You should have a career in acting. I genuinely believed that you actually think that about yourself. You're really just an attention seeker, waiting until one of your videos goes viral.
@@Eowksosnfjc7cjebI’m in a bad place. I don’t monetize videos like this and truthfully I don’t make much money on RU-vid anyway. I don’t even care about views. I’m just talking. I have nowhere else to say these things on my mind, so I post them.
She stuck in a trap. She is actually attractive! But if she sees herself differently other than what her channel context is people will call her a hypocrit. She needs a good dose of dopamine. She also wouldn't accept the words we say no matter how much we tell her she IS beautiful. We are in a mental war, all of us.
We love you so much. Fuck the strangers, fuck the nobodies that judge you harshly. People will put you down no matter what and it happens to most of us. Accept your body, and realize that yes you will be dissatisfied but you have the choice to lament on that dissatisfaction or focus on the other sources of joy in your life. Keep your mind occupied, keep your body occupied and feel proud of yourself for simply surviving given the challenges you have. Realize that sometimes you will have a miserable state of mind while other times you won’t, it’s like a wave. We all have your back ❤❤❤
I have body dysmorphia too. First I will say you're not ugly. But an issue with the disorder is every time somebody says you're not ugly you ignore it, and every time somebody says you're ugly you take it to heart forever, even if it happens very very rarely. The fact is that no one will look good for everyone. There will always be people who criticize you. No matter how good looking you are, you are not everyone's type because some people will find something they don't like about you.
You are attractive. Just because the person you want, 3:02 does not want you, that does not mean there is something wrong with you!!! Trust me!!! I'm 35 now and I chased a woman for Years that did not find me attractive, yet I am. Then her friend and I became lovers and married and she is jealous af. The point is this, what ever makes you think this way is only killing you. Fill your mind and heart with positive affirmations and focus on building your self to the person you are and want to become. Also sounds like your so called friends are not real. Mind over matter, you should not mind there opinions, because they do not matter. JESUS CHRIST IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE. GOD SHALL HEAL YOU FROM THESE MENTAL AFFLICTIONS 🙏 AMEN
this girl been calling herself ugly for at least 3 years in youtube, im starting to doubt the authenticity. if any, the future guy who legit likes this girl will have a very hard time cause there are so many walls and apprehension, and that guy might be in greater mortal danger of hurting himself over this girl due to the difficulty and rejection, but we wont know who he is cause he will likely not post on youtube. need to make sure if we help this girl it will be in a structure she cant misuse her powers.
Id genuinely give up anything to prove to you your worth and how special you truly are. Inside and out. But the truth is, you gotta realize this yourself. Stop comparing yourself, stop denying your beauty which many see, and appreciate your uniqueness. All these sociopaths in the world will surely face their bad karma for being so negative and inhumane. They are the last people you should be letting effect that amazing mind of yours ❤
Hello, I don't usually comment on videos but I just want to say I've been watching your content for a while now and you're the only person I can truly relate to on my BDD. You've helped me so much to know I'm not alone. I'm a girl your age and it sucks to see someone going through the same things, not many people understand what it's like to live through this, and I understand your pain. Society is a cruel place at times, it values looks way too much, it tries to put people in boxes and it's not fair to people like us who didn't choose to be different. That doesn't mean we have to give up though, we don't have to buy into that narrative. You deserve to be here just as much as anyone else. You have so much value, as a creative and as a whole person. I know it's easy to believe people that confirm your beliefs about yourself, however imagine how ignorant someone must be to sit there and insult you. Those people are not worth your time if they can't see you. This might not reach you and I totally understand that, but I have always thought you are naturally pretty. You're unique and you stand out in a good way, that's why I can relate to you. As someone with BDD I just want to feel normal, too. I compare myself to other girls all the time, but one thing I have learned in my journey is that standing out is a good thing, it helps me weed out the people I don't want in my life anyway. If your friends don't value you, please search for someone who does, you will find them. You don't have to look like everyone else. It's okay to feel or be ugly (I don't think you are but I know how it feels), but you're not broken, you're human, and that's perfectly acceptable. Disregard people who put value on conventionality, and definitely don't diminish yourself because of their narrow-mindedness. You are so much more than that. Anyways, please don't let this consume you, don't give up. I'm so sorry that people in your life have failed you, but I hope that you'll continue to search for peace within yourself. Thank you for sharing your story!
