Happy Birthday to my Capricorns & my channel! I can’t believe it’s been 2 years since I started all of this but I am so grateful to still be here and have you all with me! 🥳 I hope you guys enjoy this video. I love you sm and I hope you love yourself too! 💗 Xoxo 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME IN THE COMMENTS AND ON SOCIAL MEDIA! I DO NOT OFFER PERSONAL READINGS AND I WILL NEVER SOLICIT ONE FROM YOU THROUGH DIRECT MESSAGES🚨🚨 🕚Timestamps🕥 Pile Selection: 1:48 Pile 1 (Polychrome Jasper Heart): 3:27 Pile 2 (Chrysocolla/Chrysler Heart): 1:07:27 Pile 3 (Flower Agate Heart): 2:22:28 Pile 4 (Fire Quartz Heart): 3:35:37 🌠Get the Extended Reading HERE!🌠 Page Link: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522 Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662153959 Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662154098 Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662488621 Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/ytf010522/662488718 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/realesotarot TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMR8yghKN/ 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: @xesotarotx Cashapp: $palehag Disclaimer: you are absolutely not required to donate anything ever!! However, if the reading touched you and you want to leave a tip I’m keeping that option open :) I am grateful for anything but please never feel like you have to!!
Happy birthday to your channel girl. I Absolutely love it ♥ and I love youu, you're my favorite tarot reader EVERRRR, thank you so much for sharing your talents with us ♥ thank you thank you thank you ♥
Eso, I’m messaging from viewing this video in December of 23, 2023. Your messages and gifts are truly timeless. I went through a tough cycle and I’m currently on a healing journey. Your voice, my bed, and my room has been my solace for over a week now. Every video I chose to get me through this time has been yours only. I resonate with you deeply. I thought I would spiral into chaos but you have saved me. I Love you so much and I wish I could tell you this for eternity. Maybe I am.
Pile 3- Wow! You read me to filth in the most loving way lol, but I needed to hear it! This was probably the most helpful and accurate reading I’ve ever heard. Thank you so much for doing this reading. I’m going to take so much away from what you’ve said 💕
Thank you SO MUCH for this reading. I picked up pile 2 and it felt like a personal reading for me. Like you said, I've been waiting for a sign but I'm so exhausted to even care about that person that I'm pretty sure that I'd he ever showed up, he'd find a way to screw up everything. He's where he put himself in, and every time I get news from him I feel something horrible within. Like you said, it's probably a bad sign and I should stay away from everything in his regard. I feel so much lighter. I also have an appointment with a therapist this Friday and it's finally time to vent out everything I've been getting about this person. My deepest gratitudes for the reading!
Pile 1 first part resonated deeply with me instead of my person so spirit told me to flip the reading to be how they feel about me as if the roles were reversed. Super amazing reading Eso
Yes, she's an amazing tarot reader! I didn't know before hearing it, but I needed this message too! I'm sending you positive energies for this, have a nice day!
Pile 3 : i am literally in tears rn !!! Thank you sooo sooo soo much for amazing eyoopening read ... this definitely was a Universe’s sign which i asked for and released ...much gratitude and love to you ... may Universe bless you and stay happy blessed and amazing you are ...lots of love and positivity and prosperity to you ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
ESO, I have just cried by watching 2 of these readings, the first one I chose was my past relationship energy that I thought was my present connection, and the second one I watched is the true connection, I definiteLy am projecting and I am scared. I dont want I healed wounds to manifest. So I thank you for this true honest messages 💗🥺 sending love 💕
It's so insane to me how accurate you always are.. I was really drawn to pile 3 and 4 consecutively and I feel like I'm/we're somewhere between the 2 piles. I've lost 150 pounds while being with him, and I've done a lot of mental growth that came along with the weight loss, but I feel like he's not as invested in the relationship as I am. I genuinely just want him to be more present... and I don't know what to do. I feel like when I bring it up it makes him mad, but not bringing it up leaves me seething in my own silent anger. Besides that he's perfectly made for me, we agree on everything. We've been together for going on 6 years and I just want things to improve as I've been improving.. but I don't know how to be the catalyst to him that he was for me..As you said, he wasn't the Julien Michael's, but him loving me even at 400 pounds and feeling the same for me now. I don't know what to do.
