days. You are neither above or beneath us, but you are always right beside us, holding on to us until the very end. I pray that someday we shall meet so that I can thank you personally for never ever leaving me, even during my most darkest days, and the times that I had rejected you. I pray that you give me strength to help my family make it through this world until your return.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💕

her words and courage brought tears to my eyes. His angel on earth to inspire and teach us that all is not lost, that God has a plan for us athough we may question and that allthough death, sickness, sorrow. doubt and anger attack our faith he remains our refuge and fortness,

♥️Wins🎖️Gorgeously Lovingly!‼️💚 🌍♥️💜💙💚💛🧡❤♥️💜💚🌎

Gods grace is enough. When I am weak then am I strong. God’s strength is made perfect in my weakness.

And that's how a lot of Christians like me feel sometimes with a lot of faith, but at the same time with a lot of doubts, questions and anger. RIP our little nigthbirde.

Yes,may your soul rest in eternal peace Nightbird,what I feel for you is love,I mean abundance love.Your legacy lives on.

Oh wow. I'm a mess of tears. This is SO tender. I can so clearly see Jesus holding you, meeting with you on the bathroom floor in your lowest, agonizing moments. But Now you're in heaven with Him, dancing in the throne room before Him, no more pain, only joy. His watery eyes gaze with SUCH love looking at you, His Beloved daughter.

What a loss. What a beautiful soul.

Oh you wise beautiful girl, you are in the light now. Thank you thank you 🙏🙏

I miss someone i never met Just so.eone ive grown to know and love I truly believe she is sitting at the feet of Jesus singing her sweet praise unto HIM Amen 🙏

I have thought about you slot since I first saw you on AGT.. it was easy to see that you were something Special and very Unique! Your Spirit radiated for all to see and feel. And left everyone who saw it in awe of you . No doubt you are in heaven in gods gold . Grateful for you .. god has you 💜🙏🏻

You have never disappointed him nor have you faild him or have you offended him. GOD love you Nightbird just the way you are there is nothing you can do that will make GOD turn his back on you! I know that Jesus holding you in his loving arms right now!😇🙏😘💖💖💖💛❤🧡💚❤‍🔥❤‍🔥💞🙏

Wow oh wow!!💔 I am speechless💔😞😭! Wow✝️🙏❤️

Fly high angel no more pain suffering shine in heaven you always shined on earth our hearts forever diamonds are forever legends never die condolences to family and friends sorry every time I see a bright star flickering I will remember you lifes just not fair in God's hands now rest well deserved rest love ya nightbirde inspiration wise strong taught me alot over time I knew you in paradise I believe we will see you again gotta believe RIP beautiful xxx

God is beside you Nightbirde. He is not doing this to you, God is not capable of any evil-and what your going through is evil and comes from another source. God is allowing it just as He did with Job. And Job was/is His friend. As you are, and He is drawing you to Him or you would have cursed Him to His face and abandoned Him, a long time ago. But you have never left Him. Remember the story of Job , Nightbirde ,and know your God is always with you!! We are always being tested, but it is not coming from God! God is the one who carries us through these horrific times and He has a future in store for everyone loving Him we can only dream about!! You are precious in God’s eyes Nightbirde-hold that close to your heart❣️

This will be a love song of deep valley and hopeful hill that I will return to often. Thank you, Nightbirde. Your words are a part of God's mercy bread for me and for so many this day, every day.

Tears streaming down for the wonderful soul she was! She was meant to share with the world and that she did! Like Nightbirde, through my cancer journey, I experienced a pain that I felt NO ONE should ever experience in life!!! I could only explain it to the docs that it was the kind of pain that would make one suicidal, and I've experienced some excruciating pain in my life! No drug would relieve the pain and the only thing I could do was to call out to the Lord for 3 whole days and pray for relief and for Him to give me the ability to "endure" the pain, all while bedbound. I've always believed that with God, there's nothing we can't bear, so if no relief was in sight, I prayed for endurance and thats when my pain began to ease up. Like Nightbirde, I do believe that through the worst of times and troubles and when we question Him why, there's a "lesson" and "reason", even if we don't always understand it, rather initially or ever. Thank you Nightbirde and thank you Lord for the gift of her. ❤ Rest on! 🙏🏾

She made a difference in her too short life. That was amazing and beautiful and heartbreakingly honest. Rest in God's Everlasting perfect peace.

WOW! Tears are rolling down my face. Although different situations I’ve said a lot of the same exact things. Night bird was so relatable, a fighter and light that will never be dim. You will definitely never be forgotten… only to be honored. Rest easy, sweet girl. We love you, Night bird🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️🙏🏻✝️

I so enjoyed this reading by Darrin Reed Cowan. I'm not a poetry buff by any stretch but I find this "statement" or "declaration", rather than poem just incredible. How CAN anyone write something so apt, moving and honest, that really applies to everyone NOT just Nightbirde? I'm sure she knew or felt that. She really did seem to be switched on to every thing around her though the things that stood out more than anything to me was, her fearlessness and the fact that she was able to speak so matter-of-factly about death, she really was sincere and so humble when speaking of things that had happened, how things had turned out for her yet she was NOT at all angry or bitter towards people or events. SHE was like someone who was somehow put on this earth to help others, to placate people, to lift their moods when they were beaten and down and she was absolutely SO UPBEAT, so positive about everyone and thing. I feel personally (and I'm sure that some will mock) as if she served her time here with us and that God decided she had done as much as possible to help people, individuals, whoever, and called her back to be with him. I'm so sure she is "resting" and at peace where she is. I feel more than priveleged to have met her through the videos.

