I F*****G GIVE UP!!! (Life With Stage 4 Cancer)

LIVING OUT LOUD: Life with Stage 4 Cancer

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I F*****G GIVE UP!!!
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I've always been a storyteller. I've written hundreds of short stories and multiple books, but I always sensed I was meant to share a different story.
MY story.
I wasn't sure what that was until I was diagnosed with STAGE 4 Alveolar Soft Part Sarcoma (a SUPER rare type of cancer for which there is NO CURE).
I decided to embrace my motto of Living Out Loud and started sharing my journey in vlog format.
This is my story. Real. Raw. Unfiltered.
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@entronetcalitz6567 Месяц назад

Please go to the hospital where you can get stronger pain meds and oxygen to breathe. It literally breaks my heart to see you like this!😢

@helikahe Месяц назад

Dear Guillaume, I’m sorry you feel so poorly lately. I work with cancer patients every day and I know that cancer pain is one of the worse pains known to human kind. Unfortunately, popping occasional Tylenol won’t cut it, definitely not in stage 4. You need proper pain management agents and schedule to be worked out by palliative care team. Please request this as otherwise your quality of life will suffer immensely. I agree with other people here that you should admit yourself to the hospital ASAP (if not done yet) as cumulative dehydration, malnutrition and pain will only make your overall health worse. Please don’t wait 🙏 Gentle hugs 🤗 ❤

@emilys1743 Месяц назад

My thought: you might need a few days in hospital to get your symptoms under control so you can feel better at home. If you go to Emergency and tell them what you've told us, I'm confident they will admit you. They WILL help you.

@SmilingBeaver-ou7nc Месяц назад

I'm thinking the same thing, especially with being home by himself.

@bluesmoke8826 Месяц назад

Best comment by you. He needs assistance

@antonygikonyo7914 Месяц назад

Am sure he has already done that previously,...it's now about riding the storm with medication running in the system, until the negative symptoms subside....!!

@lnewbury1 Месяц назад

I agree.

@debrahanko3978 Месяц назад

Don't feel like you're complaining. We all care and are here for you. Please take care of you. Let your doctor know where you're at. I pray for your comfort.

@tiffanys9493 Месяц назад

Rn here. Please go to the ER or contact your doctor. You don’t need to be suffering like this. You need better pain control and better control of the nausea so you can eat. You are in a bad cycle of most likely dehydration which is creating even more dehydration.

@IRAM_rehman Месяц назад

These are normal side affects. My mum had the same...

@kathygillman5450 20 дней назад

I hope you went to ER although I don't go so not fair of me. I am stage 4 colon_liver cancer. I am blessed to have a wonderful pain management group. Palative care was almost none existent. I just did the 2 nd chemo, it's been constant for 2nyears. You dont need to suffer, but you have to tell Dr. I hope they have a good palative care team wherever you are. That cough, pain? You need to go in. I am about to give up but won't, so I get it. I hope by now you've gotten much needed help.

@Noodles.FreeUkraine Месяц назад

Guillaume, when the pain never goes away, your treatment is insufficient. One pill per day isn't a law of nature, you need what you need. I don't advise to just pop in whatever you get your hands on, but rather talk to your doc and explain the situation. In this day and age, there is absolutely _no_ reason to suffer from pain. Also ask for anti-emetics to get a grip on that puking sensation. Another thing most people don't have on their radar: In your situation, pain isn't medicated when it rears its head, but _before._ That means, you need a medication plan that allows you to stay pain-free in the first place. This is not a headache where you take a pill if it happens once in a blue moon.

@janwarriner6554 Месяц назад

Put yourself on a pain management schedule. DONT wait UNTIL you’re in pain. It doesn’t work that way at all. Seems nighttime is worse so start taking more of whatever before nighttime. That should help minimize pain so you can hopefully sleep more. I’m sure there will be more suggestions. Mine comes from my mom’s cancer doctor. May she RIP. Have they tried morphine or stronger yet?

@penneynadalini216 Месяц назад

Take pain meds it will help your body heal! You do not have to suffer.

