What Cocaine Withdrawal Is Like

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I was a cocaine addict and at one point was doing 1-2 8 balls of coke a day, I quit cold turkey, and this is what I experienced.
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@RodriguezGorge 21 день назад

I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to cocaine for over 17 years. Cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

@Ronkaja 21 день назад

Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

@DonnHowes 21 день назад

YES sure of Dr.alishrooms. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.alishrooms

@JesseRobson-dk5cy 21 день назад

Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind

@SharonFalcon-fj7nb 21 день назад

How can i find him? Is he on Insta

@Raymo64106 21 день назад

Yes he's Dr.alishrooms. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

@Analyseis 8 месяцев назад

I did everyday use of cocaine (1-2 grams/day) and alcohol for 6 years. I am sober for the last 9 months and I feel I got my life back!

@corinnaness5808 6 месяцев назад

❤🎉

@user-kc1it8yi4v Месяц назад

amazing bro working on getting mine on track 2 gonna quite drugs this week

@snugray_p1659 13 дней назад

So awesome and so proud man

@MichyMufuknBoo 6 дней назад

How long did the cravings and body aches and brain fog last before you finally felt strong and clean again?

@williamrussell1433 10 месяцев назад

Ive been doing 2-3 grams a day the last 5 1/2 months with my wife. At first it i felt i could control it but lately ive felt like its starting to control me. So last night we both broke down and said enough. Today was our first full sober day in 4 months

@r.i.p_the_5.367 10 месяцев назад

Hey man congratulations bro I’m really proud of y’all man. it’s not easy but it’s worth it. You’ll start to see life for what it really is

@jaidx2_4always47 9 месяцев назад

Stay Strong!!

@baymaster20 9 месяцев назад

Stay strong ❤

@harun776 9 месяцев назад

Hey may I ask when did you feel like you started getting addicted? So far I’ve done it once and it was a day ago. I didn’t take any today but I want to get some tomorow ( 40 bucks worth ). Is that enough to be addicted ?

@jambo061 9 месяцев назад

wtf are you@@---TOM

@RetireMe100 8 месяцев назад

20 years sober from it. The anxiety and panic when i quit was unbearable

@stevensnotsay4882 7 месяцев назад

20 years! Not bad man. I’m trying to stop but it’s the thoughts in my head

@Young3blu 7 месяцев назад

I’m trying to stop but your right the anxiety and panic are unbearable that I can’t get past it to get clean. What should I do

@SAMEntalhealth 5 месяцев назад

Believe it or not, the anxiety and panic attacks or because of your ADHD probably. ADHD alone can cause panic attacks and major anxiety issues so without something calming You down, Like Cocaine for people with adhd, it kind of calms anxiety a bit like it does for eric. It did for me as well at one point in my life

@Young3blu 4 месяца назад

@@SAMEntalhealth so go on a adhd med??

@AquaMan-ss1dk 8 дней назад

@@Young3blunah you go talk to a therapist

@michelharvey9823 Год назад

Im about 3 months sober after 9 years of using coke everyday. 🥵

@raegirl5551 Год назад

....also: he used to care about everything: his home and vehicle.....now everything is piling up and he doesn't care.

@WinterNickiSmith Год назад

Congratulations

@dare_mo_shinjinai Год назад

Congrats bro

@thecriticalcamper1595 Год назад

Congratulations

@roeldejong9297 Год назад

Nice bro! How are doing now?

@SAMEntalhealth Год назад

You hit the nail on the head bro!!!! With when closing your eyes the racing scary thoughts keep you from falling asleep! Mine was with opiates but same thing!

@corey725 Год назад

Thanks. I've been trying to stay clean, and have had a few recent setbacks. I'm really not trying to give up because of my lapse of judgement though. Taking it one day at a time. Your story helps put things in perspective.

@cbrownsmakinmoves 8 месяцев назад

Coming off a 2 day bender and fed up with myself. Starting my journey to turn my life around today.🙏🏽

@abudhabi5546 8 месяцев назад

How you feeling??

@erickiyoshiphillips2323 Месяц назад

hey man keep your head up. as long as u get back up and learn something from a relapse

@laurahicks9558 Год назад

Wishing you the best in your recovery.

