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How I got off prescription opioids and got my life back | This Happened To Me

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Kirk Foat severely injured his hand while on vacation, so badly that when he returned to Canada, doctors feared they might have to amputate it. He underwent four surgeries to rebuild his hand, and was prescribed opioids to help with the pain.
But the opioids came with side effects, and eventually, for Kirk, didn't block his pain as well anymore. He decided to wean himself off the pills, once and for all. He shared the challenges of his experience with Dr. Brian Goldman on White Coat, Black Art.
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@BrownGeorge-pw2xo Месяц назад

I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to heroin, spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with OCD. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

@Bastianbishops Месяц назад

Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

@SusanaGomez-mp8sk Месяц назад

Yes Dr.alishrooms 💯

@Wimruther-hk4zn Месяц назад

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

@ElizabethMicheal-fu8xn Месяц назад

Yes he's Dr.alishrooms. My daughter did straight shrooms in few days. Made her whole! after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. It helped us.

@StephenHackle Месяц назад

Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!

@gaylea.griffin9733 2 года назад

I’m a chronic pain patient and I’m being forced to taper. I’m tired of all of it. I’m ready to get off all of it. I’m 61 years old with not many family members still alive. Not many folks for support but I’ve got to do this. Prayers please. Stay strong.

@lb-w3980 2 года назад

Gayle you're beautiful and you got this. I watched this video on RU-vid that helped me find over-the-counter withdrawal vitamins, and it blew my mind. Please watch it! I'm praying for you❤

@milesy8207 2 года назад

Stay strong fr send positivity your way❤️‼️

@Robert-xn7ko 2 года назад

My prayers

@bigsparky8888 2 года назад

HEY...HOW ARE YOU...LOWER BACK DAMAGE...BONE SPURS...BUT 8 DAYS(NOW 47 DAYS !!!!-1/19/22) OF SUFFERING...PURE ROT IN HELL STUFF...COLD TURKEY...73YO...GRRRRRR...NOW STILL FIGHTING...KEEP GOING

@JohnSmith-dt2yb 2 года назад

Good luck 👍

@Corruptedd Год назад

Last time i watched this i was fully addicted to opiods, & had ran out, this video was so so scary for me because i knew i was next... now, clean 1 1/2 years, i am happy to watch this in no duress.

@jmc8076 Год назад

Congrats. Peace and health.

@moongoddess8568 11 месяцев назад

Please, how long did you go through withdrawal symptoms? I’m 9 months and taking Suboxone. I don’t know if what I’m experiencing is withdrawal still, or Sub side effects. I’m getting better slowly, but it’s still a struggle. Thank you. ✌🏼

@moongoddess8568 11 месяцев назад

Very happy to hear you are well. 😊

@Aluminata 7 месяцев назад

Its such an unrelenting and utterly disgusting feeling.

@greg9069 6 месяцев назад

@@Aluminatajust like the pain of chronic sciatica 🤔… demonizing pills that are a last like resort for severe pain is your problem.

@6enny6oy3 2 года назад

Going thru it so bad it's so hard and the knowing that I could take my dose and all my pain will go away is the worst for me but I did that once after 26 hours in withdrawal and now I had to restart those 26 hours. I made it to 31 hours currently trying to make it all the way Edit: About 40 days now and feeling great!!

@bethkatzenberger851 2 года назад

@@eliasflores777777777 I have been on pain meds since 2006. I have begged them to help me come off 😭 They keep changing them, opana caused severe pancreatitis…

@salt5840 2 года назад

I just started to taper off trying

@ceo.n1773 2 года назад

@@salt5840 probably didn’t work huh

@summaskyluvful 2 года назад

I got 3 left I'm gonna keep them u just gave me hipe

@summaskyluvful 2 года назад

Hope

@mannyfaces3631 3 года назад

Who every needs to hear this. Dont loose focus. Stay determined remember why your coming off. Its an up hill battle but we are warriors and we will prevail. Currently 5days off. Im here with you

@summercapps5151 3 года назад

Hows it going for you? I'm terrified.

@alina16garofalo30 3 года назад

I’m so scared I was already losing weight due to stress and now that I’m off the pills my weight went down more and I’m just so scared! I’m feeling like I’m dying like a cancer patient 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞

@summercapps5151 3 года назад

@@alina16garofalo30 how far in are you?

@mannyfaces3631 3 года назад

@@summercapps5151 hey its been a few weeks! I feel like the worst is past i still have cravings but very minimal. Im no longer as depressed as i was in the first few days. Body aches are gone I FEEL FREE.

@mannyfaces3631 3 года назад

@@alina16garofalo30 have you talked to a medical professional?

@dominicgervasio2548 2 года назад

Cold turkey after a few months of 40mg a day. Legs are restless, no appetite, diarrhea, and sleep is difficult. Prayers for anyone who goes through this. Doctors don't care about addictions.

@Fatal_Inertia Год назад

That's not true, my doctor tried to taper me too early before my pain was even gone. It's still not gone. I understand why they're doing it, but even after one year, rattlesnake bite pain doesn't go away. I'm stuck with that pain for the foreseeable future. But they have me down from 35/40mg a day to 15mg a day and it was difficult doing so. Pain isn't managed properly at that level but I'm sure my kidneys and liver are happy to get a break

@joshualavonobeyer9183 Год назад

Kratom

@davidblair3845 Год назад

How long until you felt ok? Imma bout to kick a 30 or 40 mg oxy after using for 4 months cuz my backs blown out....usually I give in on day 2 and get something

@drewstoica3537 Год назад

@@davidblair3845. How you doing bro?

@FERGI12 Год назад

How are u doing now ? I got simalr amount any pointers ?

@deadonarrivalparanormal981 3 года назад

I got fed up and quit yesterday and decided to go through the hell knowing there's a better life ahead! I'm strong and drugs won't run my life!!!

@deadonarrivalparanormal981 3 года назад

Just a quick recap first day sucked and so did the second and third but today I feel alot better last night I still felt aches but not as much. One thing I noticed about my detox was the first two days was nothing but sweating and irregular body temperatures the third was physically tuff but the 4th day I feel alot better tho mentally I feel the brain asking for drugs tho the body is OK without them. It's a bit weird like a voice in the back of your mind that's sad because he lost his best friend or something but you have to distract the mind and allow it strengthened itself! No different than the body the mind needs recovering. Even tho the body will oblige the brain is what keeps bugging for something. It's weird but I got this the mind better catch up because we are not looking back in free and feel like it's a start to a new life from here on out!!! You can do it too I believe in everyone here!!! P.s I took about 6-8 grams of Kratom during the first 3 days but I also kicked Kratom easily afterwards. But I will say it helped alot!!!

@deadonarrivalparanormal981 3 года назад

Day 5 and feel great!!! You can do mind over matter!!!

@Natasha-zl9eq 3 года назад

@@deadonarrivalparanormal981 Hey there how you doing now? OK I hope. I'm worried about my starting point. Have no choice but to go cold turkey. Is it safe too though?

@deadonarrivalparanormal981 3 года назад

@@Natasha-zl9eq I'll be honest with you it's been over three weeks now and I feel great I'll be honest tho it's mental! Mind over matter!!!

@deadonarrivalparanormal981 3 года назад

@@Natasha-zl9eq I have been working out first I ate to gain some weight and now am giving the body pain to throw off the imbalance in the brain that's left from taking meds for so long! You see the body aches and the anxiety goes away but you will find yourself bored at times or down but you have to trick the brain give some pain so it can rewire itself! Believe me I'm over 3 weeks in and don't even think of taking any at all! I was on oxycodone for over 5 years!!! At one point 180 of them a month!!!

@jenniferjean 5 лет назад

Withdrawal is one of the toughest challenges in life. The fog is very real, I was not the same, is it worth it, yes. Emotional and physically.