@JerseyLynne Месяц назад

Maybe it's time to go to the hospital to get pain management straightened up. Do you have O2 at home. Do you need to have a humidifier? I'm so sorry to hear.

@JerseyLynne Месяц назад

You should have narcotics. Like a patch. Go to the hospital. You said it yourself, you can't handle it right now

@mmmmlllljohn Месяц назад

Yes, a humidifier would help you. Many drug stores carry them and also have free delivery.

@deannsmith8903 Месяц назад

You are venting to us and it’s ok. You need to vent. We are listening.

@naomijones8564 Месяц назад

💯 x

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@deannsmith8903 Thanks 🙏. It definitely felt good to vent.

@Rapunzeljones78 16 дней назад

@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 😢 Vent away. Praying 🙏 🤲 for relief for you.

@b.abrackus6403 Месяц назад

Don't apologize for making this video, this is REAL and if the viewers can't handle feeling uncomfortable while you grapple with everything, they need to watch another channel! Best wishes Sir❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. That's very kind of you to say.

@Arthur-hg7ny Месяц назад

You need a pain management team to oversee your cancer pain.

@amaliachirino5135 28 дней назад

You just made me cry. I understand your feeling, I get the same way, I’m 63, this is my third cancer, third chemo out of 6. I leave in Florida and my cancer center is wonderful, the other day I was in so much pain, called my oncologist and she send me to the hospital, they have to give morphine bc i thought I was going to die. She gives me fluids every week and change nausea medicine to a stronger one. I have never take so many painkillers like this time, my back is on fire. I just want you to know that every cancer patient, we’re in this together, we’re fighting this battle. You’re too young, hang in there, try to be positive and talk to your Dr. about managing pain. My heart goes out for everyone is suffering this terrible decease. You’re on my prayers. Really hope you’re feel better.

@christophermoltisanti7019 7 дней назад

Just as one can´t fight fire with fire, it´s impossible to fight poison with poison.

@deannsmith8903 Месяц назад

I wish you had someone with you right now. I’m asking the lord to help you even though you don’t believe in him. You are still his child.

@jdmmg4904 Месяц назад

pls don't annoy ppl with beliefs they don't have. The majority of the world believes in something different than you. Why do you think you are more right than all of them? Just send your good wishes and leave it like that.

@deannsmith8903 Месяц назад

@@jdmmg4904 Good morning and mind your own business!! Don’t worry about what I say to the man ok because I’m not talking to you!

@caroltardif5999 Месяц назад

Nobody is annoyed. Everyone has different beliefs and they can express them as they want to

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@deannsmith8903 Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@cheshirecat4802 Месяц назад

🙏 to whatever God you believe in, the more the merrier❤❤!! It doesn't hurt to cover all of your bases😂@@jdmmg4904

@angeladee8789 Месяц назад

This is where pain management shines. Because you're stage 4 you should get decent assistance. One thing that won't be helping is taking half doses of the Tylenol. It's using up your daily limit in an ineffective way and contributing to you not getting a break. A pain management appt will help you plan to cover your pain and stay ahead of it. Also you need to get your breathing assessed and you might get relief from portable oxygen. One thing that helps with breathing is a fan blowing in your face. There's many strategies that can help reign in your symptoms and improve the way you feel each day but you do need to speak to pain management via your oncology team. It is crucial you do this.

@kathygrech6739 Месяц назад

You need to be admitted to hospital; you are not meant to suffer like this alone in your apartment. You can be given meds for nausea, hydration & food via IV if necessary & strong pain medicine. Tylanol won’t cut it. I pray you will go to the ED asap & get the urgent help you need. 🥺🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️

@NiechZyjePolska48 Месяц назад

Just relax and don’t make videos when you are struggling. We will wait until you feel better

@naomijones8564 Месяц назад

I think he is finding it cathartic to have a rant, to empty his head bless him x

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@NiechZyjePolska48 This was more about than catharsis than storytelling. Sometimes you just need to relieve the pressure.

