I DIDNT want to do this video BUT yall deserve ANSWERS!!!

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THIS VIDEO WAS PRETTY HARD FOR ME TO MAKE!!! I didn't know how to start it or what to even do but I ended up just speaking from my heart and let you guys know what ive really been going through the past few months!!! But on the bright side, IM BACK BABY!!!
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@OhNoNotFrank Месяц назад

Remember that depression isn't a sealed cave. It's a tunnel. Keep on going and you *will* find light at the end.

@jamestyler2593 11 дней назад

Great Comment Frank - i once wrote down i see it as invisible for others to see, imagine being sat in a chair on a beach looking out to sea, and everyone is having fun around you BUT you can feel a Tsunami out to sea coming towards you that others cannot see THEN it hits you,crash's into you, But to others you are sat in your chair nothing happening, The Tsunami is crashing over you and around you moving past going inland and you have to stay strong 'Not Panicing' in the chair and you just have to be patient and 'WAIT' , then it all flows back to the sea and you are sat safe in the chair due to not having fell apart. i also wrote while in that chair/time deep in the depression at your lowest you can link in with The Inner Spirit/God and you can examine what is presented to you and you can work on it as it is something that is blocking your spiritual progress that time of depression can be where you find a pearl of wisdom in the darkness.... secret is do not panic..! Best Regards James

@rosiered3403 6 дней назад

What an awesome way to put it! This will help the next time I'm in the tunnel. Thank you.

@cohomesource 5 месяцев назад

Thank you so much for checking in with us. You know we all love you!🙏🏽🥰

@angellahemans1800 5 месяцев назад

Hope u feel much take care of your before going back on the job it's only one body

@kathleenmcbride3126 5 месяцев назад

I'd your little girl ok now? And I understand your fear of needles

@DNelmark96 5 месяцев назад

God Bless You. Thank you for being so open about anxiety. We are praying for you.

@LucianSpelta99 5 месяцев назад

Sounds like a demonic attack

@carolyntaylor5946 5 месяцев назад

😅

@fabrinaleach3251 2 месяца назад

Hi, Al. I’m a veteran living with PTSD. Just wanted to let you know you-how watching you [help others] makes me feel like you’re doing GOD’s work! You are an amazing person. Living life day-by-day and thanking GOD for his mercy is what keeps me moving forward. GOD Bless you and your beautiful family!

@Donnybrook10 Месяц назад

How TF do you have ptsd? You were never in combat?

@candacebrandt8211 Месяц назад

You don’t have to be in combat to have PTSD. It isn’t something that just affects veterans. Why you pickin’ a fight?

@gracerodriguez3516 День назад

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@tasteofcountryllc737 Месяц назад

But I also think your wife needs a break after holding it together for everyone. Let her know she is seen by us as well. Very strong woman right there. ❤❤❤❤❤

@MikeInElma 5 месяцев назад

As someone who continues to battle anxiety, grief, and depression I so hope you are able to find the therapy that works for you so you can continue to be your best self. Whether it is playing chess, building legos, or making videos do what you love so you can focus on you and your health. Keep being amazing Al and hope your family stays safe & healthy!

@karengossett1475 5 месяцев назад

Oh I totally understand 🥲 Hope you stay strong 🙏❤️

@elaineeverhart7100 5 месяцев назад

Me too with the struggle...it's so hard to keep fighting but I do❤❤❤ you too ok❤❤❤❤

@user-jm4ms2jv5i 5 месяцев назад

Glad to see you are feeling better. Sometimes I have anxiety really bad. I have found that by doing the Five Grounding Technigues really helps. Try it out. It will help you get out of your head.

@patriciajoy9174 5 месяцев назад

God Bless You and your family, we love you and God's got you. It's wonderful to see you today.

@darrenhawken9766 5 месяцев назад

Rest up and recharge recover , what's good for you and your family comes first. Thank you for the great RU-vid vids ,take care 👍

@kimmyrahne433 5 месяцев назад

It's a brave thing to discuss your anxiety and depression openly. Thank you! I think there is a heaviness in the world right now that is pressing on us. ❤

@DianaJG8 5 месяцев назад

EXACTLY and Amen! ❤ - Diana

@ellenadams5650 3 месяца назад

Anxiety is a real thing. I [unknowingly] had it even before it was a "THING"...just thought thought I was weak. I refused to get on an antidepressant for years as my Dr recommended because I had never been depressed. But when he finally convinced me that would cure Anxiety- I discovered he was right.

@kimmyrahne433 3 месяца назад

@ellenadams5650 We need to value and care for a whole person including mental health. So many physical health problems can be attributed to issues like anxiety and depression. It's unfortunate that it's taken so long for the medical community and the world at large to acknowledge and help treat people.

@nitawallace5347 3 месяца назад

Mental health RN here. So proud of you to pull yourself out of this and face that demon. A mental health break and a checkup can be a life saver. Hang in there!

@grayjack5021 3 месяца назад

I've been fighting this all my . I didn't know I was their until I was in my 40's. I'm now 71 everything is great now!@erinwalter132

@777Snowdrop 2 месяца назад

For someone who goes through dark times , you shine the light of Christ in your kindness and gentle soul . God Bless you and keep you sir . Please know that prayers are going up for you and your family 🙏🏻

@bonniemccord420 3 месяца назад

You are helping others by talking about it. Thank you. ❤

@lisal6996 5 месяцев назад

You don’t owe us any explanation. We have just been hoping you & your family are OK. I too suffer from anxiety/depression. I can be fine one day & then the next day I just start crying out of the blue and it is tough to overcome. Stress & how it affects our mind is a hard thing to deal with. You are not alone Al ! Love you guys ❤

@BREEZYM6015 5 месяцев назад

I can relate to your comment.

@lg8365 5 месяцев назад

I can relate too Lis. Hope you're coping okay Hun! Take care. ❤🇨🇦

@lisal6996 5 месяцев назад

@lg8365 I am doing well right now Thank You 😊 I hope you are as well !