@@RestorerOfRome depressed but still a clout farmer, plenty of boys admiring the lady in comments, and she still aint impressed and looking for the right guy, imagine if she aint depressed, many more boys will have to get hurt to make one girl happy
So many of us are chasing society standards and spending all our energy and time to change those things about ourselves. When you realize that when you chase beauty to be happy, you will never be happy and this is a fact. Try to stop obsessing about the way you look and start exploring new things because this world has so much more to offer than beauty and attractiveness. You are no different then any of those people you view as attractive because we all came from the same place and will go into the grave one day. No one is better then the other but the only one who can change your mindset is you. You are loved and you are not alone. I am a 35 year old woman who has been through it all. But now that i look back to my depressive teen years i wish i would’ve treated myself with more love and care because at the end of the day only you matter in your life. I am now happily married with 3 kids. If you would’ve told me that this would be my life 15 years ago i would never believe it. Change your way of thinking now because i can guarantee you that you will regret not living life to its fullest as you grow older❤️❤️
Your worth and beauty extend far beyond physical appearance. You are so much more than how you look. Your unique spirit, talents, and strengths make you truly special. Don't let others' hurtful words define your self-worth. You are deserving of love, respect, and kindness - regardless of how you look. Remember, beauty is diverse, and your individuality is what makes you beautiful. Keep your head up, and don't hesitate to reach out for support when you need it. You are not alone, and you are enough.
I'm really sorry you feel this way! I've been watching a few of your videos, and it just pains me. Nobody can change your views but yourself, and it's not at all easy to see your worth. But genuinely, you are beautiful!
Truama really fucks people up. You poor girl youre so sweet and beautiful. I'm so sorry you hate yourself. We all love you. I love watching your videos because i feel like I can relate to you. I know things are really hard right now but they will get better. ❤❤
@@Nathan5087yeah, I hate those horrible people who put this girl down, it's so frustrating that we can't do anything for her to make her feel better, I hope she feels better soon, poor thing
This was a really heartbreaking and painful video to watch and listen to. I hope you're doing better and things get better for you (even though 4 days have passed until now since uploading this video). Your feelings are valid. All I know is that you don't even realize it yourself how beautiful you are and I see a lot of people in the comments are saying that. I don't know where these feelings are coming from or what has happened to you in the past/present moment that causes this (I think I should watch your previous videos to understand that deeply). But me and everyone here can make assumptions here and it may or may not be true. I think maybe this disappointment comes from the place of seeing the society and how people engage in relationships, which is mostly based on prettiness and then you look at yourself and maybe come to the conclusion that you're ugly which is not true. All I can tell you is that I've been there too and don't let that get you down. It led me to having nihilistic viewpoint on anything. Seeing no meaning in anything, finding out nothing matters and there's no meaning behind anything mostly. The only way for me to get out of this feeling is focusing on skills that I enjoy, such as programming, drawing, playing music, etc. Life itself is hard and meaningless, and the only way to make it bearable is doing things we enjoy doing. Also, it's never too late investing in those skills. Overall I said all this, so that maybe it resonates with you and everybody else reading it. You're not ugly, please don't let naive, deep down insecure people make you doubt yourself. I wish you and everyone success and happiness. 🙂🤘
Someone used a clip from one of your videos for a compilation of depression. It was your second most popular video where you say “ I fucking hate being ugly”, and I’ve been trying to find you ever since. It broke my heart so much. It would pop in my head ever now and then. You had braces then and I thought you were cute. Now I think you’re very pretty. I watched some of your videos and would pause in the rare moments you would smile, and it’s such a beautiful smile. I wish I could come up with whatever magic words to make you snap out of this depression. Seriously…. There’s NOTHING wrong with you physically. And forget what the people say online. Trolls will try to hurt you for fun no matter what. They would tell the most beautiful girl in the world she’s ugly just for fun. I only just found your channel so I have a lot of catching up, but you should just forget this at least for a while and focus on something you love. Take a trip somewhere. Do something fun. Btw, I hope you don’t cut your hair because I think it’s beautiful like it is. You have nearly 14k subs, and most of them love you to pieces. And you’re so brave to put yourself out there. And, although a little shy, you’re a pretty good talker. Much better than me. Im rambling here, but I think you’re just awesome. Just drop a video saying “hi” or something.
Loving yourself is the key darling. Its going to be a long process for someone filled with so much self hatred but you can get to that stage. Even pretty people feel insecure and ugly at times. That's why they opt for all these cosmetic procedures. You're not even ugly to begin with. Work on your low self esteem and low confidence, maybe you ll feel better.
