I had my implants removed. 

So incredible to witness your growth Alana. I’ve watched you for years and your new commitment to Christ is my favorite version of you yet ❤ keep pushing girly. You’re influencing more lives than you think, and don’t forget that there’s a whole army behind you.🙏🏻🫶🏻

Finally someone who looks back and understands that being 20 is still being a child. You did a great thing sharing this. Most people who go through this don't talk about it.

Damn, it takes a lot of strength for someone to be this vulnerable and open up to so many people

I respect this video immensely. We need more influencers and people with large platforms being honest with the full scope of risks and complications of all these procedures. Also let’s not overlook the spiritual ramifications of these procedures and emotional fatigue endured.

I remember how defensive she'd get about people warning her about all the procedures she was getting, its sad seeing her go through so much pain.

Alana hi 👋🏽 grateful to hear your perspective. It resembles so much of mine. I removed my implants 4 years ago and have slowly healed my body again. I’ve never regretted it once. Thank you for using your voice

I have so much respect for you. I am so terribly sorry you are going through this. Society puts so much pressure on us girls. We are the only ones who can stand up and say no. I admire your authenticity and transparency. Thank you for having the courage to share your story.

Hi Alana, to be honest.. one of the reasons I started watching your videos is because I have a lot of insecurities and have considered plastic surgery but I’ve always been too afraid. I would watch some of your videos and think that maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if I also went through with it. But I never have. Watching this video was been very interesting. As a religious person myself, I think I have to try harder to come to love my body the way it is. Because you’re exactly right, our appearances don’t really matter as much as society makes us believe. Thank you for always being so transparent with us in every stage of your life ❤️

So happy people are talking about this. Thank you for your vulnerability and for showing your healthy relationship with your boyfriend on the beginning, leaning on him for comfort and in times of stress- we don’t see moments like this online- it’s so beautiful & healthy. Also- I’m sending this to my little sister who had them done at 19/20. You’re going to help so many girls. 🥺

I am seriously enamored with the transformation you have gone through over the last few years. I personally identify as more spiritual than religious but watching how your relationship with God has transformed your life and your relationship with yourself is so inspiring. I have been feeling called to attend church to find community and your videos are encouraging me to do so even more. I am so sorry you were in pain for so long, but I am so glad for you that you are coming to a place in your life where you can see things with such clarity. I struggle with my relationship with my own breasts and body but you are reminding me that our bodies are only a vessel for our souls and what truly matters is the light within us. Thank you for taking us on this journey with you Alana

The smile and light you have in your eyes looking at your boo is so beautiful 🥺

My heart is breaking for you. Your body was beautiful then and it’s beautiful now, even with scars. Your scars are a literal embodiment of how much you’ve grown, and they are beautiful in their own right as well! As you say, the way you look was never important, and that extends to being “permanently disfigured” as you call it (words I disagree with because there’s still nothing wrong with your body!) Your growth as a person is incredible to watch, you should be so proud.

proud of you for putting your health and well being first 💕 at the end of the day it’s not about what we look like but about. ring the happiest healthiest version of ourselves we can be

Feeling honored to witness your personal and spiritual growth. So well spoken, articulated and wise 😊 Keep going Alana, i m rooting for you 🫶

Thank you for this Alana. You will help so many people to see their true value. It’s been so special watching you grow into the person you are.

I cried with you Alana..What a relief to finally be pain free. God is good ❤

Children shouldn't be making permanent decisions about their body that they will most likely regret. I'm so sorry for you hun... As a 30yr old woman, I feel the same. I wish I had accepted my body as beautiful when I was younger. This is such an important message to be spreading to both young men and women. Please know that you are equally as beautiful now, just wiser... Life will teach you things in ways you don't understand at the moment, but will eventually one day.

I'm down to watch you go through this god arch girl. I'm older and went through lots of different belief systems before getting to the point where I realized that the specific beliefs people hold and find meaning in are all the same thing. I totally support you on your journey and am happy and open to hear you speak on your beliefs and feelings. I'm glad you've found something that resonates with you :)

I neeeever imagined that I would be so spiritually uplifted by you and your content. Now I’ve got major tears in my eyes as I watch so much light and truth come from you. I’m so happy for you

Honestly I love you ❤ I’ve never felt more connected to you than I do now and I’m so happy for you, your new approach in life and your connection with God. God bless you Alana ❤

girl… i’m definitely not religious at all, but i’m happy you have found the thing that has opened your eyes to true connection, love, and acceptance. you really are glowing!

