I HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWN 

The fact you are home and safe is the most important thing. Loved watching your progress but got a bit worried the other day. Keep on bagging!!!

Hi Adam, Thank you for posting to let us know you are safe. I know everyone, including myself, were very worried about you. The bravest thing you did, in my book, was to admit you had a problem and sought help. You have the best sister and cousin you could have because they gave you the right advice and you are now home safe. Yes! I really enjoyed living your adventure with you, but that ceased when it was obvious something wasn't right. Cherrish the good memories and learn from the bad ones. Thank you for what you gave us and for what, I am sure, is to come. I started fishing when I was 14. I am now 79 and have only been fishing once on my own in all that time because I hate the thought of being on my own on the bank. That first time alone was in fact last year, so doing what you did alone made you a hero to me. Wishing you all the best for the future and admire you for what you have done to promote fishing with youngsters. Top Man. Barry from Essex

No worries mate. No shame in that , good on yer for being honest and keep on bagging.

Had a camper for 15 years, me and the wife spent most of our hols round the Scottish coast fishing, i only went on my own twice and found it very depressing without someone to share it with, get a bigger van and take someone with you i bet you find a world of difference in the experience, keep on trucking Adam.

Adam mate fair play to doing such a thing on your own and managing to get to France I take my hat off to you and no need to be ashamed, I've watched you through your travels and enjoyed every minute of it 👍🏻 anyway the main thing is your home and safe and looking forward to more of your videos, take care buddy 👍🏻

You had an amazing adventure you have an amazing channel and made the right choice welcome home

You did awesome mate,be extremely proud of yourself,was a pleasure watching,hope to see more soon

In a way I'm glad it was this as I thought those 2 guys had robbed you. Maybe do Europe next year with better planning, booking permits before hand, better sleeping area and someone with you. Thankfully you're home and safe. Take all of this as a learning experience and don't let it get you down 🎣🎣 The happiness you brought those 2 kids made it all worthwhile 🙂

It’s so good to hear you today, like many I’ve checked every few hours to see how you are doing. Adam you’ve done more than any of us dream of in the last month. You’ve been brave, honest, and above all adventurous. Get yourself well, eat properly, rest well and you’ll be back on the banks soon. We all look for more adventures when you’re ready. Your health and well being come first Adam but you’ll be back. Love ya mate.

So pleased you’re ok mate, I’ve been checking in every day as was getting really worried. It’s no shame in calling it a day as your mental health and safety is obviously more important. Stay safe Adam and all the best 👍😁

100% agree, you cannot put yourself through that kind of pressure. Onwards and upwards mate You do you and hopefully one day you'll make that trip with some some support from others, or just keep making the content you do. Much love

Bless you- thanks for your honesty not an easy thing to admit- we enjoyed your videos and looked forward to them, glad you got home safe- rest up x

Brilliant. Stay safe man. I’ll be watching where ever your fishing takes you pal. Good times ahead!!!

Hi Adam, a bit of a tour around both here and abroad! We're pleased you got home safely. Keep bagging on the British rivers and take a mate!!!!! Loneliness is scary and debilitating well done on getting home! Take care and all the best for the next steps. Malc and Ann North Lincs xx

That is what Life is about pal - big props for planning the trip and no shame for it ending the way it did. Takes more courage to face up to things and turn around when it gets like that than to just to keep going on in denial.

Mate well done really..mental health is your main priority.. some people struggle just going local shop you went on your own and was further than most do mate..well done i been watching you all the way mate..tight lines brother..

You done the right thing mate you can still do your travelling what about around England some fabulous places to go and the fishing no matter what Part of England will be great but the most important thing is you will be home all the best Adam love your videos

Enjoyed your videos so much . So glad you’re safe and home . 👍

Well done lad good call, glad you got back safe and well. Massive respect for your honesty and the fact you gave it a bloody good go hope to see you back baggin soon 🙂👍

Fair play mate was a journey! Mental health comes first and I’m sure they’ll be plenty more adventures! Most importantly enjoy your fishing ! I’ve only been at it a couple of years and still learning but it’s my get away ! Enjoy your time on the bank keep doing what your doing and it’s takes a lot to open up so hats off to you

Well done for being honest. It takes guts to admit what you've been through. Glad your safe and well. I've had mental issues in the past, and talking to someone is one of the best things to do, you done right. For me fishing was also a help. This video is by far the most important you have made to date.👍🙏

Great to see your home and safe, was a bit worried about you, brave man for sure . I checked 2 or 3 times a day to see if you had posted anything, stay safe and well and keep bagging.

