I GOT TESTED.. | NF - Trauma (NF Journey Completed) DonVon Reaction 

Hey since your done with journey and we are all waiting on his new albun drop I would reccomend checking out some of his tracks you missed such as 3.A.M, Lie, Lost in the moment

He is asking HOPE why they have not found him yet. Next album????? HOPE!

The casual listener doesn't realize his catalog is truly a tragic story turning into a redemption story. Hearing Hope makes you appreciate Trauma, Paralyzed, Hate Myself, etc. that much more. Appreciate you taking the time to connect and understand his story through his music.

You're the first one to say what I think as well this is NF singing to Hope. Hope starts out "Hope I'm on my way I'm coming Hope don't lose faith in me I know you've been waiting " Which I believe that part is actually Hope singing back to Nate in response to this track Trauma. He is so brilliantly beautiful in his mind and so complex but you're the only one that I've heard think the same thought that I've had. About a year ago NF discovered me (that's the way I believe it happens...you don't discover him he discovers you) and in that time I have listened to nothing but him everyday and I think that I have put so many of his tracks together and broken so many of the codes that it astounds me how he is so young and so intelligent the way he has connected so much. Everything that he does is so intentional in visual and word. Like Motto I wonder has anyone caught on to "I went from my bedroom to the big leagues" which goes all the way back to Mansion "This room is full of regret it just keeps getting fuller it seems but it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep" Or that the award has the word Happy on it yes he has a song on the next album called Happy but can this also go back to Therapy session "Why don't you write us some happy raps that would be awesome all of your music is moody and dark Nate." And the song Mama is going to be track 4 the same as How could you leave us. And the car he was driving was in Story and in When I grow along with the kid at the end and the Janitor being seen backstage and NF played a janitor in that video. There was several other connections that I made as well but hoping that you read this and maybe others will as well and they may point out some that I didn't catch. But great reaction love you and the channel 👍❤

I’ve always said that Nate is talking to himself, but thinking about it, you’re right also (talking to Hope). In the Search, he said he was looking for the Map to Hope. However, God has told Nate that he’s NOT trapped; Nate is the one “holding the keys.” Therefore, he is looking for Hope, but he is the only one that can give him Hope. 🤯 🤪😇

He's actually singing to Hope...

When the song started I was fr CRYING!!! THIS IS DEEP!! 😭😭😭😭😭

This song is stunning,nfs vocals are sooo underrated

I've been with you from the beginning... I'll be with you going forward. Loved it

I can see this song left you speechless! ❤ NF is just a different beast in the music game.

REMEMBER THIS- please PLEASE listen to that song!!

This song is so raw and just gorgeous! I think we have all had SOME kind of trauma that has caused us to just collapse. Trauma must be dealt with head on! It's the only way to resolve anything. Trauma is nothing comfortable to address, but it must be dealt with or you stay stuck in all the pain✌️😥

Trauma, perfect ending for the search. Running, perfect ending for hope.❤

I am convinced he is speaking to hope here now

Your reactions have been such a pleasure to watch. I’m grateful for your hard work and am looking forward to April 7th along with you and everyone else here!

Good work catching him talking to hope, great reaction!! Finished the journey but not the catalogue. Plenty left to tie you over till the new album drops!! 🔥🔥

If this song doesn't move you, you've gone numb. Ironically, going numb is or can be a response to trauma. Anyway, it's one of the most beautifully gut wrenching pieces of music I've ever heard. Feels like it grabs hold of you and won't let go. Love your reaction. New sub ❤

NF is by far the best artist out today he can do it all and 99% of it is meaningful rather than just rhyming for the sake of it.

The song centers around a heartfelt appeal to a savior figure, whether that be God or a loved one, to try harder to save him from his traumas.

Just got my second NF tattoo tho 😂

After listening to Hope and then going back and listening to this...Light bulb moment too! I believe the same talking to Hope and why hasn't it found him! Especially when he says grab my hand I'm drowning...Hope starts in the water. NF is AMAZING #RealMusic

Yes I think he’s calling out to Hope

Out of all the reactors Ive watched react to NF you are my absolute favorite! I love your attention to detail especially with that being the whole NF experience! I can’t wait for the next album reactions ❤

NF is Legendary!!! Great reaction!!