@@donuts4life77 why should she lie? she’s speaking the truth? all the other girls wear a shit ton of makeup to look pretty, but literally anyone can do that. it’s called being a catfish. this beautiful girl is natural and thinks she doesn’t fit the beauty standards because this generation is so messed up that girls think it’s pretty to wear a load of makeup that covers their whole self.
I don't think she realises how beautiful she is. We all have different views on beauty so maybe she's been listening to the wrong people. Clear skin, looks slim, lots of long flowing hair, a youthful appearance, feminine looks and a soft voice. What's there not to like?
Stop fucking lying to her. She's sick and tired of the gaslighting. You need to start telling her the truth about her physical appearance, that's a good start to a healthy life. Seeing life for what it is and not for what you want it to be. You guys in the comments section are gaslighting her so hard, and she feels like wanting to end it because you guys feel so much pity for her. If you told her the truth about her physical appearance and never lied to her, I think she could just accept that she was delt a bad hand in the looks department and move on with her life, and maybe find something she's actually good at.
Stop fucking lying to her. She's sick and tired of the gaslighting. You need to start telling her the truth about her physical appearance, that's a good start to a healthy life. Seeing life for what it is and not for what you want it to be. You guys in the comments section are gaslighting her so hard, and she feels like wanting to end it because you guys feel so much pity for her. If you told her the truth about her physical appearance and never lied to her, I think she could just accept that she was dealt a bad hand in the looks department and move on with her life, and maybe find something she's actually good at.
@@yelezi7950 She very clearly isn’t unattractive or ugly. Stop lying and acting all different and “tRuThFUl” its very clear she’s not ugly. She’s not a fucking supermodel, obviously, 90% of us aren’t but she ISNT ugly. ur deluded
I know this input has been echoed a million times but I feel like in A way, you are somewhat correct about doing this to yourself. No matter what, you won’t be happy; You don’t believe ppl when they compliment you, and when ppl do the opposite you dwell on it. I completely understand I was the same way (and still am sometimes). But for the most part, what has made me happier over time is seriously trying not to care about how i think people will think i look. I know that’s the epitome of “easier said than done” and i know literally everyone says it but genuinely, geniunely, genuinely, genuinely… you HAVE to let that stuff go. You have to get to the root of all of it. I’ve watched a lot of your content and one thing i know and is not subjective is that you have so so so so much courage. I truly hope you can use your time to find at least the slightest bit of peace for yourself, you deserve it so much
This girl keeps popping up in my recommended and I clicked on a few videos. I believe she's genuine in her suffering, there's just a lot of maturing that needs to be done which I hope she does and looks back at these thoughts that have haunted her for so long in a different way. I'm not saying she immature, on the contrary, she seems very aware of how society works and seems like someone very introspective so she's on the right track to overcome it. For anyone going through stuff like this, continue reading below and I hope it helps breaks some core beliefs or patterns stopping you lol. Basically, feeling alone in this suffering or any kind of suffering is silly. Suffering and empathy is universal. Every possible suffering to unimaginable degrees have already been experienced in human history. You get to know suffering when you experience it. You are not the first or last to feel unattractive or unwanted, everyone has experienced it to some degree, some more, some less, some at one point of their life, some at another. It all boils down to "we live in a society" meme. Yeah it's true, looks matter, social status matters, financial status matters, intelligence matters. You will be judged on a million different things and there's nothing you can do about it. What you can do about it is stop playing a victim of it and stop hating yourself for it, express and approach your weakness with strength. Learn how to love and accept yourself. If you can't love yourself, I imagine you look at everyone else of the same gifts of life with hate and disgust in your eyes and everything that is not you or similar to you must be better. It's a very negative state to be in, if you can't show love for the world, you can't receive love back. How to love yourself you might ask? Do you really think 1000's of years of evolution and history that spurred you out have been wrong? Your eyes, your nose, mouth have been loved, seen and passed on from one great-great-great-great grandfather and grandparent to another. Nature very rarely makes mistakes and anomalies that are so unfortunate, you are the lucky 99% or something. Idk if you're a dog or a cat person, every damn cat or dog is kinda cute in their own way. So are humans. You are in good health, no obvious birth defects, you are just a regular damn human. Go ahead and enjoy life as much as possible. Embrace the suffering when it comes but also embrace the good times when they come as well. Just don't get lost in either the good or bad times, know they exist simultaneously at all times and can switch at any given moment.