Having experienced mental health myself I fully understand where you are coming from. I'm glad to see that you are safe and back at home. Everyone has enjoyed your trip so well done and keep your chin up mate

Keep your chin up brother you done amazing look how far you got , next time you will go further time after even more 👊🏽 W!

Only came across your stuff recently but that video took real guts and is one of the most admirable things I’ve watched on RU-vid in a long time. What an adventure, some amazing fish and memories to last a lifetime. Health always comes first and you’re a young’un so many more years to keep making them. Hope you’re back to full strength before too long but take your time and keep talking about it. You’ve also got the best hobby in the world for getting some perspective and meeting a lot of top people. Tight lines from a fellow Yorkshireman 🎣 ❤

You've done so well , glad your safe and home ok, we were worrying after the end of last video.

Omg respect Adam for what you have done over not just the last month but since you have been putting your videos out to the massive support of us the public...great to hear your home safe and well and for one east Yorkshire man the very best to you and will be watching out for your next fishing session... Good luck mate...

Take care mate, big respect for being so honest and open. You’re an inspiration

Congratulations for giving it a shot, very many wouldn’t have even tried. When you get a proper chance to reflect about what you’ve done you’ll realise you can do anything. I really hope you feel very proud of yourself 👏👏👏 Keep the adventures coming, you don’t need to travel the world to inspire others to do the same 👍🏼👍🏼

Adam, I've been watching you from the get go my mate. The passion and effort you've put in absolutely amazing brother! Absolutely no one that has been watching will be upset about your decision! Your one of the most entertaining and beautifully hearted individuals I've ever watched. And myself and my Mrs despite not originally wanting to will continue to watch! Super proud of what you've achieved! Much love my guy ❤

Adam, fair play to you man, great angler and love watching your content, but opening up like you did takes great courage, absolutely no shame in it at all, glad your home and in a better place, hopefully by your content it might help other fellas talk about their mental health, and not just "the one that got away" tight lines, 👌💪🇮🇪👍🏻

FairPlay mate 👍🏻 I wish I had the funds and commitment to do most of that! I understand where your are coming from and ill health always comes first!! Only thing I would say is if you ever do it again is sit and plan your weeks ahead! Make sure you have some free time for yourself in that time and always have somebody to call! 👍🏻 keep up with the videos but get some rest and self care first! Tight lines mate

I was watching every night, wondering how on earth you were managing to keep the pace & keeping producing the videos. Get back to normal & keep well mate. Honesty is the best policy. Good on you.

You done the right thing! Congratulations on how far you’ve come on your journey 😅 I hope you make it there one day!

Hey! Adam, nothing ventured nothing gained, & u definitely gave us an adventure & no doubt u gained a lot!

Fair play to you for taking this on. A tough ask doing it at this time of the year. Perhaps a bit of forward planning if going abroad, go to place’s pre booked, link up with subscribers? Anyway, main thing is you’re back safe and with a lot of lessons learned for future travels.

That makes perfect sence mate, you come first, you had a big burn out, im glad to see your back, I in my little way im always thinking need to do another video, but look after your self, welcome home Andy, you did mor in a month than I could in a year, TOP MAN.

Watched all the way Adam, looking forward to what is next. You already made some awesome memories.

Like many others commenting Adam I'm just so glad your home and ok.! I don't know you apart from what I've watched on YT but I went to bed and woke up at silly o clock worrying about you. Daft I know but real. Thanks for tonight's update.

Well done buddy, pleased you’re safe and sound!!! I’m sure you’ll be embarking on some more fishing adventures soon….. keep smiling.

So glad to hear you're home safely. Take you're time, look after yourself, there'll always be other adventures waiting to happen on these shores when you're ready and we'll always enjoy sharing those with you.

