Twins! I adopted a cat with “the worst heart I’ve ever seen” per vet. She was predicted to not live long about 3 years max. 19 years later she passed. There were bumps along the way but every day was precious to me. Best cat ever.
Imagine if Hannah had adopted every kitten people told her to adopt. She wouldn't have had room for little Fergie when he needed her. I hope everyone keeps that in mind for the future. This was a beautiful video, thank you for sharing him with us, Hannah.
@@KittenLady I can 100% subscribe this video as a mom of a disabled chronically ill child. Tears, heartbreak, joy, gratitude and repeat. Thank you for all you do but especially for this video!
He doesn’t know his life is short, for him it’s just his life. You are making it a happy, full, and loved one. Thank you for loving him and making his time on earth happy.
Strange as it may seem, I think this is one of my favorite things about animals. They don't really know or care if they're terminal, or disabled, or missing a limb, or what have you. They're just...them. And they just keep on living their day-to-day. As someone w/ his own chronic illnesses, I kinda try to take inspiration from that.
I just found out I have kidney cancer and had to have a my kidney removed. This is the first RU-vid video I watched since my surgery. I have to go threw all this alone and I’m not a tiny baby. So I can only imagine how this guy was feeling before he met you. Im so thankful for people like you. People who are strong enough to take on the the toughest of cases. Im so glad he has you and gets the chance at the happiest life any kitten could ever want. Thank you for doing so much for these little guys who would never have any chance without you.
@@sandy_sd10 I am. Lost my kidney and have to go in every 3 months for the rest of my life for ct scans because it’s aggressive but they think they may have gotten it all for the time being so I couldn’t ask for anything more than that I suppose. I don’t feel crummy anymore either and to me that’s huge. Thank you for the kind thoughts
@Meryem Hammutoglu All of our lives are always at risk, however what Hannah said towards the end about focusing on the present, as animals do is very touching and true. Think about it, even if you knew you had 10 days left to live; would you spend it feeling sorry for yourself, or would you go out and do all of your favorite things? I'm not trying to be a b*tch, just trying to shed a different light on the situation. For all of us; tomorrow is a gift; not a given.
I feel for the mama cat. She doesn't know modern medicine exists. All she knows is, "My babies are sick and they are suffering, and I can't take care of them the way that they need," and she does what she thinks she has to for her little family to survive.
Yes the Mama wouldn’t know. It’s ‘survival’ first & wouldn’t want to be prey to predators because sickness makes one weak & vulnerable. I am always thinking of the Mamas whenever I listen to Hannah’s amazing kitten journeys. Breaks my heart a little.
As someone who is living with end stage kidney disease, seeing little Fergie living his life to the fullest is inspiring. Thanks for the vid and I hope that Fergie lives a good life.
I adopted an elderly cat with kidney disease. Got him at 17, he's now 18 and a half. I don't know how long I'll have with him, but I'm just grateful to have any time with him at all, he's such a lovely boy. ❤️ Hopefully Fergie will live much longer than any of us imagined.
That's really cool of you. As someone that has volunteered in a shelter before, seeing seniors there breaks my heart. It's so much better for them to be in a home.
I adopted a beautiful black cat at 15 who had kidney disease. He lived to 20 and those are the best 5 years of my life. I can relate to your experience so much Camilla. It makes me happy to hear other stories like mine and Little Cat’s. Older cats are just amazing and deserve a good retirement filled with love, warm blankets, sunshine, and excellent vet care. Every day is a blessing to be treasured. RIP Little Cat 💕🐈⬛
I also adopted a senior lady with CKD at 17 years old who was brought in by her owner to be euthanized. 😢 2 years and 8 months later, she's thriving! She'll be 20 in March. 😻 I'm so glad that I was able to adopt her and give her a loving home.
He's such a little clown that its hard to believe he's sick. I hope he outlives his prognosis...and he does know he's well loved and well cared for. You gave him such a brilliant chance and are giving him the very best kitty life!
@@kristas9401 I guess you could say dying is the prognosis but in that case we all share it since every living thing dies. Sure this poor kitty is going to die soon but the vets Didn’t state when that would happen so no, there is technically no prognosis.