Pile #4 and when you mentioned Begin Again, I honestly thought it's a Taylor Swift song but when you mentioned the lyrics Im like, "Damn Eso also listens to Purity Ring?!"
I think my pile was 3 I need to take a break from all this and let him go and like you said it will come back if it’s meant …..the connection was about making me stronger and finding my own happiness
Pile 4. It is rare that a general reading resonates with me to 100% but you completely nailed it. CLAIMING. Cannot wait for the anxiety of 2021 to leave and finally make room for more healing, success and love ✨
Pile 2: when you said cold war!! I screamed. I have literally have been saying "he is a war I am no longer fighting". It is one sided as you said! Madison!!! You have a gift. I've tried listening to other RU-vid readers...and it's honestly just "stories being woven" (no shade). I believe in spirit and the gift. But damn!! Your readings are like TRUE messages from the universe. You repeat things that I've thought or said. Even down to the "he is on his own team". Gaaaaaaahhh. Next how do I get rid of his energy. I'm so done. He is not worthy. On to the better and best ONE!!! ✨✨✨✨ Thank you so much!!!
“Power without love is reckless and abusive, and love without power is sentimental and anemic. Power at its best is love implementing the demands of justice, and justice at its best is power correcting everything that stands against love.” Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. 💕 Thank you for the reading, your readings always come out at the right time 💕
Pile #3. Super long comment ahead - I was inspired. ♡ I love you, EsoTarot! Words cannot express how much I've needed this. I used to use tarot readings in an unhealthy way about a year ago, but I've moved past that. I took a break for a long while, but sometimes I feel called back. This was the perfect confirmation for me. I've been doing a lot of inner work for a long time now, but I quit. Everything suddenly felt meaningless. I believe I was/am going through a dark night of the soul (coming out of it slowly). This connection with my person has taught me so much in so little time, almost like every lesson I've ever gone through in my life being repeated all at once. I haven't wanted to admit the depth of my feelings, and I haven't wanted to fully accept that things like "Twin Flames" or "Divine Counterparts" exist. I didn't want to believe in mirroring, didn't want to see it. The more I denied and resisted, the more chaotic things became. We've been separated and in no contact for months. I've always been the type to move on quickly from people (2 months maximum, from the person - the experience, especially if it was traumatic, is a different story). I've been told I'm strong, resilient, adaptable, and wise. I'm the one that so many have always come to for advice, the one who always knew what to say, could figure things out. I tell some people my story or things I've gone through, and they're shocked or speechless. They never suspect it because, or so I'm told, I come across so upbeat, friendly, and welcoming. Some friends have told me of their envy (that I always know what to say, can always understand), but I never saw why. These things just came naturally to me ever since I was young, and I never saw it as a skill. I've come to realize that I'm most likely a channel, a medium, or some sort of psychic. I have a talent for magic, too. Clairvoyance, clairtangency, clairaudience, and more. I've even healed with my hands (physical things as well as emotional / internal - it was crazy). I've denied these gifts, denied my dreams. I was terrified of it, scared that I'd do something wrong or misuse things. I was afraid of growing used to these abilities, growing fond of them only to lose them. I always psyched myself out in some way, and I even convinced myself that many were just my imagination. I denied magic and spirituality on/off all through my life. I turned away from meditation and my guides, the oneness I was introduced to after meeting my person (more intensely than I ever experienced it before). He opened up an entire new world to me, and it overwhelmed me in both positive and negative ways. I wanted to embrace it at first, that intense sense of peace. More than anything. But then, I got the feeling we would separate. I felt it coming, and I researched Twin Flames and the process. I thought I was prepared and would handle it with grace, but.. Man, people don't lie about how all-consuming some things are. My ego was out of control. I fell apart in ways I never have before. We only knew one another for a short while, mere weeks. But he impacted me like