Will never forget the day my once "soulmate" left me for another guy. It's been nearly 7 years since it happened. I've matured as an adult, moved almost 2000 miles away from my birth place for a new life, met the best friends anyone can have, but nobody has come close to filling that hole in my heart that she left. I hope everyone reading this understands that you aren't alone.
I feel your pain. It's been almost 7 years since I was happy with my relationship in high school. The only girl I dated in high school. She's happier without me now
Hug is metal. Dont you ever go to metal festivals? Everone acts like theyve ben best friends for years. Mosh pits,wall of deaths people are touching each other. From outside you can say it seems agressive but its not. They are just having fun. Metal means brotherhood. We,metalheads are all brothers and sisters.
love is want. The fact you lost your own vision of love is your own fault. Thats what the intro of this song means. The rest of this song is our true feelings.
bas van der tuuk yea. the whole life is lie. everybody lies u. noone actualy thinks wot he says. at one moment he says u are his best friend. next moment u peek around a corner and see the same guy trash talkin u beh ur back
I miss her a lot... Anyways, life goes on. We should focus on doing great things like this song when we're broken, sad or consumed by hate Stay safe guys
Yeah man especially being grateful for the memories and times we shared, rather than saddened when looking back. Being happy to have experienced those things at all gives a sense of fulfillment with the right mindset. Hope you’re well.
Making this music can release it all and you get to leave all that pain and hatred in beautiful art that helped you overcome it. DSBM has kept me going so long
If you are in a dark place rn because of a devestating relationship. Please dont ever go back. Just look forward, doesnt matter how much " joy" this person brought you. They left you once, and will undoubtedly do it again. Don't let it repeat itself please and drink water regularly
"Where is this love? I... I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever, you say it too late..."
You saw her in photographs, with another. She was very happy, although he beat and cheated on her. She does not need your sincere love, she does not love you. You are reviewing those photos and want to shout "Why is he?" This pain, this suffering ... You will never forget those feelings. Great song
Grind Me Into Sludge Melancholy rarely goes away my friend. You and I are quite different from most. We take things in, and we determine life by its own fucked up status. Music is and always will be our escape. They're the freaks..not us. Keep your head up. There will always be light.. though the darkness shows us the other side of being.. Which is absolutely nothing.
Similar scenario happened to me, not as brutal because I am a teenager, still hurts because lack of emotion and confidence was present and Abigail happens to be the name of that girl as well, I know I am a teenager so you wont take me serious but if anyone finds this, hope you all are doing well and get through everything like I am trying
sentiments are sentiments buddy, no shame. dont sell yourself short- it was fucking tough being a teenager on my end. during that time i too have suffered a hollow heart by the same token- just as i am now... haha take care of yourself man.
Shining is also great at this. Truly great DSBM brings out every emotion all at once. It's something few bands have the gift of doing. Xasthur also is one of the best at doing this.
I remember hearing this song with you, and you know it was one of our favorites and despite that you would call me crying to say that this was one of the saddest songs and I never wanted that to happen to us. And that's exactly what you did. Destroying everything around me, fading the colors and making all the sounds in noisy. You were my dream. Music is not the same for me. The years go by and I've changed so much, sometimes I do not feel myself, sometimes I pretend I've met. Whatever.
You can feel sadness here indeed but what's interesting in this band is that there's always that atmospheric ambient style that let us see a spark of light in the dark, there's always light, even on the darkest times, there's light, there's a redemption, a way out whatever it is, there's light.
When i'm finally at the limit from holding all my emotions this song completely shatters my walls and lets everything pour out. It hurts so bad in the moment, but definitely helps heal afterwards. Thanks again.
I stopped listening to metal because I don’t want to remember the heartbreaks and pain I felt in that era of my life. Tonight after being torn down by someone I loved for two years straight and having a child with them and leaving them for good. I remembered the quote in the beginning from the movie closer and it reminded me of this song from my twenties. I just wanted to be loved but no matter who or where I go my heart gets shattered. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m so different now. I would have loved you forever..