@stinging-squirts142 3 года назад

Yes the fog is real but it can get worse day 35 of my withdrawls i had a moderate concussion but the brain fog mixed with post concussion symptoms i had somatic symptom disorder undiagnosed for over a month while i went to every medical provder in my state thinking i was literally dying , wasnt a fun journey , but when i found out what was causing the imminent threat of death feeling and realized im not dying after 3 CAT scans, 2 MRI scans god knows how many xrays , blood tests. Then finally being properly diagnosed with post concussion syndrome which was extremely difficult because my memories from the day i slipped and got concussed are flashbacks at best and now I have acess to memories from when i was 4 years old, cringy drug memories which i didnt want back or even knew i had , just daily floods of old new memories , its a blessing more than a curse and only strengthens my resolve

@lb7625 3 года назад

Hi,please accept Jesus as your Lord and Saviour with your mouth and believe He died and rose again in your heart,turn away from swearing,over eating,lying,selfish ambitions,lust,movies,video games,hate,gossip,secular music,drugs,smoking,drinking,love of money qnd stuff,pride,magic,idolatry, and all that kind of stuff,dedicate yourself to God fully,obey Him and trust in Him and Jesus

@lodwill4007 3 года назад

@@lb7625 see steave Atwood and Jim devney and Ron knight and Robert breaker n Lesfeldick ministries

@kamnell5237 2 года назад

When I was 22 years old a government doctor put me on my first narcotic medication to treat chronic pain caused by a condition that will be lifelong. By 32 I was on 75mcg fentanyl every two days (patch) and up to 6 tablets of 10mg Percocet a day. I quit cold turkey and it was a nightmare. My journey has been incredibly hard but I'm 37 now and incredibly happy, despite the pain. I fully believe if I can do it, anyone can.

@aesoprockslig 2 года назад

How long was the detox and when did the nightmare begin to feel better?

@kamnell5237 2 года назад

@@aesoprockslig I pray that you are well and still fighting strong if you're in the middle of it. Withdrawals and depression took me several months to work through, honestly. I don't know how you feel about THC, (many consider it as bad as prescription drugs but I disagree) but it helped tremendously. Unfortunately even at five ish years into quitting I can still experience stress induced withdrawal symptoms like severe restlessness. But these episodes are becoming fewer and life is so much richer.

@83HURSTROCKET 2 года назад

How long did it take to get off the withdrawals when you quit cold Turkey

@chris964861 Год назад

This kills me because I made it 8 months and gave in because i still didnt feel right. Now i'm trying again. I hope i can make it.

@lyndayates7533 Год назад

I hope so too. It's hard when you have no compassion or support. I hope you have both.

@kellye.274 Год назад

I just saw your comment. You’re quite a trooper!! You went that long without taking any of his medicine, of course, you can get back on the horse and start over and go even further. You are not a failure!! You went a lot further than some people and you can do it again and you can get completely free of this junk!!

@zzwooly3331 Год назад

I had 2 years before. You start to feel better but never the same as before being addicted

@tameramares5785 2 года назад

Thanks! All these comments inspire me. Still scared to death though. Prayers please.

@caesarmeer Год назад

day 3 and i can't explain in words how physically and mentally painful it is. it's just unbearable

@moeruss2726 Год назад

I totally understand what you’re going through. After 11 years being on a Fentanyl patch and 60mg of Percocet a day, plus Tizanidine and Cymbalta, I’m going through withdrawal. I’ve never felt worse in my life. I don’t know what I’m going to do.😢

@caesarmeer Год назад

@@moeruss2726 don't lose hope. when pain gets unbearable hold yourself and say this too shall pass, until next time keep saying this to yourself, this is not impossible you are just paying the price for a beautiful and strong you. you will be there and while looking back you will be surprised how much courage you had and what miracles it did to you. i am slowing decreasing the dose through increasing the gaps. i can't go outside due to to my other disease if I could it wouldn't have been that hard but you can walk for as long as and as much as you have those urges and pain and do breathing and physical exercise. my thoughts and prayers are with you

@ChloeDavies1 Год назад

I'll refer you to a mate that sells them very reliable and ships discretely bought from him a couple of times

@ChloeDavies1 Год назад

Yacobkingg

@ChloeDavies1 Год назад

He’s on Instagram

@babyjoeofficialmusicpage2705 2 года назад

Im on day 6 and Im getting through it! Stomach hurts like hell but I know what I want to accomplish, and thats sobriety!

@familylife2054 2 года назад

Keep staying strong

@chloewright4809 2 года назад

How are you doing today? I’m starting next week

@superalaijah 2 года назад

@@chloewright4809 I’m currently about to stop let me know how it goes

@babyjoeofficialmusicpage2705 2 года назад

@@superalaijah You just gotta keep your mind to it. After the first 10-14 days the withdrawals go away and its just mental strength after that. Keep it in your mind that you dont want to relapse and you’ll be okay. WORK OUT AND HIT THE SAUNA EVERYDAY TOO IT HELPS SO MUCH WITH DETOXING AND YOU’LL SLEEP MUCH BETTER AFTER A GOOD WORKOUT AND SAUNA SESSION 🤞🏽

@babyjoeofficialmusicpage2705 2 года назад

Im good. All you got to do is do it and workout while you’re detoxing. Keep your mind on your goal and go thru the pain. Your mind will heal and the depression will go away. You will be happy again and healthy. Withdrawals hurt but its worth it

@dabrad190 3 года назад

Just flushed all my percocet, and xanax down the toilet 2 days ago. Can not wait to get my life back... staying focused for the better.

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

Flushed it, never flush it fill the bottle with water and throw it in the garbage because it hurts the fish 🐠 Good job I’m on day 25 you can do it the hardest part is the first three weeks

@lookintoit9835 3 года назад

Hows your progress?

@darleneanderson4440 3 года назад

I am currently a Oxycodone addict, but I decided today 4/06/21 that I am done taking Oxycodone.. With the help of the Good Lord I know I will be fine. Tfs this

@theyharbroughfamily7697 3 года назад

@@darleneanderson4440 it's so hard man I'm trying this weekend to start the process of stopping but hey we can do it man ! It's def a process and it's hard af but it's gotta be done I wanna stop so bad

@cosmicb699 3 года назад

@@darleneanderson4440 how are you doing?

@shannonferguson6734 5 лет назад

I first heard Kirk during an interview he had on White Coat/Black Art with CBC about a year and a half ago. After listening to his experience I tracked him down via Facebook and he became my go-to man for support and information on what to expect through my own opioid tapering process. He was an inspiration to me and I honestly think he gave me more advice and better support than all doctors I went to. From his home in Ontario he made the time to always respond to my messages and to check in throughout the process. I regularly received random texts of encouragement from this man I have never met and I am so thankful for that.

@carmensanchez8000 4 года назад

I am about to start the tapering process listening to throw video gave me hope! Thank you 🙏🏻

@cjh7234 3 года назад

Think I need that I'm starting my taper soon

@sylviaelizabethclarecholic2073 2 года назад

Hi! I think this US what the internet is for! Humans helping each other, then the earth n oceans! 😊

@morrisonandrew2521 2 года назад

@@sylviaelizabethclarecholic2073 iceansy, thank god we're going to save the iceansy.

@kalirich7633 Год назад

@@carmensanchez8000 yes same here … how are you doing?

@btrainbraydeboisseranc7570 3 года назад

God bless him and EVERYONE everywhere dealing with this🙏❤

@lb7625 3 года назад

@kamalkishore5712 2 года назад

I wanna feel normal again. The last thing he said regarding the blanket where opoids put you in safe, but you start getting cut off from the people, you stop feeling the emotions the way you should that really hit me hard. I have stopped cold turkey 3 days back and my withdrawals are beyond painful but i wont go back. I want to feel normal again.

@seanprince187 Год назад

KEEP GOING STRONG YOU GOT THIS 💯💯💯💯💯💥💥💥💥💥💥

@kamalkishore5712 Год назад

@@seanprince187 mate, I tried all I could but I relapsed. I'm loosing all my hopes now.

@seanprince187 Год назад

@@kamalkishore5712 You gotta keep your mental strong. Trust me I’m going thru the same and I know for myself that I need to keep my mind on the bigger picture and not for the moment.💯💯💯💯💯 I’M HERE IF YOU EVER WANNA TALK 💥💥💥💯💯 KEEP STRONG BRO PLEASE 💯💯💯💯💯

@travisperrier6904 3 месяца назад

@@kamalkishore5712 how are you now?