@Missy3105 5 месяцев назад

Dealing with this as i watch this video! You guys aren’t alone! Prayers to everyone who is suffering! ❤

@lisal6996 5 месяцев назад

@Missy3105 Hugs to you ! I pray you feel better very soon ♥️

@christophergauthier5149 5 месяцев назад

As a veteran dealing with PTSD and clinical depression, I understand. Know that we are behind you and support you whether you are posting videos or not. Please just check in once in a while so we know you’re ok.

@DianaJG8 5 месяцев назад

Thank you, Christopher, for your service! I pray God lays a mighty hand of recovery on you to heal your PTSD. With MUCH Love - Diana ❤😊

@colleenwiles4082 3 месяца назад

I’ve gone through anxiety too !! This life has lots of challenges ! Prayers for you ❤

@kerrolynntitus9460 3 месяца назад

🇺🇲Thank you for your service. May God bless you, and continue to bless the USA. 🖖🏼🫶🏼 ✨✝️🙏🏼💖🙇🏼‍♀️🙌🏼🕊️✨

@erniebhernandez6452 3 месяца назад

Myself I'm a veteran with PTSD and Anxiety/Depression. I'm on medication for those mental illnesses. Also, I am extremely claustrophobic, which will trigger a severe panic attack. I hope you get feeling better soon, and I will pray for you. 🙏

@diannaleigh9914 2 месяца назад

I’m not a veteran but I gave anxiety and PTSD from anesthesia gone wrong. I understand. I’m glad you gave support.

@paulgreen1330 3 месяца назад

Brother, My wife used to struggle with anxiety and depression after I had an accident in 2004, she attempted suicide in 2014 but after 30 days in the hospital when she was healed completely she accepted Christ Jesus as her Lord and Savior (me too) we both did, He delivered her from that ! The Bible says God did not give us a spirit of fear so if you believe Just ask Him to remove that spirit from you, we love you and will be Praying for you and your Family. May God Bless You

@ginistewart9636 7 дней назад

AMEN!!!!

@wesleyantkowiak6479 3 месяца назад

Mr. Bladez. You are fantastic and so therapeutic for so many. Please be easy on yourself. We will all watch your channel no matter what and be supportive to you. You are a great person with great intentions. You have done so much for and what a great example for countless people.

@holliehogan8106 5 месяцев назад

Mental anxiety can manifest to the physical-and people who don’t have anxiety issues won’t always understand-and if there is a physical problem, it makes the anxiety 100 times worse and just feeds back and forth-be safe and get healthy ❤love watching both channels

@SylDomiAlem21 5 месяцев назад

Glad your truly better. Remember a lot of people love you out here . Thanks for sharing 🙏🏽peace be with you God continue to keep you healthy ❤️

@ericalavallee4625 5 месяцев назад

Amen

@debbutcher5827 5 месяцев назад

Al, This is not crazy at all, please reach out to a therapist and explain your anxiety, Just talking it out with family and friends isn't the same. There are many things they can teach you to calm yourself without medications if that's a problem. I have been there, take care of your health, we all can wait. Love both of your Channels and your family content.

@bobdees6428 5 месяцев назад

Al , is Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior ? I ask because I have met many people who have your issues/ anxiety and as they grew closer to the Lord their issues/anxiety became less and less, and in some cases completely gone. John 3;16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have every lasting life. True peace is found only in Jesus Christ !!!

@sindiesigmon55 5 месяцев назад

I have to agree...spending time in God's word helps my anxiety a lot.

@crackednut78 5 месяцев назад

I want to thank you for your courage to speak out on your anxiety and depression. So many people suffer silently with it, especially men. I honestly believe that talking about it not only lightens your burden but may also help someone else not feel so alone. Shout out to your wife for having your back!❤

@tracieokeefe1348 2 месяца назад

I had 3 full-blown panic attacks in 1 week, 3 trips to the ER. You are so not alone. I've been taking maintenance medication for quite a few years. I'm glad you feel safe here to share. We sure do appreciate you. Stay safe, share your feelings, and seek therapy if needed. You are a terrific human! ❤ to you and your family

@Masheeable 3 месяца назад

Lego model FTW. We abandon the things that are fun as we grow up for absolutely no valid reason. Get some more of that good stuff in ya!

@teresasmith4028 5 месяцев назад

COVERING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY IN PRAYER!!! Thank you for sharing your journey with anxiety. You got this Al!!!!! Never, never give up!!!!

@kimb5693 5 месяцев назад

Amen!

@roodgamma7987 5 месяцев назад

Amen

@dfoot636 5 месяцев назад

BEAUTIFUL COMMENT Covering them in prayer!!!!!!!!!!!!

@kimdimasi3092 5 месяцев назад

I agree!! Covering you and your family in prayer that this worry goes away and never returns. God Bless you!!!

@nymbusDeveloper86 2 месяца назад

Agree, God bless him, he is doing an amazing work helping people out.

@jessetippett2967 5 месяцев назад

As a fellow anxiety/depression sufferer.... And self proclaimed most private person in the world..... I really appreciate your candidness in speaking about this. Keep your head up and take care of yourself.

@karenryan3496 Месяц назад

Oh my goodness! You sound exactly like my 25 yr old daughter! She has been going through extreme anxiety attacks for almost a year and a half. It got worse in December. She got married to a wonderful man. Was feeling somewhat better then had a miscarriage! Absolutely threw her for a loop! She is just now crawling out of that hole. We have been praying and praying for God to raise her up. We’re getting there. I’m going to be praying for you! You always make me smile and I love your spirit! If you need someone to talk to you can talk to this old mommy! I have a good ear! You take care and I’ll be listening out for you!

@douglascorrigan1478 3 месяца назад

Al please remember you ae never alone in life, there is an ear, a shoulder a caring friend and or family member ready to help. As you know if things are really hard then know there is help both from friends and professional support close! People care about YOU!

@candybell3214 5 месяцев назад

As an elderly person that lives alone after losing my husband, I can tell you that depression is very real and not easy to get through. Find things that interest you....think I might try Leggos. Stay strong and keep people in your life . I have missed you and am sending prayers and positive thoughts for you and your family.