When you kiss someone new after being single for so long. I wouldn’t know the feeling but I think about it all the time, and I’d probably just break down in tears. Listening to this never fails to make me picture that and start crying inside. I know this sounds cheesy but who else can relate?
@@entfesselt1288 If you want to,you can..it's almost never too late...you have to start loving yourself first tho...then the little things around you..they make up for the most )
I was cheated on while i was in a very bad spot in my life, so that only made it worse, but it still cant compare to other pains this life can offer, its crazy how much you can suffer.
It’s been 5 years since i lost her It hurts so much to this day, i can’t forget about it We were so similar to each other, i understand why she did this way She did the right thing to do, even it still hurts me to this day i can’t blame her If i was in her spot i would do the same thing, it’s all my fault
Listened to it for the first time when i was 14,used to cry for not having a normal life like all others. Found this again,im 23 now and my guinea pig just died leaving me and his little brother behind way too early,its so unfair.
Every time I feel down and worse than that, I come here and read through the comments. Oh my godness, these comments! Thank you all. I am not alone. We are not alone.
This piece Music is so great. Amazing arrangement and an unbelievable smooth depressing atmosphere. When I listen to it, makes me think of things in the past. Things that are great and things that really pisses me off. Love this song Happy Days for all of you
actually this intro from a movie called 'Closer' and in the movie, the guy cheated on girl first. she could have loved him forever but he left her for another woman. she was devastated and started working in a strip club. and when he got bored, he came back to her. why Larry? because Dan wasnt there for Alice. so actually ''Abigail'' is not the bitch here. the guy is the asshole, he ruined the girl.
Daisy Day its not a tofu that I get everyday for breakfast and i can make a choice and eat something else ..I read your post and I informed you the song is not about the movie and we really dont care about the movie. there is a reply button for a reason
I miss him so much. And I love him more than anything, and would have stayed with him even if I lost feelings. This song makes me feel less alone, you know. Feels great.
Just stumbled upon this, scrolling through RU-vid in the wee hours of the night. I'm in tears, this piece of art is beautiful and haunting, I feel moved in a way I couldn't feel for so long. Thank you for this slice of humanity, as dark as it may be
As much as I love this song, I can't help but be reminded of how horrible it was going through this. Even though I'm doing better. I live in fucking fear of history repeating itself
I just found this band..... This is the second track I've listened to. I'm digging how they use movie dialogues. The Donnie Darko one sucked me right in and now I'm here. Loving it.
I had a girlfriend, she was one of the most special humans in my life, intelligent, cute, beauty, innocent, sensitive, comprehensive. She has the most beautiful face in the world, like a little kid, i even called him "my child" by love. She was short like a mouse, so i called her "My little mouse". She loved me so much, that she spended a lot of time just by making me gifts. I break her heart, i said things that destroyed her, just because of my narcissism, i blammed her for stupid things. And now, she hates me, she doesn't loves me anymore. And im feeling the worst pain in my life. Im doing good, i feel like im getting better, and also her, but man. I hate myself...
listened to this song cuz i saw a comment recommending this song on the video for in january by sadness, no fuckinf regrets this song is absolutely incredible holy shit
I love this song but…. Last month I had a suicide attempt and was on the phone crying with my girlfriend of 2 years who always disappeared and came back. I went to work where I had a mental breakdown and was out of work for 3 weeks now. My girlfriend told me that she had sex with somebody else because she was at a “low point” in her life. I put so much into her and she doesn’t even know it. I bought a house, released almost 10 albums, and got her a skateboard where the money was going to charity and this is what I get from her. She relocated to somewhere else in Virginia and it breaks my heart that I trusted someone I was happy with and she betrayed me like this. She truly belongs to the streets.