@kamalkishore5712 3 месяца назад

@@travisperrier6904 I relapsed and I’m stuck in this cycle

@ianozi24 2 года назад

I feel like my life will never be the same again

@lordhelpus6213 2 года назад

It will!!! stay away from opioids, I’m in day 20💔💪🏾I’m fighting for my life fatigue rls

@tymaz9 3 года назад

3x lueakimia survivor was on heavy hydro morphine for 6 years, hit zero last month (my toughest battle ) going through it bad right now , the fact that he said he felt completely normal is giving me lot of hope

@cindyinnew 3 года назад

Me too my friend

@Justbeingpooh757 Год назад

@B Lare these thru a subxone clini"

@bucknastynastybuck 9 месяцев назад

What kind of leukemia

@tymaz9 8 месяцев назад

@@bucknastynastybuck aml

@annafoat Месяц назад

It takes time - but its possible

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

Day 17 ;) I’m back !! Feeling better still tired but, I’m a real energetic person can’t hold still LOL . I made it out 💊 ! I did it and you can do it to 😘 it’s not as bad as people let on.. It’s not easy but everybody’s different and seven months?? I tapered off in 7 days and quit and I’m on day 17 after 13 years Be Strong and if that don’t work get mad at your self ;) it works

@lizziekammueller1159 3 года назад

This is how I think too

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

Day 25

@nessaadam8543 3 года назад

This is amazing, I envy you! I’m addicted to codiene and it’s taken over my life, ruining my marriage I isolate myself I have no energy to do the simplest of things I don’t socialise anymore and I’m mentally and physically in pain if I don’t take them, I can’t go one day without one I wish I knew how to stop I’m terrrrrrrified of the withdrawals, just know I envy to be where you are ;(

@MrsLiaaK 3 года назад

I wish it was this easy for me. I’m a cancer survivor and I have lupus. My pain is great and it’s so hard to stop.

@dcc-randomstorieswithmel7424 3 года назад

@@nessaadam8543 I was addicted as well,make up your mind to taper,so what i did was take a little whenever the withdrawals came on,mine was terrible burn inside like my body felt on fire and I was stooling a lot bt I would take a tablespoonful of it to trick my body into thinking I still had it,den i would push myself fr an extra hour when ever the withdrawals came on,example if the withdrawals came on at 4pm everyday and I took one tablespoon,the next day instead of 4pm,I would push myself a lil more to 5pm,slowly my body started adjusting to not function with it and that's how u get through withdrawals,you dont have to cut off cold turkey if u are someone who gets scared or hates being sick,the withdrawals ain't bad if you taper,this is what you need to understand,cold turkey or tapering requires discipline,discipline not to go back and discipline to say i can do this,if you need someone to talk to,I can send u my email.God bless you and you are brave already just deciding to quite Codeine almost destroyed my biz and my life.

@buddyholland796 3 года назад

Guys I'm starting my rehab journey tomorrow at a good facility in my state. Much prayers needed. I am a few days from application process being done, but had to take my last oxycodone this morning and already getting sick. It's going to be a long hard bumpy road BUT I HAVE to do this so I can get better. I am so tired of being sick all the time

@andrewptob 3 года назад

Pulling for you, Buddy. How are things going?

@cindyinnew 3 года назад

I’m with you. I am one week in after 15 years of 30 mg of oxycodone 3 times daily and klonopin twice daily. Lucky I’m dead

@susansparanormalpennsylvan81 3 года назад

you will start 90 % better after the 3rd week, hope your still sober

@im2alias202 3 года назад

@@cindyinnew wow, how are you feeling I’ve Bering doing 30s for about 3 years now i want to stop

@danielcyr6489 3 года назад

why did you have to take it why not just not take, by putting that [ill in youre body youre delaying the withdrawa;s by 12 hours

@benjiarehart2878 2 года назад

Kratom, and prayers got me off with zero withdrawals. Been off over a year. Was on for 15 years. Didn't think I'd ever be at this point. Im so grateful. I was dying, and scared for my life. The worst 15 years of my life, and the last year the best. You gotta want it. Thank God!

@cheyennedevine872 2 года назад

What dosage did you use to completely avoid withdraw? Just got a bunch of capsules and am planning to use it as this last bit of fentanyl leaves my system...

@Lyndsay-jh2um 2 года назад

@@cheyennedevine872 just be cautious. On kratom too long and that will send you into withdrawal. I'd grab some THC:CBD gummies and some gravol. It's not gonna be a fun ride but if you like the feeling of kratom you will be going through pain from that too.

@m.pm.p8727 2 года назад

How do you get kratom, is it prescribed

@wsurjec6414 2 года назад

@@m.pm.p8727 At your local headshop

@wsurjec6414 2 года назад

@@m.pm.p8727 The red strains are the best, try about 5 grams of powder, mix it with water and chase it its gross.

@mindyrobinson3245 Год назад

One month off opioids for pain. He's right about day zero. I actually feel awful now (brain fog, panic attacks) but I know it will take time to recover. Got to go through it to get to the other side

@drewstoica3537 Год назад

Hey Mindy, the anxiety is so crippling! I mean it gets to the point where I don’t leave my house because of it. I’m 17 days clean and feel like I have an anxiety disorder now…just a quick question, how do you feel now? Do you honestly feel like it’s gotten better?

@mindyrobinson3245 Год назад

@@drewstoica3537 Hi Drew. Sorry it took me a while to respond. I feel your pain about the anxiety. It's so intense. I am still struggling a lot but hanging in there. Hope you're doing better.

@LuisEstrada8285 Год назад

I’m starting my journey tomorrow, I unfortunately live in a third world country right now and they don’t have much meds for withdrawals so I’m gonna start lowering my dosage Tom and I’ve gone thru this before cold turkey and gone back because it’s too painful but I’m just done with it. Opiates destroy your life and I just want my life back. I will check back and let y’all know how my journey goes so I would thank prayers for me from your higher power as I just got done praying for myself. Thanks for this video it just made my decision even stronger. ❤️ ☮️

@caesarmeer Год назад

how's it now

@redbird-oc1sy Год назад

Thank you for sharing your story. In 1999 I was injured in an oil rig accident. Surgeons saved my arm but I suffered extreme pain for many years after. I started out on Percocet and eventually was prescribed OxyContin. I was told it was less addictive and a better medication to manage pain. Towards the end which was about 2 1/2 years ago I was taking 8 - 80 mg Oxyneos two times daily 16 -Oxy 80s. I was living life just going through the actions. I was also taking Dexadrine and Antidepressants and and 4 immediate release 20 mg Oxys as well ever day. Even though I was on all this medication I still managed to hold a career and raise a family but it was hell. I lost over 20 years of my life because of this medication. I’m off of them now by the grace of God but now I’m living with the reason why I was on them in the first place. The pain is unbearable some days but I refuse to go back to opioids. I just can’t and I won’t.

@ChloeDavies1 Год назад

Yacobkingg

@johnguzman8637 10 месяцев назад

8 80mg oxys at once ?? What doctor would prescribe that amount.

@redbird-oc1sy 10 месяцев назад

@@johnguzman8637 I didn’t start out at that amount. It took years to gain tolerance. I’m not taking them anymore thank God.

@simonforfan Год назад

I think the hardest part of staying clean is knowing how good life can be...

@Corruptedd Год назад

@@SammyleeFx fed exposed, get the frikk off of this comment section @trippy_bans (fart face)

@dr.nug7103 2 года назад

Some pain doesn’t ever leave no matter how much you acknowledge it.

@Akrammfk 2 года назад

That's an excuse addicts like us say

@Live_Loud25 Год назад

I'm not on any pain meds, and I have awful back spasms. I acknowledge them, but it still hurts like hell..

@sunny1433 Год назад

I think what he’s saying is acknowledging that pain is part of your life, don’t let it be your focus , I fooled myself several times by stopping pain meds for several days & then asked myself why live with this pain , the oxy wasn’t doing any harm. it wasn’t until my teeth started to rot at a rapid pace that I realized you see the harm after the damage is done. I was on prescription oxy for 8 yrs. From a neck & back injury. It’s tough at times but I try to push through the pain & focus on prayer.