@Keeros 9 месяцев назад

I know it’s not long but I’m one month without using , I feel so much better already

@taniak8707 2 месяца назад

Well-done!!! Keep trying 👍😊

@ShackaraSmith-xl2uj 2 месяца назад

One day at a time, I'm clean 7 year's now, stay encouraged and good luck with your sobriety.

@helenamcclary4079 Месяц назад

Congratulations

@kaykerr7089 Месяц назад

Hope ur still pushing keep up the good work !

@scottcasey9240 7 месяцев назад

Great to see you talking about this stuff. I was addicted to meth from 16-19, then addicted to weed and booze from 19-25. Then addicted to pills from 25-35. Finally got sober, and have been from drugs for 14 years. I'm still addicted to other things, just not things that are illegal. I smoke, drink way too much caffeine, eat way too much sugar, but here I still am. I don't think the trait ever goes away, you just have to manage, and focus on it. The truth is through all of it, I learned 1 thing. You have to want it.

@SuperKeithers 9 месяцев назад

thanks for sharing your story Eric, I'm sure it has helped some of us in our own struggles

@EricBZink 9 месяцев назад

Absolutely just helps to know we are not alone

@marisajackson9152 4 месяца назад

I attempted to save my 14 year relationship with someone who refused help with cocaine and alcohol addiction, this helps me out a lot as to why, I just figured he didn’t love me enough . Thank you so much for this informative video

@Jay-nb9ii 2 месяца назад

Never done drugs ever my habits are good herbal tea and exercise 4 days a week dont let anyone bring u down people think coke aint a drug nor is it addictive silly people out there

@GoonSquad25 Год назад

Bro you hit the nail on the head. It's a routine almost sacred then you take it away and it's a mofo. Proud of you bro.

@mintyfresh1090 Год назад

I’ve came out to family and wife about my addiction. I’ve hid for 5 years I’m tired of the double life. My neck hurts my emotions are crazy. This sucks. I’m day 2 clean. These voices exactly. It’s so hard

@tnt666tnt Год назад

I did the same thing. telling my wife was the worst thing I ever had to do. I am now in a rehab center

@ashleylipton2982 Год назад

Proud of you man! It is hard to see the hurt on the people's faces you love. Don't stop fighting!

@mattlenton7376 10 месяцев назад

Don't give up!!!!

@leewilson5389 8 месяцев назад

Where at bro….

@thecriticalcamper1595 Год назад

You speak such honesty and I will try to take your advice

@richardjackson3444 8 месяцев назад

No physical withdrawal from cocaine. The power of the psychological withdrawal should not be underestimated though. I stopped in an instant. My young daughter standing at the bottom of my hospital bed was enough to achieve that. I was admitted with a potential heart attack. A terribly deceptive drug. Most of us are self medicating. Keep strong.

@ElSantoLuchador 7 месяцев назад

Psychological withdrawal = your dopamine receptors are fried. It can take years to recover and that definitely shouldn't be underestimated.

@Gsp_in_NYC 7 месяцев назад

yes----it can give you a cardiac arrest out of nowhere ...I'm shocked I got away without ending up in the ER ...I probably should have gone a couple times.

@mikrosixtysix 4 месяца назад

@@ElSantoLuchadorthis is so fucked. When you quit you might have to be depressed for years

@dmitriyracov3925 2 месяца назад

How much coke you did to get a heart attack and for how long ?

@user-vj6qc6om9f 2 месяца назад

How extensive was your use

@vibes3360 2 года назад

I haven't touched cocaine since Christmas. Used to LOVE the styff . I had told myself once in a while treat. So far haven't touched it since. Smoking good quality cannabis is what works for me.

@EricBZink 2 года назад

❤️

@Gabbbb410 Месяц назад

Weed is just another addiction .try to have some hobby or some sport . Sport is the solution

@justincesarski314 7 дней назад

@@Gabbbb410 weed is harmless

@Urbantails_ Год назад

I wish my sister could hear this because this is the most accurate and honest account of this type of addiction. You describe this exactly how it really is! ❤❤ My addiction meant I had to cut people out and I’m now two years clean in august after 10 years of addiction. Sadly me and my sister still don’t talk.

@tjray1198 Год назад

Everything takes time dont lose the faith thats blood no matter what.