@@AlexanderMason1 She went to a specialist. I'm sure they gave some rough ideas of life expectancy. She likely just didn't share it with us since it won't be long. With how bad the kidneys are I doubt he will survive the year.
@@SohiHien death caused by kidney failure can happen due to many different reasons. It could be a week or over a year (maybe more depending on the condition and its advancement). I maintain that there is no real prognosis here, unless I’m missing something.
Omg this is so sweet! My mom and I were fosters for a humane society and we fostered this 10 year old chihuahua with stage 2 kidney disease and absolutely no teeth. We adopted her because after her shyness phase, her personality was so precious. Now, instead of being in an abandoned home with dirty water, she takes senior naps, goes for car rides/walkies, and get lots of love and treats! Even though I’ve had her for almost 8 months, it’ll truly be a heartbreaking experience when she decides it’s her time to go on new adventures. EDIT: It’s currently 3:30am February 12, 2022 and she had a home passing. It started off with stumbling, confusion, and constant tiredness. Tonight is one of the toughest nights as my other pup (11 years old) licked my now late 11 year old chihuahua as she was having seizures. She clammed up and relaxed with a slow breath until she slumped against my leg. I am completely heartbroken but extremely grateful that she got to experience so much love before her passing. Everyone with a furry friend, hug and love of them. Please. 💜
I really hope you'll have many more precious moments with your old girl! So glad, you were able and willing to adopt her! Thank you and all the best💚🙏!
This made me cry. I was born into a nearly identical situation as I had been diagnosed to die at eight days. I turned 26 this last May. I can't even tell you how much this means to me, and how much I needed to see this. Those of us who had nothing at birth and still fight through it...I can't put it into words. But I can say that from where I stand, he absolutely knows he is loved. 🥲
My cat was diagnosed with terminal kidney disease too. He lived for 8 years after the diagnosis. Each year when we’d bring him in for his annual exam our vet was amazed that he was still alive.
@@its_not_it_apostrophe_s i guess it depends on the type of kidney disease. Does anyone remember "grandpa mason"? The vets gave him 6 months, but he continued to live for almost three years 👍
yes, he is adopted by the home that best fits his needs, so few people could care for him the way you can and special needs babies deserve all the love and care that they can get. if he's here for days, months or years he knows and trusts his momma and daddy are gonna take care of him. a huge cyber hug for you for all the ups and downs this journey will take. stay well
I have watched this video before, but as Ferg approaches a year old, I wanted to watch it again. Ferg is still here because of you. I’m not sure I believe in soulmates, but if they are real, you and Fergie are it
I LOVE that your “goal is goodbye” with 99.99% of the kittens. And I love that you decided to give Fergie a great life for as long as he has one. I wouldn’t have my wonderful cats if someone else decided to keep the kittens they fostered. Thanks for being a great foster mom!!
Same. Not just that, but I wouldn't have gotten the mental help I needed back then if it weren't for my cats. Fostering doesn't only save animal lives.
I smile every time I see Fergie on your instagram nearly a year and a half after this video, giving himself a water mohawk or riding someone's shoulder, looking like a big normal cat. You've done incredible things for him!
Chimpy doesn’t even know he’s sick! He just knows that he’s in a home with loving guardians to dote on him, two standoffish sisters, and a loving big brother to play with. He gets treats, playtime, love, and catio time. He’s living his best life with you and Andrew.
He may not have a long life but I know as does everyone watching this video he will have a happy one. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Ok I'm going to hug my cats.
I am fighting back tears as I follow Hannah and Ferguson's journey and I have to keep saying to myself that what you have written Peter is so true. I believe it. I know it but I still have a lump in my throat. Why...?
@@C.E.Thomas1952 because no matter how much we go into these situations with open eyes we still love our little furry warriors completely and no matter how much we understand the situation it is still devastating.. sending a big hug.
It breaks my heart that such a sweet lil’ kitten is terminal. I’ve watched his entire life unfold through Instagram. I’ve seen Hannah and Ferg live through trial and error, good days and bad days, joy and pain. We all love you Fergie!
@@annetteperez6252 he is being kept alive through meds and subcuteneous fluids, but sadly, it doesn't seem like it will work forever. Hannah will be able to explain it better, but that is the gist of it.
