I dont show it I dont show it What are drugs If not a bump in the road I've become Restless I tend not to sleep anymore but Anymore but I guess I'm the problem if I'm always hurting Scared what I'd find if I pull back the curtain Mum said to dad that she hopes that I figure it out Cuz I'm older now Im breaking me down I'm wrong a lot Still so defensive It's what I've become Till I neglect all the ones that I love All the ones I love And I've noticed a pattern of everyone leaving Happens when I lock them up with my feelings Took me a while but I think that I'm over it now Hate to admit but I like taller buildings And big open spaces without any ceilings It's hard to imagine myself having figured it out Cuz I'm older now I'm breaking me down
