Human Design: Quad Right Manifestor - Deconditioning Journey

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Welcome to my first Human Design Video!
In this video I talk about:
- my deconditioning journey 2.5 years in as a QR Manifestor
- moving to a new country & how it's affected my open G center
- My need for variety with my 35/36 channel
- How I've been experimenting with my Quad-Rightness in a new country
- How I've developed a deeper relationship to my Solar Plexus authority
- What life is like as a 6th line on the roof (34 years)
Watch PART 2 here: • Human Design: Manifest...
I am a:
4/6 Emotional Manifestor
Split Definition
Quad Right (100% receptive)
Right Angle Cross of Consciousness 2
Conscious Sun: 35.4
Digestion: Indirect Light
Environment: dry kitchens
Cognition: Feeling
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6 июн 2022

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@NinaEliseh Год назад

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@kahsiasolaire Год назад

I am a quad right manifestor too... I find myself constantly trying to figure out how to plan and organize my business and online presence but it always feels like I'm going around in circles. I resonate with feeling like I don't know who I am anymore after going through a lot of trauma during my awakening journey and what used to bring me joy now brings me stress. I still feel like I'm supposed to follow my dreams of being a RU-vidr and a videographer and making films but the process of trying to figure out how to pull it all off is quite agonizing and leaves me going in loops which makes it hard to enjoy or be motivated.

@NinaEliseh Год назад

Hi! Thanks for watching the video! It definitely is a journey trying to navigate in this very left world. Our time is coming in 2027, where the background frequency shift will take place (and is taking place right now!) that will make things so much easier for us QRs. A very good QR MG friend of mine recently said to me, "both quad lefts and quad rights are in a bit of a predicament at the moment - because the quad lefts know it’s over for them - and the quad rights know it’s not quite yet their time." It feels difficult because we are trying to live in a structured, planning world, and we think there is something wrong with us because we don't fit in or we haven't figured out the formula. It's because there is no formula for us. We are meant to live in flow, following our S&A, and trusting we will always be supported. It feels rocky and uncertain, as we have old conditioning and layers to peel off, but it gets easier over time. I am still trying to figure it out myself, but the more I surrender, the more things line up for me. As a rule of thumb, if I feel resistance or blocks towards anything, it's not in flow & not correct (or ready) to move forward with. For us QR's, our formula is to not really have a formula! We can try to do what everyone else is doing, but it's all mind, strategic stuff that isn't in alignment with us. I hope this is helpful... it has been such a difficult path for me to unlearn and also experiment with new ways of living in my deconditioning journey, so I understand the frustration. It really will get easier... just trust your authority, even when it doesn't match what you "think" is right or looks like what everyone else is doing. Just have fun and be in flow :) I know it doesn't pay the bills at first, but give yourself some grace... i worked as long as i could while deconditioning and slowly let go of my job when i was able to. best of luck!!

@negarsabuhi1533 Год назад

Hi! I am an emotional 5/1 manifeator. Also quad right! It totally resonates with me as i'm going through the same de-conditioning myself. Working in a 8-5 environment & absorbing all stress and people who are in complete opossite of my nature..

@NinaEliseh Год назад

Hi! Thanks for watching!! So nice to meet other QR emo manis :) yah, the deconditioning process can feel bumpy, but the resulting peace from following our S&A is worth it!

@kareenabanogon8243 Год назад

I am a 3/5 emotional manifestor also quad right. Not sure why I never paid attention to the arrows before but reading about being quad right and watching videos such as yours wow I feel really seen. I was kind of shocked to learn about that because my whole life I feel like I tried sooo hard to operate more left I was convinced I had more left arrows. but now Im learning to loosen my grip on life and see where that takes me. I’m calling in a different career path because I work as an rn and it is extremely draining having those around me in that environment “taking from my well” and just interacting with those in a high stress and often times low vibe situation. I did not really resonate with being a manifestor as much as I resonate with being quad right.

@NinaEliseh Год назад

Wow thank you for sharing your experience! Human design really can be shocking when you begin to have an expanded awareness of who you really are 🙏🏼 it’s a process to decondition, but so fulfilling 🤍 best of luck with your new career path!

@Satyachandra108 Год назад

Oh looking forward to this. I am a emotional 6/3 quad right manifestor.. 35 at the moment and having my own business and two teenagers ( 15 & 12 ) kids.. It’s so interesting to learn more about myself and understanding more and more why I am like I am 😅😂

@rufzaharis9561 2 года назад

thank you for sharing!