I know how you feel, i really do. I hear you. You are the realest person on here for bearing your soul like that and you seem so kind and caring and like an honest and pure person. Please just push through.. know you aren't alone and don't listen to those negative people. They are just mad about their own lives. Keep being you x
I'm so sorry you deal with this too!! It's devastating. Being nothing more than a novelty to others makes that forlorn feeling hit harder. I wish there was a way I could help. I work at a cemetery and can hide some bodies for you if you consider that help, haha
girl i have been through this same thing gurl.... i can understand your pain and feelings they are valid...... but trust me..... those ppl don't don't choose you to say rude things cuz u are ugly...... it is because these narcissistic ppl can sense vulnerable ppl and they target them to say such things cuz they feel powerful this way..... trust me girlie you are so pretty or i should say GORGEOUS or BEAUTIFUL...... trust me girl i am a fucking insecure person about my looks i would never lie to you..... you are pretty you are you really are..... i have been said these things too idk if they are true for me.... but def not for you.... you aren't ugly dear..... just start standing up for yourself rather than accepting...... you will see how ppl will start hesitating more to be rude to you..... and even if rn you don't love yourself...... but you should remember that you are a person to be respected.... so always stand up for yourself and please please take professional help even by calling on a free helpline also..... start taking microsteps to love yourself....... TAKE CARE
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way right now. I know it’s really hard to see past those feelings, especially when they’re so intense, but please know that how you see yourself in moments like this isn’t the truth of who you are. You’re so much more than just your appearance, and there are so many wonderful things about you that go far beyond looks. Although I don't know you personally, I’m here for you, and I care about you deeply. If there’s anything I can do to support you or if you just want someone to listen, I’m here. You deserve kindness and love, especially from yourself. 💜
I completely understand you. I’m only in middle school and dealing with severe body dismorphia and I hate every inch of myself. No matter how many people say I’m pretty, I know it’s a lie, and it could never change how I feel about myself. It hurts like literal hell and I’m in fact dealing with the same hurtful suicidal thoughts. I want to get through this and live my future but I feel absolutely worthless…
Don’t hate yourself, you can’t turn on yourself. You can want to change your look which you will over time but you shouldn’t be that upset about it, I think next time you go to your doctor ask them if they can recommend a therapist/psychologist for that
It's not up to you whether you find something beautiful or not. You simply want approval from yourself, you've put it in your head that X is beautiful based on the characteristics of another person, model, etc. That you saw
From a proportional bone structure features face harmony objective kind of view you belong to the conventionally good looking, attractive group of people. Can’t change my mind. I wish I was as pretty as you.
Don’t trust these comments. You know what you need, lady! A bit of self-esteem and self-confidence, which you’ll acquire with time and patience. You’re still young and you still have a great life ahead of you, so don’t waste it on careless people
This. And if some psychopath troll nitpicks in private messages its just that u can either nitpick about anyone or just make things up, just bcs they see a sick incentive to target her doesnt mean that what theyre saying is true
I genuinely think you're attractive. You have pretty eyes, and when I say you have features that are unique, I mean they look ethereal. I have questioned my self-worth based on my appearance at times, but you have to ignore what your friends think, people are often weird, and their judgements are clouded by their own fears and insecurities. And what helps the most is to define yourself also by what you do, and find solace in something you're putting immense efforts into. I am an artist, I sketch, I write articles, and in free time I do calisthenics, and I know that in the long run it will take me far, and I don't care what other people think, and also, that doesn't mean you become uptight or whatever. There are good people out there, and you will make good friends, all you need is some change. You are pretty, though you need to devote yourself to something you care about.
You are very beautiful. You are attractive. You look so good. Please understand that YOU ARE ATTRACTIVE. Body dysmorphia is your problem. Stay strong girl. You matter.
It’s because she has a mental illness BDD. Her brain will always tell her we are gaslighting her sadly. I hope she can begin to consider we are not lying
I'm 41 and have had BDD since i was 13. I get it. I just wanna give you a hug. Please don't hurt yourself. You're beautiful. People who comment negatively are either trolls or jealous. I'm really worried about you, is there anyone you could reach out to? Are you in touch with any therapists? I'd be happy to chat to you anytime. If you need an ear, let me know. Sending love.
Being ugly means other people can treats you whatever they wants,they can hates you,abuse you, allow to hurts you, and everything they do is acceptable....that's what they think.......and do at the same time.........