@francisoconner3596 5 месяцев назад

Candybell3214, I have had over 100 plus surgeries and procedures since birth. There is only one way to stop depression which is stop keeping God out of one’s life. If one asks God to help you by praying to God, by reading the greatest love letter to humanity the Sacred Scriptures the Holy Bible and ask God to forgive one of our sinfulness. I promise you that ones depression or any of problem God can and will fix if one Loves God as much as he loves us. You’re problem or illness my not go away but God will give one the tools to make you happy, joyful and at peace inside one’s soul, body and mind. Satan does want any of us to rely upon God for everlasting happiness, joy and peace. God loves us so much that he wants all of us to be in Heaven with him for all eternity. But if we follow the world and Satan our happiness, joy or peace will be very brief. If one forgoes the world and realize on God alone the joy, peace and happiness will shine upon us with God’s graces and blessings. Again, completes the Three Pillars the God asks us to do daily which are prayer, Penance by (obeying his 10 Commandments ) disobedience to God’s Word and will and study and know the Catholic Faith which is the only Universal Truth that Jesus Christ founded and set forth through his Apostles JohnTheBaptist.us

@vladbrad1389 5 месяцев назад

Those are nice words of inspiration

@Marc_Gagne 5 месяцев назад

For myself I'd prefer a Mechano Set. If left outdoors it'll rust and disappear.

@johnnytryhardgaming5209 4 месяца назад

💖

@user-ng4rj6ec9k 4 месяца назад

I enjoyed Lego’s. I really got into log cabin toy. My grandson would build towns and he had a train station, matchbox cars. IT WAS FUN! I was in my early 60s. What fun to be a grandmother.

@1dbrook 5 месяцев назад

Don't feel pressured to air every detail of your struggles, Al. We are standing with you in your battles with our thoughts and prayers. Your fans want to know as much as you're willing to share about your life because they care, but some things are private and no one else's business but yours and your family's. Pray for wisdom. The Lord will show you His pathway to your healing of body, soul and spirit. You're loved!

@patriciashumate9974 5 месяцев назад

Al we love you , we are praying for you and your family be safe and please get a full yearly check up by you doing this it in courage's all us the people you have helped all these years . Take time for yourself and your family first God loves you just Rest I understand Rem😅.ber there are always underlying conditions hidden. Please Take care of yourself. 😮You have helped me get through all of my health challenges. God Loves you ♥️🙏🙏🙏❤

@bigsonslawncare 5 месяцев назад

✔️💯👏🏾

@texasnatv 5 месяцев назад

@1dbrook very well said. 💯% agree!

@smilinacha 5 месяцев назад

Echo @1dbrook ‘s comment. Praying for your recovery and strengthening of your marriage bond. Praying extra grace upon your dear bride these times are very hard on them as well on a number of levels.

@marlenehod 3 месяца назад

You are the sweetest, most precious man Al. Get better soon, and we miss your yard videos and to hear who you are going to bless next. One thing I noticed is that you do not have much fat on your body. One doctor that examined Bruce Lee, martial artist, said he died from lake of fat and too much exercise. Eat more butter and healthy fats and increase "complex" carbohydrates, as in broccoli, and other cruciferous vegetables. That is what my dietician says.

@bocaron4571 Месяц назад

Anxiety disorders are crippling, Vertigo is also something I suffer with, the dizziness off balance feeling, is scary all in itself. Which is something you may have gone through by the way you explained it. I try to help people with their Anxiety because I've been going through it for so long ,since I was 15 I'm 59 now lol. You will bounce back from this son I assure you.

@ChelbySe 5 месяцев назад

Dear Al, anxiety can be absolutely brutal. For those who haven't experienced it, it's so hard to describe. You are not alone, and you are dearly loved. Keep breathing and taking one day at a time. You're doing all the right things. May the love and kindness that you send out come back to you tenfold as you find your way through this challenge. ❤

@frankdotyjr 5 месяцев назад

Hi Al !! You're doing more for the world by doing THIS vlog than you may know. Mental Health is a REAL issue and needs to be brought to the surface of our conversations!! Thank YOU for your bravery and commitment in your life to Pay It Forward. Without people like YOU, we would be a far worse place. In the meantime, do NOT be afraid of seeking help and sharing here for the world to see a brave man face his issues head-on!! Peace Brother!! 😎👍✌

@valeriejohnson2367 5 месяцев назад

So glad you opened up about your health and emotions……it’s a wonderful way to feel better by discussing what your feeling……. Like going to a therapist with no bill………❤

@elainemywords6799 5 месяцев назад

Maybe also, this was what had to be done to bring more awareness to mental issues/challenges that not many are taking seriously. He should document the whole process to get a book in the making to help others overcome this disease because that is what it is. Our leaders also need to provide more help to those suffering. It is a hard fight. I see my loved one struggle every day.

@carleenspada2293 3 месяца назад

@frankdotyjr, You not only said a mouthful, but you said it spot on. YES ! YES !! You’re 100% right in all that you said ! My sentiments are that I wouldn’t change a word of what you just conveyed .... I couldn’t have said it better than that ! 👍 💔🙏🇺🇸

@terrymarshall424 2 месяца назад

Al, everything you said made so much sense to me and you're not crazy. Anxiety, grief, depression are all real feelings and can hit us when we least expect it, and it will leave you unmotivated to do anything. I can also relate to the needles thing. By now, I have had enough needles with blood work, etc., and I don't mind it as much, BUT, there is still no way that I can look at my injection site when the nurse is giving me a shot or taking blood draws. Sometimes I have a hard time turning bad thoughts off in my hard until I remember to ask the Lord to please take these thoughts away, and He does. So glad you shared this very sensitive and hard video. You have touched so many people, and I am glad that you are ready to get back on your mower and continue your good work. Bless you. Just a P.S., I am having my blood work drawn tomorrow...