@sashasorensen5945 Год назад

Yeah I can't stand it that he said that because my pain is so intense that I cannot just "acknowledge it and move on"...I have a high tolerance to pain and my back pain gets soooo bad at work especially, that if I didn't have kids...I'd put myself down like a dog.

@symesy82 2 года назад

We are all here for a reason!!..love you all xx

@sandrahind6855 2 года назад

I’m from London as well!! Glad you’re surviving and doing well now! I’ve struggled with opiate abuse as well and am in remission now after a long, hard battle to gain my willpower back. It’s not easy to go through, very painful and can easily destroy your life! Most people who judge could truly never understand what this is like.

@ETH85 2 года назад

I'm from northwest England.. your right ! People tell you 'just stop' but they don't get that there's a lot of reasons that keep you hooked to them and for me life is easier on them as I'm unpredictable and have ptsd on top and have took my life on several occasions and lucky to be here so the oipiods helped me stay calmer and more dulled down but the amount of meds I've been taking have been going through the roof as I can easily buy them but it's not a long life plan and I'm sure one day it will kill me so after 20 years of drug abuse and most of that opioid meds I've gone cold turkey.. Day 9 and starting to struggle but got to keep going.. be just my luck that getting off them will do me more harm then staying on them but we'll see.. but yeah people don't understand one bit.. they make out like it's easy to put down and forget.. if it was that easy we'd all be clean

@demartin975 Год назад

Right indeed. You unfortunately have to have a personal experience with it to truly understand the monster. The key is to never get involved to begin with.

@abdoalial-sharai3255 11 месяцев назад

Can you give me your contact, I have same issue

@moongoddess8568 11 месяцев назад

@@ETH85 care to give an update? Help a gal out? 9/14/23

@SamFrost-zm6vm 2 месяца назад

Hey anyone still there

@boywonderrr71 2 года назад

God helped me prior cold turkey Percocet 25 yrs ago after car accident. Then cigarettes after I went 9 months cold turkey but couldn't get past fatigue, God removed it all again. Now 51 & after another 18 yrs of oxycodone due to multiple back injuries and injections. God once again is helping me cold turkey. He is good and I will defeat this. He recently cured me of my chronic depression! For over 15 yrs been depressed & wakeup one day it was gone. He said that trial is over & will never return. Praise Jesus

@fattymcfatso1083 2 года назад

So i am trying to figure this out- a percocet addiction, an oxy addiction, a cigarette addiction, chronic depression, multiple back injuries and infections . . but God is good . . .

@helpstopanimalabuse8153 18 дней назад

Well done mate. I was taking 120 mg of Oxycontin each day for 22 years & am now got to zero 2 weeks ago, I was hospitalised & the withdrawal effects were terrible. I now have my life back & the chronic pain ( 2 total shoulder replacements ) 9/10 has greatly reduced. I am very proud of myself & you should be too.

@isiahhood3354 2 года назад

Went cold turkey because I wasn’t strong enough to taper , I am 1 year sober and thankful I did not over dose like some of my friends

@Spectra33 3 года назад

"You know it's coming, you prepare for it." But damn if anyone is ready for it.

@RPDthe3rd 2 года назад

congratulations Kirk, that zero is MASSIVE, i have no been able to reach that myself, but i respect you for sharing your experience.

@annafoat Месяц назад

any reduction is worthy of praise...it is hard. godspeed to you

@rickp3753 Год назад

I couldn't have gone through acute withdrawal. I took 8mg suboxone for 16 years. My Doc and I started a taper and now I'm 8 weeks Suboxone free! Insomnia was tough, but I wasn't ever dope sick. Suboxone worked on the physical a AND mental obsession. Thank God I'm free.

@Ryan-th5ej 6 месяцев назад

I'm on Subs now and down to 4Mg a day. Any advice on how to keep tapering down?

@rickp3753 6 месяцев назад

@@Ryan-th5ej Yes, get the 4mg films. They're twice as big as the 8 mg for tapering purposes. They're easier to cut down to .5mgs. That's the bottom. 1/2 mgs is the lowest I could go before symptoms. Good luck my friend! It's been almost 16 months and I'm free! If I can do this you can too 😁

@Ryan-th5ej 6 месяцев назад

@@rickp3753 I'm on the 4 mg strips now. That was the plan is just rip them down. They have 2 mg strips now too, thanks.

@cindyinnew 3 года назад

I’m here right now. 15 years of oxycodone and klonopin together. I’m detoxing at home with help of a specialist. My primary care physician convinced I needed oxycodone...15 yrs ago. Now I’m crippled by these drugs. Decided I would do this on my own. Hope I make it. I’m kicking the covers. It’s been a week today

@berrybens2633 3 года назад

Nah bro was addicted for 49 years and today I’m finally free I can help you with my contact Iboga root bark is the only solution bro we keep deceiving ourselves for years drugs can’t cure drugs no wonder it’s illegal our government are wicked Iboga root bark is a plant from the west African forest it’s safe life’s

@cindyinnew 3 года назад

@@berrybens2633 where cab I get it Berry? I think I’m losing my mind

@cindyinnew 3 года назад

@Film him!! I know you right. I down 1/2 per day from 2 per day. My new dr says it was very careless for my previous dr to prescribe the Klonopin with 4 doses of 30 mg oxycodone per day. Says I’m lucky in didn’t die in my sleep as I have central sleep apnea as well. I’m not mentally addicted but physically. Been on this regimen so long that it no longer helped with pain. I would forget to take it sometimes. But my body sure as hell let me know. I’m down to 1/2 Percocet per day. I’ve noticed that my pain has not increased. It was no longer helping. Every time I mentioned to my dr that I wanted to come off this she would say “ok just start 1/2 the dose and work your way down” as if it was a diet. And I expressed for years my desire to detox from this and she said she recommended staying on it because it was the best way to treat my pain. I have a new dr now

@uglynokamiiiiii 2 года назад

@@cindyinnew 4 oxy 30s a day with klon is insane, that’s instant death for someone with no tolerance. that doctor should be in jail

@cindyinnew 2 года назад

@@uglynokamiiiiii i agree. But because I was prescribed this cocktail and didn’t abuse it, I can’t find a lawyer to take me case. Had I died or something, my family would have recourse. But not me. If I had been abusing the drugs I could get into rehab. And then take action against my dr

@pimpjuice7391 2 года назад

Tomorrow will be day 3 for me please pray for me and encourage me and tell me good job keep it up! I really want to stop and get my life bk for my 4 yo daughter. I’ve prayed so.

@fattymcfatso1083 2 года назад

good job keep it up

@pimpjuice7391 2 года назад

@@fattymcfatso1083 thank you!

@Smkymcpott85 2 года назад

This good advice for those that experience chronic pain. unfortunately not everyone on opioids experience that pain, but come to psychologically seek opioids for whatever reason. Either talking about it is a good first step. keep up the good work. I have been clean from Oxys for 6 years now.

@vtrandal 2 года назад

Thank you for making this video and telling your story!

@user-ot9yw7en8j 4 месяца назад

This is what I want. I want to be me again. I have had three back surgeries, several hip surgeries, leg amputated, snake bitten knee replacement, ribs broken on both sides, so I have a lot of excuses to stay on mess. But I am going to going to talk to my doctor and stop this but say a pray for me. All this has happened since 2009. I'm on percoset. Any advice would be appreciated . My name is Brenda.

@nyk3334 3 года назад

I wish I knew this next fact when I began voluntary withdrawal. I began feeling extreme hopelessness with no hope in sight. I always thought it was me and that I was destined to be depressed and upset. Little did I know it was my hippocampus in overdrive. That hopeless feeling is physiologically supposed to happen. It signifies progress. You MUST be aware that it WILL improve. It won’t last. This isn’t some rally the troops speech. I don’t mean it hypothetically I mean it biologically. It will pass. I’m nearly 13 years sober now.

@staceylynndemarr8297 2 года назад

How did you get so far?

@bigsparky8888 2 года назад

WAHOOOOOO!!!! GO YOU!!! I HAVE BEEN ON.DR SCRIPS FOR 22 YEARS...FINALLY...I SEE CLEARLY....