@LetsGetHighOnMorris 10 месяцев назад

With time you two will reconnect, as long as you leave that door open the love wont go away

@baymaster20 9 месяцев назад

Your strong ❤

@ReneeTower-em1fp Год назад

Thank you,PLEASE continue to share...someone will be delivered as well.wish I had known this info for my fiancee who lost his battle

@karlcasias1043 7 месяцев назад

Hard to believe you survived that much coke daily! That is scary, so glad you kicked it. I am 62 and have been doing it fairly regularly for a few years after 30 year hiatus .

@vickieriddle 2 месяца назад

I’m about to start my sober journey and really loved your video

@jacobrahimian8461 2 года назад

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for sharing this private moment.

@westhamunited67 21 день назад

I have massively cut my drinking down and my coke cravings have really dropped off. Not completely but it has helped me big time.

@gabelossus 3 месяца назад

Addiction is like a little friend in the corner that you can always fall back on, but without it in situations of self-doubt/anxiety you have to fall back on YOURSELF. And that does not come easy. Just dealing with weed right now but it's crazy hard to have the same level of fun without it at the moment

@mikebucur8461 2 года назад

Great video. Share more stories.

@tnttv9790 8 месяцев назад

Thank you for sharing you story!!

@missurbanxplorer 2 года назад

ugh the voices. those are the worst. I'm a recovering addict from heroin. been sober 3 years. I feel that. the routine is very hard to break ... I had to move down south to actually stop and luckily I did. I couldn't get sober up north. I had to create a new routine for myself and get out of that environment. Yes, I agree, it is the best decision to get clean. I promise you, it gets better. it's freaking hard but you can do it. to any addict struggling keep going. it DOES get better ❤️

@EricBZink 2 года назад

All the love it is a fight but so damn worth it

@missurbanxplorer 2 года назад

@@EricBZink agree!

@ttvestrada5176 Год назад

@@EricBZink can Suboxzon help someone that’s a Coke addicted quit?….

@mrmagdump9085 Год назад

Never been str8 addicted to any drug. But over the past decade ive come to a slow but obvious realization. Im addicted to addiction. Substance no matter what it is "did and do keep a cap on hard drugs. Meth herion pills ect ive kept at bay after a short stint with adderalls in hs" coke has been a new one. But that was still a few mo ago n its just off n on here n there. Done it various times over the years but cant go on a bing for more then 2 to 3 days. Weird part. When i go completely dry of susbtance "mainly to prove i physically dont need it. Fir reasons of balancing health" But the weird thing is when i go completely sober. I end up affecting my life worse then any drug has. I lose jobs, drop hobbies friends and start self isolating full bore. After a few weeks im in constant pain and overly accuetly aware of my body, heartbeat. Feeling my blood move in my vains. Feeling food and gases mive through my intestines Why am i mentioning this. Idk hoping someone can figure it out. Therapy and pshys have not been much help. In fact after seeing them i fell down the hardest paths i was in. And relied way to much on an abusive relationship. But the buggest reason for doing substance. I cant stand being sober. Anxiety depression, my skin is crawling i just cant get comfotable in my own body Now before ya get worried. I do balance everything out. I watch many videos and do hours upon hours of research for everything "hence finding this vid" if i see any corralation between how o feel and someone who is addicted. I stop and change to something else Recently quit weed and alch. Was a bad binge drinker. But weed was the worst. 4-600 a week for last decade nonstop. Anxiety is down bad. But i feel like it shpuld do me good. 2 weeks sober from it. Next thing to go is nic because my lungs are fcked Either way. Not sure why i listed this. Guess just looking for an external non professional opionion. In which i get more honestly and personal experience i trust more then a study on an age group and time period i dont fall into. Many external factors and drugs dont tent to hit me like most Coke for one slows me down n makes me tired. Relaxed. Ready to take a nap for 6-10 hours Where as to sober im hyper. High energy, cant sit still and avg 3 hours or less of sleep per day. "Recent binge on snow acrually fixed sleep schedule before i parked binge last week" prior to that i had gone 6 mo without more then 3 hours of sleep per day. Occasionally got a 30 min nap in tho So what are your thoughts/opinions on my rambings. Worst case jusy view it as a small study group. I aint looking for help, i got it balanced very well. Mainly just tryna find the why and how to fix. Maybe there is a day when i can do substance fir the sake of doing it "to enjoy n party on" vs a break from life/my head -mental list "as this tends to help understanding" Diagnosed list -got diagnosed at 8- the big 4 ill leave out the other's -chronic/clinical depression Bad enough on sober days i often drift in and out of psychosis -anxiety Peaked around 24 7, biggest thing to send it into panic attacks is timeframes. Even on minute things like when to get a shower before work. If behind on time i spiral instantly -compound post tramatic stress disorder, caused from many different instances. The result is a fck load of triggers that i dont know off hand till they happen. When it gets triggered i step back, leave situation. Calm myself down, come back apologize and make ammenda to any damage caused "usually none due to stepping back" and continue on with work needing done And bipolar disorder. But could also be seasonal depression while living in a state where the season can vary by the day. So some days are manic. Others are low. And some just have unbridled rage "i call off work. Stay home. Work out. N try to relax"

