My best friend went through almost the absolute same thing. Her doctor recommended D&C. She said no. She wanted to give the baby a chance and wait to miscarry naturally. Her baby thrived! I figured you'd like to hear that it can definitely get better!!
I wanted to take a minute to thank you for sharing your story. There are so many of us that have experienced some of the same struggles and your honesty is appreciated. We are hoping for the best for you. You two SO deserve to be parents.
Ik this isn't my place... but something inside me is wanting to tell you to hold on to hope... God works in phenomenal ways.. there's is always hope. I would always do what you feel is best, but I can't shake the feeling that you should wait for next week, let God do a miracle. Nonetheless I am sorry that this is so tough and stressful. Lean on each other and God in time times when you have no strength to stand on your own. Praying for you every day, and that the lord will show his great glory.
I'm not kidding, I was going to comment almost the exact thing. I have a gut feeling like this too. Maybe you guys have a fighter miracle baby ❤️ maybe this is your gift from God.
The plan is to wait until next week- a week between each ultrasound will give us a definitive answer. We are of course praying for a miracle, but it's also so hard not to feel like you're holding onto false hope.. My gut is telling me this pregnancy isn't ok. All of the facts indicate this also- the gestational sac only grew 1 inch between ultrasounds, which is nowhere near normal. Thanks so very much for your prayers
I am so heartbroken for you and Tim. But that being said, I have this gut feeling to say hold on just a little longer. I've heard so many stories of this exact thing and women have gone on to have healthy babies. But this is your body and you should do what you feel is right. Regardless, I'm still sending you much love.
Thanks so much for your lovely comment. We will be waiting a week from my last scan to have another ultrasound just to make sure. But I'm trying not to hold onto any false hope, as there are so many factors in this pregnancy that seem to confirm it's just not viable unfortunately.. Thanks again
Many many hugs. I haven't gone through IVF or miscarriage but struggled with infertility (pcos) for 4 years. I believe my reason is so that I can empathize with others going through the struggle too. What kept me going is knowing that having hope means waiting with expectation. Don't lose hope! The wait may be hard, but keep your goal in your mind. And believe me, when you hold your little baby, you'll know the wait and struggles were totally worth it. Much love to you guys, I've only been following you a little bit, but I tear up every time you do.
I'm so sorry. 💗 I know the heartbreak. I would really encourage you to wait as long as you can for the D&C. Not only can miracles still happen but oftentimes letting it happen naturally is gentler and better for your future fertility. No judgement! If the baby is truly gone and not growing, I don't blame you for deciding to the the D&C. But please make sure you get at LEAST one more ultrasound with definitive results before you do. I pray God will give you strength and grace to walk through this deep grief and disappointment.
We will be getting one more ultrasound prior to the D&C.. It will have been a week between ultrasounds, which will therefore give us a definitive answer. Thanks so much for your advice & prayers
I work in an ob office that also includes fertility help. We have been blessed to witness many patients who do eventually have full term healthy babies. Chin up, dry your face and think only happy thoughts, for truly that is the only thing you can do today. God bless.
My heart is breaking for you! Don't ever feel sorry, don't ever give up this might not have been your time but there will be a time 💜 Your baby is waiting for just the right time 🌈 sending lots of love and prayers to both you and Tim ✨
Please keep taking your progesterone. Yes it all looks bad but give it a chance the week until your next U/S. that way you know you did all you can. Please know that you are not alone. I had to losses in 6 years and after being told we could not have kids due to my PCOS and low progesterone. That week end we found out I was pregnant. We are blessed with our now 19 year old. We have been trying for 18 years with enduring 4 more losses. I am 46 and i won't give up. I have seen a few of my clients have happy endings with same thing of what your going through, but most of the time it does not end well. I do know this though that for the few that did make it 100% of them would not of made it had they not have waited a week or so longer. So hang in there prepare for the worst but pray for the best. I am here if you need me just message me anytime.
Oh Celeste, my heart breaks for you. You have given baby Turtle as much love as you could in the short time they have been with you 🐢💔 I really hope you get an answer to your heartache and a rainbow in your arms 🙏🌈 Do not worry about crying in your videos at all, we are all tearing up and weeping with you. We are all here for whatever support we can give, scattered around the globe as we are ❤
So sorry to hear your heartbreaking news. I'm praying for your during this awful and difficult time. I'm also praying that you get your reason and your rainbow soon.