@bigsparky8888 2 года назад

OUTSTANDING JOB BROTHER...I AM GOING THROUGH THIS MIND SCRAMBLE EGG THING @ 45 or so days...I know exactly what you mean too...trying to keep my Daughters mind in a place that understands my thinking...(this is tough!!)

@annafoat Месяц назад

amen - we keep advocating for lived experience for this reason

@odudi 2 года назад

I battled heavy opioid addiction for over 14 years. I tried to quit several times but the withdraw was too unbearable to deal with in practically all aspects. On my last attempt at quitting i had to deal with the nightmare of withdraw. Of course the whole body shaking, twitching, sweating, diarrhea, vomiting, and to me the part i hated the most was going a week or more without being able to sleep. Having insomnia alone for that long is a nightmare let me tell you. After i finally got past the physical part of the withdraw then i had to concentrate on the mental withdraw. That takes even longer. Anyone going thru this nightmare i can honestly say when you get out of the long dark tunnel the reward waiting for you is a better high and feeling than you can imagine. Sure i have to deal with physical pain from injuries now and then, but my worse day now is a whole lot better than my best day on meds.

@charchar2983 Год назад

Thank you

@cassiegross8567 Год назад

How did you do it? I’m on day 1 and can’t do it much longer

@odudi Год назад

@@cassiegross8567 the first 3 days are the worst. The things i did was drink tons of water, take multivitamins, hot showers/baths sometimes 2 or 3 times a day. If your not too crippled take walks outdoors several times a day. Lift weights if possible but not if your already sore. Try to do activitys you love to do, yeah it's hard to focus on anything when your mind is going crazy. Because of my ms and injury i was limited in what exercises i could do. Eat as healthy as possible, stay away from processed foods and junk food. Yeah tough to do when you cant hold stuff down. Get support from friends that you can count on. When i was finally able to get sleep after 9 days of insomnia i finally started to feel a bit better. Detoxing can be a horrible nightmare physically and emotionally but once you can get to the top of the mountain of hell you'll be in heaven so to speak.

@marygarza1596 Год назад

Day 2😢

@seanprince187 Год назад

@@marygarza1596 KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK 💥💥💥💥💥💯💯💯💯

@SugarSkullsAndSpice 2 года назад

I just finished a 16 month opiate pain pump taper and I discontinued meds 24 days ago. 8 years of oral and pain pump opiates from a spinal surgery. The withdrawals have been hellish. I’ve been sick for months and living in the midst of PAWS, shaking, sweating, no attention span….. I’m a mess. I know it will get better. To anyone who’s going through opiate withdrawals…You can do this! You are strong ! It will get better! Be gentle with yourself.

@CarlosPerez-mn5gh 2 года назад

That’s the reason I recommend the use of natural substance like psychedelic mushroom and other psychedelic products that works great without side effect , I can’t remember what it feels to be depressed because it’s been a long time I felt that after the use of psychedelic mushroom it works magic , after I was advised to get some , I get mine from an online vendor which specializes in the growth of psychedelic mushroom and other psychedelic products any pain you feel can be gone with micro dosing

@CarlosPerez-mn5gh 2 года назад

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@SugarSkullsAndSpice 2 года назад

@@CarlosPerez-mn5gh I totally support Microdosing it’s helped me in the past with depression significantly. I did try Microdosing about a week ago and it made my PAW Symptoms so much worse. The sweating, shaking, insomnia went through the roof. I think my brain is still really sensitive and it felt like I ripped the scab off with a Band-Aid. I’m definitely going to try Microdosing again in a few weeks. I’m glad you’re advocating for it thank you for the advice and support.

@CarlosPerez-mn5gh 2 года назад

@@SugarSkullsAndSpice you’re welcome, microdosing works better

@timls3349 2 года назад

Day 9, white knuckling the whole damn time. I finally feel some sense of normality. I see pain killers as a last ditch effort for chronic pain, and not a way to truly live. It makes your pain tolerance sink down and coming out of the withdrawal phase is like hell. Depression was the worst part because I kept feeling like the awfulness would never end.

@mikenewsome4465 2 года назад

Did you feel like you weren't happy? I did when coming off..only felt happy when taking meds

@mattpinnington4778 Год назад

@@mikenewsome4465 Did you get the irritibillty and agitation heat feeling in your head? My depression and anxiety has been hell after tapering off opiods. :( Hope your well :)

@mikenewsome4465 Год назад

@@mattpinnington4778 irritated very easily and couldn't deal very well with anything that involved thinking..I did get strange heat surges if that makes sense..I came off the wrong way..I went from 40 MG a day to 20 then to 10 within 30 days and I almost flipped out! But after about 45 days I was out and feel great

@mattpinnington4778 Год назад

@@mikenewsome4465 Thanks mate. I'm now at 4 a day 30mg "Dihydrocodeine semi synthetic painkiller". Over a 4 yr period. Was on 16 a day, then abruptly dropped to 8 a day 2 yrs ago. That was hell. Now in last 2 years i've got to the 4 a day "As above. I've no support, and am doing this by myself. Hopefully within 6 months this year i can get to 0. Cheers for replying. It sure ain't easy eh. Nice one.

@badgalkia10 Год назад

I wanna get clean so bad, this video is bringing me to tears. I love my pills but I know i have to let them go…🥺😔. Praying for anyone struggling w/ addiction including myself.

@mongogojjo5944 Год назад

Those prayers will do nothing, look into Psilocybin microdosing it helped me kick heroin. And there's of course other comfort meds like gabapentin, kava and muscle relaxers that'll help withdrawal, don't get dependent on any of those though.

@kelseyM222 Год назад

i was in the same place i loved them too but eventually the good out weighed the bad so now i’m tapering and it’s hard but it will be worth it

@badgalkia10 Год назад

@@kelseyM222 im on suboxone now & haven’t done any percs for about three weeks now. Keep going girl! You got this…we got this! I feel so much better mentally & even know i got a ways to go, I already feel better knowing im being consistent w/ my goals 🙏🏾✨💘

@kelseyM222 Год назад

@@badgalkia10 i’m so happy for you girl… thanks for sharing and i pray for ur future 🫶🏼💯💖

@tammywines7343 2 года назад

I tapered off of Methadone, I was on 4x 10mg a day for 6 year's, the last 2 MG I took I was off of it, but the pain in my legs, the muscles aching I fought it. I am so happy too be off of it. I have had 3 back operations, I have severe Spondylitis. I was on oxycontin 40mg x3 a day and Roxycodone 30mg x4 a day I tapered off of them after 7 year's. I am currently on.7.5 of oxycodone x3 a day, I just started my taper, I have 32 pills left and I am going going now too 2 a day for 3 days, then 1 1/2 for 3 days, then 1 for 3 days, then 1/2 for 3 days, then a quarter for 2 days, then I am done. I am so fed up with pain Dr's, spending money on nothing. I have insurance, but my pain Dr just isn't listening too me, shots that are so damn expensive. I am constantly in a fog, I use too be a stand up and fight. I just want off of this damn poison !!

@BlankSlate1111 Год назад

those Dr's are nothing but glorified drug pushers

@tahneedaylangan6584 Год назад

How did this taper work for you?

@tammywines7343 Год назад

@@tahneedaylangan6584 I did well, I've been off of pain Methadone 2 years and oxycodone 7.5 mgs a year. Doing well.

@barbaraann7610 3 года назад

Wow, thank you so much, I am in my last weeks of pills before I reach Zero. I appreciate that you said it could take 9 months because I would have given up after 2 months.

@thegrimreaper819 2 года назад

I just started weaning off hydrocodone 5yrs, from 4 10/325 to 3, it's been tough. I've tried to contact a psychiatrist but to no avail, 2-3 mo wait so I I'll do it on my own. I will drop another pill in 2-3 weeks and go from there. I'll need your prayers and well wishes. Thank you for this video, it's very inspiring.

@Mar-os5nf 2 года назад

U can do it. Im on a 2 yr methadone taper. Im currently at 5mg. Been in withdrawl for 16weeks. Have only taken supplements. Doc gave a gabba scrip but im not 100% on taking it as it buids a dependence too.

@thegrimreaper819 2 года назад

@@Mar-os5nf God bless you, I'm hear for you in spirit wishing you all the best. Please take care and know I'm with you.