The reason people treat you badly is because of your confidence not your looks. Working on body language may change the way you see yourself. Itll be nice if you make a video making examples on how they treat you. Treating someone bad because "they look ugly" is extremely inmature. I'm with the you're really cute gang and Fuck what the extremely high standard people think
Your not ugly, you just let all the bullying get to you…and your probably lonely, and your manifesting the negative thoughts. I’m sorry the way you feel
This is so heartbreaking! I really wish I could just jump through the screen and hold you, give you a hug and shoulder to cry on. I saw the post that you’re taking a break from the channel, please don’t feel pressured to return sooner and take your time. You are doing it for your mental health. I would advise also using this time to consider seeing a doctor of some sort, whom might give you prescription medication as a start and when you feel ready you can seek a therapist who specialises in BDD. Although I feel helpless being on the other side of the planet behind a screen, please know I, and many many people here admire you for being YOU. You are strong, authentic and real. ❤️❤️❤️🫶🫶🫶
I encourage you to seek out a community that will lift you up and help you see your value and worth through God's eyes. A local young adult or youth group Bible study could be a great place to start. You'll find support, friendship, and guidance as you navigate life's challenges. Remember, you are not alone, and you are loved beyond measure.
I don't know how you are convinced that you are not attractive. I don't find you ugly at all. I actually find you pretty. I get it that you run into assholes a lot both online and offline. Unfortunately, there are assholes everywhere. When they say fucked up shit to you, it says more about them than about you, because their lives are shit and they looking for someone to beat up on. I recommend taking a break from the internet. You are a valuable member of the universe, deserving of love and respect. I hope that sinks in for you.
I highly recommend listening to some Martha Beck podcasts and watching Jordan Peterson interviews/lecture clips. They both helped me accept what I can and can’t control, and how to improve myself in a healthier manner/move my life in a direction that makes me happy. Also, if you can an afford it, find a therapist who can help challenge you on some of your current beliefs, because you are very clearly NOT ugly. THINGS WILL GET BETTER! I’m so sorry people have treated you poorly :(
I think shes not posting vids lately because she likes the feeling she gets when we worry about her. She uploads a video about suicide and then POOF the stops uploading. This is my second attempt on sharing my opinion because she deleted my first comment.
I think you look a bit like Elle Fanning when she was in that film Mary Shelly, when she had the brown hair, and thats no joke, and most people think she is quite pretty, anyways I really hope you are doing okay, try not to be so hard on yourself.
I had an accident and I set myself on fire when I was two years old. I received a lot of ridicule for my burned face and hands. I understand your pain, but think, you deserve what you're going through. I don't think so. Try to move on. A year ago I wanted to commit suicide, but I went through bad times and keep going you are not ugly you are beautiful if you need help ask someone you feel comfortable with but remember you are beautiful don't listen to people you are beautiful,
you are literally such an inspiration for others who are at a low point in their lives...to have such courage to speak up and be brutally honest about yourself...its just awesome ❤❤
I understand why you feel that way and nothing we say will change how you feel, but as we all know strangers on the internet can be brutally honest. IMO, I’m envious of you! Firstly, you have a jawline to die for. Your lips are plump, honestly many people get lip filler so they can have lips like yours. You have beautiful chocolate brown hair and eyes and your hair is nice and long. Your brows are shaped well and have a nice thickness, again I’d love to have microblading done so I could have brows like yours. You remind me of Anna Steele from 50 Shades, you are a gem and you don’t think you’re beautiful. This is coming from a 32 year old from Aus ❤
hi, i have BDD as well so i can understand how fucked up and horrible it is as I’ve been picked on a lot because of my physical appearance. I’m gonna be honest, you’re actually really cute, i know you can’t see that, and from what the people around have told you, some also can’t, but in my eyes and im sure many others (cause you’re genuinely pretty, most of the “pretty/popular girls” look like you without makeup) ur rly pretty, ur a sweet person and sadly dysmorphia is a bitch, I’ve been working on it for years and i still haven’t managed to find some love for myself, nor do I personally think im in any way attractive. And if I’d get a comment like this I’d be thinking “they’re just faking they’re pretending im pretty to make me feel better about myself” because i cannot believe in someone else’s eyes im actually pretty, but it’s true, because i genuinely think ur attractive and i would not lie on such a video i relate to so hard. And i personally dislike people saying that “it’s all in your head” because i find that very invalidating, but it is. And for the people irl who do not think you’re pretty, that’s completely fine, not everyone has to find you attractive, though it’s painful to hear such a thing not everyone actually has the same opinion. I’m not gonna say “theyre