You should be proud of yourself ❤ Thank you for your films. Nice to see you feeling better buddy. Take care

Was delighted to see this video , I was worried Health is the more important than anything you have done well keep on bagging

Well done mate, enjoyed every sec of your videos and I’m glad you did the right thing for your health. Tight lines!

Take it easy man. What you did was amazing and very good to watch. Have a good rest up and get back to what you enjoy doing 👍👍👏

Peace out brother you will make the trip when you’re in the right place at the right time

It's been a pleasure watching your journey across the UK and into France. It takes a big man to be honest as you've been. Keep up the great videos!

Glad ur safe my man and keep on grinding 👌👌🎣🎣

Respect my friend...... You will look back at the venture you embarked on an hopefully try again ' maybe when better organised '.. Don't ever dought yourself or the achievement you suck seeded it's a lot more challenging than most realise.. Your a top.... total legend .

You’ve done a brilliant job mate not many people could do what you done 🤘🏼💙 hope your feeling better buddy we will all be looking for the next ep 😉🎣 tight lines

The lad done brilliant of course following you're progress we forget your actually doing this on your own and like you said loneliness is a horrible thing made even worse when you're hundreds of miles away in a foreign country with no family or friends around just glad you're back home and safe and thankyou for sharing your adventures 🐟❤

Well done pal, and been open about what happened,really enjoyed you adventures and a highlight each evening keep up the good work and hope you reach Africa one day

Iv only been following your channel for a month, excellent videos pal. Keep the videos coming, and all the best.

Big respect to u brother been watching since the very start you’ve done so well to get as far as u did u did the right thing because the problem could’ve got a lot bigger but well done I’m proud of h

Hi mate, the videos have been amazing. But first and foremost is your own health. Just keep doing what you do buddy and forget anybody else it’s about what you enjoy doing. Massive respect and hope your feeling much better now 💪🎣

Adam all I can say you did this on your own is a massive achievement and accomplishment your videos will encourage other people out there to make the leap and try themselves. It’s never a failure it’s always a step into the future for new goals. Well done and good luck to your future endeavors 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

Cheers for making me smile,you're a top lad with a great outlook on life, get yourself sorted lad and then see what's next

Total respect 🫡 and feel for you , there’s always another day 👍

You are a legend Adam, keep on keeping on and tight lines my friend. Don’t leave it too long for the next adventure

I'm so glad that you're ok mate, loved your videos & journey. Massive respect to you for being honest, it's the best way and people will respect you for it, well done, pal. Maybeb if you did anything like this again, try & plan it better, so it would take the stress off, on each day etc. Also, maybe something campervan sized, so at least you can stand up in etc. Well done again mate.

Hey Adam, your still the main man !, what an amazing few weeks, we have been following you every night . we were worried we haven't seen any videos the last few days, glad your OK. You have to be proud of what you have accomplished, job done take a bow and enjoy some time off 👊 1

Great adventure, I bet in a couple of months you will want to do it all over again. A little bit wiser and a little bit stronger. Absolutely cracking and you made all the right calls. Really pleased for you

really enjoyed following your adventures and look forward to seeing you in the future 👍

Bloody good effort Adam. You did the right thing...once ya nut's gone it's defo time to call it. Glad you're home safe. Keep on buddy! ✌

Well done Adam, proper job - glad your home safe and sound, you my boy are the no1 priority. Amazing content every single time, piss funny and wicked sense of humour. They'll be loads more adventures I'm sure. Top bombing big lad 💯 x

Glad you're safe mate, what you did took bottle, without the pressure of the media content. Keep em coming in laid back stylee BIG lad.

Bein watching all the trip mate, well done for givin it a go, fair play being honest!! Wait till weather is better and do a trip around Ireland and uk maybe!! Get over to Ireland for the Shad in may!!

Adam, thanks for sharing your journey. Im currently away from home in Africa and totally relate to your situation. I have really enjoyed watching your adventures and cant wait to see what comes next. I would love to see you tackle a few sessions in my home town of Tadcaster (great fishing). Keep up the great work mate

Thoroughly enjoyed the videos. Look forward to a load more local stuff ASAP!