@JohnDoe-nf7id Год назад

I've been detoxing of Methadone and Morphine for 10 days now and I'm over the sweats but the pain in my body is brutal and is very difficult to even push myself to get out of bed, I decided to get off these medications because it robs you of the person you are. I've been on both for 2 years now. I'm a recovering addict from heroin and that was a slap on the wrist compared to this, do not recommend. Proud of anyone beats this battle

@shawnjones5249 Год назад

I’m currently on day 1 this finna be a long and lonely process but I know it will be for the best

@louise7131 2 года назад

Been on opiates 10 years (brain surgery etc). 36 hours not had any. So weak, everything hurts started ticking which I've never done, maybe anxiety related. I'm 35 no support & have spent weeks/years being emotionally abused by family which aided a mental breakdown then I ODed and now no opioids. I'm so confused about everything. Much love.

@DiorTheScientists 2 года назад

u can do this Louise, find a church family u trust as God is the constant I’m getting through, I haven’t started the tapering process but I get not having family makes u feel like everything is so much harder but family is who ever u make them tbh, find u some family here or just in everyday living and trust in your own abilities to reach ur goals🙏🏽Blessing & Uplofti

@louise7131 2 года назад

@@DiorTheScientists thank you so very much for your beautiful message. Very proud to say that I have still not had any opiates, anxiety has been high but I can see the other side and keep reminding myself that it's just the brain wanting the pills. I took NAC to help with the detox & I think anything like that or chlorella supplements would benefit people when stopping opiatest. Honesty, I can't believe I went from feeling so low to thinking "I have a life to live". God is always with us and Im sending you so much love now & prayers for when your taper. Knowing you are going to do it is so brave, you're going to do great ❤️

@donizam1471 2 года назад

@@louise7131 hey sister try watch kratom video. Many comment say it a godsend. A life saver. And must not overuse it. try tappering with it.

@Cuinn837 Год назад

Where I live, once you OD you cannot get opioids again. They will try alternative methods. Have you found any alternative methods that work?

@sifualainemiliov104 3 года назад

thank you Kirk your the real captain my friend!

@B--wl4ut Год назад

I have been on strong meds for around a decade now coming off them was brutal the first few days where bad for sweats and irritated. Couldn't even relax to enjoy things like playing a video game etc. Not a second goes past the first few days where you think about quitting and taking them again. But stick with it it took me about 7 days to get over the withdrawels. And was off them for about 3 weeks until a work injury Sadly I am back on them due to the pain in my arm but stopping them after this weekend and going to use the patches on my arm. Back to withdrawels again but I believe I am a strong minded person and I'll succeed again.

@marleyinthecity2966 Год назад

I'd recommend cbd...like a high dose...you will have to play around with it...and it doesn't come up in your blood work if you get one that's made up of cbd

@Nwordscissorhands1738 Год назад

Lord get me off these pills. I can’t stop crying. I’m in bed can’t even get up. My amazing gf keeps bringing me water and food. I’m so lucky I have the day off today. I’m so lucky for her. I keep quitting then going back. Don’t think I’ve had a full month clean since 2021. I don’t wanna be on these subs anymore either. I want to be available for my family, partner, and school/work.

@joeljbean Год назад

We can do this. But I'm afraid we can't do it on our own. I pray your prayers are heard.

@jessekaraitiana Год назад

How are you going mate hopefully you are doing well, I'm trying to get off at the moment and my body just shakes and won't stop any pointers?

@solocam1962 Год назад

Jesse ... how is it going with wd? I'm 4 days in CT. Hell it is. 20 years from surgeries ... I'm done! Watching this for support. God wins. Freedom

@jessekaraitiana Год назад

@@solocam1962 Hey mate still on kept getting sick when I tried to stop and now I'm on chemo again so even sicker so I will try again when I stop chemo in 3 months

@djdanzy 6 месяцев назад

@@jessekaraitiana hey mate hows it.going with your chemo?

@AlleineDragonfyre 17 дней назад

thank you for sharing this. i really needed to hear someone going through exactly what I am right now. i am choosing this path. i started it and I will end it. its not easy but I want my life back, pain or no pain. opioids will be there when i am dying and no other time shall i take them ever again.

@cpodgorelec 2 месяца назад

Bravo. Very well explained. Xx

@iShredz541 3 года назад

I woke up 3 weeks ago, I’ve Been taking percs for 4 years and I haven’t felt this great before. I don’t want one ever again.

@chadjones6313 3 года назад

Awesome man that’s great news. I have been taking percs for 12 years and desperately want to stop. People wouldn’t believe me if I told them I’m spending 300-400$ a day on percs and it’s getting out of control. Did you take suboxone to get off the percs?

@SAMEntalhealth 3 года назад

@@chadjones6313 funny, if you take suboxone or subutex during recovery, especially after the 1st week or 2, it heals you so much quicker lol

@rofamily8491 3 года назад

@@chadjones6313 bro same I spend 100-200 I do 2-3 30’s a day but I use kratom to get off it really helps look into kratom I swear it will change ur life

@im2alias202 3 года назад

@@rofamily8491 fr ima look into that as well

@rofamily8491 3 года назад

@@im2alias202 go get it now bro

@JamesSmith-vk2ky 5 лет назад

Cold turkey has got me on the run.

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

How cold turkey? Text if you need to talk I’m on day 9

@chadjones6313 3 года назад

I been on oxycodone pills for 12 years and want to stop desperately. Should I start taking suboxone?

@playa4lyfe44 3 года назад

@@chadjones6313 ya , but you’ll have to come off of that 1 day to :/ better than spending 1000s of dollars on pills on the streets , go to a shoppers and pay 5$ a day and it works for 24 hours

@chadjones6313 3 года назад

@@playa4lyfe44 I don’t understand what u meant? Where should I go?

@playa4lyfe44 3 года назад

@@chadjones6313 to a pharmacy like a shoppers drug mart ( in Canada ) idk what the names of pharmacies in America are called , and talk to a pharmacist about getting on suboxone

@scottproctor2112 2 дня назад

Thank you very much, brother in the pain med crisis. Terrible thing that attacks an innocent person just trying to recover from an injury.

@Kc-jx8uq 2 месяца назад

You took the opiates because you like them. I'm so tired of people thinking they're better or different than habitual addicts just because they had a prescription. You knew what you were doing. Still, I'm glad to see you, and anyone else have gotten off them. Withdrawal is no joke. I know. . .

@cherianpi8167 3 года назад

I've never taken Opiods, but after hearing this, I'll never ever take it. It's very difficult to quit. Kudos to you for being able to stop.

@larryc1964 3 года назад

Problem is it’s very difficult not to take opioids when you are dealing with severe , I mean SEVERE pain in the body. You will do almost anything to get relief. You have to be there to understand! I’ve lived it! I said I’ll never take them either until I was in so much pain, it was either take oxycodone or stay in bed all day. Seriously!

@bigsparky8888 2 года назад

MY LOWER BACK HAS 5 DISCS...3 ON TOP OF TAIL...2 BELOW IT...BONE SPURS YES SIR...ALSO I TALKED TO 9 OR 10 OTHERS THAT HAD THE SURGERY...THEY SAID...NO DO NOT GET IT...6 MONTHS & ITS BACK WITH THAT VENGANCE...OK

@mactheslovac8673 2 года назад

Then why are you on this page

@bigsparky8888 2 года назад

26 DAYS...DO NOT FAIL TO SUFFER...I WAS SOOO SICK ...SUFFER HARD...FIGHT...BECAUSE YOU WILL NOT GO BACK TO THAT MED...IT CAUSED THIS HELL...REMEMBER IT...STOP...GIVE YOUR DAYS TO A HIGHER POWER!!!! HE WILL TOO!!!

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

Day 14 I made it 2 weeks so far ;) still sick ugh

@lizziekammueller1159 3 года назад

Keep going you got this

@justinbakor9453 3 года назад

Week 2 and it’s so hard I got shot 7 times a year ago

@Staxagrip 3 года назад

Last night I thought if I fell asleep I would die It was horrible . I’m down to 1-2 a day now

@luuneychild2951 3 года назад

Idk how tf you were even able to sleep lol

@PlasticStrws 3 года назад

@@luuneychild2951 I sleep by forcing myself to be physical during my withdrawals. It’s a nightmare. Also weed help.