@realsweett05 3 месяца назад

Thank you for being so organic and raw with us! I will definitely add you and your family in my family’s prayers! God Bless!

@carolmerrill6241 5 месяцев назад

You are not alone, my friend. Anxiety kicks but with no warning. A lot of us are going through similar anxiety and stress. We stand behind you 100%. Keep fighting it man.

@cindywilliams9537 5 месяцев назад

Your physical and metal health are what is important.. glad you see you

@angel-astanfield7939 5 месяцев назад

Never underestimate anxiety and panic attacks. Generalized Anxiety Disorder is a lot more debilitating than we give credit. Good for you Al. Dark nights of the soul are not easy to get out of. Thank you for your honesty and courage. Much love to you and your family. ❤❤❤❤❤

@sheilagroleau2720 2 месяца назад

Don’t be afraid of seeking therapy. We want you to be your best self. You have been missed, but your health comes first. *We all get sucked into garbage on the internet.

@cindynelson5908 3 месяца назад

I’m so glad you are feeling better! u are heaven sent to so many! Good bless!

@seanslawns 5 месяцев назад

As a recovering drug addict who suffers from anxiety and depression who also mows yards for a living...I can totally relate to this, thanks for sharing AL

@paullyrenee 5 месяцев назад

Congratulations on your sobriety. Prayers for continued peace.

@roxiegs348 5 месяцев назад

I’m proud of you for being so vulnerable. Anxiety and depression are real and can affect you physically. Praying for you.

@tshaw2856 2 месяца назад

This is a great step in telling your story. There is a huge stigma around anxiety/depression and men. We aren’t allowed to have anxiety in this world we live in. If we do we are weak, soft, snowflakes, but the reality is that coming through it proves just the opposite. We are strong, strong enough to get through it and still be here!!!!

@AngelusCraft 2 месяца назад

Al, your videos soothe me. The noise and the final results makes me calm and content. I’m happy you’re doing better. Never be embarrassed to be “normal”, we all go through things and it helps to talk about them.😊💜

@drmom1443 5 месяцев назад

Al, Depression can keep you from doing all the things we used to love to do. I have had depression and anxiety my entire life, and I know what a struggle it is. Therapy helps if you find a good therapist that you click with. Be kind to yourself, Al, above all. You mean so much to your family and your community. Take time for yourself whenever you can. We will be here when you're ready. ❤

@BigTunaCrypto 5 месяцев назад

AL it's Tuna...Bro I live in Indiana. I'm a RU-vidr. I like to bust out the DEER on local yards too....but what you do is God's work brother. Not only do people love watching you work hard and help others...People like how humble you are. Glad to see you back at it. Never give up! You are an inspiration to others!

@JoostUeffingca 3 месяца назад

The discovery you're a LEGO fan just got you a lifetime subscriber

@walthereboessen4417 Месяц назад

i find it really brave of you to talk about this. most people wouldnt do that. I hope you get well soon and know that we all love and support you!!

@dontcomply2war 5 месяцев назад

It takes a real man to be so transparent with health concerns! I'm glad you and your daughter are better! Hat's off to a great wife to help you through it! We love you Al! ❤

@melissakirk9033 5 месяцев назад

I suffered from anxiety so much that I had to force myself just to go to the grocery store. I know some people don't believe in the Lord but I do and he told me that the devil was trying to steal my joy. It wasn't an audible voice it was just something that popped in my head and I know it was the Lord. It changed my out look and I hardly ever have anxiety attacks anymore. I pray a lot and the more I pray for others the smaller my problems seem. I'm so glad you're doing better not just for you but also for your beautiful family. May God bless and keep you always..

@jeffcole1914 5 месяцев назад

I agree Jesus Christ is the the way the truth and the life. Anxiety can become a mountain of phobias obsessions etc. But there’s a way out. Fist is moving through it you can’t stop just keep moving

@caroldoyel1487 Месяц назад

Oh I'm so proud of you! Talking about depression and anxiety is very difficult and for you to get on here and talk about it speaks volumes and makes me want to send you hugs and I am going to keep you in my prayers! I always found that going to the stables and petting horses helped me. And we ARE your friends and we are here for you! I just happened by your channel when I watched you and other guys working with SB mowing and I'm glad I did! Take care and God bless

@leahhoffman2528 2 месяца назад

Al, I know you have been a big blessing to another of people! I have felt a lot of depression myself and one thing that encourages me is 2 Corinthians 12:9 "My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in weakness". I pray that you will allow God to replace your weaknesses with His strength and replace your fears with His peace that passes all understanding! I will lift you up in prayer! ❤

@andrewadams7864 5 месяцев назад

3 years ago I had a minor stroke. Then 2 months later my heart started racing with afib after testing positive with Covid. I was in the exact place you found yourself. Afraid to be alone and wanting to stay home. A year later I found you on RU-vid. And since I love mowing, I totally enjoyed your videos. I watch your videos all the time now. It helped me thru my weird feelings I have in my head on occasions. The videos calm me down and I get my mind off of feeling weird. Thank you for sharing and I hope you get back to 100%. Life is full of curveballs. Adjust and make positive changes.

@tsgrandma9837 5 месяцев назад

You are not alone. This happens to so many people every day. You are stronger than you think. The fact that you shared all of what you have been experiencing and going through proves that. It's not easy to admit to yourself that anxiety has taken over your life, much less make a video admitting it to thousands of people. You absolutely rock! You are an inspiration and are to be admired and looked up to. So strong....Thank you.

@dollyburton9205 3 месяца назад

Praying for you to get better, take care of yourself❤️ You are such an inspiration to all of us ❣️

@dawnsitkowski7703 Месяц назад

Thank you for bringing light and acceptance to all mental health issues. The best to you.