jealous of you” as it has been said to me far t many times and I find it’s often a useless lie. By this im not saying beauty is subjective and that one minority in the world will find you pretty, because you are, and I seriously do not understand how your friends can say you’re not. And to go as far as saying you’re ugly, absolutely not. Despite personally thinkings you’re really cute i fnd it rly hard to believe people find u *ugly* of all things as you objectively you’re not ugly at all. Obviously by this im not saying it’s in any way being unattractive is bad in any way, loving yourself is all that matters, but i genuinely wanted to share my thoughts on you as if id be happy to receive those words as well (if I actually believed them that is). Mental illness is horrible and thought I don’t know you I understand how horrible it is seeing yourself like that, being unable to look at people without thinking of how different you are and how it’d be to look like them, how it’s hard to even go out in public for how ashamed of yourself you are, be aware that you’re actually ugly and nothing will change that, the realization that’s you and it’s not all in your head and that’s it, wonder what would have happened if you were pretty, wonder why you’re so different from *everyone*, why sometimes you see some part of urself you find decent in the mirror and the next day it’s gone . I realised I wanted help when I started thinking I was fat. I was severely underweight. It’s horrible, and I hope you learn to lover yourself for who you are, and actually see yourself as you really are too. I’m so sorry for the long comment but you’re one of the only channels who I can really relate to. I hope you’re doing somewhat better as it’s been over a month..obviously it will take LOTS of time, heck even I don’t know if I’ll ever start liking myself, but I hope my appearance won’t be as much of a problem as it is now, I hope one day I’ll just- accept it. Accept myself for how I am. And I hope you do too🫶
I know I'm late, but I need you to understand that you are absolutely not ugly... You have a lot of people here who believe that you're cute, pretty, beautiful, you name it. And I believe that, too. I'm sorry people treat you like crap. They're legitimate pieces of garbage. I genuinely hope you're doing okay, and if not, then I hope that some day, you will be. Trust me when I say this, but your life coming to an end is not the answer.. I've been to that point myself, where I saw myself as a burden or just didn't matter to people. That wasn't the case. I kept thinking badly about myself for many years. Still do sometimes, but not as bad. But, in any case, I just thought I'd mention that. And even if you don't see this, personally, hopefully someone else sees this and understands that they matter to someone. Whether it's family, friends, etc. And I'm willing to talk to anyone here if they feel as if they have no one to turn to. Feel free to message me. Truly. I'm no licensed therapist, but I'd love to connect with people.
Suicide is on my mind almost every day, if not every day. But I also have depression, which exacerbates it. I'm learning to not allow my thoughts to control how I feel, and then I can take back control. I've also read Stoicism to help me not care what people say or think or do. I woud recommend that. Of course, you also need people who can relate with you and just be there for you. If you don't have a circle of people who love you for you, then it's going to make life all the more difficult. This being the Internet, I'm skeptical whether this is a genuine video or not; whether it's a cry for help or a video to gain views. :/
Girly , you're like really really pretty and it's sad that you haven't realised this yet . Please give yourself some time and slowly you'll see how beautiful you're from both outside and inside . We are with you
I wanna reach through my phone screen and give you a hug. Ur attractive and that dr pepper shirt is cool af. God bless u and i hope u live a long prosperous life surrounded by good people. But honestly, u have beautiful long hair, pretty eyes and all ur facial features are perfectly fine. Please dont be hard on urself and forget about those stupid customers. Ur awesome
Please do not harm yourself. Some people are going to be mean to you unfortunately, no matter what you do or how you look. If you spend too much time on social media comparing yourself to unrealistic beauty standards, it might be time to cut that out. You are very pretty, not lying to you at all. Cheers ❤ i hope you'll get better
Man. I relate as fuck to the fact we think life is punishing... I went to my new job that i hate and just lock myself in the bathroom and just sit in the corner thinking... ''Is this what my life is going through ??? i deserve this... i made this choice'' If you wanna talk hit one of us.
The fact that you have so many positive comments and thousands of views in less than a day is a sign that people care about you and think highly of you. It's likely you'll never see this, but please reach out to get treatment to not let your thoughts control your life. You're not a terrible person and you're not a failure. People that have treated you badly are not worth your time and they should take a real hard look at themselves. You explain yourself well, you think deeply, and you have just as much reason as anyone else to be happy and live your best life. Please never do anything permanent in haste. I subscribed because I want to see you get better and follow your journey and growth. I don't know about anyone else, but you can reach out to me. This goes out to anyone who happens to read this too.