none other in my life. I'm 25 and a single mother, and I've been in many relationships of all kinds through my short time on earth. I'm no stranger to these things, and I consider myself highly emotionally intelligent. I'm sensitive, intuitive, and have always been able to understand the most complex of emotions. I've always been the type to explore them thoroughly so I could. I've always been able and ready to care for others - saved many from the edge throughout my life. But this? I couldn't understand. No matter how hard I tried, how much I researched, how many videos I watched or how many people I spoke to. So.. I ultimately ran from them. I refused to sit with them like I always would before. I wanted nothing more than to be done with them, done with the whole ordeal. But it haunted me. I was either dismissive or obsessive, no in-between. I couldn't find any answers, and it got to the point where I didn't trust what my heart had to say. I was mad at myself and the universe, bitter and resentful. I felt led astray. But I'm slowly realizing that wasn't the case. It never is. I'm going to embrace spirituality and my own magic. I'm going to focus on my own self improvement fully *just* for the sake of improving - for *myself*. I won't shy away from my gifts, and I won't deny my guides or their messages (shoutout to Archangel Metatron♡). I'll trust it, and I'll truly surrender. I'll work with spirit rather than against. I plan on attending college and becoming an Ayurvedic Practicioner, not giving up on writing (poetry, prose, etc), and embracing my creative side again. I will do more than just survive, and I'll take better care of my body. I'll allow myself rest instead of constantly beating myself up for needing a break, for feeling as deeply as I do. I've been so hard on myself, and I've been warped by confusion. It's been hell these past few months since the separation. I've been trying to control. It was what made me feel safe at first, but that was a lie. It made me miserable. This reading, as well as your self-love reading (also one of my favorite readings you've ever done), have resonated with me so deeply. You're truly a gifted reader. Thank you so, so much for sharing. I really needed this. ♡ It's a relief to finally feel like I'm finding myself again. And, this time, out of all the times I've had to rebuild myself throughout my life? I'm going to be better than ever. A true Phoenix rising. My true self.. The one I've been all along. ☆
Wow. Your words could not have rang more true if they tried. I went through the exact same experience within the last year. Met somebody who opened up an entire world for me. I was resistant the whole time and once the triggers started I ran as far away as I possibly could and didn’t look back. But the awakening stayed. It was the most painful thing I ever experienced and I too, have had my fair share of tragedy in life. I too, have always been logical and reasonable above all else, even when I was in love. But this connection was beyond what the human brain can comprehend. There’s no sense in that much unconditional love. There’s only being brave enough to feel it. I’m just writing this to tell you that you are not alone and from what you wrote, you ARE taking these lessons with grace and strength. It’s not suppose to be feel good or look good. But the person you become after the darkness will be the person you’ve always wanted to find within yourself. Remember , you can never be apart from your person. A piece of your souls live within one another forevermore. Tap into that love, that bond, that growth when you need them. I just want to say from one stranger on a tarot reading to another - I am so proud of you. -A fellow Phoenix 🦅❤️🔥
@@emiigarzon Thank you so much for sharing! It's such a comfort to know I'm not alone in this. While I "know" I'm not, it's difficult to not feel like it. You know? I relate intimately with all of what you said, too. I taught myself that separation was an illusion, but I never truly believed it. It was so difficult to fully wrap myself around. I'm beginning to. Thank you so much for the helpful reminder. This is a journey of the self, and thus? A journey of the one - which connects us to all. It's so freakin' amazing, haha! Gosh, your comment made me tear up. Best of luck on your journey, fellow Phoenix! I'm sending you so much love. 💗🔥💗
@@cylestine You are me. I see myself in your beautiful shared story. Even wrote a story called " Phoenix" one year ago. I also chose pile 3. The love you experienced, the love you thought is because of the other human being is the unconditionally love from source. Which is always here.