@Dublin1008 Месяц назад

The doctors should admit you to hospital. They can give you infusions when you cannot eat at least. I'm so sorry for you❤ I really hope that you feel better soon! Are you alone at home? Is there someone from your family.? Sending you much healing love and hugs❤

@dawnhaynes8090 Месяц назад

I’m very worried about you, please go to the hospital ❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Sorry I worried you, but I assure you everything is fine. Things are gradually getting better.

@SUMILAHBINTIMUHAMMADJAMIL 7 дней назад

Yes, pls do go to see doctor in ER to get help fr the doctors! Your cough is really bad that affects your breathing.

@trendachristensen4859 Месяц назад

You should start palliative care. They will help,with pain and you can still continue treatment. Palliative and hospice are not giving up but gives you a much better quality of life.

@Catlady52000 Месяц назад

I agree!

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Are those services for people who are on their deathbed?

@Catlady52000 Месяц назад

@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C it’s just pain management …. You don’t have to be on your deathbed….i wish you strength and comfort 💜

@Julzkai Месяц назад

Just found your channel. I'm sorry u are suffering. It's really not fair. Take care. Xxx

@Wulfe156 Месяц назад

Palliative is not hospice care. They're there to help support those living with illnesses by showing them how to live more comfortably with it going forward. The goal is to help us live a better life with it. I highly recommend you check into it. s@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C

@thecraziestcatladyyouknow Месяц назад

I am so sorry you’re going through all of this. SCREAMING IT ON THE MOUNTAIN!! You have every right to feel what you feel and to say what you need to say. That’s what most of us are here for. We are here to listen and to support you through the good days and bad. I been fighting cancer for 12 years but I was never a stage 4 so I cannot put myself in your shoes but know this, there are people who care and people who pray for you and I am one of them. I am so sorry your hurting

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. And you're absolutely right. I am incredibly lucky to be surrounded by so many caring and supportive people.

@adamhughes4442 12 дней назад

I complain about life, then I watch this video! I'm ashamed. God bless you sir, my heart goes out to you!

@dragoncult666 Месяц назад

I'm concerned, please go to hospital. 🦋

@Sandra-jv4fk Месяц назад

There are no words to describe how badly I feel watching you struggle and be in so much pain G. I know you're super strong,smart and independent but please ask for help. We are worried.😔😓

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Don't worry. I'm not suffering in silence. I always keep my doctors informed of everything that happens.

@bellawinfield8577 Месяц назад

So very sorry! I also have stage 4 lung cancer that I know how hard this is for you. I Pray and the Lord gives me relief for a while. Prayer 🙏 for you

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Sorry to hear that. I hope it's not too painful for you. How long have you had it?

@kathleenmcbride1471 9 дней назад

3B for me... inoperable tons of lymph node involvement. So afraid of what is coming. So sorry others are also going through this awful disease. It is the worst. I hope somehow you are doing better.

@rosemarys2465 Месяц назад

You have reached your limit of tolerance for this situation. You said you are broken...I agree. Please get admitted into hospital where you can get better controlled pain meds and help breathing.....it will give your body a chance to recover so that you feel better. Sending love and hugs for healing.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks for the love and the hugs 🙏. Much appreciated.

@nancymcquaide8867 Месяц назад

Please reach out to your team. I think you need more care for a short time. I know it is hard to ask for help but you deserve it.

@lanebashford3982 Месяц назад

Can you get put on hospice? They will come daily and check on you and make sure you are comfortable. Praying for you daily and hope you find some comfort.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks for the prayers 🙏 and kind words. Much appreciated.

@linehempel162 11 дней назад

Get help please,you don't have to suffer...

@Sunshine-zi4nq Месяц назад

This has been going on for a few days and doesnt look like it is going to go away on its own. Please go to the hospital. Insist on being admitted . If the leg pain gets worse you may have difficulty taking public transport. Please do something about this before that happens.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@Sunshine-zi4nq Thanks for caring, but I don't WANT to be admitted. That is the last thing I want. And things have been getting better these last few days, so we're definitely moving in the right direction.