I hope youre doing ok and i really mean this with all due respect, but looking at your of pic i have bad eyes so i apologize but it appears youre either a lesbian or a trans person, and that is just not going to work for you, no one throughout history has ever managed to make these modern fandangled philosophical twists on relationships work. Women need a firm foundation to build themselves off of, and if you struggle with things like the very essence of your existence, its very hard for someone in that position to provide what a woman needs. Over 70% of lesbian couples report domestic violence or emotional abuse, i understand that you want to do what you want, but sometimes i think its important to look at what has worked for everyone, and being something youre not will not make anything in your life easier. Some people confuse love with sex and infatuation, i know i did, and maybe the feelings you have about the (same?) Sex or yourself are incorrect. I really believe something can be attractive to someone but not be whats best for them. I really hope youre doing good and please do not take any of this to heart if you disagree, i am a random idiot on the internet afterall and you should only consider my advice if it actually speaks to you. If youre a woman try to rely on a strong man that wont crack under pressure, and if you identify as such please consider trying to go back to the beginning for a bit, being a man is actually great, having people rely on you will give your life importance. I used to be very mentally ill and weak until i decided to try being more stereotypical and my life has improved 10 fold. Sry for the schizo rant i just cant take people being in pain and ive really spent hundreds of hours pondering the pains people go through in our day and age. Best wishes, things will get better.
This is a masterpiece. I just heard this song for the first time and i can't describe how i feel. This song a journey full of power and emotions. I would do anything to hear this song for the first time again
I was hesitant to click on this first time it popped up, but I clicked this time. Not sure if I should have left it unheard, I'm sure it will live with me forever.
It’s a cold fucking world. We are all just game pieces slowly being taken one by one off the board. Life fucks you up. Ppl fuck you up. The wounds that hurt the most were carved and placed onto you by the ones you loved the most. They always hurt you the worst. I can’t take it anymore being betrayed. Left to die while I’m on my knees begging for them to stay. Begging to be loved the same way that I love them. My heart has been broken but my soul is shattered. No one will ever understand the pain I endure.
If I remember correctly this was the first DSBM song I've heard. Then I listened to Thy Light not long after this song and I've been hooked on the genre ever since. Hope everyone is well
I’ve felt only numbness after I dated a girl who tells me she has a crush on someone, but tells me that she still loves me. I didn’t Belive she still loved me, i was done, I got nothing to give, wanna come cry to me about what you go through?! Join the fucking club, we all have gone through shit, so you know what? Fuck it, get me a bottle, I’m drinking my self to death and blasting this song and more other dsbm music
I've never been afraid of losing so much, over the last few month's I've witnessed death depression loss and desperation and not on just my behalf. I love this song to bits but it brings so many memories I can see my life flying before my eyes towards a bottomless void. Maybe it would have been easier to end things but hurt is part of life and that's what changes things most, maybe one day things will be better. LOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES. maybe we can can change things together someday.
I abused her for the better part of a year because of my insecurities and selfishness and skepticisms that all came from projecting my ugly mindset on to hers. She loved me through it all. The most unimaginable treatment when I would tell her I loved her. My possessive spirit taking every inch of freedom she desires until she eventually desires no more. I broke her. And now it’s funny. Now she spent a single night with another. We’re not even together but I was waiting for her but she didn’t wait for me. Rightfully so. Nonetheless it brings me to my knees. The intro of this song makes me want to vomit. This is a sign to treat the ones that love you right. The ones that truly love you will love you no matter what. Just don’t take advantage of that love because you’ll reap what you fucken sow
I already miss him so much, I don't know what to do. My heart is so broken. I loved him so much. I still love him. I wish we were still together. I wish I could hug and kiss him right now.
The song went to me on my main page after listening to many black metal genres, 3 months after a breakup, hits so well. Love hurts but take lessons from that even if it hurts i wish you guys the best, i love you
She doesn't deserve you my guy, I know you're much better than her in every aspect. Show her that she's nothing. I know you can my guy, I know you can.
Man, I’ve been through some shit listening to this song. Hard to think it’s been 12 years since I first heard it and how it always pops back up again when I’m going through it.