In God's hands now no more pain suffering fly high angel with other Angel's you and Tom parker sing heaven's out shine in heaven eternal life to we meet again rest xxx

Nightbirde is truly that great woman to be honoured on this International Women Day!RIP hero!

No words can describe the meaning this has for so many..

Just a kindred angel who God needed more than Mother Earth…. She was an amazing human being.

so beautiful....endllesly beautiful!

Dealing with cancer for years - this words by Jane are so moving...! I hope she has found now what she was looking for...and I know that we'll meet one day! RIP!

Simply blown away by this awesome word!!!!

She's has been gone for awhile. But I'll never forget her. God Bless her soul and I know she is with God. AMEN

My friend sent ths 2 me 2day. Wow how hard BUT GOD, YAHWEH. O YAH thank u for today. This IS THE DAY THE LORD has MADE, we WILL Rejoice and be glad in it. I've been on the bathroom floor. I'm chosen! I knw the King of the Universe on a first name basis. He IS HERE as our HEALER.

There is no pain in heaven, there is no doubt, no anger no sorrow, only love

Angel

Nightbirde left such a beautiful Legacy. This Poem is unbelievable. So much RAW Emotion. So much Love for The Lord. Even though she did not receive the healing this side of Heaven that she hoped for, that we hoped along with her-for her, she knew that just as He made provision for The Children of Israel in the Wilderness, He made Provision for Nightbirde even through the Cancer and Treatment, giving her inspiring Poetry and Musicthat will remain with us forever. I am Grateful.❤️🤗🙏🏻

I do know finally she is resting in peace; no pain, no anguish, no doubts. Just love and her final prize: God everywear not only in the bathroom flor.

The first time i met her was through this poem. I was impressed and in love and i could painfully relate. Months later i discovered through my mom that she was a singer that auditioned for AGT. She was successful and paved the way for many. I found out she had passed a while back. I was bewildered and aghast - feeling like her life was cut short. She had more to offer. She had only just begun. But today i feel like maybe she was due by God. Her purpose to us may have seemed unfinished, but perhaps to Him it was done and dusted. She lived such a short life yet did a lot of amazing things. She was a dynamite. A legend. She lives on. With her maker. With Jesus Christ her Lord and savior.

She knew Him and now she is with Him. He promises to wipe away all tears. RIP beautiful songbirde ❤❤

I still so sad until now becuase i miss her face so much. i not know her well but i feel like lose person in my family. Thanks u for share Your stories . I like u nightbirde . i always look your video ...From combodia ❤nightbirde ..

You have touched my heart. You definitely touched others. Rest in peace.

These are Powerful words. LOVE YOU FOREVER, NIGHTBIRDE💙❤️🧡💛💚💜😥😥

I truly believe that God has a purpose for everything that happens. I believe that if Nightbirde had not gone through so much in her short life, she would not have touched so many hearts around the globe. If she had been given an "ordinary" life, would she have become a contestant on America's Got Talent? God had a message for the world to hear, and He chose this beautiful and strong woman to be His messenger. Her strength and courage are an inspiration to millions of people the world over. I for one will never forget her!

O my she sounds as one of Job of spring.

Jesus!!! RIP Nightbirde... I pray your resting comfortably in the arms of the LORD.

Few people have sojourned with God with such honor, dignity and intimacy!!! She is a true light to all of us...A John The Baptist who called out to us.."Prepare The Way of The Lord"!!! Her head was given on a platter by those who doubted and mocked her mission,!!! Most of us never reach the level of love and knowledge of God to find Him on the bathroom floor!! We gave up way before that point!!!

Today listening to you saved my life, my 17 year old son died 5 years ago, after a 5 year battle with cancer, NOONE is guaranteed tomorrow sick or not so take one day at a time in this mad world at the mo, laughter alot but cry sometimes and keep singing until the end ILY

So young..so wise..her compassion for this whole earth was majestic and so genuine. She was an earth Angel on a journey to God. Even in her darkest days..she was light..not an easy task while so sick. But she was passionate about her faith and wanted to share her words to feed us, through the strength of our Father. What a gift you were ..what a blessing to all of us. So brave.. Yet you filled us up with beautiful messages of hope. Even through your anger and pain..you seemed ok. You are alright..because now you are in that hammock with God. Rest in peace Nightbirde.. Always in our hearts and on our minds. 💗

Jane simply was, so many of us hope to be, yet she was, and now is. I have deepened hope that her soul and spirit lives on so others know.....

so beautiful...she said it all...she is now with the One she loved so much while here on earth, the One she loved while laying on her bathroom floor, beating on His Door (Jesus)...this friend of God whom we will get to know throughout eternity if we,too, are His, some of us also having lain on our bathroom floors in this life...

Jane you were grateful, and your gratitude was contagious and we thank you for bringing us all with you to be closer to our true human and adolescent selves as children under God , breakable, self-absorbed distracted until finally forced to honestly realize our fragility , awakened to a state of gratitude that bestowed Grace , a most comfortable position faithful and free , thank you Jane , The Lord works in Mysterious ways

This woman was incredible. She was just a living God theologian.Rest in your Savior's arms.

The world really did lose something special and talented when she left us. I can only imagine the music she could of produced if she was allowed to live. Fly high little bird.