How It Feels To Have Bottom Surgery! 

now, you might be wondering why i haven’t made a follow up video to this. i did record one around december, but kinda never got around to editing and publishing it. i’m just kinda lazy! i’ll work on a proper follow up video (with q&a) eventually. turns out video is a lot of work, haha. feel free to ask any questions below.

I had my surgery last August and had a brief moment of panic as I was being wheeled back to the operating room. There was a second of "am I making the right decision?" I think that's normal. More than anything I was more afraid of something going wrong with anesthesia and not waking up. My doctors have said my recovery has been much more difficult than their other patients. I had A LOT of hyper granuloma tissue in the months following and super intense nerve pain. I absolutely couldn't handle doing it on my own in the beginning--I could hardly walk and I'd get SO tired. I'm so thankful that I was able to have my mom with me. Even with all the difficulties and how annoying it can be to dilate so often for a while, I have no regrets.

Thank you for sharing your experience. You're a beautiful person.

I do not envy these people for the loneliness and rejection they will face...

Been a year, can we get an update?

About that assless hospital gown thing...recently I had a day "procedure' at a private clinic here in Sydney. They gave me TWO of the gowns YES...one to wear assless and the other as a regular garment with the opening at the front...so no assless! I was happily shocked. I reckon people must have started to complain about the humiliation of the one gown routine, and possibly threatened to sue!

That was really fascinating. Thank you so much for posting this. I wish you all the Best for the future and am loving your fab pink hair. Love Mel in Devon xx 🍰🌻

No more uploads to YT, but still active on twitter. Update?

Just had surgery to remove plates and screws from my arm, I WAS ANXIOUS, so no idea how you could face having this done. Takes guts. The drive must be so strong. ❤

Maisie hun everything you have said is so true I had my surgery on Friday and I'm in the exactly same room as you was hahaha, I'm glad yours went well darling and good luck for your future it is a scary step but we strong women we've done it hope I hear back from you hunni.... and tina is a brilliant surgeon I thank her so much ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Maisie, thank you so much for doing this. I certainly appreciate how you talked so much about your feelings. There are bunches of RU-vid videos about vaginoplasty but none talk so much about the emotions as your’s did. I’m having my surgery done in a couple of weeks and I would absolutely love if you did a follow up one. Thanks again, Dani

Do you know how long is the waiting list from Parkside Hospetal for trans women bottom Surgery

Congratulations Maisie! Also, thank you for the video, very insightful.

❤ fabulous video, I’m hoping to go through this within the next few years,

I was in the same position has you woken up at 6.45 and the pain it hurt. My surgery was at 8 am .

My, niece had this done. A.nd from what I am getting from her is still unhappiness maybe even more intense !!!!

I'm on the waiting list! Almost certainly going to have labiaplasty rather than vaginoplasty. I've had a letter to say they're not taking referrals at present and that I will remain on the waiting list, so I guess there's going to be some delay. Thanks so much for sharing your experience!

I was at parkside at the same time . Mine was October 15 th 2023. Had mine done by Dr bellringer.

It hurt.

❤

At what point did you feel the difference between having a penis and then finally having a vagina and what did it feel like from the first time all of the feeling came back to that area?

I think you should only have surgerys if its to save your life or a real medical condition

We've both got the same room just 18 months apart haha

This is so wild

What a wonderful video, I was just referred for vaginoplasty and I've been doing a bit of research on it. Hearing stories like this is just getting me even more excited!

I stumbled upon your video last night. My surgery is scheduled for February 14th. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and in so much detail. I hope your recovery continues to go well.

You’re brave.

Do you not think that the fragility, anxiety and emotional distress before your surgery was less to do with the cessation of your medication, and more to do with the enormity of the decision to undergo surgical genital mutilation?

I'm thankful for your success and new found happiness! Congrats! ❤️

Thank you for this video! I'm having my first surgery assessment soon (requested Ms Rashid for my surgeon). If you're ever contemplating a follow-up video on recovery, I'll definitely watch. I'm glad your experience at the hospital was a positive one

Love you story, but so much talk between important topics and sensitive ones !!