After going through this, I know it's such a hard thing to deal with so I know there aren't many words I can say to help you at this time but just stay hopeful for the future and we're sending you hugs and prayers! 😢🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
My heart breaks for you. 😢 If you're leaning towards doing the D&C, try to have a last ultrasound at least a week from now just to be sure that the baby is not really progressing. I mean lots of things can still happen in a week. Who knows? I really hope and pray that you'll soon find the answers about thus recurrent miscarriage coz it sucks to deal with it again and again. I admire your strength and courage and so as your husband being in a situation like this over and over. I don't know if I can handle that myself. Take care. ❤️
That's the plan- I'm going to be having another ultrasound prior to the D&C on Wednesday. It'll have been a week between ultrasounds, so that'll give us a definitive answer. Thanks so much for your lovely words & prayers
I am so sorry to the both of you. You have been amazing through this whole process and I am just so so sorry that the outcome could not have been better. Hold each other close and you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. I know there is still a road to travel but it will be all worth it in the end. Sending you all the love and hope I have. Look after yourselves ❤️
As always Celeste we are just praying for a miracle for you and hoping you do get 'the reason' sooner rather than later. Sending you so much love and support. Xx 🙏🏻💕😘
My doctor didn't do ultrasounds until 8-10'weeks bc h said you rarely see anything and it worries both parties. It's happened to me twice. I've bled like a cow twice got no heart beat or anything in sac and have two kids that are healthy. Just wait a few weeks. Don't get a D.C. And wait.
I am so sorry 😔 You have both had a tough journey and deserve a break! Hoping you get the answers you are looking for from your doctor. Sending hugs and thank you for sharing you are so brave xxx
lord i pray that you give them strength and hope during this difficult time. may you wrap them in your love and prepare a wonderful baby just for them. God please hear the desires of their heart and our well wishes. in your name we pray AMEN♡
I'd wait. let it happen naturally.. God is good, have faith. miracles can still happen ♡ plus if you do it then you'll have it in the back of your mind "what if"... I've been praying for you. Let go & Let God. Love you guys . ! positive vibes sent your way.
Oh you're ever so welcome Celeste! I feel so heartbroken for you, I know how it feels to lose a baby. Trust me, your Aura's are spectacularly colourful! I believe
I am so incredibly sorry about how your appointment went :-( One day this will all make sense and until then, don't lose your faith. My prayers are with you both!
Oh Celeste, what utter heartbreak for you and Tim. My heart really goes out to you both. This has been such a cruel rollercoaster for you both and I wish that this hadn't been the outcome. I really believed in your little rainbow tortoise. I'll keep you in my thoughts at this horrendously difficult time. In your darkest moments try to hold onto your phrase of 'it'll all make sense one day.' You will be a mummy and you will have your long-awaited rainbow baby soon. X
I'm so sorry, my heart hurts for you two having to go through this again. I cannot begin to understand what this feels like. Keep the hope, keep trying, we're all rooting for you and your future rainbow baby.
Hi darling - I just came across your channel tonight. Sending love and well wishes during this completely shit time. As a LTTTCER I know the roller coaster well. Hoping and praying for a successful outcome for you soon xox
I am so so sorry this is how it has turned out. I had so much hope for you and this pregnancy. You have been and will continue to be in my thoughts and I'm sending lots of love to you as you deal with this difficult situation.
Watching you go through this is just utterly heartbreaking. You are always in my thoughts and I do believe that you will one day hold your baby in your arms. Sending you all my love xxx
Oh my goodness Celeste😔 I am sending all my thoughts and all my love to you right now. You are the toughest woman I know. There is nothing you aren't doing right. My heartbreaks for you, and I know you must be so discouraged. Keep your head high, and try to stay positive. I love you. xx❤️
😞 I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. Even as someone who's had two losses this year I struggle to find the right words to give you comfort. There really are no words, this is something no one should ever have to experience. Just know you are in my thoughts. Hang in there ✨🌟✨🌈.
My heart breaks for you, may peace be with you and Tim. I think you are correct when you say" it'll all make sense someday ", that's hard to hold onto in the middle of heartache, but do hold onto that thought, because it will all make sense someday. You are meant to be a mum, and you will someday (soon I pray ) look at your baby and then your heart shall heal. ❤️Well wishes, peace be with you ****new follower, I've followed your journey since the pregnancy test, and your story touched my heart for I too have had multiple miscarriages before I did have my kids, I'll never know why I lost 4, then had 4, but it all makes sense somehow, as if it were part of a greater plan.