@azharrakib2271 Год назад

I feel you because im the same i have always been addicted to something but somehow i will abuse whatever im addicted too then i will quit it cold turkey i feel its in our head the feeling of been worry that we are doing something wrong and that we need to be on a mission i have always been strong and battle my addiction and my addictive personality but drugs always end up fucking you up because deep inside of you while your doing them you know your doing something extremely fucked up and wrong but wanna enjoy the feeling of fighting your mind and thoughts and addiction to know that you are in control but trust me im like you but it takes me while to get out of of the new addiction i have hopefully this is gonna my last experience with been addicted to any drug and start enjoying life and be addicted instead to working out cooking etccc stay strong and my advice coke is very tricky you will not know tell u find your self fighting the feeling of wanting it stay strong stay clean ❤❤😊

@Elusk_Moan 8 месяцев назад

doing 2 to 3 g a day...on and off. usually 3 to 4 days a week. I start to get afraid - this is why am watching this guy. trying to find the motivation to do a long break. not easy with coke. he explains very well the issue. life is becoming suddenly much more real and anxiety is present. I dont feel bad when I dont use but feel much better when I use. and I can see I use more and more :-(

@houstonpromotion 2 месяца назад

What helped me alot was going hiking it clears the mind and put some relaxing music on my headset then once I got tired of that trail I would find a new trail to explore

@grimmreaper2190 8 месяцев назад

Wish me luck I been struggling with cocaine addiction I’ve quit for like a week and went right back but this video makes me wanna quit for good I’m tired of my nose being stuffed up and dripping I’ve been addicted for about 3 months now imma try to stay off it I’ll update in a couple weeks

@memebler846 4 месяца назад

Wya bro bro

@grimmreaper2190 4 месяца назад

I’ve been off of it since that day been 3 moths clean my nose ain’t fucked anymore it did help to stop not gonna lie best thing I did

@elyse408 Год назад

Thank you for this.. I’m currently struggling with a boyfriend who is a addict and this gave me a good insight

@rekatulipan8967 Год назад

Could we talk privately ? As I think my bf is going through it

@blkwter2667 Год назад

I'm trying kratom for opiods wd 2 days in and I don't feel any relief 😢

@Ben-ks5bm Год назад

Fair play for having his back, your a good person

@Jupiter1423 11 месяцев назад

My ex girlfriend of 5.5 years struggled with dealing with my addiction. If she hadnt left me i wouldnt ever have gotten sober. It took that pain and another 6 months of addiction before i got sober. When i got sober i started to really understand what it was i put her through - she really was alone in our relationship at the end. Ill never forget nearly overdosing puking in my bed completely blacked out while she had to sit there cleaning my puke and holding me up so i wouldnt choke and die on my own puke and waking up having no memory of it - i was in so much denial that i never considered how it made her feel until years later when i got sober. Its taken a lot to forgive myself for it. As far as i know shes happy and im sober now. We all end up where were supposed to be in the end.

@alexwells9929 10 месяцев назад

Did you give up on him? I'd love an update, good or bad.