@@annetteperez6252 He has an advanced congenital kidney disease that cannot be cured. And no, kidney transplants are not possible for various reasons, including the ethics of harvesting kidneys from other animals. Hannah is giving Ferguson his best life in whatever time he has. Keep in mind that he has no sense of time or that anything is wrong with him. All he knows is that he is loved and well cared for. He is living to the full every day that he is here, and that is a valuable lesson for us all.
@@annetteperez6252 unfortunately antibiotics are not a forever fix as infections can become antibiotic resistant and then the antibiotics will no longer be able to keep him alive
AWE..FERGIE IS SO SWEET & SPECIAL..!! SO GLAD HE CROSSED YOUR PATH SO YOU COULD GIVE HIM A VALUED LIFE FOR THE TIME HE HAS LEFT ..!! YOU GAVE OF YOURSELF WHICH IS NOT EASY TO DO WHEN YOU KNOW THE OUTCOME WILL NOT BE GOOD..!! I'M SENDING 🙏'S TO HANG IN THERE, STAY TOUGH, HE NEEDS YOU TO BE THERE ON HIS SIDE..!! MAY GOD GIVE YOU STRENGTH TO CARRY ON..!! NOW FOR LITTLE FIESTY FERGIE MANY 🙏'S AS HE CONTINUES TO FIGHT FOR LIFE HE E HAS A WILL TO LIVE WHICH IS SHOWING EVERYDAY..!! JUST KNOWING HE IS LOVED & CARED FOR AND HAVING SPECIAL MOMENTS IS JUST BEAUTIFUL..!! I WISH BOTH IF YOU THE BEST..!! PLEASE KEEP US UPDATED ON HIS PROGRESS AS I MYSELF WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO FERGIE..!! THANK YOU FOR ADOPTING FERGIVE SO HE KNOWS WHAT LOVE IS..!! 💕 🐈MEOW..!! 🙂
@@hukhh3145 no offense was ment man I just hope the little one lives a happy life personally a had a friend with a terminal pet before I'm just not a fond of vets and doctors who put something of an expiration date on the person or pet in question. I've seen my share of cases where the opposite happened. In truth my only hope is that Fergie lives a happy life no matter how long it lasts.
@@ryanzimmerman1594 my boyfriends roommate has a paralyzed cat that was very sick when he was a kitten and wouldn’t grow. It’s been a year and now his front legs are working and he’s keeping up with the other cats. He really surprised me and I’m happy he wasn’t put down when things looked like it wouldn’t get better.
I love how the vet explains what’s going on with the little guy’s kidneys like a doctor would to a kid. It’s so cute how he meows a bit as to ask questions. Ferguson is a very funny cat that lives like any other kitten and I’m happy he does. May he have a wonderful life with what time he has
He’ll know love his entire life, and that’s what matters, isn’t it? Still, I can’t help but cry for him, knowing that he can’t experience the love for long. I’m glad you’re there for him
When you cried when he had a fever I immediately started crying too, it break my heart to see you sad 😭 im so glad Fergie is doing well now and I'm happy you are having wonderful moments together. He has the best family and you are such a kind person with an enormous heart! I really admire you ❤️
Bittersweet tears were cried, flowing freely for both of you. You’re right, Hannah- Fergie is an excellent reminder to enjoy the present. The pain of witnessing a terminal decline in a loved one is best soothed by appreciating even the smallest joys each day. It’s not easy, but it is the truth. Thank you Fergie for living your best life and thank you Hannah for loving him!
I often see a meme that shows an angel cat with the message "I came to the Rainbow Bridge knowing that I was loved and cherished." In Fergie's case, no trurer words could be said. He's beautiful, and it's obvious how loved he is.
I don't think that really counts as a foster fail. If he had been able to be adopted out and you stopped fostering to care for him, then yeah. But I think you're in the clear.