Love you sis. Your story is powerful and your vulnerability in sharing your story will inevitably point someone who is lost to truth. Nothing better than that ❤️

I remember when you got them put in because I remember you stating we were the same height, weight and breast size. So when you got them put in I have to be honest- I asked myself if I should go do it as well. But somehow I knew it wasn't something permanent for you (it was more of a trend). I realized you were someone truly valuable just as you were put on this earth, and I'm glad the day has come were you realized that too. ❤

I can’t wait for your testimony video!! The transparency in this video and honesty is so amazing to see!! I have been praying for before you were saved and I will continue to do so!! Thank again for opening up!❤️

This is such a powerful message, girl I’m a new follower and I want you to know that I am proud of you. I’m proud that you are realizing your light on this earth, your true light.

I’m so glad you’re going through this journey now and realising all these things and growth. You’re really brave for being so vulnerable. Praying for your healing and happiness 💖

your journey is sooo inspiring! thank you for letting it be a testimony for us ✨✨💛

🙏🏽 Been along for your journey and growing parallel to you it seems. This message is incredibly important- now more than ever… sending you so much love & peace.💓🦋

i’m so glad you trusted yourself and listened to your body 💕i’ve learned a lot recently about all the crazy side effects of implants and it’s so sad seeing all of us women feel the need to harm our bodies for the beauty standard 😩 happy you’re not in pain anymore!!!

I’m so proud of you! I don’t know why, but last year I was watching one of your videos and I had this thought “I have a big feeling that she’s gonna become a Christian soon.” God has had His hand over you this whole time ❤ keep pushing

Awww Alana you have always been an inspiration! You have always been outwardly beautiful, but it is your incredible inner beauty that is the most captivating thing about you. I know you’ll overcome whatever may come your way, keep your head up angel ❤

I’ve watched your videos for years. I see so much peace in your eyes compared to over the years. I can’t wait to hear your testimony. I can see how good has changed you so much already. Thank you for being so vulnerable. I admire your courage. I will always support you! 🫶🏼💕

I'm so proud of you for talking about this and being honest with your feelings and your past. I think it's going to help so many people who are struggling with the same thoughts you were struggling with before, also help offset the many people online who are trying to diminish the seriousness of this procedure. Self acceptance is the most amazing thing someone can experience, and I can tell you're really on the brink of flourishing as your true self.

You guys starting to pray made me instantly tear up that's so pure and genuine I wish for something like that to happen to me 😢❤

I’m so happy for you and proud of you Alanna!

As a Muslim I’m so glad you found faith in god , may Allah swt guide you

So happy and excited for you! ❤ Aging and our mental awareness is so hard but you are never alone in this life. We love you

Regarding the "letting someone cut your body up/ going to such extremes to look more beautiful/ losing your natural body" do you feel the same about your nose job? Because the rhinoplasty was done much more recently than the breast augmentation, but is still an operation only to improve your appearance and you seemed to be very happy about the surgery even at your update videos months after the surgery. Or do you regret only the breast augmentation because you had physical pain/ complications but feel ok about the rest of your cosmetic procedures as long as you liked the result and didn't have complications? Because complications can happen always at any surgery, the most important thing you can do is be well informed about the possible risks or complications and make a decision for yourself if those possible risks are worth the end result. It seems like you rushed the decision to get a breast augmentation (even though it is common knowledge the capsular fibrosis will inevitably happen in the next 5-10 years and can cause pain making it a necessity to change the implants many times in your life especially if you get the surgery when you are only 20), while you might have been better informed about other cosmetic surgeries you had, like the rhinoplasty, which you - at least so far - haven't expressed regret for...

This is so inspiring. Thank you for being vulnerable with us and sharing your story❤❤

Oo there is a lot of shame here... It was a choice and now this is another choice. It's ok, people change.

Gosh I just want to hug you Alana... I’m sorry you had to go through your journey this way but look at the mindset you have now.. you sound like you’ve really found joy & happiness now. Sending so much love!

I can’t wait to hear your testimony!!! So happy for you❤

Thank you so much for posting this. I know it's not easy. I have watched you since 2016. I watched you grow. Its been amazing to see. A lot of women are not aware of the life changing harmful side effects this surgery can have on you. Thank you for sharing this. And I am proud to have you as my influencer and honestly your videos are so authentic that I actually see you as a friend. I fell like God has always been there and working through you the whole time. You honestly have helped me so much. Your videos are real and you hold nothing back. I just thanked God for this video. I needed it. Thank you girlie!