@rogernelson67 3 года назад

I take about 40 mg a day, is it possible to go cold turkey, I still suffer from pain but this just isn’t worth it anymore

@lodwill4007 3 года назад

Taper taper then give birth three to five days

@joeljbean Год назад

I was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. Throughout everything almost 2 years I'm now addicted to oxycodone. I fear my doctor will not help me taper and just cut me off. I have pain still but not as much I feel like. At the beginning I had the mindset of I'm going to just die anyway granted I was still in pain from the surgeries. I still don't know what to feel. I have hope though.

@mikehunt4797 Год назад

Kratom will trick your mind in to thinking it's on opiates while you aren't and you can ween off the oxy then quit kratom. I've used it a few times for that exact reason.

@mindyrobinson3245 Год назад

You are still young and will rebound. If you really want to quit you can do it. Try detox or a taper. You will succeed if you want it bad enough.

@violeman 2 года назад

Good Stuff!! I too have been through the taper then quit totally for a 2 year period, but could not function enough to do a regular job and pay bills, due to severe spinal injury & rheumatoid arthritis. Eventually I had to start taking these meds again because I was useless & very unreliable without them, and there was no support in Ontario that would be able to help me pay my cost of living & help support my kids & family. I would have loved to stay clean but we all need to do what it takes situation, to be able to work and pay our inflated bills. Because in the end, we all have a ear tag number & the current Government does not care what so ever, so we do what we have to until our time is up. Not everyone gets groomed from birth like our PM, where the only thing they have to worry about is, the people he folded on.

@donizam1471 2 года назад

Try watch kratom video. Many said it a life saver. A godsend. Dont overuse it.

@mopar_keys Год назад

I’m scared of the withdrawal pain and how it’s going to effect my job

@esticaandres3169 Год назад

You are BRAVE so can we all be. If you are into opioids or any other addiction, take the right choice. You will feel like you won the lottery when you make it.

@SimplyASweetHeart 3 года назад

The feeling of opiod withdrawal makes its so hard to stop smh I hate this my Dr didnt tell me itll be like this

@badroben6723 3 года назад

Iboga root bark is a testimony it’s will definitely help you 💯

@samuelstahl5828 2 года назад

I just went cold Turkey. I didn’t have the self control for a taper. It was absolute hell but I’m 9 days in and getting better by the day

@butterflydaisy4475 2 года назад

Congratulations!! I don’t know you but I’m proud of you! Keep the Faith .. you got this.🙂

@samuelstahl5828 2 года назад

@@butterflydaisy4475 hey thank you! I’m getting closer to my normal self again

@2tierkier 2 года назад

@@samuelstahl5828 how you doing now, do you still have the fatigue and the irritability

@herewegoagain_8220 Год назад

You are never a lesser version of yourself.

@Swenser Месяц назад

You are the Finest Of All Time.

@annafoat Месяц назад

just a determined man, it is possible - it is hard and there are too few supports, but this is possible :)

@bonesjr83 3 года назад

“Becoming a lesser person of myself” I hear you

@muumiveikko Год назад

Thank you, im quitting painkillers and this motivates me 🙏

@seanprince187 Год назад

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK 💯💯💯💯💯💥💥💥💥💥💥

@jasonhanna7692 5 дней назад

2 years ago I beat codeine it was the hardest thing I've ever been through my mind is finally my own again after 9 years of addiction You can do it never give up x

@Lori-W Год назад

That’s why I don’t taper. Kick hard for 2 weeks. Stay hydrated and push yourself to move. Then 2 weeks of insomnia. My withdrawals lasted a month.

@drewstoica3537 Год назад

Hey Lori did you have issues with anxiety? Like literally crippling anxiety. I’m 17 days clean but the anxiety doesn’t even let me leave the house sometimes

@demarkcohall9147 3 года назад

Im on the 4th day clean i been taking KRATOM they help a lil for withdrawals but im still fighting i hope all us get it right stay strong 💪

@johnwaterman9381 3 года назад

What kind of kratum?

@smartgirls7151 3 года назад

All a mental game bro

@danielcyr6489 3 года назад

now u gota withdraw from the kratum or take it forever its another opiate man see a dr dont listen to youtubers , now youre addicted to kratom god

@cheyennedevine872 2 года назад

@@danielcyr6489 you don't replace it with Kratom you use Kratom as a tool to get though the hard part of withdraw ... you don't just keep using Kratom lol..

@heatherlynsey3092 2 года назад

@@cheyennedevine872 This may be stupid but is Kratom just weed?

@jamiepoczyhajlo994 Год назад

I'm doing it cold Turkey it's been 27hrs of he'll so far

@christophermaynard1902 2 года назад

6 months clean after a 25 yes 25 year addiction to various pain meds, cold turkey....im finally free. ...now I shun any type of pill...I consider myself a very rare case....changing ones diet helped me....cold turkey is not for everyone we are all different please consult your doctor before you try anything...God bless and please Stay strong your reward is freedom..

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

Day 25 The fatigue and sneezing lord the sneezing LOL , but I’m OK

@texastoast5202 3 года назад

I hear ya on the fatigue comment. It's always been my worst symptom. Have ur energy levels returned? It's o easy to go back when faced with those wd's but we simply can't

@Visitwarriorbulliescom 3 года назад

Day 25 and you're still not okay ?? Gosh.. my worst is the restlessness

@positivepessimist6853 3 года назад

I actually liked the sneezing. I felt better afterwards.

@Delfi1900 3 года назад

If u can get some clonidine from dr it takes away all the flu like symptoms (: clonidine lowers your blood pressure, I’m on clonidine day 6 after 20 years of taking norcos 10-325 4-7 at a time after a accident where I burned over 70 percent of my body,,,, stay strong and god bless🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

@stinging-squirts142 3 года назад

@@Delfi1900 i would be cautious with tapering the clonidine im down to 2/8 "withdrawl comfort meds " clonidine and quietepine, i tried tapering the clonide last week down from 300mcg to 200mcg and got heart palpitations and blood nose's daily , so ive been told to go down 25mcg per week , i do have slightly high blood pressure tho , i didnt think it would be a problem not being over weight and working a physically intensive job

@leekuhlman3417 3 года назад

Really appreciate your honesty on your video I'm fighting and I'm fighting for my life and it's very hard it has taken over 1 year just to start to feel better wife just left me what more can i say i hope i can say off and feel bettet lee

@glennd7115 5 месяцев назад

Thank you for your comment my wife kicked me out, too. I’m losing everything now and am desperate to get off these god awful pills.

@texastoast2961 3 года назад

This folks is why tapers don’t work. They take a lot of time and you still get sick. Rip the bandaid off and in 5 days-10 days you will be 80% back to normal. Addicts have the inability to control their use , that’s why were addicts and that’s why tapers dont work for us.

@jessefillmore 3 года назад

I keep going through a vicious cycle of binging 350mg in 4 days every two weeks when I score . I feel awful sober and I feel awful withdrawing . Today is the first day after binging 4 days and I want to shoot myself . I'm tired of my life .

@texastoast2961 3 года назад

@@jessefillmore Jesse- Coming off this latest binge is no doubt difficult. You’re feeling lousy bc your dopamine levels are depleted. Allow your brain chemicals to reset and you will feel much better. That cycle of binge and wd are brutal. I can relate totally!

@kurtisgarner8108 3 года назад

I agree if you can stick it out through those 7-10 days which Ive done you start feeling okay from the physical symptoms. But I didn't start feeling mentally okay until a few months later.

@texastoast2961 3 года назад

@@jessefillmore Talk to me Jesse. How are u doing?

@thehonkening1 3 года назад

Quitting cold turkey encourages binging. When you relapse, you tell yourself "okay I'm just gonna binge until I start over". Quitting totally and binging go hand in hand. Try quitting cold turkey if you want, but if it doesn't work after trying it a million times, try something different (tapering).