Treatment? Stop pathologizing her grief and her reaction to mistreatment. She is way better looking than me but I’ve seen what she’s talking about and I am not sure how else you expect a person to respond, especially when she has prior experiences regarding appearance that many others do not. The issue is with other people, not her. They’re the ones who need “treatment”. Psychiatry and therapy basically exist to catch victims of circumstances and brainwash them into accepting the status quo. To rid the rest of the world of the inconvenience. When do the abusers ever get thrown in the psych ward or have pills shoved down their throat or have “mental illness” labels following them around for life? Almost never. It’s the vulnerable who are pushed into all of that nonsense.
Nobody doesn't deserve what they go through that's hard I know when we do with a lot in life it's sad when we go through a lot in life I'm really sorry what you're going through nobody doesn't deserve to be call ugly or unattractive out there I'm really really sorry for everything what's going on with you in your life my mom told me sometimes we had to just don't pay attention to people that trying to bring us down I know what you're going through because I went through the same way just like you I have to go to therapy I have to try to find the way to get myself out of the same situations because life could bring you down so badly because of what people are doing to us in life I was going through a dark path that was bringing me down so badly that there was times I wanted to think about hurting myself feel bad but my mom and my family like my brother got me out of a real bad situation they got me through a lot in life and I also thank God also for helping me through everything in life he could do the same thing for you if you just open your heart to him just because people think God is not real or he's just a fake person up there he's actually always there with us because he always makes us up in the morning he gives us strength he's the one that makes us up every day of our lives to know that we could live another day of happiness I'm not trying to make you feel any worse I'm just trying to help you out I feel really bad for you because I know you say everything you feel like nobody doesn't love you you feel like nobody doesn't care for you or you feel like you're ugly everyday but there's people out there that does care for you and God is one I'm trying to help you as a friend to know there's people out there that understands where you're coming from in life so don't worry everything will be okay I promise life will get better for you just keep yourself closer to God and just believe that everything will be all right for you because he did the same thing for me so I'm going to let you go for now and I hope that we can really talk if you could please send me a message that we could try to work something out and I can help you out what you're going through in life so I'm going to let you go for now and we'll talk later if you want to talk to me I'm still here I'll help you out with any depressions or any problems you're going through don't pay attention to any people that's trying to bring you down and also don't trust too much into your friends because they're not really helping you they're just trying to make things hard for you in life that's why I don't have friends because I don't trust them because what they could do is bring you down even worse so I want to say goodbye for now and I'll talk to you soon okay goodbye 😊
Beauty is subjective, like some people here might find you normal, beautiful, ugly, whatever, the sooner you accept that reality, you're life is gonna get better, as long as you take care of yourself, of course. Me personally I don't find you ugly at all, but I also think that people are far more than they're looks, they are how they treat themselves and others, they are their taste in music, food, movies, literature, they are their passions and their hobbies, their dreams, their job, the responsibilities they bear, everything, so take care of yourself. You seem like a very thoughtful girl, please do not hurt yourself.
@@CrookedLady that person will come, I am sure of it. In the meantime, try not to be so hard on yourself, please? Be gentle to yourself. Think of someone you truly love, imagine if they treated themselves like you treat yourself, how would that make you feel? Just something to think about.
Don’t know if you’re checking these comments but I hope you’re alright, obviously it’s been a bit since hearing from you and I don’t know if you’re ok or not :(
Same. I have been in her place and I had a mental breakdown like her in this video. I keep checking everyday hoping that she made an update. I hope she's fine.
You are attractive, you're beautiful, and it pains me you don't see yourself that way, you are so precious and worthy of love and happiness and whoever tells you otherwise are pathetic. Not ugly at all, please, show yourself more love, tell yourself that you are beautiful and worthy and believe that you are, and those who tell you that you're not really must have something wrong with their eyes.
I feel the same i know how hard it is ,all we want is to be a normal girl 😢 Sis take care of yourself i know its really hard i am hanging in there too sis . May god bless u.🤍
First off you have much more Courage than me, you made a youtube channel expressing your True feelings about yourself. That alone is simply incredible, second off your expressing feelings that most of us "regular folks" have had many times in out life , event he so called "pretty ones" you must remember we are all human and everyone has felt like you, even tho many concelle it better than others and hide behind a facade.... the point is ,i myself was an "ugly duckling" till i was around 21 , then all of a sudden i just looked very Atractive, girls were saying i looked like a young Elvis! So dont give up on yourself, you are not "ugly" and i woudlnt gaslight you, you have a shitton of potential, its all about potential, its not where u are now, anyway i hope you read this , you havent been on in a month? im kinda worried about you, ive been following ur channel for a year now
Sometime people told me ugly as well, I know that feeling. I know I’m not attractive, but being told ugly is really hurt my feelings, especially when even your friends regard it as a joke.