Your brave girl. Im celebrating with you, love the pink hair. You hanging in there? Hows life? I just found your channel and noticed you havent uploaded for many months. Are you okay ?

Thanks for putting this together, going to share it with my friends that are a bit intimidated by surgery unknowns.

I love these videos especially taking a vlog of the experience and talking about to those who want grs or who are thinking about it as part of their transition and really hard to find information of vlogs/people documenting their experiences in the Uk especially the NHS! This really does give an insight to me of what I'll experience one day and give reassurance and know what to expect to make the recovery and surgery experience easier when I have my GRS. I'm currently waiting on the Nottingham Gender Clinic List and soon to start my medical transition with my first appointment in Q4 of 2024 it's exciting to get the treatment I need to feel connected and happier in my own skin and feel relieved at one with myself for the first time. Thank you! I've subscribed and saved this video for future use when I do get closer to my surgery day

I truly wish this is the best decision for you and that you have long lasting mental and physical health. This is obviously a huge decision so good luck!

That was wonderful. I started to cry when you were tearing up as I was so happy for you. I am so grateful that you shared this beautiful experience. I learned so much. Thank you! 😊🙏😊

Wow the bravery you need to do this alone im proud of you girl❤

I am so thankful for you sharing this with us all you wonderful girl! I’ve only just began my transition journey and have fully committed myself to the process but this is the 1 thing that has weighed heavily on my heart and mind! Anyway, again- thank you! Big hugs!!!! 💜💜

Thank you for being publically vulnerable about your srs. This was an educational and articulate video. If we lived in the same community i would ask to take you to lunch. ❤ Let a sister know your doing okay.

What was wrong with your bottom?

He still very manly looking

Congratulations 🍾. Be realistic with your perception of what you thought the surgery would be.

Thank you for sharing this video and all the information you shared. Too bad others that feel a moral superiority are chiming in thinking they know what is better for you than you do. Regardless, thank you and warm regards.

Going off hormones for a month after 11 years WAS NOT an issue for me. I wonder if she gets periods or other nonsense these younger folks say. I don’t believe that many younger folks are truly “TRANSGENDER”. Maisie is! She actually “transformed” her sex. I’ve been trans since birth or at least since first memory. Some of the “detransitioners are seldom life long trans are bending to their own social issues to be relevant.

You're Not being Denied anything, they do this Simply because LOADS of Trans People have gone into Surgery and Months down the line have regretted it. that's why you have loads of Paperwork and to try and ask if you're truly ready for this Change, I can see where they're coming from, they wanna Protect themselves and you in the Process. It's not classed as ''Denial'' it's classed as ''Protection'' of both Parties.

Sounds like the doctors are trying to warn you. You can’t go back and there are horrendous stories out there of de-trans, complications loss of sensation, etc.

my oldest is becoming a beautiful woman like you could you refur a Dr that would help please and thank you we was told to take hermon pills over the shelf for starters we would very much like too talk t someone about this hw much it cost and do they take such a thing as mainecare

In twitter, a May tweet, the creator is wearing a t-shirt saying `Reject the Cissexual Agenda` with a line through the symbols for male and female. Maybe I should get one made saying `Reject The Transsexual Agenda`. I`ll ask the creator on the Q & A.

Who's this boy and what is he talking about?

His feelings of wanting to ‘run away in the middle of the night’ is called intuition. . Dilation for the rest of your lifetime I Truely hope he doesn’t suffer any complications. These drs are supposed to do no harm. I hope they are there for him if needed.

The reason that you have see all those Doctors and be subject to all those deeply personal and probing questions is because the surgery that you are about to have is 1. Non reversible 2. A sterilisation effectively. These choices/decisions you are making are NON REVERSABLE. The Doctors/Hospital have be 1000% certain that you understand what you are doing to your body, before they can proceed ,it's life altering dude, thow genetically and biologically you are still male the gender reassignment surgery is only to align your visual self with your mental self to stop the GENDER DISFORIA associated with trans people. Your welcome! My lesso s are free, so re think how you choose to word your story not everything is trans phobic or an attack on you as a person.

