Big love to you all today for finding out what happened and to your Brooke for keeping me informed , at least we know she’s safe from it now after too long 💔❤
@@JamieCovey-t2gI don’t drink but Il do what I can for good funeral and I went and did a lot of door knocking today to see who been selling dodgey smack around cos needs takin off street 💯
I’m sorry for your loss mate 🙏 I lost my mum to a herion overdose 4 years ago, I’ve been struggling to come to terms with it since she passed been so hard I just can’t get my head around it, I’ve lived quite a similar life to you growing up like you said in this video
RIP Rachel ❤️ my mum & dad we’re both herion and crack users, my mum was a such a nice person but she had her struggles, I didn’t know my dad to well, they both passed away when I was 25, I’m 31 now, i started doing coke hard when my mum passed, was doing 8ths to myself in the same night playing fifa, barely seen my friends but I don’t really do it now, I get a gram on the weekends and get drunk with my mates, they only drink, I got severe anxiety now, during the week my chest is shaking feels like I’m going to have a heart attack, I can’t talk to anyone when I do see people I lose my breath have panic attacks, feel like I’m dying honestly, I want to go to the gym so bad but im so nervous 24/7
Its been over a decade since i last took the stuff, it comes to a point were you either choose your life or the inevitable. Im sorry youve had to be around it bro kudos for not giving in to it, for me it was the sub culture of that rave scene, it was the only one negative about that era imo. 🙏
Just seen this Brett. 😢 So sorry for all of you. Even though a Heroin addict will suffer this fate , it hits home when it's someone we know & affects all around. People don't get that once they're on it , they can't just stop & an early grave is assured, except for a handful of lucky ones. People also forget that an addict is still a person, somebodies mum , dad , son , daughter , sister , brother etc 😢 There but for the grace of God go I is what they should be thinking. Another stark reminder for all. Big hugs hon 🫂 😘💖 R.I.P RACHEL 🕊
Great advice right there Brett lad RIP to Rachel Clarke . I know what you just said will hopefully inspire people to get off the H pal, that’s good enough for me pal best of luck to you Brett. You seem to be maturing into a fine fella keep it up mate. 😎🍺🍺🍺🍺🍺👍🏻🙏🏼✅
I'm sorry for your loss brother. I wish your Father all the best, and my thoughts and prayers are with him mate. Be strong brother. Lots of luv. 🙏🇺🇸🗽🏴🙏
Sorry for your loss Brett lad. condolences and love to the family. My brother has been on heroin for 20+ years, its a vile drug big lad. STANO donny lad x
No1 chooses to be an addict, had serious spinal injury years ago and prescribed opioids pain killers not known at the time what they really were. Made me numb inside and did help pain. Lead me down road addiction pain meds. Since then always look at addiction as most times theirs been iccident thats made ppl down that road. sorry for ur loss
Not the biggest fan of this guy but i wouldn't wish what has happened to him on my worst enemy. I lost my nephew a couple of years ago to an overdose he was only 27, stay off the drugs people it's never worth it!!
@@theofficial-brettmay8136 nah respect Brett your a decent bloke and don't deserve to have to go through this but your a strong minded geezer and you'll tackle head on with head held high. Stay strong brother and I'm really sorry for your loss 🙏🏻
Sorry for your loss, iv struggled with this in the past and lost so many people. There's actually a new synthetic opiod "Nitazines" that is really strong their mixing the Heroin with just now so these deaths are nit gonna stop.
Hi brett this hit home pal I was an addict myself I'm irish I was in treatment centre in Nottingham 4 years clean relapsed ended up on streets in Nottingham and worksop got a prison sentence clean since 2017 no going back Gear rips families and towns apart Keep preaching to the youngsters my mate ❤
I'm really sorry to here this Brett what you say is 💯 bang on people who have not got a clue shouting smack head that's bullying in my book I've lost friends and been through the addiction so I know hope your okay and rip to your dad's mrs 💯🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏👍🏻👍🏻
Fair play brett Smackhead is an ignorant word used by weak people. Addiction normally is caused by trauma, pain , childhood abuse etc..... behjnd every man and woman in their struggle with addiction is a story Never judge anyone until you've walked in their shoes 💪🏾
My sis dis 12 year on off it took her to get pneumonia heart attack and 8 weeks in intensive care to stop while in there we took over her house and her kids I can't tell you how many pins we found nearly ruined my family and was a key factor of my stopping steroids I couldn't let my parents find another pin in the life of their child keep strong big mayo
God bless brother. My best mates years ago from Donny met him when I was a 17 year old he was a Smackhead moved down south to get away from it but it’s the worst drug out the lot
Biggup mad mayo, addiction is shyt watched many die. Thing is we are all living to die. To bow down to police and government who are peados and even the royals proven yet noone does nothing. Then to top it off in 150 years nobody will know you even existed....so sometimes i dont blame the people we lost we dont live a life thats fun
Never know a mans struggle i struggle wi powder and i tell myself i am not gunna av it today before a know it am walking round to grab it whilst still telling myself whilst its in my pocket i dont want it its a disease and should be treated as such im still struggling to this very day tryna break the cycle in the words of ronan keating life is a rollercoaster just gotta fight it haha
@@theofficial-brettmay8136 still there bro a will break the cycle one day but am a functional addict single dad do it all but it's my kriptonite mate look at my kid and say to myself what ya doing and then do it it's a crazy thing addiction
@@theofficial-brettmay8136 most people ya see tho say they would never look down on someone going through it and they do stigma attached to it cos ya bad on drugs doesn't make ya a bad person just a person crying for help most people on here use this example for views etc but you replied nice one pal
@@theofficial-brettmay8136 Thanks Brett that means a lot , I live in Cornwall and everyday now I try to concentrate on eating well and a half hour exercise every day and my confidence and way of life is improving
Very sorry to hear this brett .. godbless you and your dad and family circles . I know i give u a bit of stick at times but it’s only a bit of criac . If u ever need a friendly chat just reach out mate id be happy to help ❤️