@domsonshuneson6754 Месяц назад

Damn the human body is something amazing. Ppl Cheer at ppl who deadlift 300kg but the mental and physical strain your body went through is like lifting tons every second. Happy u recovered

@marchutchinson1038 8 месяцев назад

Great watch, im going through it now after 15 years it's been a month and I'm feeling great from getting out off hell, still getting the devil's voice in my head telling me I've been a good boy for 4 weeks and I should treat myself 😰😰😰😰😰.. a constant battle but I'm going to win👍

@byronhall2678 2 месяца назад

Appreciate the video - I’m terrified of what’s in my mind waiting for me

@curtisgreen5557 Год назад

I’m so late seeing this video but man thanks so much this is very helpful to me..I’m ten days clean and i can’t stop the night sweats it’s so aggravating

@107g Год назад

Keep pushing bro and u right it is hard🙏

@107g Год назад

@@sheenajay878 thanks friend how about u are u good

@adamivester9876 8 месяцев назад

Keep up the good work 👍

@josephv5201 2 месяца назад

Yes, you are a warrior 👏🏼👏🏼🙏🏼

@christinafernandez623 Год назад

Graduation God bless youu 💛 stay clean 🙏

@awguitarroom8033 8 месяцев назад

I had a problem for a little over a year. My withdrawals were so bad some days even up to 2 months after quitting cold turkey. I kept having panic attacks and feeling like someone was clinching my heart for minutes at a time throughout the day. I constantly felt like i was having heart attacks.The restless legs kept me from being able to sleep so i would smoke some weed before bed. The last panic attack happened while i was driving about 2 months of being clean and i pulled over and started to call 911 because i seriously felt like i was going to die. It did go away with some slow breathing and soothing music. After that day i never had anymore pacic attacks or weird heart feelings. Fast forward 8 years and im still completely sober and my life is great. I thank god every day that i made it through that time . A lot of people dont get that second chance. But my clarity on life and discipline now is one if my greatest traits. If you or someone you love is battling addiction or going through withdrawals it will take time to get better and start with getting help. God bless everyone

@Young3blu 7 месяцев назад

How did you get through the mental war to not use again. I am struggling with it to stop using

@awguitarroom8033 7 месяцев назад

@Unwritten7 coke literally almost killed me. I had a real fear of dying from it after I had a slight overdose one day. I forced myself to think that if I even did a little bit from then on that it would kill me. So in my mind I had no choice but to stop doing it. My advice is to first get yourself away from the people that have it or are bringing it into your life. You have to remove yourself from it. Delete your dealer's phone numbers. Then tell yourself every day that if you even do 1 line then you will die. This is what worked for me and got me through the weeks of hell after quitting. I really hope you can get past this 🙏

@joeshmoe2746 6 месяцев назад

I was just your 65000 sub lol. Glad your sober now man.

@alphadraconian3483 9 месяцев назад

Wow that’s a lot of candy a day. Probably if you used it less often you wouldn’t have had all the problems, but I totally understand what you’re saying. Great video and thanks for sharing. Best wishes to you. ❤️💯❤️

@phillipsinclair136 Месяц назад

Im in the process of trying to quit my alcohol and blow routines……. I do what you do go hard af on my 2 days off ……..i look forward to it

@shorty004 Год назад

Been using every weekend with alcohol . My legs are gettin worse they hurt and are sore ..ive been praying and tryn to shut it down. Never use to be this bad . Its like i stopped caring..anxiety induced for sure

@blastradius7193 6 месяцев назад

I'm gakked out of my skull watching this. Man this is tough

@truthreigns3465 Месяц назад

I was a crack addict for 7 years, would smoke whole 8 balls to myself, never got withdrawals, just the desire to do more. Comes straight from hell

@JohnDoe-cd6ro 12 дней назад

Jeez. Just hearing that amount scares me. I just immediately think about a heart attack.

@jerrygilliland9699 8 месяцев назад

Bro your saving my life I literally do everything you say

@bartondir 8 месяцев назад

I had a spike of use during pandemic, two years doing coke practically every day. Trying to shake it off, managed to cut down to maybe 4g a week. Right now decided to go cold turkey and going 5th day drug free. Thank god I never stopped exercising and that's what's keep me sane now. Voices in my head are still there but trying to counter act them by reminding myself how much havoc and destruction it brought to my life. Needed to cut off certain people from my life and avoid situations that could trigger use again. I never drank alcohol though so that might make it tiny bit easier

@skipnasty8057 8 месяцев назад

Hope you are still doing well

@mzgymeni 7 месяцев назад

Just think about the bad parts and whatever you hate about it

@AdaptEdgeInstatute 10 месяцев назад

I quit on Wednesday after 6g and losing 3 days waking up not knowing if I was actually dead... this helped alot

@palmtree_04 10 месяцев назад

I had restless leg so bad i couldnt stop or feel it. I was in a wheelchair for like a year, started with one leg then hit the other. And yes even during the day. 24/7 restless leg. Im glad i couldnt feel them. Guess it was triggered by PTSD, i found a dog and i became emotionaly attached to him big time, two weeks later my legs slowly came back and i could walk. Still have restless when i sleep but i can stop it and feel it now

@veqazz9526 2 дня назад

Never was addicted to coke, but weed. I downplayed it always like your stance to coke and smoked everyday for many years until I saw the addiction and how my life was a mess. Completly sober for 2 years now and I never felt better.