@susansimon5105 Месяц назад

As a chronic pain patient (13 major spinal surgeries) no one should have to be in constant pain! Over the years I have had various doses of pain medication depending on the stage of my recovery from surgery. I know that many doctors currently don’t want to prescribe pain medication sufficient to alleviate the pain. The pendulum has swung way too far from treating pain patients with copious amounts of pain medication to insufficient amounts of pain medication for fear that they will lose their medical license! I hope you can find the help you deserve! ❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Sorry you had to go through that. Sounds very painful.

@lindashur8986 Месяц назад

Please do not worry about providing more videos right now! Bless your sweet heart! I feel the grandmother in me coming out strongly right now! I wish I could just reach out and put a cool cloth to your forehead and bring you a big soft pillow and sing you to sleep😢 I agree with others that you need to reach out very soon to your hospital and Oncologist if possible, please. Keeping you in prayer always!!❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. You're very kind.

@lindashur8986 Месяц назад

@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C You are very, very lovable and so inspiring!❤

@JamesCaldecott Месяц назад

Keep fighting mate, I know you must be feeling terrible with this going on for 2 weeks, however just know you had a TON of people cheering you. Having a bad day is absolutely fine, like you said give up, get up and go again. Huge love brother.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@positivelastaction3957 Месяц назад

I am so sorry to see you in this much pain. We are all with you brother. 💌

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@JilSpangenberg-ys7fz Месяц назад

Hospice has meds that control pain; also helps with breathing; and even coughing. Call your local hospice. They will come see you- probably same day or next. They will provide you with meds, and things to help.

@suesmith3744 Месяц назад

I am heartbroken and SO worried about you , if I were with you now I would call an ambulance and give you a ( motherly ) hug . You are like me stoic , too much for your own good sometimes , hate complaining and making a ‘ fuss’ . Well you need to make a bloody fuss on this occasion , you need HELP ‼️. You cannot be expected to cope with this level of pain and discomfort on your own , please please for us if not yourself pick up the phone and ask for help …. Never worry about venting in front of us , this is REAL life not some fairy tale and people don’t have to watch …. Please @G ask for the help you need and deserve , post whenever you are able , I wish I could be with you right now , take care darling , you are in my thoughts and prayers 💙

@Sunshine-zi4nq Месяц назад

Agreed. He should call an ambulance that way they will have to admit him. I hope a neighbour, friend or family member can help if he is too weak. I fear if he collapses when alone, nobody will know.

@suesmith3744 Месяц назад

@@Sunshine-zi4nq SO worried about him , amazing guy who deserves SO much better 💔

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

I appreciate your concern and your kind words (as usual). However I assure you that I am doing what is necessary. Not only do I keep my doctors up to date on everything that happens, but I have never chosen to not go to the ER and regretted it. I always do whatever is best for me and feels right, even if some people misinterpret it as me "trying to be brave" or "ignoring reality".

@jagd8085 13 дней назад

So sorry that you are going through this, hope things get better for you! 🙏

@Zee-ob1pe Месяц назад

Poor guy ❤ wish you could be cured of this horrible cancer

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏, but I like to think that everything happy for a reason, so I'm trying to make the most of this experience.

@RozatorulchelHahaha 23 дня назад

@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 🫂❤️

@mmmmlllljohn Месяц назад

Hi Guillaume, I feel so badly for you. Instead of going to ER and waiting, call the specialist’s office and ask that he call you. Tell him that you can’t get a break between the pain, coughing, and throwing up. He can have a prescription sent to your pharmacy or I think he may want to admit you to hospital so they can give you oxygen and monitor pain meds to see what you need. This is craziness that you are going through all this. You need a break from the pain as this is not acceptable when it can be managed. I’m praying for better days ahead and I hope you will say a prayer too. May God bless and heal you my friend. ❤️🇨🇦🙏

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. And don't worry, I keep my doctors up to date on everything that happens.

