i dont love the same way anymore (if i do at all) 

I notice when she mention her old songs she drew herself more round and carefree, now what she uses with her line being rigid and spiky like how she feels, she's angry? Sad? Mad? Smad? Who knows but all i know she looks tired and numb which is relatable ❤ love the short animatic Fishy, and yes T1 winning finally🎉🎉

perfectly describes what it's like to be so open and vulnerable back then and now avoidant and closed off now lmaoo. 'a tug of war dont pull the rope i'll beg and crawl for you' the wanting to love someone but not wanting to be loved back because they *might* be able to hurt you, doing all the work yourself (even though you know it's unbalanced) just so it's not your fault when they leave because you gave them everything (except your trust) the visual representation of being rigid and sharp (harder to be held if all your edges are sharp) compared to when you were softer, and wanting to just *at least* be as desperate as back then even if it hurt you because at least it was honest. great stuff!

Omg ?? Did you write this song?? It's so peaceful yet soothing and holds so much meaning, the art just makes it better, the visuals are extraordinary!! You have real talent

as an aromantic person longing for love, this feels kinda relatable

i feel like this song sums up my entire problem with relationship it's, like, when they reciprocated i expected it to be something giggly and all but no, it was like i lost all interest, i felt all sort of terrible things since they gave me things to be pissed off about, then the relationship ended and i became so bitter and sad about it i force myself not to be desperate for love again. i feel like the song sums up that entire feeling i hope things will be better for you and thank you for a new song to loop for a long while.

"allow myself to just be desperate" hits too close to home I used to be so open about the people I was/am attached to, now I only let myself do that with one person once every few years, and I just want to find someone who understands that feeling so I can let myself show my love more openly, because I don't feel like I have that opportunity with other people I love your voice, btw, it's so beautiful! and it goes really well with the guitar in the backgroung overall, this video is amazing. thank you for giving people a place to express these kinds of feelings while sharing yours too :))

THE QUEEN HAS BLESSED US WITH HER GRACE 🗣️‼️🗣️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️

I love being being Filipino and having emotions too complicated to swallow. You're hittin all the points. Can't believe I haven't stumbled upon your channel sooner. This video is giving me all the vitamins and nutrients I need this winter. Much love and much appreciation, adore the art!!

Hi, all my aromantic friends ❤.

GAHHH - I love the emotions in this!! Its pretty sick - hope your rough times turn smooth after a while

I love your stuff. Your songs are really nice and relatable, and your drawings add to the feelings you convey in your music. Thank you for all of your songs and videos!

i hate how i relate to this

Damn, this really describes a one sided love in every way, you would first fall in love with someone and feel happy with them but slowly start getting depressed because of how you love them, you try to move on so desperately but it just wont work and you get even more sensitive when you hear their name each day and get jealous with their small interactions with women, you would get filled with anger and sadness, but you would still love them in the end.

whoa this is exactly how it feels to go from abandoment issues to attachment issues

When you mentioned aamin ako it hits hard 😭I used to be that obsessed with people but now..

This is so gooood damnn. The whole thing is sung in like one breath. Kinda sums up rage and sadness of wanting to be loved but scared to love

ive been following your work for a really long time, and seeing someone whose work has consistent themes of intimacy and feeling love for others make something about the hardships and the aftermath is extremely resonant. i love the initial roundness with the references to your old songs, the sharpness of the lines that follow, but especially that in your portrayal at the end of the video of moving on from that state you dont return to exactly the way you were before. your hair loses its spikes, but remains pointed in silhouette, and that even after experiencing change finding compassion is not impossible. my favorite line is probably the one about how you give out one chance and withdraw the first time they do something to hurt you again, that resonates a LOT. i hope you feel better soon

used to get all dizzy over those "i got a crush song" rn i dont feel anything

I relate to this a lot. I really thought I liked my current partner a lot, we planned our future at all, but a few months ago I lost all interest in being in this relationship. I feel stuck. I don’t want to hurt them by leaving because I know how much they love me (also some other reasons why it feels wrong to leave, which I won’t list because they’re personal). I know the longer I stay, the more it’ll hurt in the future. I’ll have a few more years before we’ll actually meet face-to-face, since it’s an online relationship. I’ll try to figure out a way to break things off before I’ll meet them. I just want away.