I’m surprised there are surgeons out there who do this, but the world is a strange place.

Should have spent the time and money sorting out that awful speech impediment 😮😮. Why do so many young folk not know how to say a TH sound??😮 The amount of times he said Vis instead of This and Vey instead of They. When my kids were young (only in the 90's), some speech therapy would have sorted that out no problem! Sorry, this is a bugbear of mine 😵‍💫😬

No, baby, they ask you all this questions to be sure you know what you want and won't come back in a few years, crying over your decision. What happens. It means they care. I wonder if you are mature enough to have this surgery. Some things are irreversible. What's done is done. You can't go back. But you don't seem to understand it.

I would've gotten rid of the Adams Apple first...just sayin

sooo do you a woman now

Finish transition

Everyone that is on a waiting list…that is Gods Grace hoping that you will choose life instead, the beautiful life He has planned for you the way you were created. 🙏🏻

Why the weird hair? As a post op I prefer not bringing attention to myself. You stand out of a crowd. Why?

MATTHEW CHAPTER 25 VERSE 31 TO 46. verse 31 "When the Son of Man comes in His glory, and all the holy angels with Him, then He will sit on the throne of His glory. 32 " All the nations will be gathered before Him, and He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats. 34 "Then the king will say to those on His right hand,'Come, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: 35 'For I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; 36 'I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.' 37 "Then the righteous will answer Him, saying,'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give You drink? 38 'When did we see you a stranger and take you in, or naked and clothe You? 39 'Or when did we see you sick, or in prison, and come to you?' 40 "And the king will answer and say to them,' Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren l, you did it to Me.' 41 "Then He will also say to those on the left hand, 'Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels: 42 'For I was hungry and you gave Me no food; I was thirsty and you gave Me no food; I was thirsty and you gave Me no drink; 43 'I was a stranger and you did not take Me in, naked and you did not clothe Me, sick and in prison and you did not visit Me.' 44 " Then they also will answer Him, saying,'Lord, when did see You hungry or thirst or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not minister to you?' 45 " Then He will answer them, saying,' Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to Me.' 46 "And these will go away into everlasting punishment, but the righteous into eternal life."

Please make sure you are willing to live with the consequences if this surgery has complications. Right now your urinary tract is intact and your sexual parts work. This could change and you could lose the ability to enjoy sex. Don’t trade your health for something your not sure about. Try to love yourself the way you were born. These doctors are making money off your surgery. Think about that! Do they have your best interest or theirs in mind.

Yep, it will be beautiful til you start having your complications, and you will have complications it's just a matter of time. Not if, but when.

Macy, what is the point in being a professional transsexual I mean the whole point in having your operation is to live as a woman stealth mode I mean who wants to go around being trans it’s not what it was meant to be.

I wish this person the best and hope it works out but I would highly recommend anyone thinking about doing this, to watch the countless detransition stories. They are horrifying and incredibly sad. You're making a life long decision that's going to have many complications and medical interventions. These surgeries are far from perfected.

I am truly amazed that someone would go to the extent to change there gender by surgery, this is not natural, may God have mercy on you, and you wake up to the truth of the fact that you cannot change who God made you to be.

So you made yourself a eunuch

Adams apple and voice. Get it done girl

And I just want to add - he can never be a real woman. This is so so sad as this person is so young. It's almost like he's talking about a night out with chums. But the consequences are that he has allowed himself to become a surgical experiment because he believes in a mad ideology.

You’re a eunuch now.

Feel sorry for him

Can you say Kinda any more babes 🤣😝

At least you can pass. I hope you will be ok.

Happiness is in God Almighty, Loving yourself as you were born is pleasing to God! God doesn’t make mistakes. Repent while you can. We all have to repent.

Best of luck. I DO hope you end up looking like a legit female. Some of the results we've seen are iffy at best.

When you gonna get that adams Apple surgery. That voice is deep as fuck lol you sound like big pun

Get help

You had the bottom surgery and are anatomically accurate. 😍😍😍😍😍

you don't look very happy

Well...sad for you🤔🫣🤨😬😶