Thank you so very much for your beautiful, touching words 💕 You're just so lovely.. I'm sorry to hear you've also had multiple miscarriages. Thank you for sharing your story- it gives me hope xx
Honestly I know you have been through enough of this to know, but I just feel deep down this is the one, I really think you ovulated later then you guys are estimating, and I just feel wait it out some more like 2 weeks that way if you did ovulate later the something should show if the baby is developing like he should. That way you know you gave ur best and didnt feel pressured because of what the doctors think. Its ur body, but Im a hopeful person i been through enough to know, to not let anyone get u done or influence you. Good luck. Just give yourself more time.
Thanks for your advice. I honestly think a week between the last ultrasound & the one coming up will give us a definitive answer. I know which week we conceived, it's just the specific day I'm unsure about, therefore the earliest I could possibly be at the ultrasound in this video is 6 weeks. The gestational sac only grew 1 inch between ultrasounds, which is nowhere near normal. We have been holding onto hope, despite all of the facts indicating things aren't right, & unfortunately we've gotten to the point where we don't want to be holding onto false hope.. My gut feeling is not good about this pregnancy, but of course, we're praying for a miracle at our next ultrasound..
I'm so sorry! :( I've been holding my breath for you waiting for good news this whole time. I completely understand the anxiety and the rollercoaster of emotions. I hope you get answers. But what I've learned through all this is modern medicine does not know it all. I hope your rainbow comes to you soon!
I don’t know you and only just now came across your videos. I feel strongly that you will in fact carry a baby to term. I subscribed. I’m praying for you. God only gives you battles you can handle. You’re a strong woman, my dear.
You and your husband will be in my prayers. I know the heartache that comes with what you're experiencing. Just try to be faithful that God will give you a family. It just might not be on your timing or how you pictured it. Much love and hugs! 💕
What a sad day with the due date (God Bless) and the sad news at the ultrasound. It hurts so much that you have to go through another D&C.. It takes up so much worries and ups and downs as you described what a roller coaster. But it will all makes sense one day! Hoping and praying for you xx
Sending you all the love in the world. Our ten years of infertility is nothing when compared to the losses you have suffered. This is cruel. You deserve so much more.❤️
I could not even imagine going through 10 years of infertility- you are one strong woman! Both of our journey's have been different, but just as cruel.. Thanks so much for your love
Sending love your way.. I'm so skrry. My heart hurts for you guys. One day your miracle will come! and it will be so worth it. hold your hope.. prayers for you both..
I just stumbled upon your channel. I can see how strong the both of you are. When you do have your rainbow baby, he or she will be very lucky to have you both as parents. Good luck on Wednesday, I'll be thinking of you guys. Xo
I just had to write and say I'll pray the weight of this is lifted off you. I'm a firm believer that stress does terrible things to our bodies especially as women. I just really pray for peace for you during this time!!
Your so strong and an amazing couple. i have faith you will get a baby in your arms one day. just subscribed and really looking forward to following your honest and inspiring journey xx
I'm so sorry hun. My heart goes out to you and your husband.I understand how you feel, I've been through many IVFs and IUIs (conceived my 6 yr old son) ,a chemical pregnancy, a miscarriage, even lost a baby at 23 weeks due to a week cervix. Don't give up on your dream of wanting to bring a baby home. I know there is a lot of emotions going on and physical things but take of your self. I'm praying for you so hard bc I can just feel your pain. God bless.
So so much love to you. I would be definitely tempted to wait for that ultrasound before the d&c, give your body that extra time, just in case a miracle happens and then if its still the same, go ahead with the planned d&c. xxx
I have you both in my thoughts, ❤️ you will get your baby I know you have been through so much hurt & pain but one day you will be the most amazing Mum & like you always say everything will make sense. Please never give up hope. Xx
My thoughts go out to you and to Tim also. There is nothing right that i feel i can say but somehow someway you will one day become a mummabear i just know it.... Sending my love and preyers to both you and Tim 💕
Sending you love and positive thoughts...I am so sorry, my heart hurts for you guys....praying you will not have to experience this pain again ... so sorry 💗
My heart is so heavy right now. I really thought this was it. Unbelievable what you and Tim have gone through. Continued prayers for the both of you ✝ Never lose faith ! Part of me wants you to wait till next week, but I know emotionally you have been through so much. Just follow what you believe is best and whatever you decide I know it will be the right thing.