this explains exactly how i feel 😭😭 i had a really toxic relationship with a girl i really loved like about two years ago and she was so fucking mean to me and i let her hurt me because i loved her. we don’t talk anymore obviously but ever since then i’ve been in relationships and they just don’t feel right. like, i feel grossed out and tired (but the moment you do, i’ll bid you adieu) and it really sucks because i love love and i fantasize about being with someone but the moment i am i’m the most emotionally distant person you’ve ever met. i wish i could be as soft as i was back then.

Ha! I didn’t have a “before”, this has been my thought process ever since! :D (I want to fall in love how do people do it, love is confusing) Also I hope you feel better! Your songs are always so wonderful but if you feel your life has been a bit rough then I hope you feel better

I always loved listening to your small songs, and I'm relieved to find another one I can listen to at such a crucial time. A lot of things happened, and the past year has been tough. But well, it's been for everyone, hasn't it? I lost almost all my friends, and the only person who could give me daily attention and care was my girlfriend. But being alone, without anyone else but your girlfriend to believe in you, does not turn out a mentally healthy and socially adept human being. We just broke up recently. I forgot what it was like to have friends, and didn't know how to take care of my best friend over time. She will forever reside in my heart, and though I've found the words to finally express my desperation to hold her beyond the anger, she's gone. Thank you for reminding me of the many ways I can feel love for her, even in tragedy.

hi !! you might never read this, but this song saved my life. december last year was a ROUGH time for me, i really thought that i wouldn't get through that period of my life. it's march now, and look whos still here ??? but really, thank you so much for your lovely music and art. this song specifically came out at the perfect time and it carries the perfect message. i've always looked over past relationships of any kind with a sense of resentment, the way i used to love, i was so open and genuine, and i felt as though i could never feel that way again. this song perfectly captured what i was feeling and although i sympathize with you for feeling this way, i can't help but be a little glad that someone with actual TALENT was also struggling the way i was 🙏 so again, thank you so much for writing this !! i hope you're doing better now, and i'm looking forward to any new videos you post !! (and im also filo so ykyk pinoy pride)

Nice song again! ❤😊

Hope you feel better mate, wish the best always

Your art is much more refined now! I hope you're doing better (or will be in the future!)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANOTHER BANGER AS ALWAYS the throwbacks to the old curly soft animation style before going back to the sharper harsher animation style?!?!? loving healthily is so difficult and frustrating kunwari nalang di makarelate

I really need this song on Spotify or smth oml (very relatable lyrics)

the little references from ur other songs are so 🥺🥺

I’m a long time follower of both of these channels and I relate SOO MUCH… I too miss the “aamin ako” days… I love how when referring to the old song you draw the less angle-y, less rigid, version of urself… love the art as always 💗

THE REFERENCES TO "AAMIN AKO" AND "HOY! (HM?)" IM 😭💔💔 your songs always hit me, fishy. i hope you do well ate!

AGHH THIS IS SO GOOD I LOVE THIS

I was having a really bad time over personal things & feeling frusturated for a long time but listening to this just made me feel like... I'm less angry now. Like my anger & sadness felt justified. Thank you po & I hope may your problems be lightened until there are no more ❤

This is a really good song, i hope you get better soon❤❤

"Allow myself to just be desperate, ignore the things I dread." ❤

This feels like it should be the Lithromantic anthem

something that helped me alot after i realized i was using romance to escape hearing my own mind. just 10-15 minutes of quiet away from your usual environment somewhere where no one will bother you. just think, let your head ramble as much as it wants. the rest of the day it will be much calmer. doesnt fix everything but atleast for me made it a hell of alot easier. might help you