Pile 2. This was probably the hardest and most accurate message I have ever heard about the connection that I recently walked away from. It has been a living hell, and the more he hurt me, the more I was determined to win his love. It was so messed up, but this reading helped so much and I cried like a baby, but the tears were so cleansing and much needed. Very long overdue. From the bottom of my heart, thank you 🙏🏼💗
You are so adorable when you say “Don’t tell the other piles!” ;) Pile 4 was insanely helpful and hopefully accurate. Thank you for this! You are just too precious with your exuberant and caring energy.
Pile 2, this was so crazy accurate 😳 I finally realized all of this last year around this time of year, got too exhausted to even continue to have him in my life. I knew I deserved, and still do deserve better. I blocked him in Feb of 2021 and here’s where it gets crazier Eso 😫 he found a way to contact me literally not 2 days ago 😳 I don’t think this is a coincidence. If I am to allow him back into my life I think I’ll have to be a bit cautious. I don’t know if I will let him back into my life or not, but if I do I’ve made myself a promise that I’m never going to chase again. I intend to keep that promise. I don’t chase I ATTRACT, what’s MEANT for ME, will simply FIND Me 🙏🏼 thank you for this message ESO ❤️🥰
#2.. thank you so much...😭 of all the love readings I've heard in the last several weeks, this one has given me the most clarity about myself and what to do...I thought I was done trying to fix people, but maybe subconsciously I'm still doing that, it makes me angry with myself. I can't keep being this way. I wish I could fall in love with people who operate from love instead! But whT can I expect with my 12th H Moon in Libra HAHA 😂😅
The same. Self love and puting yourself first is a key to have a right balance and boundaries. We can not fix others, but we can inspire them and I'm sure that is something that comes naturally. We have a real impact on other people. But we can't do the work for them and this ist something we schould accept. Love and blessing! P.S thank you ESO ❤️
Pile 1: I have a hard time seeing the progress and changes that I have made. Your reading showed me that I have changed. This was exactly how I was feeling about 3-4 months ago but so much has changed. I have grown so much and I am proud of myself. Thank you 😁
Pile 2 reminded me of the good friend I lost some months ago for being egotistical and not being able to accept help for my issues. Now I understand how she felt and how much of a shithead I am. She's good now, has good people surrounding her and that's wonderful. Honestly she deserves everything that can bring happiness and love to her life. As for me... well, I'm on a long way of regaining myself and getting better on my mental health. It's not going good but it's going, and that's important.
Hey, this might not mean much coming from a stranger, but I just wanna say it's very commendable of you to own up to your behaviour. Many people outright refuse to do that. Admitting you needed to work on yourself is the mature thing to do.
Pile 3 - DUDE!!! How do you always hit the nail on the head like you do?? I thought for sure this relationship was too complicated and messy to actually get advice for but you told me exactly what I need to hear. I do need to stop focusing on outward connections for happiness and focus more on how to make myself happy first. I also need to cool it with the pick a card readings a little bit lol. Thank you you’re my absolute favorite reader. 💕
I felt that.. Ive been on kino, eso and vanessa and checking out like 20 other readers 😂 dang i need to stop 😭😭 but yes she hit the nail on the head with this one
When you said "they're your earth and you're their moon" in the reading, I just realized that my person's name means "earth" in Arabic and mine's "moon" in Sanskrit. I almost lose my shit lol. This reading is so uplifting. Thank you!!! 😭🧁♥️
I deeply thank you for these readings.They’re incredibly helpful and insightful to those who are lost including me in my own difficult times.I appreciate them so much they have given me so much guidance and clarity over challenges I face in life and more.All your words uplift me!
Pile 2: Thank you Eso, I can’t express it enough, the part where you said “I think you’ve watch tons of tarot readings about this person” is true and it all started with your tarot videos. You’ve helped me with this journey, thank you.