Having my implants taken out gave me my life & confidence back 🎉 so happy for you. Although I know you said you don’t have BII, I’ve seen many of your videos with you having health problems, fatigue, tmj, anxiety, breast pain so on so fourth, I truly hope these things are reduced for you as a result of explant when your body finds its natural state again. My 25+ chronic symptoms disappeared within 6 months of explant 💛

Wow Alana I’m not even done watching but I am so proud of how far you have came. I been watching you for a long time since before you got so big and I just absolutely loved how open and honest and amazing your content was. However it reached a point where everything started to be about your appearance and procedures and I was going through so much mentally with my anxiety and body dysmorphia it became so hard to keep watching. I got my nose done and breasts lifted a month before you got your nose done and I realized I was falling into a deep hole. None of this is your fault but I had to stop watching you completely and then randomly you came to my mind recently and i started watching you again and just feel like we’re on such a similar journey. I’m thankful for you as a content creator and how open you are with what you go through

I am speechless. What an utter joy it has been to see your transformation over the past several months. When I hear you speak about God or your faith, it makes me so emotional. I love it and I'm SO happy for you and just know you have so many of us that are right there with you. You're not alone in this❤

Wow breast implants sound terrifying now that you explained the explant surgery. I don’t think I’ve ever heard someone talk so openly about the realities of that surgery that has become so normalized. It was very eye opening and I’m sorry that you had to go through that, I wish you good health 💞

Aw Alana ! It’s crazy growing up with you. You’re the one who made me want to do vlogs around procedures!

You’re so brave so speak about this openly Alana! 💜💜 So sorry you went through all of this! also Tim is so supportive! Y’all are so sweet 🌻

Hey! I remember watching the video where you first got your implants done. I remember thinking what is she doing her chest was perfect naturally. I am happy you finally realized. Ive gone through similar experiences myself and was considering surgery at the time for myself as well. Cheers to growth and realization. ❤

Thank you for talking about this. We should never do surgery for non-medical reasons, but we are all so disconnected from our bodies and ruled by our minds (instead of lead by our hearts) that we don’t see how hurtful and disrespectful it is to the most sacred thing we have. Let the scars be a symbol for your journey and the things you learned from it❣️we love you.

your growth is so beautiful, and i am so so so proud of you. i have watched you since 5 years ago, and i love this version of you so much. keep growing alana, i'm rooting for you.

I love how you are being taken care of now. being loved and cared for is a blessing, even if "hustle culture" shames it. people should take care of each other and i'm so happy for you😊

You’re an absolutely beautiful human being ❤ inside and out. I’m so grateful you can be honest and vulnerable with your audience because it could help inspire others be the best version of themselves and make healthier choices.

you're glowing sis! so proud of you :)

Wow! Thank you for your honesty and vulnerability. Your faith journey has been incredible to watch unfold. Keep shining that light ❤️🥹

It's a shame that society teaches girls that they're gonna be shunned or ignored if they don't have large breasts. I'm glad that some don't care or don't believe that. I wish everyone could just be themselves and not be influenced by their surroundings. I can't say that I wouldn't have something done if it was easy, cheap and painless. But it's always hard, expensive and horrendously invasive.😢

Oh I’m really sorry that you dealt with that Alanna, you’re the second person I follow that has had to have them taken out. It’s unfortunate but your maturity and growth is really amazing. I wish more people thought like you do now, which is understanding that our bodies don’t make us valuable or not valuable. And we don’t have to go to extremes and get surgery to change. And that’s a kind of controversial opinion and I do follow many people who have had work done so it’s like “whatever”, but there is still always a kind of sad feeling when someone announces they’re getting work done because it’s a bit sad to know someone is insecure about their appearance. Anyway, thanks for sharing!

Im SO SO SO glad someone in the public eye is finally saying what a big deal surgery is!!!!!!! Going under anaesthesia, being cut open, having a foreign body in you, being on antibiotics are such a big deal and so traumatic, after having health issues i refuse to put my body under that for what society thinks i should look like to be value. Im so happy for you and proud Alana, your transformation is so inspiring, and dont worry, according to my friends the scar fades quite a bit and they couldnt believe how similar their breasts looked to the before, just give it time and rest. Much love and light.

you trying to control laugh was a big relief , my girl you are amazing

Alana, I’m about to turn 20 and I can’t believe you were able to make that decision at such a young age…I’m happy for you in your journey with god and finding love in yourself and the image you were created in. Praying for you to continue this strength❤️

I love your new videos. Love this new journey and new life you have. You seem so much more content compared to past videos.