Dude you've done well to get as far as you did especially on your own and great vids love the young lads getting the tackle it's been a good journey

Good luck pal .takes a lot to no it’s time to give up wen it’s not going your way . B strong it’s only fishing

This honesty has made me have even more love and respect for you. Get home safe and do what you enjoy best and that's just fishing and content with home comforts

Sorry it didn't work out as planned. Loved watching your adventures. Very brave of you speaking out

I've had mental health problems, so I understand how you were feeling. You did exactly the right thing in coming home.

Good to see you back home and chilling mate, have some deserved time off bro

Your channel is absolutely great and love your videos, but your own wellbeing takes priority in these situations so you made the right decision!! The whole situation of being in a different country, language barrier, being alone in a van made me anxious just watching along so can fully gather how it had that effect! Haha! Take care buddy!

Glad to see youre going back home safe and well Adam. Just keep enjoying your fishing and entertaining us with your videos 👍

Fully support your decision Adam your mental health is more important than making content hope ya feeling back to yourself soon and back on the bank enjoying what you do

So glad to have you back in the uk m8...keep on fishing these waters you aint a failure you just had a set back...carry on fishing.

Glad you’re ok mate, all the best👍

Maybe it’s worth retrying in summer next time and you’ll have less problem with wind and probably catch more fish aswell. Got to keep your mental health straight though, it takes a lot of commitment to do what you’ve done and I’ve enjoyed watching every episode after finishing work each day, hopefully you find someone to go with you who’s crazy enough, I probably would, I’m only from Darlington so if you’d ever like to go fishing I’d be up for it. Thank you for the videos you have made and it’s just good to hear your back home now and can relax a bit, keep well mate

Well done Adam,at least your safe and the video's were great,huge respect

Glad your home safe, well done tight lines.😊

Absolute massive respect ! Huge undertaken. I fish the sea up the north of Scotland it’s mad but welcome anytime. You get the young ones involved and come on it’s all a banter Adam.

Glad you're safe man,was getting a bit concerned to be honest. Hope things get better for you, keep bagging up in this country and see what comes next. Good luck Adam😊

what a great journey, great entertainment watching you adam bro. keep up the good work you do and atm just rest before your next one mate.

Well done for everything you did. Love your content. Look after yourself.

Only recently started watching your videos. Loving them mate, come across as a genuine guy. And makes videos more enjoyable. Hopefully bump into you on the bank along the way. Chin up and stay safe. My head would fall off I struggle driving to the river severn and I'm only from Chester 😂😂

I enjoyed your progress and enjoyed your videos keep safe lad

Best to have spoken out. Get ready for June for this season

Your an absolute legend Adam no matter what. Being honest, I was surprised you were doing daily uploads, and I thought burnout might be an issue. The things you do for your followers man. This is why your a legend. It was never going to be easy, especially all on your own. But the fact you had the balls to go for it says enough about you. Again your a legend. I enjoyed every minute of your journey. And most importantly, I'm just glad your OK. Your mental and physical well being comes first, before everything. Just glad your OK. Looking forward to whatever the future brings on your channel ❤🎣

rest, re-charge and restart - you are more than capable of doing this mate! tight lines! keep going

All that matters is your ok Adam , have good rest and we aint going nowhere ❤, ive got complex PTSD and and personality disorder, so i know a bit about all that stuff m8 tight lines

Well done Adam, you've entertained us all and endured a gruelling schedule. I wouldn't have made it half as long as you did. Thanks for sharing it with us all and here's to the next adventure 👍

Glad you're home! We'll all keep tuning in 😃

I've been thinking of you since you had your wobble, just glad your home and safe. I will definitely continue watching when your ready to post again

You done the wright thing mate. I don't even fish but love watching your videos. Stay safe lad keep on fishing .

You gave it a go Adam well done, at the end of the day your health comes first.👏👏

Bless ya Adam.... brave man.. you didn't fail yourself or anyone... thats a large task on your own... inspirational

Well done Adam, absolutely the right decision and hats off to you for sharing this. Top man 👍.