I lost one of my kitties a number of years ago to kidney failure and it was ABSOLUTELY BRUTAL to watch her wither away and no treatments were helping. I _still_ get chocked up if I think about that last visit to the vets to let her go :*(
Sending you so much love, honey.🥺😥😘 I lost my baby 5 years ago next month and I went through giving her treatments for her kidneys and cancer.😥 It's so hard. We do the best we can. Remember that you did everything in your power and that the love your baby has for you is still with her.🤗❤️❤️❤️
My heart goes out to you. We lost both of our kitties to kidney disease, one in March of 2020 and the other in April of 2021. It WAS brutal watching them both fight so hard to stay with us for as long as they could, yet not recover, despite everything we did to help them.
I hospice fostered a senior cat who was dumped when her owners realised she was very ill. She had mammary cancer and also advanced kidney disease. I only got to be her person for three months, but oh boy did I cry and cry when it came time to say goodbye. It hurt so much. I can't imagine the pain of losing one of your longtime pets to this heartbreaking disease.
My youngest brother had Nephritis when he was 2 years old. He spent 6 months in the hospital. Thankfully his kidneys were good. He is 60 now but at the time we didn't think so. It is good what you are doing. God Bless you.
My first cat April passed away from Kidney disease at almost 20 years old. I brought her home as a kitten and we had a great life together. It was devastating to lose her, even though it was just her time. I didn't think I'd get another cat, especially because my parents weren't really in the mood for another cat because they loved April. But about a year after April passed away I friend asked if I would take a tripod tuxedo cat into my home, and his name was...Ferguson. I call him Fergie too.
So sorry you lost your fur-baby. 20 years is incredible! Thank you for sharing your life with a new kitty. Sometimes people struggle to feel ready for a new cat following the loss of the one they had. But I think our departed pets would much rather know we're giving love to a new soul who needs and deserves to have a forever home, rather than wallowing in sadness while a perfect new family member stays in a shelter somewhere. Extra props for taking on a special needs cat. (Although I have seen many tripod cats get around just as well as "normal" cats so maybe yours doesn't feel handicapped at all!) Thanks again!
I’m a pharmacist and I can say that treating patients with kidney diseases are a huge challenge. Thanks for the learning tip about the vet side of things too! PS: the meds are similar!
Fergie is truly lucky to have you and Andrew taking the absolute best care in such a dire situation. It's obvious how much he is loved which is a huge blessing. Happy little kitty, I hope he lives longer than expected and every day is a joy!
You playing the harp at the end with him reaching for the strings was one of the loveliest things I've ever seen. Thank you for caring that much about animals. Having people like you in the world make it a better place.
Sometimes when you don’t feel great, you don’t have a taste for most things, only one thing tastes good. I’m so glad you are giving him a happy life regardless of its length.
My dog has just gone blind from diabetes and this is so comforting. Don't think about what may happen in the future, just cherish the time you have now. 💛💜🖤
I'm awed by the energy that you devote to kittens in general and to Fergie in specific. It's important to remember that humans can be this kind and devoted to enhancing the life of someone who can't bring them any reward but love.
I had a rescue kitten who had a congenital birth defect. His name was Kiro and he was one of the sweetest most precious little babies ever. As he was nearing adulthood he became fatigued, ate less and his breath smelled off, we took him to the vet, learned he had a congenital kidney issue and didn't have long left. We spoiled him, fed him whatever he would eat, took him on walks, even put a mattress on the floor so we could sleep with him when he was very ill. He lived to about 14 months old. I'll always cherish the time we had with our Kiro. P.S. Its so hard with a baby. Conditions that may be painful may be the only life they get. With an elderly cat with kidney failure, I think its easier to euthanize if all they have is a painful illness left, but a baby who hasn't lived any life yet? Its so hard. As a person with chronic illness and pain myself I know that pain and illness isn't in itself always a reason to let go. I know I would fight for my disabled, gimpy life! I think it's all about giving them the best we possibly can, and that is determined one furbaby at a time. I wish you and Fergie love, happiness, beautiful days and health for as long as is possible. I'll be praying he beats the odds and has a lot of happy time left in his happy forever home with you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
What a sweet kitten. He’s being cared for so well I wouldn’t be surprised if he outlived his prognosis. Happy animals are longer lived animals, and he seems so full of joy. Thank you Hannah.
