I was addicted to cocaine for about 5 years, what’s crazy is that I started drinking and smoking weed when I was about 16 which now I’m 30, I had been offered coke many of times and always turned it down but the first time I didn’t turn it down and I did that first line, that was it. I fell in love with it right then and there. Lost my car and my house and ended up being homeless for a while. Went to a rehab and now I’m 6 months clean, got me a car and a little apartment. Starting over again for the 10th time, if I can do it you can do it!!
I believe it’s about escapism vs addiction...this is a wonderful story share, so happy she put her trust in the universe vs being taken over by substance abuses.. good for her. Peace to all.
if youre casting judgement instead of the information these people need, how are you part of the solution? Youre too busy playing the victim to see that youre doing the same thing, casting judgement. Be accountable
That's what happens when you shelter your kids too much... You're teaching them that life is one big happy adventure when that's really just an illusion... If you've become an adult after growing up in an overly sheltered home you're not gonna know what to do or how to react when you may be tempted into drugs or be able to judge good people from bad people who want to harm you because in your head growing up life is all about the illusion that everything is happy and NOTHING bad can happen to you... You'll die REALLY young with that attitude...You need to know some of the wrong too so you are prepared as an adult... An adult shouldn't be as naive as this woman was as an adult... Come to think about it adults shouldn't be naive at all!!!
I’d like to know more about how the addiction affected her life, and how hard it actually was, how deep she was in it. I feel like they just glazed over the ugly of it. Was she a functioning addict? Did it affect her relationship with her husband? Was he supportive? Yes, Jesus is the way, truth and the life, but how did the people in your life support you? I have so many questions…
Hey Erin, Jesus isn’t the way at all actually! Religion is a complete load of rubbish and this lady was never addicted. They just want you to believe that god helped her 😂😂😂😂 he did and you know why?? BECAUSE HE DOESNT EXIST!
As a former cocaine addict…. I’ll let you know …. It made me sexually promiscuous, lost a job, led me to meth, had me peeking through blinds hours in a row, I knocked at my Christian sisters door at 4 am thinking I was being chased by the mafia without having any type of connection to it. I lost over 40 pounds, got addicted to pornography…. I would sleep with an ax on the side of my bed thinking someone was trying to kill me… I mean … I’m sure her life wasn’t too different. And yes Jesus pulled me out
I'm dealing with this right now with a woman that i met awhile back. She's trying to cover it up but she's losing control... FAST!!!! I really want to see her win this battle but she's lost a lot. her home used to be so beautiful but now it looks like a trap house and the worst house on the block! she's had her car repo'd! She's always behind on her rent. She's still very pretty but too is fading fast. I really don't want to see her lose it all! Her own dad said that she started hanging out with the wrong people and they Will ruin her and leave when she's all messed up and he spoke the absolute truth! If she doesn't change, I don't see her making it through the summer... 😢😢😥😥
Never tried, never will. Yes I wanted to, yes I have thought of trying, Yes I had temptations. What led me never to try? Never ever, ever have I heard anyone, not one, till date say any good about cocaine. Learning from others mistakes is better then making one to learn it.
At the age of 12 I remember my buddies and I filing out these surveys in school saying we did all the drugs thinking it was funny so I dont think the data is accurate
This is one of the funniest things I’ve seen in quite some time. Please, somebody tell me this is a sketch comedy skit. Hilarious! “I let the Lord have his way with me.” I’m dying laughing!
@@bethkovacs6249 i kinda agree with the guy who posted the comment it sounds soooooo dumb lmao. Im not laughing at her pain tho it is extremely tough and im proud for she got out of it. A normal person can hardly comprehend the misery of a COCAINE addiction. Stop misenterpreting, noones laughing at her, shes not alone being religious, a lot of people agree that most religion sounds absolutely rediculous.