Wow it’s so wonderful to see you did this for your health. That is our true wealth!. I remember one of the first videos I watched of yours was your breast aug video and I was so inspired to get them done because yours came out so natural.

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU 💗💗💗 You look so happy. I'm glad. 🤍

HalleluYah! It's so beautiful to see God being glorified through you and your platform. I'm so happy for you, Alana 🤍 And also so happy to be able to call you my sister in Christ. Keep showing the world how wonderful He is 🙌🏼

So very inspiring. I’m sure this video will help many young girls (and women) to think twice before hastily going under the knife and revaluate their relationship with themselves. I know I’m just a stranger but I feel so proud of you and I’m a subscriber because you are so much more than just a pretty face 💜

So excited to hear your testimony!!! Love u Alana ❤

Such a beautiful video Alana, thank you for telling your story. You are so inspiring for choosing yourself, and your health. I think this is so important to spread more awareness to the dangers of breast implants. To everyone considering it, being at least fully informed about everything. You helped a lot with that. At least for me

Wow. I know this must have been so hard to post. Thank you so much for being open, honest and sharing your story, you have no idea whose life you could be changing ❤

Alana, I'm so sorry for the pain you're going through💔 but just remember it's all for things to get better. I'm happy for you, I feel like you're now much more happy and stable.

She has issues with body image, it is not just the breasts. Mentally she is pretty vulnerable.

Thank you for bringing light to this. I think people should be able to do whatever with their bodies, but they should also be informed of all the consequences. Many people get plastic surgery without knowing all the potential risks.

So how is your nose any different?

Alana, your scars tell a story and they are beautiful ❤ whats most important is your health. I had to learn that lesson as well, own it! Nothing can take away your beauty inside and out

Thanks for sharing your experience, I've really appreciated it. The world is pushing us to look a certain way, it requires strength to not compare yourself with others and accept yourself for who you are. Well done, please keep sharing ❤ xx

I cried watching this! Thank you for being so vulnerable. Thank you Jesus for bringing Alana peace about this situation 🙏 So grateful to spend eternity with you sister in Christ! ❤

Hi guys 😊 I am sorry, I forgot to add the verses to the screen. I will leave them here for you: 1 Peter 3:3-4 "Do not let your adornment be MERELY outward--- arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel. Instead, make yourselves beautiful on the inside, in your hearts, with the enduring quality of a gentle, peaceful spirit. This type of beauty is very precious in God’s eyes."' Proverbs 31:16-17 "She surveys a field and acquires it; from her own resources, she plants a vineyard. She works energetically; her arms are powerful." Proverbs 31:20 "She reaches out to the needy; she stretches out her hands to the poor." Proverbs 31:25 "Strength and honor are her clothing; she is confident about the future." Proverbs 3:15 "Her value exceeds pearls; all you desire can’t compare with her." Deuteronomy 31:6 “Be strong! Be fearless! Don’t be afraid and don’t be scared by your enemies, because the Lord your God is the one who marches with you. He won’t let you down, and he won’t abandon you.” Proverbs 31:24 "She designs gowns and sells them, brings the sweaters she knits to the dress shops."

You are so beautiful internally Alana and I’m so proud of you for waking up! Your future is bright. We all make mistakes when we are young and impressionable. Don’t beat yourself up. Don’t beat yourself up.

From the start of the video I can’t tell you how proud I am as a viewer because I’ve following your journey since you had your initial surgery that you started things off with a prayer 🙏 you are made in God’s image and you are a co-heir of Heaven with Jesus Christ, that’s what makes you the powerful child of God that you are ❤I am so happy to see you in this journey and using your platform and the knowledge that God has given you to touch others. This video made me cry, just like the last few has done 🥹 but tears of joy of seeing your beautiful soul being saved ❤

I’m so happy that you made this decision 💗💗

This video is SO important. Thank you for being honest ❤

I’m sticking around :) It is so obvious (I think to anyone who has watched your videos for a length of time) that you are radiate and glowing and it’s deeper than skin level. Hard to pin it down exactly but I am one of the people who doesn’t really have a relationship with god (likely because I grew up “religious”) and I am keeping an open mind. The way you process and explain things works well for me and I’m certainly curious. I’m rambling a bit now but I just wanted to say thank you for creating things that are true to you, it takes bravery to share so much with so many (especially when any sort of change is involved).