I cried, This poor sweet innocent kitty. You are such an incredible person for helping him and feeling such deep emotions for these wonderful creatures.
Awe, who gave this video preview a thumbs down. = ( My little ginger boy is suffering with kidney failure right now, but he turned 17 in March. It pains me to see what he is going through. He has had a long happy life with me over the years. Poor little Fergie is just starting his little kitty life. So glad he has you Hannah. I know he will have love everyday of his life...however many days he has on this earth. Bless you!! ♥♥
Don't give up hope, age related kidney failure may be treated with daily fluids. Kept my old guy going for three years after his kidney's started to fail. Good luck to you.
@@debradowling800 My baby was diagnosed with kidney issues around the time of all the Covid lockdowns started...so about late February early March. He never really liked the kidney food, but I sure tried. Lol. I do Sub Q fluids every 2 days. He has a great appetite, like a really great appetite. But yesterday he had a seizure. OMG it scared the tar out of me. Pretty sure it's a sign that it is his time. He seems pretty much like himself now. He ate a ton after the seizure. I keep thinking though, what if he seizes again and he's in pain gasping for air. It is tearing my heart out, but I think I need to help him cross over as soon as I can get him in to the local vet in town. Not sure yet how I'll recover. I've had him since he was 3 months old...a third of my life. 😓💔
@@darcydoll437 My cat is 17 and had a seizure and I thought it was the end for him but he sprang back. He seems to have forgotten it despite his numerous health problems. Sometimes I think it's more painful for us remembering it than it was for them.
@@melanopygus Oh wow, really? I kind of assumed that was it for him. It scared me so bad. One of the first things I thought was...'why did I wait? Now it's too late.' Crud, I am so torn. 🥺
“He is chosen and he is loved. I want it to feel like he gets a forever home, and his forever home is with us.” We will always love you chimpy, and even when you're gone, your forever home will be in our hearts ❤️😭
He may be terminal, but he doesn't know that. He looks to be very happy and loves his treats, which is definitely a good thing, haha. I hope you share more videos of him in the future. Thank you for giving him a forever home and the best life he can have for the time he has left.
Losing a cat is a really hard and sad thing. You know that the baby doesnt have much years yet you take care and love him, even though you know that its going to make yoy sad at the end! This show how much you are a kind and good person.
I've endured the loss of a beloved pet many times in my life. But I never give up loving another because I remind myself, " I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance." -Garth Brooks The dance is always worth it. ❤️🐾
I feel so warm knowing Fergie has a home with people who love and adore him. Even if he has a unfortunate condition, he has the most unconditional love and care. This for me is what fostering is about. Thank you sincerely from my rescue Oramge and myself. Thank you for loving him even if it hurts. Thank you for being compassionate to the tiny but mighty!
There is only one guarantee in life. We have what we have while we have it. And when it is gone we have our memories. No-one can ever take that from us. Ferguson is a bright light that will shine on in this sweet woman's life long after he is gone.
Coco and Eloise don't even really like Haroun that much so I like that Haroun instead has the occasional kitten to keep him entertained and who he can show how to be a cat to.
Aww Haroun is so patient and an expert in the kitten flattening paw discipline technique. An important big brother skill! I’m glad fergie found his way to you.
I sobbed in my car when Hannah was crying. I’ve watched his journey and although I’m so sad at his diagnosis, I’m thrilled he’s having the best life with his furever family ❤️
I started following this channel when I got the news that my kitten has congenital heart disease, sometimes I get a mix of jealousy and happiness when another litter get better and get adopted and seeing this really hits me 😔. Vet's gave me less than a year to be with my handsome angel. Every time his health declines is plenty of tear buckets. But I'm wishing, hoping, and praying for their kind to have healthier and longer life with amazing ppl like you.
Having a foster die in your care is the worst feeling. I still tear up when I think about my 1st foster kitten that passed away in my care. I felt like someone had kicked me in the guts, and that it was my fault. I know it wasn't, the kitten had feline FIP, but it still hurt, still does. Thank you for what your are doing for Mr. Fergie. He looks and acts like he is totally happy, and loved.