@InnerBloomAcademy Год назад

I think we are the same person haha my details are nearly the same as yours ❤ I’m 34 2 👀

@xaosects 2 года назад

Thanks for sharing your story, which I found serendipitously today. I'm a 4/6 quad right splenic manifestor on the Right Angle Cross of Tension 1... also up on the roof (35 yrs). Heart motor and defined G, though the only gate on the G is the 25 making an unconscious connection to the 51. Hearing about your move to Mexico is inspirational, as I've been feeling a similar pull to go abroad. In early 2020 I made a spontaneous initial move to Utah on a random invite from a friend, dropping my established CA hospital career. Fortunate, since Utah is more lenient than California regarding recent 'health' requirements to work, especially in healthcare. It is curious how we plan, create lists, strategic intentions, etc. only to abandon them, change them, or feel unsatisfied with their completion. Furthermore, I was discussing with a relative about future plans... rather, deflecting their insistence that everything be laid out until I was 90, by sharing my reminiscence of the most crucial events and turning points in my life: every one of them involved such an extraordinary element of serendipity and led to such fruitful experiences that no element of planning could account for. The best plan for me seems to be not worrying about plans, but be fully present and engaged in each moment. This is where your story invoked some inspiration. In your day-to-day life you can be more receptive to the nuance around you. I eventually got sucked back into the hospital, in the highly intense operating room, where everything revolves around a plan. The plans shift constantly - a boon for the quad right and splenic authority - but it's still a highly compressed environment. I have eidetic knowledge of the surgical landscape, but that well has been being tapped for years and the people tapping into it now pull out the same old mundanity. It is rare to find those moments of exalted inquiry. Also, with the 48.4 conscious earth and 48.3 SN, there is a feeling that what I'm trying to communicate isn't quite getting across. It has instead led me to communicate through action and deed, which works well as a splenic manifestor with ego motor, I think, but can also be quite exhausting. Writing has been another outlet for that depth but I find that my best and most thorough writing comes first from an inquiry about a paradox or problem to be solved. Some 39.6 coming through... You mention how being a manifestor with emotional authority is difficult because you have to wait out your urges while you feel out the wave. This does indeed sound difficult as I expect the urge would mix with various emotional states you have to sort through before knowing if it's correct to act. The learning process growing up must have landed you in some difficult situations and force you to endure a lot of emotional struggle! On the splenic side of manifestor, there does seem to be a certain compatibility: get the sudden intuition and off you go! But a problem is it's too fast, no time to inform and next thing you know you're in a tough situation! Most people do not understand the spontaneous action, especially without informing, and so they impose limitations and restraints. The splenic voice gets lost by all the emotional and sacral conditioning and so the manifestor initiates inappropriately. Life can then feel like living in a cage. Despite all my rage... I have only truly lived alone for the past year and a half. It has been a tremendous journey but there are still incomplete pieces, largely around vocation which is the same worn out domain I've been in for 15 years. Though there have been a number of curious synchronicities at work as my expertise allows me to work effortlessly, present and aware. On numerous occasions I have noted down a problem that I didn't have a solution to and would require help outside the company to solve. I'd write it down or have it on the back burner in my mind while I awaited an answer or new angle on it. Too many times to count, when it came down to crunch time, something would just appear. So much so that my officemate was getting a little spooked. One morning I wrote down to call this company about some special thing that was discontinued, but it kept getting postponed and I basically forgot about it until the afternoon when I was chatting with a coworker and heard, *ding-dong!* "Hello.. who are you?" "Hi, I'm your new blah-blah sales rep. Just stopping in to introduce myself. Anything I can help you with?" "Really! As a matter of fact..." Happens so often I think why do I even try to force anything? It'll work out. Anyway, there's a snippet of my story and I am grateful to hear some of yours. I think you're the first quad right manifestor I've found. Not to mention also sharing the 4/6 life path! Cheers, Phil

@NinaEliseh 2 года назад

Hi! Thank you so much for watching my video and sharing your story. It's so great to hear about other emotional manifestors, especially quad rights! We are a rare breed :) I have found that the "spontaneous" shifts in my life were actually urges that I sat with for a while - I didn't have the exact details, I just knew something was going to change. And over time, I waited until the the right opportunity came along and felt right (feelings cognition as well). Also because of my conscious earth (5.4) - this requires a lot of waiting for a manifestor! It's interesting to hear about your process as well, as I have been experimenting with more go with the flow, less planning. I had to go to the extreme of having absolutely no structure to realize that it is important to have some sort of direction. Otherwise, i get depressed and feel as if there is no meaning to life. So while we don't need to plan or have to know exactly what our future holds, I have found that having some sort of structure (like meditating every morning or working out X times a week) is helpful, otherwise I am just floating and scatterbrained. Something like a 9-5 isn't great, because the entire day is strapped down and less ability to flow. But having work that can be done on your own time and in your own flow is what seems to be the healthiest for me. I cannot speak to being splenic, as I am not defined, but I can see where there are potential struggles with wanting to act immediately without informing! I never thought of it that way - it really is an emotional dominate world with 50% of the population having an emotional authority... however, I always viewed it as we are conditioned to act immediately without waiting. So I think everyone is just running around trying to be someone they are not! Every type definitely has their own "problems", but what I love about HD is that it empowers us to take charge of our own lives - to do what feels best for ourselves, and tune everything else out. It makes life more meaningful and full of peace when we actually take control and figure out what works best for ourselves. I resonate with what you are saying about synchronicities.. I believe this has a lot to do with being a QR. Since living alone & loosening my grips on control & needing to know where my life is going, I have experienced a lot of what you are saying about things just showing up for you when needed. Simply having an idea of what I want, but not having an answer/solution or idea of when to take action on something - then just saying ok, it will work out... then the solution magically appears or the right person shows up or things just fall into place. It really feels like magic, but it's just the nature of being fully receptive beings. We are walking awareness - on a very deep, deep level we know the tapestry of life is constantly weaving everything together perfectly, so we can fully relax and know that everything is happening in the right timing. And the more we relax into this knowing, we are truly living a life of flow and peace :) You are the first 4/6 QR Mani I've come across as well! It seems like you are very aware of your process and your chart and what makes you tick... It's true the mind seems to get louder and more sneakier the further we get into our "deconditioning" process, and it can be easy to get caught up in the details of knowing and figuring out why things are the way they are. This can definitely cause a lot of frustration and anger over time. I was really into learning about HD and the gates and channels and lines everything for the last few years, and this year I realized I don't need to know it all. I have all I need to know, and if I just relax, and laugh at the mind when it tries to control everything, I can really live a life that feels peaceful. Because it's all happening perfectly, and we are the ones who truly understand and can embody that. Anyways... I appreciate your comment... it brought some things up for me to look at and explore :)