Man, i felt that hit when you mentioned your old songs, and i cant help but relate to this video AAAAAA

as someone with borderline personality disorder this song sums it up pretty well. great work stranger

another great song

Ur art is gorgeous omg 😭

Goddamn, I love the lyrical references of your old songs! It's honestly nostalgic, yet at the same time sad due to the context and meaning of this song. I really love the artstyle you drawn here. It's really silently angery and sad lookin through the lack of colors and sharp line work, which resonates with this song perfectly! It's unfortunate that whatever it is you're going through has prevent from seeing or feeling love how you used to in your old songs, I hope things turns out alright and you can love ppl again, but with a different perspective this time. Experience is the bitterest ways to earn wisdom after all, but don't let that stop you from learning, unlearning or relearning something new 💜✨ Amazing work as always 👏👏👏

im aro, i dont get the feelings of romance but i went from thinking i was normal and perhaps slow to knowing i just dont have the feelings other people do. it's so easy to get in your own head about it, i would count awkward sequences to distract myself. one day, i realised i was never getting out of my own head. i told my closest friend at the time i felt like i had lied to them for not being emotionally honest and i never saw them again, but it set me toward getting comfier with myself. i still overthink often, but thats who i am and im not gonna give that up, even if i do occasionally miss the earnest young me. you're okay, just takes time to know it and patience to share it.

this song describes some of my relationships, I love this, true talent

Just went through this whole situation and RU-vid gave me this- I love this so much and it’s super relatable! Kinda wish I could hear it on Spotify..

PLEASE I NEED THIS SONG ON SPOTIFY TO LOOP IT😭

OH MY GOODNESS THIS HIT ME IN THE FEELS

omg this is so good! it was like super good emotional and then I read at the end 'watch one piece' and it made me chuckle hehe emotional journey of sobbing and then chuckling while sobbing fr (awesome video I love the art too so good aaa)

i literally relate so much. i fell in love for the first time and now i feel closed off. i dated my friend fir a minute but i just couldn’t let her in. i want love again but i just… cant.

this is sooo good

absolutely love this artstyle. the sharp lines, even for tears, and the way they go away when talking about the girl she wishes she could be 🤍

Wow, I never thought someone else is feeling a similar way as I do run. Feeling this way is difficult to to explain to others but you were able to transmit that feeling so well trough this song. We’re feeling numb because of how tiring it has been for our body to feel too many things and we need to let ourselves take a break and rest, even if it hurts. I hope both of us get back those fluffy feelings and feel ourselves once again ❤

i hope u know this song helps sm, hope you feel better!

it's a pain that while we grow we don't love like we used to, but it's proof something changed whether for the better or worst we've gotta make something of it, take your time to care for yourself it'll all make sense as we continue to live, much love.

i love your songs im gonna cry

Been a fan for almost a year now! I love your "wag kang mag-expect, tanga", and this song is just another one of those amazing bangers

What a unique art style

I never thought I’d find a song that summed up my feelings so well, especially the becoming pissed off part at the person even though it’s not really them, it’s me.

WOO ANOTHER FISHIE BANGER!!! IM SO HAPPY (despite the message of the video 😭)

I need this in Spotify!!

OBSESSED with this artstyle

Ngl at the start when it says “I like you, I hope you like me too, but the moment you do I’ll bid you adieau” it gives off lithromatic vibes, coming from a litho person lol. Also the art in this is so cool, I love the way u do lineart!

Probably the best recommendation I've ever gotten from YT. Really struck a cord with me, don't fully know why. Emotions and romance and being open is hard. I hope you're ok.

