Amazing song! really hope you rerecord this one like you just did with Kairos. You were a great singer before but hearing your voice now in the rerecord of kairos and hollow , your voice has become the thing of legends! I tip my hat to you sir!
You wouldnt be you if you changed your past. I'm not okay with shit I did either but that's what the future holds for us, a chance to be different. Live life with as few regrets as possible. Thats what I do. As far as depression and SI goes... I got nothing good or bad to say just to keep strong.