@@katiethe2nd92 Much better now Thank you Katie&I'm happy yo Gud too,since this reading a lot has changed in me(in a gud way).Working on myself with myself a bit more and I think it's gonna take a while to open up to Romantic relationships and I'm okay change is good, we're learning new strengths too so I can't complain really.Truly wish you the Best👌moving forward💐.Your loved ones are so blessed to exist in your Golden🧡heart always remember that,stay blessed 🙏...lots of💜💙💚💛💝from me.
🥲God, resonating with pile 2 soo much. I am starting to wake up on certain things and probably mirror him so much for many situations. Still I love him but realise it doesn't come from true wanting the best for him, instead from the need of saving him (and myself). I am looking after myself now but still fully in the process..and yes, is an addiction. I have seen his true self and is sooo vulnerable he can't even deal with it. How long is gonna take I don't know, just hope to feel better and peaceful after
Pile 2: Wow. I feel so seen and called out. I have literally felt this deeply and it made me incredibly sad. I want so much for them but it’s not my job. What you said about divine… omg I have literally been “rationalizing” this relationship through divine, like we’re meant to be in each other’s lives, blah, blah. I have finally opened myself up and met someone who is meeting my needs without even being asked and I’m literally like wow, this person made me feel like I was always asking for too much (just like my family). I know deserve more and have more now. And I’m recognizing that it’s a core wound I’m healing. I have been realizing how much I love their potential, not what actions they have shown me. Thank you for affirming.
Pile 3: dead on! Every bit- tysm 💙 I think I will take a break, take a breath and read a book haha I’ve just started The Alchemist. Heard a ton of great things and looking forward to it. Ps. Mimzy made me SOB as a kid 😂
Pile 2: The sounds exactly like my ex and why it was so hard for me to break up our long-term relationship, but I'm so glad I did. Anyone else who has struggled with this, it was helpful for me to think about what I really needed for my own self-preservation and sanity. And it was also 100% a situation of doing something that broke my heart but helped free my soul. Sending love and strength to anyone who might be in a similar situation. ❤️
This has turned out to be the best reading I've ever watched. Thank you! I'm gonna be honest, I was disappointed when I saw the title and was like... eugh, why... but I swear pile 2 is exactly what I needed to hear, feel, see, experience. Thank you so much! Sorry for doubting it. You'll never know how much this video was the video i needed to see.
pile 4- this is by far the most accurate reading i have ever gotten. like every word that came out of your mouth was something true to me or something I needed to hear. thank you
This is a great birthday present when needed most. Thank you so much queen! You are wonderful and we all love you so SO much. Thanks for sharing your gifts and your positivity with us! 🥺❤️❤️❤️
@@EsoTarot OMG, this made my day, for sure. Also happy birthday to your channel!!! I started following it September 2020 and it helped me to redirect my life the way I needed and wanted. Thank you so much, and hope to see more of you for many years!!!🥺💓💓💓
the pile nr 2 really scared me because I resonated so much with it in a sense that it described how I am and how i act and see myself. could it be that it was about me and not the person I was originally thinking about bcs it was weirdly accurate in reverse. XD
pile 2... read me to filth but also felt like the toughest and warmest hug I needed. I feel so validated and supported by everything you talked about because it certainly mirrors what has been on my mind but I've been afraid to voice them out to anyone at all, for fear of being judged. thank you for all that you do, and I hope you're receiving all of the love and gratitude that I have to offer you :)
Pile 2: Thank you soo much for this message. You’ve helped me when I didn’t know how much I needed it. I can’t put it in words how thankful I am. I am truly very grateful for this reading and your channel. Sending love and blessings your way.
Pile 4. I don’t know how but this was exactly what I needed today and helped me clarify something I have been confused about that is showing up in my cards recently so thank you ❤️
just wanna say thank you for making a reading with this topic!! Its so needed and so forgoten by the other readers. We all need to be more understanding of our own feelings about things and about people, some times we are so focused on what the other person feels that we dont even stop to assess how it is that we trully feel. so thank you so much.