Am sorry to hear this. I pray that God's favour and mercy are upon you both. Keep strong and don't give up. You will get your babies.You are such a loving couple.
I'm sorry that you are going thru this, I know your sadness and one day you will know my joy of having a baby and also remember one day you will see your angels in heaven. I do have a question did you get a second opinion? I was 32 weeks with my son I just had him on October 14 2015 and I was having pain and went to hospital and one doctor told me thru ultrasound that my baby was dead and when my doctor got to the hospital they used a different ultrasound and found my baby was just find. Your in my prayers.
Thank you for your encouraging words.. What a terrible scare for that doctor to have put you through!! Couldn't even imagine.. No, I haven't got a second opinion as I have been seeing the same doctor, (one of the best), for all my pregnancies, & used the same ultrasound machine for all of them, even the two pregnancies where we saw a strong heartbeat at 6weeks. I know it's not the machine, or the doctor performing the ultrasound. It's just not looking good unfortunately. We have another ultrasound scheduled on Wednesday prior to the D&C, so that will give us a definitive answer. Thanks so much for your prayers
❤️❤️❤️❤️ I'm sending lots of love and hugs your way! I can only imagine how hard this is. I know I'm far away but I am there with you! You and Tim are in my thoughts EVERYDAY! And every time that I think about you two, I pray! I know you will get your baby! I know it!! I just don't know when.. and I'm sorry! God is with you and so am I!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
So sorry love! I'm the mommy of multiple angels, also. I am praying for you and your husband. Prayers for healing not only physically, but mentally for you both and that one day you get to have a take home baby. xox
aww its heartbreaking to hear this and see the sadness in your eyes. I was hoping and praying (along with so many more) that you'd get good results today. I'm just so sorry you two, it's not fair. Take comfort in each other right now. I'll be keeping you both in my heart and thoughts. I'm sending you huge hugs from Wisconsin. I think it's fair to say we're all hurting with you guys right now.
:( so sorry, I agree I think you should wait a little longer and have 1 more ultrasound just to make sure that way you don't have any questions as to what if. continued prayers for you both xoxo
I'm sorry beautiful. My heart is breaking for you & I can see it in your eyes how numb you are to all of this. You remind me of myself so much in my darkest days. I pray you get some answers, and can move on from this with positivity & hope. I also hope that with answers comes a solution so this never happens again 🙏💕
I did feel incredibly numb after this appointment.. Thank you, as always, for your beautiful & heartfelt words. Yes, I pray that with the answers comes a solution to avoid this happening again too.. Thanks again
I'm so sorry Celeste. You're doing awesome. You've been through so much. I think it will work out for you Celeste. i don't know when, but i think it will.
There's no easy answer to this. You know your gut...remember your feelings are YOURS they are only yours. This is your story, no one knows how you feel they are not you. Those of us who have similar stories, can walk alongside you with support, but ultimately nobody truly can feel what you are feeling except you. There's no right or wrong. Keep your faith lean on each other. When you are down take your sadness and insecurities talk to it have a cup of coffee with it then take that sugar spoon and poke it right in the eye. Hang in there xo
My heart breaks for you. I am going through the same thing right now and it is so painful!! I believe one day you will have your take home baby even though that goal seems unreachable right now!! I will be praying for you and your husband!! Never lose hope in what God has in store for your future his plan is always better than what we had planned for ourselves!
I'm so sorry you're going through the same thing right now... You're so right- it's so important not to lose hope. We will be sure to keep you & your partner in our prayers also
I'm SO sorry to hear this and my heart goes out to you. We too suffered two miscarriages before finally being blessed with a so far healthy pregnancy. We pulled out all the stops and I was put on blood thinners, calcium, 2ml of oil progesterone shots, prednisone and went and had IV drips for the NK cells every two weeks all until 20 weeks of pregnancy. I started taking everything the moment we found out I was pregnant. I'm not sure if this is what helped but we didn't want to take any risks. I wasn't tested for the NK cells, but my doctor felt the IV drips wouldn't hurt just in case. I am still taking baby aspirin daily just in case as a precaution and so far so good, 32 weeks along! I wouldn't rush the D & C and wait for another ultrasound just to make sure. Will be keeping you in our prayers!!!