@JoyceP1958 Месяц назад

I agree with others that you need to go to the emergency room and let them help you get stabilized, please🙏. It's not weakness to go ask for help 🤗🙏. You need some rest and don't worry about making videos, we're still praying for you and we'll be right here... Never ever ever give up 🙏🤗

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks for your kind words 🙏. Much appreciated.

@DebraWright-md7sd Месяц назад

So sorry for your pain, hope it gets under control soon. Keep strong ❤xx

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. It's definitely better.

@Simply_Sadie Месяц назад

I'm so sorry. You're getting a lot of good advice here. I hope you get some relief.

@pierrettehebert3044 Месяц назад

I know how you feel. I too have cancer. Last night my back pain was unbearable. It’s been that way for 2 months. I also have constant low grade nausea. I too am due for a break. Today I ‘gave up’ & resigned myself to doing nothing but coping. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully a reprieve for us. Recommend relax, try not thinking too much, pain meds & rest. If nothing else, I’ll be in better shape emotionally tomorrow to deal with it. You’re hopefully not giving up…just taking a much needed rest

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@pierrettehebert3044 I'm sorry you're going through that. I hope things get better for you soon. You deserve a break.

@soulgalorememories9921 5 дней назад

I don’t know anything about cancer management, but those telling him to go to hospital should appreciate that this guy will go whenever he feels he has to. I sense a fear of being admitted and not coming out - absolutely understandable - as he mentioned, he has spent too much time in hospital and although he does seem in a great amount of pain…he is updating his doctors in relation to his condition, so he does have a path to receiving hospital treatment if required. Everyone is well meaning and genuine and I’m sure that is the biggest medication he can have at the moment.

@RavencrowProductions Месяц назад

Hey man. I've followed you since the beginning and love your attitude. That said I would go to the hospital to be safe.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@DeeDee-co3lx Месяц назад

Never give up fight life my dad had stage 4lung cancer its five years since we found out and hes still here please go to the hospital and get help you got this stay strong

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Sorry to hear about your dad, but in glad to hear he's still here 5 years later. That's awesome!

@DeeDee-co3lx Месяц назад

@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C glad that your hear too so how are you

@DeeDee-co3lx Месяц назад

I'm fine how are you how have you been feeling

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@DeeDee-co3lx Better. Things are slowly getting better. Thanks for asking 🙏.

@DeeDee-co3lx Месяц назад

@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C your welcome I was touched by. Your video and I know how you feel cause I've been there with my dad I have twin daughters and two years ago my family got the worst news ever she has a pulitary hormone tumor it's no cancerous but still so horrible and hurtful for our family and with medicine and her Dr taking care of her she'll be ok so I also surport and donate to help out do you accept any donations please let me know I'll send something to help you out I do it for a lot of ppl well stay blessed and thanks for texting back have a good day

@Pawnlust Месяц назад

I'm sorry you're going through this. I wish you the best. No one should have to go through this.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@lindsayholden5959 Месяц назад

So so so very sorry that your health journey is horrid. Praying that you get comfort soon. Much love from Australia xx

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@GuadalupeGuacamole Месяц назад

Fight until you can’t, we have hospice to help you.❤

@DirlingSwervish Месяц назад

I don't know enough about cancer to know if you need a hospital right now, but what I do know is that when we feel poorly we don't always know what we need. It's hard to see the forest for the trees kind of thing. It would be worth it to consider the advice you've gotten here. Also, I'm proud of you for posting this vulnerable video.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

I appreciate it, but I will always do what feels right no matter what others say. If I listened to what others say, I would be in the hospital right now... but I would also have given up and I'd be waiting for death. So, although I really appreciate your concern, I don't regret not going to the ER.

@mjblue84 9 дней назад

I am so sorry that you are suffering like this. You will be in my prayers!

@Edlas22158 Месяц назад

Going through all that pain and suffering by yourself is really hard and difficult. Hugs and blessings for you!

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@Edlas22158 Thanks for the hugs and blessings 🙏.

@KayGua Месяц назад

I hope you feel better! You are mentally exhausted from such a scary disease and nobody can blame you! Just know we all are here for you!