I chose pile 4 and it is probably the most accurate reading I’ve gotten in a while. I felt like you were reading specifically to me. You really help me to not feel crazy for trusting my intuition lol. Thank you so much for what you do!
this video really calmed me down and cleared up the mess in my thoughts a little bit. as it was said (pile 4), i didn't really need to know about my feelings towards other person, because deep down i know exactly what's going on, but there was something i needed to know anyway. and mostly, it wasn't about a connection for me, but about my own personal problems. and i love the way answers i need always find it's way to me on this channel, and I'm always grateful for it. also want to say, that i wanted to see a pick a card video with a theme like that for a really long time, thank you for making it!! 💌
Pile 2 - Thank you so much for the insight. You have just described a narcissistic abusive relationship. This so resonates with a recent past one. Although I am out of it (and still healing), I am always grateful to be reminded of why things didn't work out.
Before I even get to my reading I just wanna say that I appreciate you so much because I remember all these times when I was looking for a reading like this one and your the first person ever to do one about how I feel 😭💕
Pile 3 was such a beautiful reading. This gave me so much guidance and clarity that I had a hard time finding. The answer is within me the whole time. Thank you! 🧿
And once again… the timing is so perfect💘 I love you Madison, your tarot readings are helping me through a rough, but promising time and your videos really soothe the pain and just like really enlighten me for all that is yet to come! Thankyou from soul to soul, for translating the Universe in the most beautiful unique way 🤍 you’re a true gem 💎 and oh my gosh happy birthday to your channel! 🥳
Pile 2. Thank u so much eso this reading was phenomenal this gave me so much healing and energy and it was the exact sign i needed to finally move on..pls continue doing ur beautiful readings❤❤
Pile 1. Thank you sooooo much… you’ve always given me so much clarity with this particular situation and I really can’t thank you enough for that. All of that was stuff I needed to hear and I understand more deeply now that all my issues with him are actually issues I have with myself lol. Sending you all my love ♡︎♡︎♡︎
Pile 1.. I am honestly speechless lol. That just opened my mind up so much about this connection, as well as calling me out on some things >_< I’ve never had this mindset about this situation, and I feel like I’m seeing it in a healthier way. I don’t normally comment on readings, Idk why, but yes this was truly amazing! Thank u 💙🌌💫
Pile 3: With my connection, most of the piles I’ve chosen from your videos tell me to focus on myself, realize my self worth and look to myself for answers.. so I think that self love tarot reading is necessary. Thank you
Pile 3. Its crazy you said listen to your heart, bc i was definitely putting him on a pedestal and freaking out. I've always been more logical and burying my feelings, but I'm finally working w/ my emotions and yesterday I asked myself "Well, what does your heart want?" And all the negative thoughts and anxieties and "Oh I'm not good enough" went away. The answer was so clear and simple and w/o shame or embarrassment. He's definitely making me get in touch w/ my divine femine energy. I also realized yesterday that he is not responsible for my happiness. I am. And you saying that in this exact reading blew my mind!!
It’s so wild to hear what pile 4’s message was. So accurate and nice to hear. Everything I’ve already known was confirmed and gave me peace of mind and closure -especially because I thought of my mom. Thank you so much for this reading 😊
Pile 2, this provided so much clarity and peace for me. Thank you for this, you are so incredibly gifted. Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this and I greatly appreciate your compassion and empathy throughout this reading.