I know the feeling!! I remember my foster cat that I lost. The day after I took him in, he was curled up in a blanket, so sound asleep and I thought that must’ve been the first time he’s ever just been able to sleep without having to be afraid. We just have to find strength in the fact that they were able to spend their final days with full bellies, safe. warm and loved.
i just wanted to thank you for showing your vulnerability here. this situation is obviously never easy on anyone, but i'm so glad that you've taken in fergie and you're caring for him and loving him. i'm sure he's going to have a happy, fulfilling life, no matter how long or short it is
I took in a stray senior cat that also has kidney disease. She gets IV fluids everyday, is eating good and is doing great. I will give her the best life for whatever time she has left.
He has gone much farther than he could have without you. In a way, you already saved his life. None of this can take away the sadness and hurt, but I hope you take some solace in how much you have given him. Time, love, a home, selfless care... It's all we can hope for in this life, isn't it?
Thank you. I know he would not still be here if it weren't for everything we are doing for him, which is why I'm constantly in AWE of him for sticking around and fighting!
I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes, but not because I am sad. I am crying because I'm happy that sweet little Ferguson will know so much love in his short life that sadly a lot of cats never experience in 14 years. Thank you for doing what you do.
When i was about 7, had a pylonephritis(i do not know the spelling in English) And thankfully i got healed pretty quickly, but when you said that, i related to little Fergie so much and i hope he lives a long life despite that disease and hopefully survive it despite it being terminal,
This woman is a literal angel lol. I think I’ve commented that before. But I’m always almost moved to tears by her love and care for those innocent loving creatures
It's such an honor to care for animals and they help us understand what's important in life: Unconditional love, mindfulness and joy 🐱. Thank you for sharing Ferguson with us Hannah and Andrew. 💛
I’m sure you hear this all the time with many people and many cats… But there is truly something special about him and it’s so unfortunate that it would be him. He’s so loving, there’s something so deep about his soul, he seems so strong like he’s telling you, “ i’ve got this mom, it’s OK” .. It’s like there’s a little person in there. I wish you the best, and I hope he has a fun Life with you.
Ferguson has become kind of a kindred spirit... I was diagnosed with CKD in January... It's been a rough, but seeing him not giving up the fight I'd inspiring... Give him extra cuddles for me!!! BTW I had a buff colored cat when I was in grade school... Cream Abdul-Jabbar was awesome... Ferguson reminds me of him... A best friend always...
I have kidney disease too, and I've been having more issues than my normal over the past couple months. I think I've watched this video every day since it came out - it's been a great comfort :)
From one Fergi to another, absolutely Beautiful!! My Momma cat came running when she heard Fergi cry! You’re amazing and I will pray for you, your cause and Fergi every night! God Bless you and thank you for this gift! 🧡💛🌻🦁🧡💛 🧡Christy Ferguson💛
My dog suffered kidney failure before her passing, I am so happy to see you giving Fergie a wonderful life because kidney issues in pets gets very very hard emotionally. As you described his experience it brought me back to the days of caring for my own fur baby. Thank you for this video
How can this both break my heart and fill it with love? Please lurv him for all of us, and take our love and respect for all you do, not just for Ferg.
I adopt elderly cats, most of whom have been surrendered due to medical issues, and it's the same. I lost my last one Christmas morning. But my other 4 are all doing great and living their best lives.
When my first cat I've ever had passed away, we went to the shelter to just see, visit and maybe give a cage break to a cat. We went home later that day with the most scroungy black cat I've ever seen, adopted. They said he had a maximum of 6 months left to live, he was a street cat. He had alot of things including Fiv/flv. He was an angry guy, but at the same time he had some sweet moments. We took care of him as best we could. He lived for 2 more years and defied all odds. It's sad to imagine him gone, but I'm so glad we could make the last year's of his life the best ones he's probably had. I hope we had an impact on him.
Fergie is the most amazing little guy ever. I am so glad you adopted him. He is going to have the most amazing life, no matter how long he has. I just love him to bits. Thank you for giving him a wonderful, fun and love filled life.
You never think of a precious little cat being terminal. I've had a cat with terminal cancer and a diabetic cat who's insulin stopped working. Still makes me cry but, I know they had a good life while they were with me. Sometimes that's all you can do 💜