@gypsy4136 5 месяцев назад

I understand you 100%. I've been hospitalized twice. Do NOT feel, weird, off, embarrassed, etc for being human. My husband has debilitating anxiety and has agoraphobia. He can only leave the house if I'm with him. Opening up and talking helps! No! Not bored with you talking. Kudos to the Lego set! My hubby builds model cars. Sending you so much love and lots of hugs! Blessings for peace of mind and healing. ❤

@ShawnieS-so5mb 5 месяцев назад

Praise God! Keep declaring that God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of love, power and a sound mind. Declare this whenever the enemy attacks you with worry, anxiety or fear. So glad your family and you are well. Thank you for the work you do!God bless you and your family.

@janet5820 4 месяца назад

Lovely comment 🥰

@nomaddaemon3967 Месяц назад

I'm 56 years old and I struggle with anxiety, depression and schizoeffective disorder most my life and I get what you are saying. I get to where I fear leaving the house and will isolate for months sometimes. I manage my symptoms with antidepressants and antipsychotics and have been doing well again for about a year. It's so important to keep busy and have things to do and look forward to, at least for me. I'm am happy you are doing better. Don't beat yourself up. Embrace your whole self as even our "faults" make us who we are. You are a positive, bright individual with a beautiful family. And I believe you are correct. These trials you are going through are for a reason and will make you a stronger, even more compassionate person. These videos you post explaining your situation can be great therapy too - not just for you but the people who watch them. I hope it helps and you continue doing your thing. Thanks for being you, bro! D 🎶

@lorrainehill-stevens6968 5 месяцев назад

For me, my depression and anxiety is a daily struggle. Believe it or not, watching your videos and Midwest Magic Cleaner has helped me to get out of my head and do things. Watching others pay it forward is wonderful in helping me think of things I can do. It’s a slow process but it’s working. I hope that you too can find what works for you. It sucks being stuck in your head. You’re not alone, please know that. I wish you the best! Btw, Mack from Midwest Magic Cleaning Loves your channel!! He has mentioned you a couple times.

@joannsomers2406 5 месяцев назад

Me too, for both channnels.

@marilynlegg311 5 месяцев назад

Midwest Magic Cleaning channel is one of my favorites. So much empathy for struggling people, whether mentally or physically. And he does recommend Al’s channel. 👍

@CrazyCatLady1968 5 месяцев назад

Midwest Magic Cleaning got me up & moving one day when I was just sure I couldn’t do anything. You guys help so much more than just what you’re doing in your videos. Anxiety is a real beast, but being brave like this takes away its shadows to hide in ❤

@user-lg6pw4hs6g 5 месяцев назад

Al, I appreciate how much willpower it took for you to make this video, to share your struggles. So many of your viewers can certainly relate to what you are experiencing. When I went into that rabbit hole I almost didn't make it back. May I please share with you some instructions my doctor gave me. Simply when you notice your mind is dwelling on negative thoughts, immediately turn them around and recall something that made you laugh, that made you happy. During challenging moments, deep breathe and blow out slowly. Most importantly, hold your loved one close, they are hurting with you. We love you, Al. Take care and we'll see you soon.

@lindavenport9788 5 месяцев назад

Friend Al, cause of your job exposures good to get blood work done. Maybe a simple fix to deficiencies - being proactive about your health is a start. Do let us know. We (I) think you're wonderful & luv the insights you have. Hugs, & healing energy being sent to you.✨✨

@MrsDonnaE 5 месяцев назад

Same… I’m still surprised I survived! ❤❤❤ This is what helped me with major panic attacks, hope it works for someone who needs it… When it’s getting worse than you are prepared for: Name 5 things you can SEE Name 5 things you can HEAR Name 5 things you can TOUCH Name 5 things you can SMELL Name 5 things you can TASTE I have Complex PTSD, and because of issues with insurance etc., can’t find a Dr in my area. So I’m unmedicated and struggling hard. The first time I tried the technique, it worked so well that I just cried a River… it has never failed. Even during catastrophic accidents. Praying for everyone battling to stay here…❤❤❤

@Judy-pw3pq 5 месяцев назад

Praying for you Al. It takes a lot of strength to open up like that. You are an awesome man and praying for God’s strength and covering. ❤

@mmahan5820 13 дней назад

Al You are the OG of yard service - like the first guy doing this stuff for FREE!!! NOW you have copy cats everywhere. Gotta stay busy and in the fight. The mind is the most powerful thing in the world - it can give you the highest high or the lowest low. Stay strong!

@denisemassari4412 2 месяца назад

Welcome back !!! Sending prayers your way

@jr-mynext50years41 5 месяцев назад

Anxiety can be mild to extremely debilitating. It’s real.

@Gneevah 5 месяцев назад

Depression has no reason to take us over, it just happens. So me 68 now and have had all the symptoms that you talk about off and on all my life. I’m 37 years sober and it didn’t fix depression, oh well, we just put one foot in front of the other. I love you more for being so human, not perfect. Your mowing videos have been such a wonderful thing to watch, you’re just naturally a good person, don’t forget that. Love Grandma Gneevah😊

@AllisonWCone 3 месяца назад

Al, you are awesome, dude! I feel you. I see you. You are doing all the right stuff. Keep plugging away and working on whatever you need to do to feel better. 😊 Thank you for sharing yourself with us. I have so much respect for you. You are loved and appreciated. ❤

@VirginiaLucero-kl2pf 3 месяца назад

Al, you are such a good man!! I ask you to be kind to Yourself!!!! You inspire me with each and every video that I can look at! (I am hooked on your Awesomely Good Work!!!) YOU KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND PLEASE TAKE CARE OF AL!!! I am glad you’re back because your Transparency and love is so Awesome !!! When you do your closing remarks (which I love Both the Beginning and closing remarks!) Can you please tell us HOW long you spent Doing the Awesome Job that you do? Oh And if someone were to Pay for What you do do How much Would It Cost??? My 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 for you Always! Thank you for Sharing the Test Results!!! Your Family is so Precious and Beautiful just like you! Keep ❤️ alive!

@sunila32 5 месяцев назад

It takes a brave person to speak about how one is feeling, especially when you find yourself in a difficult position and going through a tough time so well done and feel privileged that you are willing to share this with us. Over the past few years, I have been through something similar and it's only in the past year or so that things have started to improve. Hats off to you for your desire and efforts to do something about it.

