I don't wanna do this anymore | Instrumental (Slowed + Reverb) w/Police Siren [1Hour] | 4ever3nergy 

i can never look at people the same anymore, they're the reason why i started hating people.. i been to 6 schools so far in life because my family and i have been moving a lot so i just started not making a lot of friends since then. i literally like making friends online than irl because one ex friend of mine talked behind my back in front of my whole friend group and they did nothing.. been quiet ever since then about that. Also, i'm just falling back into the same spot again, people ghost me or stop being friends with me out of no where. School is stressing me out, i lost a lot of people in my life like they just dropped me. I also wish I got to meet my aunt while growing up and getting to see my pets grow up, i hate how we live life like this that we only get to live once. People are the reason why i lost trust and love for, idc what type of person. Those deep down don't need to compare their pain to mine, most of my life is just pain honestly. i really thought i found myself after 4 years but i guess not, because i keep falling back into the same spot. My anger that i never was trained to control turned into sadness and anger and yes, i had the urge to overdose on pills and run away from home. i just can't deal with all this my whole life, i try but it doesn't work and people ask why im quiet nowadays.

This lowkey reminds me of my ex, we dated for 2 1/2 years, and about a year and 9 months into our relationship she told me she had cancer, she was with her mom and grandma, they explained everything to me, i forgot what type of cancer it was, buh it wasnt anything that i expected, she looked completely fine, but yea. One day we went to the movie theaters, and when we got back to her house, we were just talking about how our future would look etc etc, (I genuienly did see a forever with this girl) and all of a sudden she just fell bru, i was confused, i thought maybe she had just you know passsed out or something, i checked her pulse, and felt nothing, i was so scared, i called for her mom, and she called 911, she was pronounced dead at the hospital. and I never felt anything since then. i must say 1 thing, and 1 thing only "Hold the person that you love closely, if they are next to you. The person YOU TRULY love, and not just someone who will simply have sex with you. Appreciate them to the FULLEST and BEYOND, because you never know what you got, until...its gone." I still remember saying "The rest of the day was still a blur, but i remember wishing that I was dead, instead of HER."

Don’t ever delete this please

THANK YOU FOR ADDING THE SIRENS AAA

0:30 this moment is incredible

This hits hard... I've lost so many people in my life and the one I remember most was my best friend killing herself. It's been just over three years without her and I still cry every October 4th. The first time I lost someone, I was seven years old. It's been about eight years of watching my friends and family kill themselves off one by one... I don't expect it to stop ever, unfortunately, but I do know that it's going to get better. I mean... It has to.. Right? I can say for sure that it's a miracle I'm even alive right now. Thank you for this beat. Music keeps us going. You're amazing, keep doing what you're doing! You make a difference in this world!🖤🖤🖤🖤

bro the police sirens in the backround fit perfectly with this song

hits different with earphones

got me feeling some type of way, feels like someone died right behind me, and when i notice it's already to late..

X is still alive in our hearts #LLJ

This got me thinking abt my 2 best friends since birth man we were all born in the same hospital and I literally lost them at 10 years old cuz of an accidental suicide and a abusive father and im pretty sure u can guess what the abusive father did. That shit still hurts and I'm 16. They were my brothers man. Cant go a day without thinking abt them. We even talked abt living as roommates when we bought a house. All the stuff we planned to do in the future as kids was so fun. Live Long Cole and Live Long AJ. Forever my brothers.

This built up a lot of rage in me...I lost the people I love and the fact at age 7 i lost someone who gave me attention (it was a bully but he would do that for fun) and than one day he ended up in a car crash. The car crashed into some water and he was sent to the hospital but a few days passed and they announced that he passed away i found out about this one day when i was heading home on the bus. I was in ms.wilsons class 2nd grade i think when i found out. On the bus when we heard about it i was just shocked i sat there and did nothing. I didnt cry because that was the first time i lost someone... Up to now at the age of 12 i lost my grandma to cancer she had a smoking addiction and before she passed i was dating a girl named nina she was 1 age above (13) almost the same age as her than one month she just blocked me out of the blue i was heart broken but now I am dating someone new and living a better life I was heartbroken a few times but all i have to say is keep going and keep trying in life you may never know what life has to offer for you.

