New to Medford knives, already have two though and new to watching your videos and happy I found them both. I totally understand where you're coming from. I'm a registered nurse, worked emergency room and went through alot of the same things you're talking about and I'm lucky to have found a middle ground because if you let it it'll make you spiral out of control. I hope you find what you're looking for and the peace you deserve. Keep up the awesome work. God, family, country and bad ass knives.
It looks great, but I'll check it out when you get the bugs worked out. I can't log on to my account that I had under the old one, and there's some other issues. other than the website issues it look seems perty good.