@aqua.scape69 5 месяцев назад

Hang in there brother. I went through a battle with depression and anxiety for a few years. I finally decided to go to the doctor and get checked out. My blood work came back good. The Dr put me on medication for my anxiety. It changed my life and now I’m 100% better. Thanks for sharing man. God Bless you and your family. You and your daughter are both in my prayers. Love ya brother. 🙌🙌

@KSM295. 5 месяцев назад

Do you mind me asking what medication you are taking? My 25 year old sun is suffering from anxiety and panic attacks. He has a dr appointment but not until February

@karenkuhr5698 5 месяцев назад

When I finally went to the dr for my terrible anxiety, I was afraid to take the 1st anti-anxiety pill...don't ask me why; but anyway, after I felt the relief after the first dose, I cried so hard with relief.

@winnbev10 5 месяцев назад

@@KSM295.my son is on fluoxetine at a low dose. I’m on sertraline for anxiety and that helped me get the anxiety at a manageable level

@julieallen8627 2 месяца назад

I love the fact that you're sharing a bit of what you're going through. I went through a bad anxiety time that I was in the same boat you were. I decided coloring was the best thing for me mental health is so important I love that you helped so many people, but you have to make sure that you get back on Track period Therapy really helped for me And it's nothing two be ashamed about please hang in there because you will get through the other side

@Slumdankin1123 2 месяца назад

I've never heard of Al blades before today but this video helped me. From 2014-2019 I had successful custom cabinet and woodworking business and then the stress got to me and I stopped in 2019. For the past 5 years I've been in my house barely leaving dealing with anxiety and I haven't been able to build anything since. I have a shop full of machines and some as old as 1940s as I love vintage machinery but I haven't been able to force myself to get out there and build. I'm hoping I can pull myself out of it. Thanks AL Bladez! I wish you the best!

@musicgirl8004 5 месяцев назад

Please take the time to listen to what YOU need and then DO it. Everyone has a limit and sometimes it sneaks up on you and smacks you in the head. This does not mean that you have something broken inside...it means you are human! You are such a lovely giving person Al. Give yourself grace and forgiveness. Big hugs and much love going to you bud.

@lyndawerner2188 5 месяцев назад

Anxiety and depression are BEASTS and they look different for everyone. I'm glad to hear you're doing what you need to take care of yourself. You don't owe anyone any explanations, but sharing your story definitely helps other people. xoxo

@dianehillman7808 5 месяцев назад

Definitely!

@kemsgirl1964 5 месяцев назад

Perfectly said.

@coylissfountano7554 2 месяца назад

So glad to see you are doing better! Thank you for sharing this portion of your life with us. I came from the main channel and will subscribe now to this one. I have been a RN for over 30 years and believe me, anxiety is a real thing. I too suffer from it, and it can look different with every episode. Don’t be so hard on yourself. I use your cutting videos as my ASMR because they are soothing for me! I can’t cut my yard anymore because I am suffering with long Covid and now on oxygen, and am no longer working. You’re videos make me smile because I know in the end, everything will look soooo good and the anticipation is like waiting for Christmas 😂 I still maintain my plants and rake a bit, but bravo to you for recognizing it and disconnecting when you need to. There is nothing wrong with that. One thing I would suggest. Turn off the phone, computer, TV and everything else when you do your relaxation like legos and use that time to Re center yourself. God bless you and your family and I will keep y’all lifted up in prayer!

@RussOniPhone 5 дней назад

You sound like a kind person I learned from watching some guys cutting lawns and got hooked on it, you look very young, get your health in order, maybe in your mind no worries I’m 70 years old and I know it will get better for you.

@brendalonergan5111 5 месяцев назад

So many of us overthink everything, Al. We can't help it. I certainly understand. You are not alone in this, Al. Our minds can be our worst enemies😢 My adult son does Lego to relax. It's wonderful.

@diannaloveshenry 5 месяцев назад

Your sensitivity makes you a great human being! A lot if people mistake kindness for weakness. Strong intelligent people show their sensitivity. You sharing your raw feelings inspires me and I'm sure your entire audience! Your baby girl's safety must have had a lot to do with your feelings. Thank you for sharing your true grit, Al!

@donnamclaughlin9215 2 месяца назад

I feel the same because I had a couple of bad experiences with blood work in the far past. So now I have to go routinely for my sugar and I tell myself that I have been successful in the recent past and can be successful today. I also drink a lot of water before I go and I often hold the cold bottle of water. It helps to talk to myself that I can do it. I also believe in prayer and say my prayers as I visualize having successful bloodwork. You are not alone. I have had a lot of stress in the recent years and it caught up to me too. You are not alone. You know you have blessings from God as you said but it can happen to anyone and it is difficult but you faced your fears and I am proud of you!!!!!!!!! You have been called to give others hope and may I give you hope! Take care

@surgio154 19 дней назад

Al , you need to wear a dust mask while working , and start taking chelated magnesium before you go to bed at night , it will help you sleep better and will help with you anxiety

@laurastevenson2785 5 месяцев назад

Al, let me tell you why I started following you for a very long time. 1. Is because I love the way you are gracefully so happy helping someone or just anyone that needs it. 2. I love your beautiful attitude which is always the same and even when someone stole from you, you didn’t show how upset you were but continue to help someone in need of your help. This is what you called graceful Blessings. I have to admit that I was so sad that there was something medical going on with you, and that you didn’t want to share. I am so happy about your test results and is looking forward to following and continuing to pray for you and family. I love you Al. God Bless Love’s 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

@margaretmcnarry4298 5 месяцев назад

Rumination (dwelling on things, overthinking) is not fun. I’ve dealt with depression/PTSD for the last 50 years, and can empathize with you. Thank you for sharing. You are pulling back the curtains on mental health issues, and that is a difficult yet very important action on your part. Thank you for doing this.

@dianehillman7808 5 месяцев назад

I agree 100%! ❤

@audreym3777 3 месяца назад

“If I didn’t make myself get out of this situation I’d still be in it”--quote of the century.