@erikkarlsen-hh1rm 10 дней назад

god bless you my friend, you are among the bravest person i have ever seen.

@holliethomson6147 Месяц назад

Bless your beautiful heart ❤ I’m praying so hard that you start to feel better very soon. I’m sending you so much love always xxx❤️🙏

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. You are very kind.

@okallie Месяц назад

This sounds really hard. I think it’s important you are sharing this side too. Perhaps ask for stronger meds at least for a bit of relief so you can sleep well. Tylenol might not be enough right now. Just something to think about. You absolutely do not suck at everything btw. Sending love your way.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@okallie Thanks 🙏. And you're right. I just suck as SOME things 🤣.

@LobsterMobility 17 дней назад

Man you are beat up! Good on you for still making a video - respect.

@julieseattle Месяц назад

Please get that pain under control- a pain management team can really assist! Not tolerating food is a reason to be admitted to the hospital.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Oh, I have plenty of "good" reasons to be admitted. It's just not something I'm interested in. I've spent enough time in hospitals to know when it's best to be home and whan it's best to be in the hospital.

@Mrfrontend 12 дней назад

Your channel and your right to vent off stress and steam. I wish you only the most success in your recovery.

@josephgreen2008 24 дня назад

So sorry for your suffering. Hope you get a respite from the pain soon.

@58s- 11 дней назад

I'm really appreciative that you share....I'm so sorry that you suffer 👋

@jocurry76 22 дня назад

Sending you lots of positive energy ❤

@marciajones2993 Месяц назад

They can do something to help you with the pain. Constant pain will affect your ability to cope as will lack of sleep. Call this a fuckit day, tomorrow’s a new one, it’s okay to have a bad day. Lots of love and light. 💙💙💙💙💙

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@JilSpangenberg-ys7fz Месяц назад

I get where you are coming from- for whatever it's worth. I told my home healthcare social worker that I wish AZ had passed that death with dignity law so I could end this sooner. I get it. Every day brings even more. You just throw your hands up and holler "STOP IT!!!

@elainesimon9547 Месяц назад

I am so sorry to see you in this state. Please go to the hospital to get help with the pain, coughing and breathing difficulties. Sending prayers from Normandy France.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@elainesimon9547 Thanks 🙏.

@terridavis6252 4 дня назад

I will be praying for you, my thoughts and prayers are with you!

@LindaH444-b2u Месяц назад

Praying for you. So sorry you have to go through this.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@vancekershaw6876 18 дней назад

My heart and prayers goes out to you and I hope you feel better soon

@kerrymapstone6924 Месяц назад

you just popped up on my you tube page .i just wanted to say im so sorry for what you are going through. cancer is such a horrible disease. you will be in my thoughts and i pray you get some relief soon.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@kerrymapstone6924 Thanks 🙏. You're very kind.

@tftlred5454 Месяц назад

Om so sorry for all you are dealing with I really hope u manage toget some relief hun Sending u prayers for strength and relief from your pain 🙏🇬🇧

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Things are much better now.

@jimmywarren6685 8 дней назад

Prayers for you, my friend!

@joanbeach644 Месяц назад

My friend I agree with a few people here. You may need some hospital time to sort things out. Praying for you. I wish you had help with you. ❤️🙏🏻🇺🇸

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks for the prayers 🙏. Much appreciated.

@veronabyer7715 5 дней назад

Prayers up and God bless you🙏🏾🙏🏾❤

@zengwenyoga2894 Месяц назад

Radical acceptance-you got it! It is not giving up!

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

When you say Radical Acceptance, what are you suggesting I accept?

@fixinfkinsandwiches6183 Месяц назад

You don’t have to live like this, your pain can be better controlled. Please let your Dr. know what’s going on. They may be able to send a home health nurse to help you a lot. Or go to the ER, sorry to have to suggest that because it sucks, but so does suffering. I hope you are feeling much better soon.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

I know you're trying to help and I appreciate it. What I don't understand is why some people assume I'm doing nothing. I keep my pivot nurse up to date on everything that happens and she is in contact with all my doctors. It's not like I'm suffering needlessly in silence.