pile 2 - i’m in awe, you are an amazing tarot card reader and i’m so so grateful for having found your channel. this reading was so difficult but necessary for me to hear. i sobbed so much and had to take breaks throughout the reading but i feel cleansed and feel like i have clarity over the situation. it’s hard to let go of the hopes of having a healthy relationship with him as he’s my father & i feel like i owe it to him to try and help him be happy. this reading also brought to light a lot of the reasons behind my belief of being inherently unloveable and a lot of other wounds that need healing. it also sort of motivated me to focus on my career (/studies) as i’m applying to universities right now and it seems like my only true way out of the situation (the patience card also makes sense because of this) thank you so much eso you deserve the world 💗
I just love your personality 😌 you are hilarious in your readings 😭 and they reasonate really well 💕 of course I’m getting the extended this was a very beautiful reading. Thank you
you’re just so awesome. always accurate, funny, an aries (best sign imo) , always have the advice i need to hear. keep killing it for yourself and others will just follow you
Begin Again by Purity Ring :) That was a confirmation for me alllll day. I was confident that pile 4 was my pile but when you said that I was amazed bc that’s been on of my songs lately and it makes me think of my person.
Pile 4: wow, this reading gave me the vibe check I really needed about myself even though it's supposed to be about my person XD thanks for the amazing reading 💖 I'm going to show my partner this pile so he can stop over thinking everything just as you said lol.
I'm only half way through Pile 2, and you're so gifted Eso omg. Your other 2 previous readings (how are they feeling, what do they think of you) are deeply connected with this one, in which the "how are they feeling" one, the pile I chose you said "they are going through a lot, and they choose the learn lessons the hard way; they don't like help" and also, "what they think of you" I chose the angel stone, and they indeed have compared me to an angel/guardian angel and have called me angel several times. We are in separation and I watched Kino's newest video and it's all connected... It's insane. I really believe this separation or well, almost 100% certain ending is for the better. I have no clue what will happen in the future, I believe in second chances, people can change, but yeah, this person, believes everything happens to them, not for them and I know they have serious childhood wounds, however, I still think they need to learn how to swim through life, like you said and perhaps this was a trigger to make them learn and to make me reassure myself and my boundaries, know more about myself. Thank you so much 💕
Pile 1 My, oh my! I needed that! Pretty much everything resonated with me and opened up my heart. I knew Spirit/universe was trying to tell me something and I just wasn’t “getting it” thank you so much✨ you are truly a gem!
How am I so early for once!? Can't wait to watch as I'm picking pile 2. Anyway, love you and if you ever take personal readings I'd love to have one because I'm not sure if the person I get readings from is truly for me. But your readings always resonate.
Pile 4: 100% My TF connection. Sometimes I do get in my head like no, I'm crazy. It wasn't even real. Everything is an illusion and dumb of me to allow myself to do that. I didn't use him as an excuse. I just felt like he was going to fulfill some fantasy of mine and when he failed to it was like I wasn't even worthy of having my fantasy. All I ever wanted ( not him specifically) the idea of what he meant/symbolized or could be for me. I truly thought he was meant for me and without him I couldn't love anyone else that same level. Not the case, at all. Learn a lot about myself, but I don't want anything with him. I care about him deeply. I always will. I sometimes wish I never agreed to more in the past and I just kept boundaries as friends. I think that's the best we can do and offer each other if he were to come back. I don't really want him to come back because for what? I don't trust him. We aren't going to be together romantically. I don't want him physically. I think we just might fight because of my resistance when he made me finalize my decision. We're both the opposite genders, so logically speaking if he plans to date. I know no woman will accept his bond with me. I already have a male bestfriend, so this other guy is just in this random " Very strong connection friend/twin area" in my mind. Idk. I don't even know I can truly forgive him. I feel that pit feeling in my stomach because I feel like I have to tell I'm sorry, but no. No, to everything and I can't have u in my life. U can't even be happy for me without being jealous of who has me.
#2 thank you so much for this! This is the confirmation I need to move on from her. I was so conflicted and confused, she kissed me, then two days later she said we couldn't be more than friends. I was like 'Okay? (wtf)' Anyway, it is so clear now with this reading. x
Hey , thank you for the reading pile 2. I definitely know what’s going on and what to do. I now know why he use to behave in certain ways and not the other way. Also when you said he was perfect when I wanted to show others how love can change some and wanted to show having him in my life. Also I know the action he took for me or mix signs he provided was just to show how materially advance he is . I hope he gets better no offense on his part. But I know I should not be accepting someone who can’t help me to be better in my life.
