i ask (original song) 

i ask and i ask
i don’t and i don’t
i laugh and then i stop
you reach out, and then you don’t
i never know anything
i consider the variables
but i never get a result
all i get is a blinding ache
it has been there since seventh grade
it has not gone away
and nobody really knows
just what it entails
nobody knows not even me
nobody knows not even me
i ask i ask
what do you need?
if you ask me i won’t have a clue
about how to speak to you
i don’t know
i don’t know how to speak
anymore
i don’t know how to speak
anymore
how to speak?
i ask and i ask
but i don’t know
but i don’t know
but i don’t know
no i don’t know
what i’m asking for
but i don’t know
what i’m asking for