@YW2324 28 дней назад

I'm so sorry your going through this. Cancer sucks 😔. I don't even know what to say.

@charinagel5690 Месяц назад

I'm sorry for your unbearable pain. I do not have a cancer condition but rather extreme chronic pain and have fought year after year for help. Definitely cry. Definitely scream it out to others. Be heard. People care. Get the stronger pain meds to get through the suffering. Keep the hope 🙏 you are loved .

@clarkbrady2786 Месяц назад

I'm sorry it's so bad right now. I'm praying for you. Tylenol never works for me.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks for the prayers 🙏. And sorry to hear Tylenol doesn't work for you. It's worked quite well for me thus far.

@daviddownie5594 Месяц назад

Please get something stronger than Tylenol. There’s no virtue in suffering so much. I understand the desire to “take it”, I’m in my last 6 months of life and I want to be with it as much as possible, but I came to realize I don’t get a prize for being “strong”.

@maggietaylor9475 Месяц назад

Sending you peace and calm on your journey ❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Sorry you're going through that. Congratulations on choosing to go through it in the way that makes the most sense to you.

@dwightmckay2036 Месяц назад

Geez bro . Theres no way you have to be suffering needlessly like this .get to ER asap and you shoukd be in hospital to get your symptoms inder control.demand stronger pain meds Morphine etc. You should have a palliative care team responding immediately asap Your dehydration malnutrition have to be addressed too Many Prayers and Blessings for you bro❤

@judyalbert6318 Месяц назад

My heart goes out to u sharing the good with the bad is the best there’s no other way good luck

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@judyalbert6318 Thanks 🙏.

@zengwenyoga2894 Месяц назад

You definitely NEED a break-the pain is crazy-making! I understand not wanting to go to hospital, I totally do-but I just want you to have a bit of peace. Suffering is just so isolating and lonely. Just know that your words ring true to many of us out here.❤. You are loved in your brokenness!

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@zengwenyoga2894 "Loved in your brokenness." I like it 🤣. Thanks 🙏.

@marjilaplante9579 Месяц назад

I'm so glad you felt you could come and talk about it without judgement and with so many who truly care about you. I'm so so sad to see you go through this but I'm glad to know to send you energy and love and light. It's a dark moment for you. You have to complain!! Why would you say you don't want to!! We all do. We need to be where we are for the time and feel it. And it's okay. Love and blessings... It's not negative to release!!

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. You're always so kind and understanding. I really appreciate it.

@marjilaplante9579 Месяц назад

You deserve nothing less...♥️ We are on an RV road trip from Connecticut to Wyoming to visit our 44 year old daughter. We have our two sons and three cats and dog with us. So I'm not on much but I think of you and send beautiful energy to you everyday🙏

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@marjilaplante9579 That sounds amazing. Have fun!

@lorettamaddaloni7925 Месяц назад

Praying u feel better ❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@jillfoster760 20 дней назад

I don't know much about your story, but I've been through Stage 3C Breast Cancer. Listening to this has all the alarm bells going off inside my head. Your pain IS NOT being controlled the way it should be! You are going to have to advocate for yourself and let your doctor know what's going on. You need to have enough pain meds on hand so you can stay on top of the pain. I'm not talking about Tylenol either! You should be given meds that are scheduled and others for the breakthrough pain. There is no reason you should be suffering this much. Also, there are antinausea meds that dissolve under the tongue in a matter of seconds and help so much. Please reach out to your doctor. One last thing, sleeping with a wedge pillow might make the breathing a bit easier during your long nights. Try to take care of yourself.

@SerMattzio 8 дней назад

Constant pain, even a lower level of constant pain, is like a constant mental torture. It's so hard to deal with. The only thing I've had (and of course not as bad) is severe gout in my foot once, the pain was so bad even when I wasn't moving that I could hardly mentally focus on anything and I was constantly annoyed and irritable. I hope you can get some effective pain meds and some relief soon, sending best wishes to you.

