go be sociable around everyone fuck anxiety just stay strong and keep a smile to everyone even the bad ones and try to stay with the good ones as long you see them make you smile every day
I don't think you really want to disappear, you just want it to end once and for all. I know, it hurts, it really sucks, but better times will come, because you're the one who's going to make it happen. I know some people love you, so don't disappear, they need you, you're an important part of their lives. If you ever need help, ask for it, and I know it's hard, but you can do it, don't give up, don't you dare to think about it, I know you can success. Be good, be kind, *I know you can*