Show some respect at least she’s trying we all have our demons I like a party and a bottle or two on the weekend doesn’t mean we’re not worthy you don’t know what she’s been through to get here she sees the error of her ways anyway loneliness is horrible how would you like to be in that situation you really need to grow up
There is a better life and Jesus paid for on the cross Really and truly humble yourself and Jesus will lift you up Out of that pit of despair he really loves it and likes us
typical case. she wasn't happy about her sex life after giving birth. she needed that extra spice in her life that's why she started going out, some people her age are still doing the party life style while she found another type of lifestyle which is religion ...same ish
I’d wish that I was more likely to be able to believe in higher powers. I’m sorry, but I get so frustrated when people say thank you jesus, even though I'm probably just jealous of their faith.
@kerbygator I recovered from Christianity in 2014, been MUCH happier and more productive since. You ever seen god? How come god NEVER shows up anywhere, for anything? Fires, earthquakes, tornadoes, tsunamis, god is always NO where to be seen. I can help you OUTGROW god, write me
Shane Khan Others* In this sentence "others" is plural referring to multiple individuals, not possessive "other's" which would be indicating something belonging to the "others" being referenced such as, "There were two siblings who tried cocaine. The first sibling's addiction was not as severe and they were able to get clean, while the other's addiction spiralled out of control."
@@joshuaharrington3951 Hey Joshua, god isn’t going to save you haha not at all! And god didn’t help her with the meth addiction that she didn’t have ahahaha
I’ve done coke more times than I can count, I’m not addicted. After my first time I didn’t feel the need to buy another bag, it took me 3 months before I bought another bag. I have not done it for about 2 months now. Not everyone gets addicted
its different if you do it once in a while... once you start buying it on your own you're fucked..i never thought i would get addicted cause i would only do it one in a while, now its becoming a problem idk how im gonna stop
i am currently an addict to but i never understood the turning to god point, i don’t believe in things you can’t touch, feel, smell, see, taste. why believe in something you can’t see with your own eyes or feel, it just doesn’t make sense to me, this comment isn’t to criticize or anything i just wanted to say that, hopefully i can get sober soon
I don't feel sorry for her- she had everything and threw it away. Most women would die to have had her life. Wasn't enough "excitement ". Had to go out to the clubs, and then the rest happened. What do you expect?
NO childish, imaginary god gonna help you do anything. YOU must be an adult and accept responsibility for your life, and save it. I broke a strong addiction to cocaine by finding my OWN strength
Yeah for the first 15 minutes then you realize you're in hell with a bunch of junkies fiending asking you for another bump. Been there. Infact I do it nightly. I hate it...people in the drug world suck and become selfish
@ayoutubecommenter1827 when you're in a kitchen with people you barely know but all bonding over the beak. Then you run out and reality kicks in, what the fuck am I doing? That's the feeling you need to focus on all the time, I was never an addict addict, but every weekend I would do a gram or two after a few bevvys and that was tough for me to quit, had to fuck "friends" off. I get anxiety just thinking about it now
The fact that you can say just say “ just some Jesus/ God blah blah” is one sentence is frightening. God is the reason you can even type this bogus comment! Be respectful to those who have their beliefs, and read these comments!
@@alex8vechkin672using it once in a night. Multiple times. Happened with me. Here we are 1 year later. 20 years old. Just went through another financial rollercoaster. Watched all my dreams fade away. It’s the saddest and most flattening thing ever to my heart. I feel like I killed my real self.
This story is ridiculous. There were no details. It is just a bunch of buzz words to attract people to this dumb story. This isn't what addiction looks like. This isn't a true story of an addict. Believe this crap if you want but your naive.
Quit giving Jesus all the credit, you did that shit not some magical man in the sky. Religion gives you synthetic self esteem and robs you of self confidence.
We are nothing without God. The glory is always to God because he is the creator. Stop hating on Jesus, shame on you. Jesus died on the cross for our sins and its because of him we are given an opportunity to change for the good. I will pray for you.