@xaosects 2 года назад

@@NinaEliseh Very interesting! I was reviewing some of my notes on the manifestor, maybe from Ra's 'manifestor only' lectures, where I jotted down that splenic manifestors are more outright spontaneous whereas emotional manifestors still have to wait for their moment of stillness and clarity. Perhaps that's also why it feels more like a drawn out transition. Sometimes when the urge comes for me, if the spleen is signaling and the ego will is there, things can change very suddenly and very fast. Sometimes life is a bit spooky because there could be an entire paradigm shift right around any corner. This brings me to a state of calm awareness rather than expectation, because who knows what's next! My cognition is inner vision and I have spent a considerable amount of time alone in my inner sanctuary. However, part of my deconditioning involves undoing some childhood effects where going to that inner quietude was deemed pathological by my family! Hearing how you talk about feeling cognition and having some understanding of it myself since my brother uses that sense, tuning inward and visualizing may be the key to catching the authority's message more clearly. Regarding the details, same thing here. Reading all my gates and lines, Line Companion explanations, etc. So many details. I think that's tied into the 4/6's path from their early life resonance with the 1/3, constantly turning over every stone to get every nitty gritty detail. Up on the roof those details don't matter as much: they are swathed by the whole panorama. Also, my dad is a 1/3 and my mom and brother are 5/1s. Lot of 1 energy abound. Having the motivation of Need, I've realized after a long time that I don't need to confirm every detail to 'get it.' Gathering the essence of the thing in question I am confident moving forward. My brother on the other hand will expound countless details and investigations of a topic, well beyond my depth, and I have to be mindful that an arbitrary nuance of his investigation isn't allowed to unduly undermine the essence I've observed on the large scale. Of course, going back to the fundamental lesson, when I trust my authority on these matters it becomes clear. Usually that requires, like you've said, a considerable bit of time alone. He's a projector, so I don't necessarily get the energy overload. Coming home from work with a bunch of generators... time to chill out! Also, thank you for you reply. It was very nice to read your writing and expressions. Illuminates some perspectives for me as well. Glad to chat with another QR mani!

@NinaEliseh 2 года назад

@@xaosects What a ride! I love that you can find that calm awareness through such big changes. Sounds like Manifestor peace to me :) I am not sure how inner vision works, just that I have friends who close their eyes and can see a potential future playing out. But cognition is like a spidey sense, and that's how I experience feelings - it can be subtle, but a nagging feeling or inner knowing about something/someone. That sense was trampled on as a child, and even in past relationships. I had to be alone to really learn to trust it again! Being alone is so beneficial for many reasons. But that 4th line craves being around other people, and my split needs it as well! It's a tricky balance. Makes total sense about the harmony with the 1/3! Being on the roof changes everything. Kind of like being an eagle in the sky just taking it all in and being intentional about where it's going to land/go for its food.

@laurasumms9227 Год назад

Hello, this has been really good to hear and thank you for sharing! Im quad right, manifestor, undefined G, with 35/36 as one of my 2 channels. Hearing about your experience has pinged something true in me, and also felt comforting. Ive recently initiated a big change and it feels sooo aligned, AND my thinker planner has a million exhausting questions about my work as a mentor and how to reach more people. I've also tried to plan EVERYTHING all my life, to feel safe. Right now the business thinking and planning feels like hauling a bag of bricks uphill.... Youve given me soo much to think about and experiment with !! 💜💙🌻🦢🦄

@NinaEliseh Год назад

Oooh QR Mani's are a bit rare! Thanks for watching, I am glad my own experience has initiated something for you to work with! haha yep, I am experimenting with less/no planning, and it feels so foreign! It gets easier over time... our 35/36 takes us into experiences for a reason, and we eventually learn a lot from them!