@arlenebond384 3 года назад

Day 7 Still sick sick took them for 13 to 14 years 10 to 12 a day 10 mg Norco I’m doing it for me !! don’t ever ask Kaiser for help they’re horrible The doctors don’t care anything about their patients just there paycheck! I had pain for the first few years but after that it was just all about taking them

@hightrue8678 3 года назад

I get an scrip for 112 norco 10 every 28 days i have been on them for the past 5 years! I would run out of my scrip in 2 weeks! Having to run to the store to buy ZAZA reds to help with withdrawals! I would end up clean but hooked on the ZAZAs and grab my scrip to help with the zazas withdrawals! And so on! I just want to quit so bad! But i cant handle the body anxiety and restless legs at night! I have an very demanding husband that wants his meals on time and the house clean! So i cant just withdraw! I just wish i knew what i was getting myself into when i broke my back! Lucky you that are just passing the horrible symptoms!

@joshdixon982 3 года назад

You should start feeling better soon. Close to normal after another week perhaps. Mild depression may last a while but it will go away in time. Even though exercise is probably the last thing you want to do, it can help speed up recovery. Dark chocolate can help. Congrats on your fight for freedom. Stay strong. It is helpful to recognize triggers and find new ways to cope. Epsom salt bath will ease some of the aches and help with the insomnia. Maybe take a quality food based vitamin if you haven't been able to eat right from being sick.

@andrecummings13 3 года назад

high true! , sit down with your husband and tell him how you really feel about the WHOLE situation that’s going on. Then put a game plan together and execute it , together . After it’s over it more than likely will strengthen the marriage too. Pray and watch “ Gino Jennings “ ( RU-vid ).

@lodwill4007 3 года назад

Taper taper then give birth three days to a week

@staceylynndemarr8297 2 года назад

@@lodwill4007 what exactly does this mean?

@crookcostello6018 Год назад

How many days of physical withdrawal has everyone experienced? What were the worst days? This is hard.

@alienprepper5918 Год назад

I took kratom for my withdrawal.

@crookcostello6018 Год назад

@@alienprepper5918 details on the whole experience please lol

@joshuaochoa2608 Год назад

@@alienprepper5918 can u tell me how u did it plz

@marleyinthecity2966 Год назад

@@joshuaochoa2608 Cbd,I take strong cbd I quit cold turkey! I still have some aches,but the cbd helps with it & i use melatonin at night with the cbd for sleep if I need to..

@bd-ie5my Год назад

depends mainly on duration of use and how high you dosed. say few years on heavy amount expect 9-14 days physical sickness first time detox cold turkey and 1st time you see hell. if it becomes a pattern you start knowing what to expect and are relieved when it can pass in a few days if you've put yourself through it a few times

@edgarr_com Год назад

It sounds like dealing with opioids was more painful and dangerous than dealing with his hand pain.

@Cuinn837 Год назад

Hand pain can be really horrible after surgeries. I don't know how he handles it. I hear that Canada is forcing many people to taper off their opioids, even with still a lot of pain. This guy chose to get off, but many people don't get to choose. Not everyone has the same side effects, or is bothered at the same level.

@robertobanda5217 Год назад

Tapers is the worst way to go just extended his withdrawals instead of just going cold Turkey and going through the worst of it in a week by 9 months he would have been feeling 100% I’m on my 10 month sober now😃

@remainfocused8570 Год назад

Guy that got down to zero.....yr my hero👁️✌🏼

@J.S.M1726 3 года назад

I’m an addict to prescription painkillers codeine my partner also has the same addiction as myself, I have tried to come off them several times because I just want to be myself again I want to be able to get up and go to work feeling good without having to take any painkillers, my partner isn’t ready to stop taking them yet that’s her own words, it makes coming off them extremely difficult for me because they’re always around me 😔 I just want to be back to my old self again

@badroben6723 3 года назад

Go for it now and get your life back

@hannahmitchell87 3 года назад

Codeine here too mate. Been on it for years. Hope to come off so I can only use it as prescribed. It's taken me so long to wake up to the fact I'm physically, not just psychologically addicted. Wishing the best for you & your partner 🖤🖤🖤

@lodwill4007 3 года назад

Taper taper taper then give birth three to five days. . Fail. Try again.

@alexandermatthews145 Год назад

I've had Kidney stones ever since I was 19 year's old I've had them 15 different times I'm 49 years old now and for the last 17 years I've been on every single pain pill from 5ng all the way up to 30mg enough is enough ,I decided to quit taking them cold turkey and I've been clean for over 2 weeks now the vomiting has stopped the jumping out of if skin stopped about a week ago ,I feel better but I'm still not myself it's a lot of mental crap and regrets I'm a strong guy ,but this is a very very hard thing to get through

@Godwillneverleaveuamen Год назад

I’m tried … god help me without u nothing is possible … I need u … did heroine for 1 year n did methadone for 2 year n now taking tramadol for the withdrawal … god plz guide me

@jomic9060 Год назад

try working construction for 15 yrs with both knees replaced (jan 2008). pain every day. of course his hand pain was brutal. but to work, especially construction, we all must walk

@azaramoon4027 3 года назад

I have breast cancer and chronic pain, I cant come off opioids, bcause the pain comes back severely

@badroben6723 3 года назад

My cousin case was similar to urs Iboga will help you fam it’s a testimony get it now

@andrewptob 3 года назад

Congrats on the successful taper and being strong through it all. Really amazing. The amount you were using could’ve been very helpful for others for context, but nonetheless, your success story is inspirational. Congrats

@cleoalvaro3264 2 года назад

I’m getting off opiates and I have to just go cold Turkey. I have no more access to them and kids I have to live for. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

@fattymcfatso1083 2 года назад

how are you?

@sandyrivera1827 3 года назад

Watching this video from a rehab place 14 days off Dilaudid.

@charleswomack2166 2 года назад

I am on Suboxone for opioid addiction and the one time I had no choice but to go through withdrawal, it lasted for 2 full months. It was like the worst flu you can imagine! The worst part was probably the lack of energy.

@jameshood8974 2 года назад

This dude online got addiction meds..

@jameshood8974 2 года назад

MyCodree

@jameshood8974 2 года назад

Hes on telegram,

@nothanks9503 10 месяцев назад

What was the dose and taper like I’m getting ready to come off .5 mg a day not sure how bad it’ll be

@charleswomack2166 10 месяцев назад

@nothanks9503 I started taking 0.5 every other day and I also was subscribed some gabapentin, so it took about a month before I began taking. 5 every 3rd day. This is what I recommend doing. And do NOT begin taking it again later as I did! Because before you know it, you will be back to 4mg.

@jerroddooley374 3 года назад

I'm going through this right now. I have been taking prescription opioids but for 6 months now, but my body seems to crave it. I'm trying to quit the prescription now. I'm 24 hours without a pill. The symptoms are hard. I have moments of absolute terror, followed by excruciating pain. I've been crying and feel like a bad person, even though it's a prescription taken for a broken neck I suffered 6 years ago and now arthritis has set in and I have several ruptured discs. I hope my symptoms don't last long. I just know I have to stop taking them. I don't know what to do for pain, maybe cbd

@darrenn897 3 года назад

Cbd and kratom herb

@jerroddooley374 3 года назад

@@darrenn897 I just discharged from a medical detox. Still have a little anxiety and not much of an appetite but I'm not foggy headed anymore. It was extremely hard. I'll never make that mistake again.

@Liladzz 2 года назад

Are you still in pain? Just wondering has I cancer and operation on my pelvis/taken away and got 8 days sober and the only hardest thing was the cronic pain where I had the op? Will it be better ?

@jonathan-i2z 17 дней назад

Tapering definitely is easier on your body. But, as you point out, the difference between very, very small doses and zero is huge. Like the second phase of withdrawal. And 9 months was about how long it took not to feel bad. For me it was 11-12 months before I felt good again. Thanks for an insightful and helpful chat.

@craigdinney5933 2 года назад

Tapering really does work if you wanna quit. I was doing half gram of fent a day. Got on 80 mils of methadone. And I dropped 5 mils a week until 20 mils. Then I dropped 2 mils a week. No withdrawal...then i eventually got down to 4 mils. And stopped. Nothing that bad. Few minor sleeping probs. But it's wayyyyyy easier than cold turkey. I have done both.