I always come back to this....

this helped me get over my depression

this song brings back my bad memories i had in the past and it hurt literally

this gives me memories during his death, this being played after he was shot. it hurts

i remember when i was holding onto my grandmas hand, she had cancer and fought hard for 20+ years .. just so she can spend time with me. my mom told me that she always thought of just ending it all, how depressed she would get .. but i was the light in her life. i had no idea, at all. i saw her lying on that bed, taking her last breath, her eyes were pale and she was nothing but bone. she was a walking corpse, but i thought it was normal. when i saw her.. laying there, she took the little energy she had left, held my hand, and mouthed "i love you." and i just stood there.. staring, i didnt know whether to laugh or cry.

If you guys put this on 2.0 you might like it trust me also this is honestly amazing to listen to I listen to this when I am going through some ruff times

This the best one out there thanks for this one I listen to this one when I’m in my sad thoughts

bro, this is perfect ❤️🇧🇷

This makes me cry….a lot based on wats going on in my life .

Everytime i have fucked up I listen to this and think about that I could choose an better thing

🖤

rest in peace jah$$

Ooohhh my good sir this this is the beat one 😌

The sirens with it hit different😔

This song makes me feel sad 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢

Perfect vro

I really feel like ending it all

I listened to this song every single night when I had covid,I thought it was my end.. XD....

idk how long I'm going to live but day by day I'm close to wanting to Opt myself out

Hits different when you got sh*t going on

Is he goin to be ok? *officer yes buddy he’s goin to be ok you see the star up there the one the is more shinier the others. *me yes* that’s him Rest In Peace

thank you so much my friend 💜.

we love you XXXTENTACION

This driving at night 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

I really don’t have anything going for me it just feels like everyday is the same and I can feel the emptiness of my pain in my chest I don’t have anything to show for a job, a gf, friend group, not an athlete, really not an impressive student the lack of confidence is always holding me back it just feels like I’m a ghost everywhere I go like if I disappear no one would care it’s everyday I’m currently in therapy and things just don’t click hopefully things can workout

this made me cry:)

I can't take this pain anymore..

Beautiful❤️

Thankiu🖤 bro

everybody hates me im going to die now and thank you for making this song

Helped me get my tears out

I'm so done man.😔💔

emptiness inside

Brilliant

What you hear when you survive the landing with your earphones still in but broken

love you x miss you❤

Gooo

Use headphones for better experience

𝒾𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓍𝓍𝓍😞🥺🙅‍♀️

🖤🖤

Why is it always me i always di something my parents fight every fuckin night and my so called best friend is just there for thshit we do bc shes bored and i have to keep doi6bad things to keep my mind if of what other things I've done and it has just built up soo much i just cant deal with it and the sirens hut different reminds ne if when i almost died from a car crash my pa6have made me go through surgerys bc i wasn't good enough uf i wasn't here it would be fine and im just here reading all the comments and yeah

*the boys be like : i will die for you * *i dont know why you are say this because its valid only as long as we are in relationship with you* *for girls , when are in danger they still belive in your words.....*

Idk if it's just me but I have bad memories of this siren in the back round

Why tell me why am i the one that doesn't do the right thing but the populair ones that does the same thing as me they are litterly Just whatever they want

This feels like someone so important to me just died in front of me😢💔

add some rain

sounds like u slowed the slowed version lol

X💔😭

i sing the song over tha beat, my voice is just like jahseh voice, godamn i was blessed

Can you please make this without the Sirens please

:)

This is a deep song and can you please do stan by eminem? I'm also subbing

Anyone has the original link? Not slowed one?

🎧🎧🎧🎧🎧

I lost everything

Can you please Make another one without the sirens please

i feel like passing out rn, i havent ate in 5 days lmao.

rip x my ex

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PLS CAN YOU DO IT WITH POLICE SIREN BUT THERES NO BEAT??? PLS I NEED IT

Yo aquí escuchando la música porque toda mi familia no me saludo por mi cunple :/

💔☠

:/ How to tin xxxtentation

Pov: You just woke up, you hear the music play, the car is upside down, you hear those sirens, and before that you robbed a bank and everybody died but jou survievd, but you know the cops are comming, so you run away but the police shoot you in the leg, Then silence and black infront of your eyes. You woke up again, but in the hospital.

:(