Hanatan - Colorless Self-Injury (Jishou Mushoku) English Translation 

I agree, these songs are so understandable and beautiful yet they are so underated.

* listens to beautiful sad songs to make self more miserable*

* CRYING INTENSIFIES * I've been bumpin to this since 2014.... I Love OSU!

how does hanatan know all the best vocaloid songs that are somehow made better with her voice?

Kimi no youna hito ni naritaina Bokurashii hito ni naritaina Nozomu nara sousurya iikedo sa Demo sorette honto ni boku nanokai Kodomo damashina yume hitotsu Konna boku nara shineba iinoni Konna boku ga ikiteru dake de Nanmannin no hito ga kanashinde Daremo boku wo nozomanai Sonna sekai dattara iinoni na Konna boku ga kiechau dakede Nanokunin no hito ga yorokonde Daremo nani mo nikumanai nara Sonna ureshii koto wa nai na Ashita mo boku wa yume utsutsu Kono mama boku wa kiete iinoni Konna boku ga ikita tokorode Nanokunin no hito wa shiranaishi Dare mo boku wo nozomanai Sonna sekai dattara ii no kana Konna boku ga kieta tokorode Nanokunin no hito wa kawaranai Dare mo boku wo nikumanainara Sonshita koto nikawaranaina Saigo nanka minna onaji you ni Taorete yukimasu MADE IN tannin no Jibun jishin kuzurete yukimasu Saigo nanka minna onaji you ni Hanareteku no ni Konna boku ga ikiteru dake de Nande kimi wa sonna ni warau no Kimi ga sonna egao ja Kanashikutemo kietakutemo Sayonara suru riyuu nante mou Nakereba iinoni Konna boku ga kieta tokorode Nanokunin no hito wa kawaranai Dakedo boku wo tomeru nani ka ga Sonna kaoshicha waraenaiya

At first i just hear this song cause it's rhythm.. after many repeats, I realized that this song is really related to my life.. haha.. it makes me cry

years later, i really want a high quality audio version of this. the cover of hanatan in this song is the only cover that feels like she owns the song by capturing the emotion of the song

I love hanatans voice the most..

This voice... Magic... How don't cry

I am happy you are alive.

I've been looking for this song for 5 years🧍‍♀️

Atleast ur holding on, now thats brave... you're not alone in this, remember that

This is so related....

kei bujhiyena! k ho! darr lagyo mai lord!

Been listening to this a lot when i was newly depressed Comeback again after 3 years i still love this song and more depressed lol

This is just so beautiful!!!!

almost 100k views only 525 subs. well here's a sub

Ohh my, how this is amazing at all Sad because my hdd is broken, rip my osu music😭

understood nothing but it makes me feel good!

It's so beautiful but I don't know rather to be happy or sad

I feel like I could understand this song more before I saw the translation… lol

Came here from Project Sekai 25-Ji. So glad i found this song!

I play this music in beat saber and i fall in love

amazing cover!

It's been 6 years huh...

i always find songs like this that i think'll be really happy cause of the tone but then i go looking at the lyrics and its depressing as fuck xD(aka Tokyo teddy bear and Antichlorobenzene)

i love it

***casually listening to sad japanese songs***

Kimi no you na hito ni naritai na "Boku rashii hito" ni naritai na Nozomu nara sou surya ii kedo sa Demo sore tte honto ni boku na no kai Kodomodamashi na yume hitotsu Kon'na boku nara shineba ii no ni Kon'na boku ga ikite'ru dake de Nanman'nin no hito ga kanashinde Daremo boku wo nozomanai Son'na sekai dattara ii noni na Kon'na boku ga kiechau dake de Nan'okunin no hito ga yorokonde Daremo nani mo nikumanai nara Son'na ureshii koto wa nai na Ashita mo boku wa yume utsutsu Kono mama boku wa kiete ii noni Kon'na boku ga ikita tokoro de Nan'okunin no hito wa shiranai shi Dare mo boku wo nozomanai Son'na sekai dattara ii no ka na Kon'na boku ga kieta tokoro de Nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai Dare mo boku wo nikumanai nara Son shita koto ni kawarinai na Saigo nanka min'na onaji you ni taorete yukimasu MEIDO IN tanin no "jibun jishin" kuzurete yukimasu Saigo nanka min'na onaji you ni hanarete'ku noni Kon'na boku ga ikite'ru dake de Nande kimi wa son'na ni warau no Kimi ga son'na egao ja Kanashikute mo kietakute mo Sayonara suru riyuu nante mou Nakereba ii noni Kon'na boku ga kieta tokoro de Nan'okunin no hito wa kawaranai Dakedo boku wo tomeru nanika ga Son'na kao shicha waraenai ya

Hey, I stumbled upon this song because I started playing CTB recently, and as I found it on youtube I realized your name is Ai Enma, and for reference, I am from Croatia, and the #1 Croatian CTB player is Ai Enma aswell, so I would assume it is indeed you. Wild coincidence I guess...

:/good

i haven't heard this song ever since summer last year, i forgot about this song till i was deleting my search history on here so i could look more up and randomly found this. i was so happy i use to love japan but now idk how to start liking japanese stuff now since i haven't talked about japanese culture for a year :(

😢I can't even finish this song playing mania because it's hurting me so bad to finish and began to cry lol it's been there for 4yrs in my beatmaps

hey, uh, no offense but the color and font of the lyrics makes it extreamly hard to read. like with me, I have dyslexia and I cant read the lyrics clearly. so.. could you atlest change the color of the font? thanks~

hear it from 1 hour collection, then here i am

The thing that pisses me off the most is that you can't find this on spotify *visable hangery

Who comes from Project Sekai?

FACTS

though I don't know the meaning I liked this song❤❤❤ and I'm from india

I KNOW HER

La vida era mejor cuando jugaba esto en osu 2014

@Shuvam Maharjan k xa halkhabar?

Why is this the same as self inflicted acromatic ?????

My friend sent me this and I sent her “ I’m an albatrouz” don’t know how to spell it ;-;

HMT

I came back listening again to this song it's Christmas yet I'm suicidal

Yo nada mas estoy aquí por Migue_20 :u

heh

:/