You are not ugly at all!! That s the opposite you are a cute young girl!! Don t listen too much to people,they are so bad.stay strong,stay busy,focus on something else ,be surrounded by positive people and go see a therapist you need some professionnal help.it will take a time but you need to get rid of this trauma and this idea of being ugly
People are bad and jealous ,they are saying this to mistreat,make you feel bad and weak so they can manipulate you. I know it s hard but try not to pay much attention to it.and please don t do something bad... go and see a psychologist or another professional for this condition if you havent already
I hope you get better girl, I've been watching you since the beggining and I do find you attractive maybe your'e surrounded of bad people in your town , cheers from Mexico!
Girl you are so so attractive, I know that lots of ppl would want to date you. I promise that I am not gaslighting you. I am sorry that you are going through this pain, and I think that with professional help, things will get better.
It's unfortunate to see you crying. My advice to you is that you are destroying yourself and it may eventually lead you to worse things than crying. Stop crying. Remember that there are deformed people and disabled people. Don't look at what people better than you have. Look at what people worse than you have. Believe me, in the end, you will find someone who truly loves you. Remember that there are ugly people who got married and lived a happy life... In fact, I see that you are beautiful. You do not have pimples, wrinkles, or bad features... You should love yourself. Maybe the matter is not in your being unattractive, but in your personality and the way you think. Change yourself for the better. Stop following people who make you feel bad... Delete all the videos in which you say hurtful things about yourself. Live your life as you are. Remember the blessings that you have and that others wish for. Love your appearance. You are truly beautiful and attractive...
Never ever listen to people online They are cowards ! There opinions don't matter ,.neither do others . Try to close out other people Sometimes you need professional help . I.have been where you have been...And I've been at the end of the road I attempted to end my life and survived I got professional help and I'm getting better And there's nothing wrong with cryimg Even in your darkest days you are Loved !
Been a subscriber for a while now, and I've always thought you were beautiful. I'm a lifelong Fat Guy, so I know how hurtful the opinions of others can be. You have to tune-out the haters.
Beatiful, you said 'I should be punished too because i am so ugly'' would you say this to about others who you maybe don't consider being good looking? Honestly you are beautiful, i am sure a lot of people would agree with me. I am a guy who have turned 37 and i have never dated. Despite that i have gotten many compliments for the way i look. You know there are people that would make you feel better and happy out there, maybe on another state, maybe on another country but i know they are out there.
that's literally what I'm feeling and im suprised that was what you are feeling too, i came from a really bad breakdown and my friend came into the room and hugged me and we talked about it what im feeling i keep saying im so ugly im so tired of dealing with this ugliness of mine all the time and she said that im beautiful but my mind keep saying the opposite the people around me dont compliment me that im pretty, whenever i feel comfortable with myself, these ugly thoughts keeps coming back and making me feel im so ugly
My heart goes out to you . Your lack of self esteem is evident. Problem is you judge yourself on your perception of an outward appearance which is not ugly. There's more to you then what you see in the mirror. Please don't do anything to yourself you are a beautiful Soul with a higher purpose. You really need to stop making the most important thing looks. I Love who you are . People are mean and that's just how they are . Please Please stop upsetting me with your perception of yourself. You are more then what you think
Is this performative? As in she is being a character pretending she is ugly to her attentions and views? Everyone that sees her messages that she is pretty but she refuses to accept it, is this like a character that she plays? She is so beautiful. I would legit love to have a girlfriend that is as pretty and artistic as this girl but she keeps saying she is ugly as a joke!
The worst feeling I have while watching these, is that there is nothing I can do about it, to make her know there is nothing wrong with her. I wish I could talk to her.
A lot of people are mean and f stupid, the world is cruel and ruthless and this makes some of us suffer accordingly to the point of hating ourselves so much as to think we are ugly even having a privileged face, body and mind like ours, so I will pray for you to build resilience and learn to love yourself as much as I love you, that means, enough to enjoy yourself and your beauty as much as you really deserve. I honestly like you, even when you show yourself crying like that, feelings are beutiful and we must certainly celebrate all of them.🦁
I don’t agree that you are ugly. I truly believe you are above average… but you may be having a mental health issue because you can’t see your beauty… But know that you have reason to be here, maybe it’s not about a relationship but something more important. Maybe it’s about your job or the loved ones around you or maybe just maybe it’s for you to eventually meet your soulmate. There is more important things in life than physical beauty. Your value as a person is infinitely more than your looks.