Finding himself and being able to find peace joy, hope happiness. Finally to find himself and love himself and quit tormenting himself.

paralyzed!! lost in the moment!! two very good songs.

I don't know how I missed these!!! I'm binging💜💜💜It's ok to be speechless, Nate is good at that.

Missed the song 10 feet down, wich imo with the lyrics is also a song you shouldnt miss out on😁

I appreciate how much you feel the music and your understanding of the special depth NF has brought to the table. He has a way with relating to anyone and everyone on multiple levels; assuming they take the time to journey through his discography. "Freedom" (the 7 letters he's been looking for; and "Hope" (because if it's real, he hasn't been introduced to it yet). This one hit hard when this is all we had before "Clouds: The Mixtape" and "Hope."

Congrats sir on finishing the journey thus far. That is huge.

Ain’t it crazy that some reactors and critics will say NF is a one trick pony and say everything he does is the same though? They ain’t paying attention. The man makes you feel every emotion possible.

It's the cello's... they have a very sad sound and are so emotionally moving. GREAT way to end the official journey... please go back and pick up whatever, on each album, wasn't included in your journey!!

NF was searching for hope the entire Search album. In his new album Hope searches for him.

Yes he's talking about Hope

Bro. I HOPE that you’ll one day get that chance to just sit and talk with NF. You’d be the guy I’d want to watch do that.

Great reaction brother

I’ve enjoyed every NF reaction you’ve done, I appreciate your NF journey❤🙌Ready for The Hope album reactions next! This song 🎶 is beautiful and emotional! You want to cry because you took the journey, NF is now Nate and you know him like we fan’s do!

🖤🖤🖤

NF- one hundred

Imo it reminds us of our own traumas and describes it in a way we can’t.

NF Stans taking over you tube cone on son 🎉❤❤❤❤

It’s such a painfully beautiful song man. I well up every time I hear it. Not sure if you checked out ‘lost in the moment’ but should give it listen while we wait for Hope 🙏🏻

God. He’s speaking to God

The journey isn’t over, clouds, lost, hope, motto, is part of the journey it continues the list seemed like it ended at the end of search but that is what was current at the time, the story Nate is telling is still going it’s far from over

I’ll play this with Nate 7/18 in Milwaukee, Wisconsin!

Though I’ve heard almost all of NF’s tracks there’s still about a dozen I haven’t, I know this one is important but I hadn’t listened yet, so I just heard it for the first time with you, yup I cried too 😢

He’s almost got to be talking to either God or Hope. I lean towards God, because he mentions how highly he holds Him. Also he’s asking for love back. Open for interpretation though! Love NF’s music

NF has 2 songs on EA Sports UFC 2, do them back 2 back, your awesome !!!!!

I know you love NF and I know that you will love Ren. You must react to Ren in the near future. You can start with Hi Ren or Jenny’s and screech’s tale.

This is one of my favorite tracks. Been days were it's on repeat. Great reaction as always. "Lost in the Moment" is a good one next. Older song that's really good.

He's singing to Hope and God.

Let me give u a list that u haven’t heard, but are underrated and these are songs I know u would like cuz it gives u a drake type vibe, Songs to React to: 1.)Lie 2.)Like This 3.)Dream 4.)Thinking 5.)3 AM 6.)your special 7.)10 feet down 8.) My Life 9.) I wanna know

This one is sort of an enigma. Could it be nate talking to God, could it be nate talking to Hope, could it be hope talking to nate could it be something else

“Finale” is a very confusing word in this instance, because it’s not like the story is over by any stretch of the imagination.

You should check one of his songs called Chasing. I don’t think you have reacted to it yet.

He's Christian brah, he's talking to God. It's hard in this modern world. Somedays you think you are following his path and somedays all you wish is to hear him, to have more than a feeling. He takes those we love but he hasn't found us, we still here. It's hard. He shows us love but some times we don't see it.

Uh...i cried when i first heard it. I dont understand for the life of me how anyone can say that NFs music sounds the same. Im not saying one is better than the other in totallity but could eminem come close to making a ballad even half as good as this?

Have you watched the Waite video you should

Can you react to you’re special by nf

A clouds review?

Nearly impossible to listen to...