It feels so different from your usual songs, which makes sense tho. I kinda relate to some parts of it since im Aromantic. Anyways great song!

god i love this. everything about it is so emotional?!? im looping this, thank you for your art :((

the song was a miss for me since im not really into the only speed ukelele songs, but the message itself is real to me

im going through something similar too. i dont want to give advice, but reading about attachment theory has helped me a lot. thanks fishda

It's satire, right???? That's by far the most well written song of yours I've heard just yet. You improved so much in both drawing, writing and singing. I sincere and particularly love the way you composed this one. It's so poetic, so full of meaning and emotions… Nearly skipped my heart across the screen❤️

You never fail to write a song that i so strongly relate too. The way you are able to so expertly capture and put these complex feelings and experiences into words baffles me, you are an amazing song writer oh my god

god i feel this so hard rn. i never expected my approach/response to relationships (let alone love) to sour so significantly in my twenties. every lyric hit me like a semi truck thanks fish

This is amazing!!!! I love the art style and the catchiness of the song, the pacing goes together so well.

You gotta be one of the most underrated artists on youtube

Hello po wish you had a nice day and take a break when needed 👍 love your content and everything about you po

oh how i love and adore your art journey and developing with each video

is this all one take!? i've been trying to sing along since it came out, but i just CANNOT manage the breath control in the first half! very impressive if so, i thought my breath control was fairly good! ^^

THE ART AHAHAHSHSHBS I LOVE UR ARTSTYLE SO MUCH PLEASE ITS SO SMOOTH I WANT TO EAT IT ITS WONDERFUL HOW DID YOU DO IT TJEKSNNSJAHABAJAJ PLEASE DONT STOP DRAWING IJSNANAJNAJANANABANA

fearful avoidant song ty very much fishy

I love your stuff! I love the emotions! I love your songs! I love your animations! I love your drawings! I love your art! I love your voice! I love your guitar music! I love your talent! I love your personality! I love you :) I hope you’re doing well! ♥

I always wait for your uploads! I loved this one !!!

This is soo good i gotta download this to listen on my way tomorrow

Yup u pretty much nailed those 20s feelings

I love the angular line-work!

Oooh I love how you draw the hair angular to reflect the character’s emotions

What makes me and my friend so similar and so close to each other is the way we love other people. We try to find qualities of that person that we like and once found we only focus on the things we dislike about them. Effectively making them no longer relevant to our life. But recently we both wanted to stop this bad behavior since well, it's kinda toxic towards ourselves, and it's gotten to a point where I started subconsciously doing that to the people I want to care about, my family and that one friend ofcourse.

this is so good!! keep up the good work :)

I love your artstyle so much it's so eye catching

I NEED THE SONG IN SPOTIFY OMG

Right in my feels lol I think Realizing that I want to feel loved while simultaneously not wanting to *actually* be in love is... Yeah, I don't know how I feel just yet. But somethings gotta give

I LOVE THE ROUGH LINESSS

i really relate to this song alot, holds so much meaning of cant love them because you were hurt before

I REMEMBER LISTENING TO THIS ON SOUNDLCOUD OH MY GAH YOU MADE AN ANIMATIC OH MY GOD WHAT THANK YOUSO

I feel stupid 💀 I was trying so hard to find this song. Coming back to the end screen and putting in all those words in different variations to try to find where it's from. Being more than a little annoyed that the artist didn't bother to credit such a lovely musician..... Before finally realizing that THEY WROTE THE SONG!! ....you're so talented. In both drawing and music. I love this.

i cant believe you wrote this, it's amazing!!

Where are youuuu! Fishda?! 😢 Missed your songs that's why I checked your acct, you still haven't post any latest songs but this. 🥺 hope that you're feeling better now. We miss you so much

love this animatic!! i've been subscribed to you on yt for a while now and i always get excited whenever you upload :D your artwork really inspires me 💗 i also come from the ph so your songs are really relatable to me. hope everything will be alright, remember you're loved, important, and worth it. ^^💕

THIS SONG IS SO GOOD WHAT

i love ur songs sm!

Amazing work Fishy! I hope you're doing alright, I'm wishing you the best 💙

Every fishe bishe song has a special place in my heart that can never be replaced

The change really hits :( Hope it gets better soon! Absolute banger!