@greensage395 Месяц назад

What about THC infused Edibles? They should stimulate your appetite and reduce nausea!

@ThePerezHilton Месяц назад

Sending you light!

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏.

@DA-bp8lf 13 дней назад

If I ever get cancer, I will express myself exactly like you. I don’t know you, but I will never forget you for the rest of my life. Do the best you can. I love you man! ❤

@JilSpangenberg-ys7fz Месяц назад

Hospice has access the😊 things for you that your doctors CANNOT provide.

@joannawooten1984 Месяц назад

Bless your precious heart. I wish I could help. You do need to catch a break. You're so strong. But I know you're also so very tired. Please KNOW im praying for you. I hope you sleep well and tomorrow is a better day. ❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@joannawooten1984 Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@JohnnysCards55 14 дней назад

I will keep you in my prayers ❤

@mpat100 Месяц назад

Blessings; healing strength and good luck for you; this too shall pass.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@mpat100 Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@KristelViljoen 12 дней назад

Everyone is allowed to have a breakdown. But after that you gotta go gangsta. Thank you for sharing ❤

@cheshirecat4802 Месяц назад

I'm sorry you're going through this 😔, you need to focus on getting out of pain and your quality of life will improve tremendously ❤❤❤. Please don't be afraid to take the narcotic pain medication that will help you. I'm praying for you 🙏❤❤!!!💐😘❤️🙏

@monicamenendez8180 8 дней назад

God bless you and give you strength ❤

@CHA-CHA- Месяц назад

You are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏❤️

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@amiller2352 Месяц назад

Can you not get hospice care? They will control your pain

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Honestly, I have no idea how that works.

@susanmorris5520 Месяц назад

I’m so sorry that you’re going through this. I just found this video and wanted to send you prayers but, if you’re so miserable and need medical help then I think you should go to the ER and low them to admit you into the hospital. If I may ask, why are you allowing yourself to go through this and if you’re not getting any help? My prayers are with you and also, what about meditation? It can help you to be calm and also a little better attitude too. I was born with a disability and use a wheelchair to get around and also a dialysis patient for 16 yrs. Have had breast cancer and the whole time I was going through the radiation treatments I kept a great attitude DN yes, it got hard on me but I kept moving forward. God bless you always. Sue in Florida.🙏🙏🙏🤞🏼👍🏻

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Sorry you had to go through all that. Sounds intense. But it sounds like you have a great attitude and are making the best of it. What I don't understand is why people automatically assume I'm doing nothing. I keep my doctors up to date on EVERYTHING that happens and we always do whatever is best given the situation. But difficult times are unavoidable and this happens to be one of them. Things always get better. ALWAYS!

@heatherthornhill2964 27 дней назад

I pray you get some relief im in pain with my leg too but at the moment my mild osteoarrhritis meds work most of the time, i could have cried when it first kicked off too. My dad was in your position a few years ago, ate then puking its a nightmare scenario, he kept it all inside. I hope you can beat it. God bless

@francesco5581 Месяц назад

embrace from Italy, stay strong

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@francesco5581 Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@annehull7169 Месяц назад

Sending love and prayers ❤❤❤❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@annehull7169 Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@rksk1990 Месяц назад

You are loved❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.

@kerrihastings521 Месяц назад

This is my first time coming across a video from you. I feel terrible, I hope you can get some help to manage the pain and breathing. No one deserves to suffer❤

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@kerrihastings521 Thanks 🙏. And please don't feel terrible. Things are better now. Sorry this was your first impression of me and what I'm going through. Things definitely aren't always this bad.

@colleenbonamico9143 Месяц назад

I have stage 4 terminal lung cancer,had to go to the hospital early this week due to breathing as well,then a dumb cough from radiation treatment....and bad nausea too,cancer sucks,I need a break from this lunacy too,this ridiculous crap never seems to end,I totally get you!! Let's hang in there and keep fighting ,hell,we've gotten nothing more to lose.

@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Месяц назад

@@colleenbonamico9143 I hope you're feeling better. You deserve it.