@chrissmith4745 2 месяца назад

From suffering with a severe brain injury, ptsd and many more illnesses I find putting together technic lego is not only pleasing but very therapeutic, sending ❤ and my thoughts are with you x

@Sparrowdeplume 5 месяцев назад

Love your work Al. ❤ I’m an EAP clinician and I see hundreds of people in the clinic with anxiety, including health anxiety. I’m so stoked for you that you’ve found a way through to do something about it. It’s so important to get your health checked out and attend to what is needed. Do everything you can to calm down your autonomic nervous system and set yourself up with a green prescription of good food, sleep, nutrition, exercise and someone to talk to everyday about how you’re feeling. It will help. You’ve got this Al, you’ll get through it. You’re already helping people by sharing your lived experiences about anxiety to inspire others to do something about their anxiety too. ❤

@susanswift7363 5 месяцев назад

Thank you for sharing. Sometimes our guardians, guides and ministering angels give us many signs that we need a time out. I am curious about your age, as I believe 28 is the first year of true adult life, and ages 26-29 are the toughest self examination years. Also, you are obviously a very sensitive being and full of compassion for others; finding the compassion for ourselves, and self love is a lifetime work. When difficult thoughts take up too much time and FEAR (False Evidence Appearing Real) decreases our sense of well being, keeping your hands busy is the wisest thing you can do. Games, puzzles, and I love watching Lego Masters. As you engage in a reset, I can see you fine tuning what is right for you, as an individual. Be well and have a prosperous and abundant 2024.

@stepheng.5623 5 месяцев назад

So well said Sparrow! Your advice is excellent! Isn't Al a awesome guy? Strong yet but vulnerable. Prayers your way brother. Keep up the great work! 💙🙏

@jeanclausen7367 5 месяцев назад

Take Care!

@evelynpickwick9822 5 месяцев назад

We’re here for you Al. You are not alone. You’ve been missed. By sharing your struggles, you’ve helped so many. ❤

@cucklebur8604 Месяц назад

GOD BLESS YOU & MUCH LOVE!!! THANK YOU FOR LETTING US KNOW & YES YOU WERE MEANT TO GO THROUGH THIS!!! CONTINUED PRAYERS & YOU ARE SUCH A STRONG MAN!!! BEING ABLE TO VOICE THIS IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!!! HERE FOR YOU!!! 🙏❤️🙏

@jessicalea1064 2 месяца назад

I’ve been doing exactly what you’re talking about and nothing about it is easy or pleasant to go through but your break hurry and talking about it inspire me so thank you

@darlenemartin7613 5 месяцев назад

I have a phobia with needles so I totally get it. Stress and fears can wreck havoc with the mind. There is no shame with going through the process as you are. Thank you for being vulnerable and transparent with your subscribers. Take care of yourself, Al. 🙏🏽❤️

@lolaottinger3038 5 месяцев назад

Two of my grandchildren have difficulty with the thought that their doctors visit may include needles. I have zero problems with them, I once had to have a skin cancer removed from my leg, the nurse was going to have me lie down, I told her no, I wanted to watch and the doctor said I could. Also no matter how gross something looked or smelled I didn’t gag. Well the no gag thing is gone. I can gag at almost everything now, but needles still don’t bother me, and I have a suggestion Al, I have seen you get stung by many bees, I’ve seen you pick up a snake….that is something I’ll never ever do in my lifetime, but as far as needles and bees, try and think to yourself that if you can handle a bee sting which is actually going to hurt really badly, that you can handle a small stick of a needle which will only last a very few seconds. I’m a diabetic, my doctor had me on Ozempic for awhile, I didn’t like the side effects and went off it pretty quickly, but I have to say that the needle on that syringe was the smallest I’ve ever seen and I didn’t see how there could possibly be a channel inside it to carry the medication, but there was. Too bad every needle isn’t that small. I’m guessing the needles diameter was a fourth the size of an eyelash! Doctors should start requesting those! All this being said, I’m glad to hear that you’re doing better, the family is doing good and your daughter is well! 🙏🏻

@marshalllaw123 5 месяцев назад

Brother depression is no joke; it can be utterly debilitating at times, and I can definitely relate! I’ll tell you that talking to a psychiatrist about it can be incredibly helpful, and there are meds that can make life WAY easier to deal with. Try to keep an open mind, and stay positive. We’re all here to support you!

@kimhollenbeck1308 8 дней назад

Nice to see you again Al Bladez on you tube,it will be nice to see you mowing lawns and making the yards beautiful

@KVille65 Месяц назад

I'm happy you are working it thru-btw your home is absolutely beautiful!

@RustyShackleford97 5 месяцев назад

Health over views brother ❤. We're the Bladez fam and we're here for you no matter what you can talk all you need to we're here to listen and maybe not all of us can relate but just talking and having positive feedback helps wonders. I don't really want to say it but I'm at my all time low as well homeless living in a shelter with my wife and 3 kids so much depression and anxiety but I can't give up I keep pushing and here this year I'm making a huge risk to move out of Chattanooga TN to Florida. My sincerest Blessings to you and your family.

@sharyncarew7939 5 месяцев назад

May the road rise to meet you.......

@tinkatude77 5 месяцев назад

As a phlebotomist who's been drawing patients blood work for the past 30 years. I've come across some patients who are nervous, scared & faint. I've learned to talk to them about other things that's happening. It's my way of distracting them. Some still feel weird but most make it through. I don't like having my blood drawn coz I don't have good veins. I'm glad you finally got it done. It's our river of life. It says alot of what's going on with us. Thank you for sharing. You are a blessing to many folks. I pray for good health and healing in your body in Jesus name ☝🏽❤️🙏🏽

@sundoesshine8583 4 месяца назад

Being one of those patients, yes, it helps and thank you!

@marilynbender7257 3 месяца назад

I am a phlebotomist myself AND terrified of needles when they come my way, and im really good at what i do. my coworkers dont understand, but..... my heart goes to him. I hope he can get through this. I love his videos.