Pile 2: I had an ex that randomly tried popping back into my life about a week ago. He is exactly as you describe him and never appreciated anything I ever did for him. Ever. Since him I’ve entered into union with my current partner. I’ve moved on so this stuff isn’t difficult for me to hear but it’s been nagging at the back of my mind how he could even think he’d get another chance. The last time I talked to him he screamed at me so I hung up on him and blocked him on everything. He tried for a little while to contact me but I wasn’t having it. And then again more recently after 7 months of no contact. It’s like his energy is stuck to me in some way. Nagging at me. I’m trying to ignore it but I wonder if there’s maybe something really wrong with him. Of course I will not betray my current partner by having a substantial enough conversation with this person to find out. So I asked the cards. He’s apparently getting his karma for what he did to me.
Omg pile 2 wow, hooked on hope, emotional education, emotional & manipulative-deep generational patterns. Also stock mkt…I was just thinking how he treated this like business. Came into teach me more about myself.
Pile 1, this was so accurate. I feel like a lot of the stuff you said about them really applied to me. You've said that could be mirroring before, but I don't really know how that would work. And the boat scene in The Little Mermaid that you mentioned is actually relevant to this connection, we viewed it in the same room.
Pile 3 🥳 I never expected this reading to be about how I feel about myself! I am a Capricorn and as soon as you pulled out the Capricorn card, I was like, this is hitting too close to home lol… there were so many times in the reading when I felt like you were really picking up on my energy, especially when you were dropping stuff as I am a total klutz but a lovable one lol. This was a wonderful reminder about how much our relationship with ourselves impacts our relationships with others. I went into this reading inquiring about my partner, and there was some mirroring energy there for sure, but it seemed to keep circling back around to my relationship with myself. I am so glad that I watched this reading, as I watch all of your readings, but it really resonated when you talked about maybe taking a break from seeking external advice lol. This reading came at a perfect time too, as I am about to embark on a huge transition in my life and have been really wanting to do the work to heal my inner child and create that strong foundation of self-love so that it can be a lasting transition. Thank you as always, Eso! 💜✨
Pile 4: I think I will give my brain that spanking. Surrendering in itself is frustrating, but if anything that might be the anxious control freak talking. Perks of being a virgo am I right? Love you Eso!! Thank you so much for all the readings, and please know that you’re one of my favs on the tube!
Pile 3; I feel so affirmed and grateful and free ! I claim this, I claim my success, I claim my growth& surrender to spirit. I deserve the infinite abundance of spirit ! Thank you Eso !!
I really needed this today Pile 3 hit me in the heart and called me out and just was so good and made me cry. You have a real connection and talent. Thank you
pile 2: haha. you’re right. we always had this joke that life was an ocean and that we were sailing together on a ship made of my love (it was funny cuz it was so cliche and corny lol), i was the captain and he was my first mate. i had to step away and start a new path because we do mirror eachother, I knew i’d never be satisfied where I was. No matter how much i loved him, he would never understand it. but i’ve got my feet on the ground now, i’m not sailing into the unknown with him anymore. i took apart my ship and built a home. just for me. and i’m too tired to love him or really even wish him the best, you read the cards you understand XD but i can just say good luck. and i’m glad i met him.
I love watching your videos truly. Every time I’m surprised by how well you just nail my situation on the head every time…. I swear it’s insane. Pile #4
Pile 2. Thank you Madison. This reading just came up on my feed and knew I needed to pick that pile. It explains SO much. And thank you for your wonderful words
I’ve been meaning to do an updated version of that reading but I’ve got other readings to do before then BUT I do already have a video on that topic!! It’s a little old but hopefully it helps ☺️