Yes, we will be waiting the week to have another ultrasound just to be sure. Thanks for sharing your experience, & congratulations on your precious baby! Wow- pulled out all the stops indeed! I'll mention these things to my OB. Thanks so much for your prayers! Wishing you all the best with bringing your beautiful baby into the world
So very sorry to hear this news :-( my gut instinct is that you are doing the right thing based on what you are seeing on ultrasounds and blood tests etc, but it is so damn confusing and heartbreaking. I've been there before and I hope like me you one day get your precious baby after all these heartbreaks xx
Hello guys from U.K... God bless you... My thoughts with you.. I don't know in what stage are you at the moment but I wish you all the luck from the bottom of my heart... stay strong together.. and something else try not to be stressed... relaxed... stress it matter a lot as well... I will tell you a small story, I had a friend she was trying to be pregnant but she couldn't all the time she was checking like you do.. after a long time she gave up.. and all of the sudden she was pregnant.. The doctor told her was because was very stressed... So keep and think positive.. Many kisses Eirini 🙏🙏😘😘
:'( I'm currently 24 weeks pregnant after several miscarriages. please dont give up hope. be excited for each pregnancy. I know its petrifying with each pregnancy and devastating with each loss no matter how early each had a potential to be a little one. Stay strong, keep trying and keep loving on eachother. my fingers are crossed for you. xx
As you said, one day this will all make sense. I'm sure you've heard this before and it probably won't help now, but one day when you have your baby in your arms you will understand why you don't have the others, so you could have that specific child! A girl I watch on here had multiple miscarriages as well before having her son, she says it now makes sense because if she'd had those other babies she may have not ended up with her son. Im so sorry! You both deserve your take home baby and I know you will get it! Be kind to yourself. 💕
Thank you. Yes- that's exactly what I mean when I say it will all make sense one day. Imagining holding my precious baby in my arms, & knowing that that was the baby we were meant to hold.. It will all make sense as to why my previous pregnancies didn't continue. This has been what has kept me going all this time
I just found your page. I'm sorry about everything that's gone on. Just keep faith in God and keep your head up. I was just going to hopefully give you some encouraging news. My friends had at least 3 miscarriages shortly after they wanted to start a family, and now they have 5 children. So it can happen, so just keep your heads up and it will happen.
Oh Celeste......I wish I could give you a giant hug.....I hope that you and Tim can find the strength to get through this.....this is not something you 2 should be pro's at!! If I were you....I would go in search of a different Dr ....someone who can look at your situation with a fresh set of eyes.....whether the Dr and nurses at your clinic knew from the beginning that your pregnancy wasn't going anywhere....they surely never should've given up so quickly.....they never seemed to show any empathy and that just makes me so angry! I used to work with 13 ob/gyn providers....and never once did one of us nurses call a patient to tell them that their hcg levels weren't rising correctly and it "wasn't looking good" ......that is the job of the physician.....I'm so sorry Celeste.....but please look for a different doctor....much love sweetie
Thank you so much.. I can totally see where you're coming from with your suggestion to change doctors. Our OB is one of the best in the country, & has been very compassionate throughout our bad luck over the last couple of years. He did seem to not believe this pregnancy was going to last quite early on, but that was his professional opinion & I guess he was trying to prepare me for the worst.. It's really the nurses I cannot stand.. Their lack of empathy is just appalling. You're right- it shouldn't be their place to comment on their predicted outcome.. Thanks again for your kind words- they mean a lot 💕
im so sorry for you Guys to have to go through this, but trust me there's Hope! I've had tons of tests done and had 3 miscarriages. The doctors cant find anything wrong...this June we we're blessed with our third daughter 😊 keep trying and someday god Will bless you too. lots of prayers, Hopes and thoughts from Denmark (Europe). xoxo
I'm so sorry. My heart just ached when I watched this. Have u ever had your egg quality checked? Getting pregnant isn't the problem, it's staying that way. That was my problem too. Your quote at the end sums it up. When u and Tim are holding your baby one day, it will all make sense. I'm sorry your road is so rough and long but don't ever give up!
I've got a normal AMH level, which I think indicates good egg quality? I believe the reason for the miscarriages is due to abnormal embryos. My OB suggested the next thing to do would be test Tim's chromosomes.. I have to do some research. Thank you for your kind words
Our miscarriages were never "explained" really. I think it was finally just our time. I'm glad you two have eachother to lean on. Sending prayers your way.