Alana...you made me cry😢..I feel for you and what you have gone thru..and I am so happy you are finally free! Your transformation is so evident..and what a role model you are becoming for this younger generation that we need more than anything! You are radiating such beauty and grace. Thank you for sharing your walk with Christ! Looking forward to seeing more of how Christ has touched each area of your life. ❤

I’m SO glad you aren’t in pain anymore!! Also, I can’t wait to hear your testimony! Proverbs 31:25 “She is clothed with strength and dignity and laughs without fear of the future.”

Alana I am so proud of you 💓 what a change you are growing so much and running into your real self with all this authenticity .May god bless you and help you with his guidance 🥰

ty for sharing your most sensitive story tysm ❤️ and proud of you ❤️ at the same time

Alana, PLEASE be careful. Ur treading a slippery slope. All I will say, is that I grew up in a Christian church, conservative, etc. over time I started to realize that people like to use God to weaponize people and their choices, they like to use the Bible to manipulate and get what they want from people, even if other peoples choices don’t affect them personally, they still like to control. Those types of people are the ones who like to preach about it nonstop but also acting like they never make mistakes or never sin themselves. The people that I know, that truly have God in them, are not judgmental. They are accepting and loving of EVERYONE. gay, transgender, etc. because only God can judge someone. Each person has their own choices and their own life and their own journey with God and only God can judge that person. It is not our job as people to change other people. Our job is to love people in the condition they are in, and making them feel good enough and accepting their life choices (except for when it is physically harming someone else). And I hope your boyfriend isn’t an extremist in the religious aspect because that’s when it can get super tricky. Ugh. I hope this gets through to you❤️

I followed & loved you when you first started your channel and then unsubscribed because I felt out of touch with your content but today RU-vid showed me this video on my feed and I'm so happy it did!!! I respect this video so much, subscribed again

Alana, recover well and then live your life and be careful because there are always people who will say that they help you but it is the opposite, only your parents and siblings (the family) are the ones that will really help you, a hug.

Honestly even before watching this video I could feel the hurt. I know what you’re feeling exactly and I’m sorry that this pain is something someone else has to deal with too.

this is so major! I am so proud of you and happy for you!🤩

I admire you, because you are so transparent. Honestly, just give your body time to heal, it may not be perfect as it once was, but they need time to come back to their more natural state. Its kinda like being pregnant, your breasts enlarge, when you're caring, once you've weaned your baby, your breast will eventually return to as they once were to some extent.

I had to unsub a few years back because I was comparing myself to you and wishing I had the means to change my appearance too. It was so fun seeing you pop up in my recommended videos the other day. It was your ring shopping video. It is so refreshing to see your transformation not only physically(because recently you really have looked so radiant and my only thinking is that it's Jesus shining through you) but spiritually. I've been a believer for a long time and your testimony is so encouraging. I'm sorry you ever felt you needed to change and I'm so happy for you now and where you're headed. God has big things in store. Keep being vulnerable! also so so excited for this new relationship for you! you seem so much more at peace and joyful!

Thank you so much Alana for sharing this video and I love your vlogs so so much you are my inspiration and I wish you reach 600K Subscribers very very soon!❤️✨😊

I missed so much, havent watched your videos in a while but let me tell you, the change in your eyes and smile is making me so happy! You look truly in love and happy and oh my goodness, i am so so happy for you!!!💞💞💞💞

Good for you! I remember wanting implants. I went and got a consultation and I quickly changed my mind. Now that I am few years older I couldn’t imagine changing my body I truly love it now more than ever. I happy that you made the right decision for you. I will say that you will change again and that’s ok!

For anyone who does have scars, your body is beautiful. They do not define you. Any surgery you had, be it elective or life dependent, you’re beautiful. You are SO MUCH MORE than the skin that envelops you! ‘Blemishes’ or not, ‘imperfections’ and all, you are so much more!🩵

Just when I thought I couldn’t find you more relatable, you speak about Christ in a beautiful way! I am so happy for you and your relationship with God. And I’m glad you’re at peace with your decision 🫶❤️

I am so happy that you are well, and I can’t wait to get to know this new version of you❤😊

I was crying when I started watching this video. I recently removed my implants after I got an infection. I just had them for a month. Needless to say worst month of my life. Looking back I have the exact same feelings as you. I was looking at previous pictures and thinking how I thought there was something wrong with my body and not liking myself thinking I would look better with implants and willing as you said to cut myself open to insert something in my body just to feel better about myself. The pain of looking at my breasts now and seeing what I did to myself is a lot to deal with emotionally.