@ilacallya324 3 месяца назад

If you're sticking people with needles .. you really thing you have the right to say the Lord's name?

@tinkatude77 3 месяца назад

@@ilacallya324I sure do! I am His child & He gave me the gift of empathy for those who are afraid of it. As a person who got stuck repeatedly bc they "couldn't find my vein" I thank him very time I get a hard stick & succeed! I also don't like when parents use me as a punishment " If you don't behave I'm gonna have her "poke you with the needle'. That's were trauma comes from! So yes, I thank Jesus everyday & blessings to you also. ☝🏽🤙🏽🙏🏽

@sharondavis1665 3 месяца назад

There's nothing to a needle stick I kid and say it's a really small hole

@carolfox7642 2 месяца назад

U do so much for so many people, It’s amazing how “anxiety “ can affect u physically. The ironic thing is, I watch your videos to help my anxiety. There is something so calming and rewarding to relax and watch u make magic. We have your back and are praying for your complete recovery. Slow down and enjoy life.❤

@quetee53 6 дней назад

I have only recently started watching your videos. I think what you do is awesome. I'm 55 and my yard is really bad. I don't have any lawn equipment and I'm in between jobs, so I can't afford to have anyone do it. You are an awesome person for doing this for people and I wish you well!

@LibertyBelleLyric 5 месяцев назад

Hi Al, I'm Amanda. What I want to say is that you have blessed so many people with your giving and you have been a bright spot in a lot of lives. Your actions are not just noticed in the physical but also spiritually. When you do good and cause others to do good that's when the dark forces of evil try to take you off of your game. If you know Jesus, remember to invoke his name and rebuke the anxiety. Matthew 6:25-33; Luke 12:22-31

@MalteseMafia 5 месяцев назад

Amen 🙏

@kellyq8132 5 месяцев назад

Hi AL I'm not one to comment on videos but I felt compelled to let know that you have taken the first steps in dealing with your anxiety. I have witnessed this with one of my sons who has had depression and anxiety for 11 years . He now has a family and is doing much better. Talking with friends and family helps, but sometimes professional support is needed to get over the hurdles. Don't be embarrassed ❤ We all need love and acceptance. You are truly a beautiful soul. God bless you , your amazing wife and family . 😊 you got this

@lilliannemec2893 3 месяца назад

I have watched you on RU-vid and enjoyed how you share your kindness by self-sacrificing your time and energy to make the world look nicer. Watching this today made me subscribe. My dear husband is Bi-polar and has suffered many times in the 34 years we've been together, and he's able to get out and volunteer himself and enjoy his favorite pastime, fishing, today. Whatever your test reveals, don't neglect your mental health! That dark cloud you described is depression and all the other issues that plagued you are some of the side effects of depression. I'm glad you took the time away from work life to take care of your "life"!

@user-fk7ib4nz6s 3 месяца назад

Your not alone buddy!! It helps to talk about it🙏 I will wait as long as you need....but can't wait till you feel better🙏🥰 everything's going to be all right 🥰

@rachelbee7921 5 месяцев назад

So relieved to know you're okay, Al. When you become overwhelmed with anxiety, remember that God can lift that weight, if you'll only ask Him to. Praying for your continued mental clarity. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️

@Scratchin2themoon 5 месяцев назад

🙏🏽 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽Amen!!

@Berta535 5 месяцев назад

It’s ok brother, many of us have been there. Nice to see your face again. Take care of yourself. I’m sure you are helping many people for just telling them about your experience. Anxiety can be debilitating. You are loved Al. Glad that you made the video. Take care, you are missed and loved big time. Hugs, Gods peace be with you brother. Call you the Lego master….bye

@cwpowell9453 5 месяцев назад

❤I can't say it any better than @robertatows❤ we knew something was up and I'm sure many have prayed for you and your family. Yes you are loved ❤

@SAChrisBeta 14 дней назад

I appreciate you making this video, especially cause i didnt know it was gonna lead me to your anxiety journey which I am currently trying to get out of as well. Its been almost 4 months for me and im better - but still trying to climb out of the hole i dug myself in. This unexpected video made me relate hard and even believe in the notion that what's meant for us to come across and go through (like this video, like our anxiety) is really meant for us for a grander plan. Call it seredipitous, call it kindred spirits, but its dope to know youre not alone. I appreciate you champ!

@lifewithalbladez 13 дней назад

Keep climbing forsure!! Time heals all wounds... so crazy how far ive come from this specific video, I was in the trenches but much much better now. still not 100% but much better and you'll get through it , just got to work through it!! u got this!!!

@bettywhitley8458 2 месяца назад

Thanks for letting us know you’re okay. It takes a special person to do what you do. You help so many people! I love watching your videos. We all love you 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 we’re glad you’re back❤❤❤

@mackattack701 5 месяцев назад

Al, I also battle anxiety and have been on medication for 20 years (it has helped). You aren't alone. I'm proud of you for getting up and getting the help you need. ❤

@wendybarefoot5838 5 месяцев назад

Al, you are not alone. Ive been struggling for over a year with this very thing and people dont understand that it can be almost crippling. It can feel impossible to pull yourself out of, but weekly therapy has helped some. Thanks for sharing this part of your struggle. It helps many of us feel like we are not going through this alone.❤

@rickmoreland5206 3 месяца назад

Man you are an angel for the things you do for people, hope all the best for you , I have a lot of the same things happening to me and it’s hard sometimes to understand . We are living in crazy times but people doing things like you do to help people gives us all hope that God has plans for things to come . All the best to you and love and prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏

@lybeat_gang Месяц назад

I think it's truly important that you talk about this. I also know too well what you're talking about. I hope you are feeling much better, day by day. Big hug, man

@elaineeverhart7100 5 месяцев назад

Al....you and your videos have changed this world.... literally....you have made such an impact on the YT community..... anxiety is crippling...don't dismiss it...proud of you for getting that blood work ..... Dig into your faith because God is using you to reach His children....Praying for you Sir❤ and your family❤❤❤