@iamthebubb 3 дня назад

I remember buying it without knowing I had even ordered it. Lucky for me, it started giving major paranoia and mild psychosis after an hour every time I did it. So I was so sick of the paranoia it made me stop. But yeah your brain is very good at getting what it wants so you’ll have these constant conversations in your until you just buy more

@kurluk04 Месяц назад

I fell of the wagon 2 nights ago. 3.5 gram binge with a loss of almost £900 on top from other things. It’s not the end of the world, but equally, I fell for it after 2 months sober. I’m feeling positive and ready to start from day one again. I’m going to beat this for the long term.

@user-gd5tc2lm9m 4 дня назад

Mate I'm struggling, ordered a ticket and the anxiety came over me just now rang the dealer back and told him I don't want it now!! Feel like shit right now 😐

@kurluk04 4 дня назад

@@user-gd5tc2lm9m go take a shower, get in bed and get back on the phone and call a friend/family member you haven’t spoken too in a while - with all the lights off - I know it sounds crazy, I know it seems weird, but do it. Assuming you’re in the UK?

@kurluk04 4 дня назад

@@user-gd5tc2lm9m how did it go fella?

@TheTeodorsoldierabvb Месяц назад

Yesterday night I stopped. Was on ym way to the dealer after finishing my gram for the day - record amount for me. I just forced myself to turn around at a U turn, got a pack of cigs and went home. Today, I experienced about two hours of withdrawal, it literally just passed. Gonna get some herb to help me sleep and hope for the best.

@charlottewillis7091 Год назад

Thank you for that message I believe you should have spoken for more than 11 minutes we both have the same thing in common and going through the same withdrawals I'm still in active addiction and I need help

@azharrakib2271 Год назад

How long you beeb using it for ??

@user-pf2uv1yl2k 10 месяцев назад

ASK GOD FOR HELP. GOD LOVES YOU. YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND TO. 🤍🙏💪

@steviemorgan6021 Год назад

I spent twelve years and the voice is still there even after all the time between me getting sober. I cut everyone loose. You have to remember this sobriety is about one thing. It has to be about just me.

@nadiafrancesnielsen2249 Год назад

I currently live with the father of my three children, he is and addict, almost going on fourth year, What Can i do to help him? I feel So brooken and crazy, ive known him for 18 years, so it breaks my heart that he is about to throug away his life.. he ruined Our aconomy lost jobs and his licens.. i have no idea What to do..

@rogerz3374 9 месяцев назад

Awesome energy bro….what made you decide to quit? …before your help from your family kicked in ? 🙏

@donttrip5718 Год назад

I hate the deep sleep, I hate the coughing like if something is stuck in your throat.

@nycnow811 26 дней назад

I just started doing it daily as of late, it’s scaring me, mom and brother are very worried.

@janazimmerman5917 Год назад

I was coke addict for awhile too… i remember a week before going into treatment I had a mild stroke…no one knew..it was terrifying. I also remember waking up from dreams about it with a bloody nose…

@KwabenaSarpong47 Год назад

Did you ever smoke weed after doing coke? And if so did It give you like uncontrollable shakes?

@ThemMetroKids1 Год назад

⁠@@KwabenaSarpong47 💯🥹

@KwabenaSarpong47 Год назад

@@ThemMetroKids1 😂😂😂I thought I was gonna have a stroke or something

@joeyhazee9471 8 месяцев назад

I was 6 years clean but then I had one of my close friends pass away , just last year then my uncle passed away also the same year witch made me relapse, but I have been now a month clean I can definitely say some times are harder then others not to want to do it again .

@clareecedarius 11 месяцев назад

Ty for sharing 🙏🏾

@nivenrowe59 Год назад

Great video. I had to leave Santa Monica in 1987 for South Africa. To escape from coke. It's the best drug ever. Our worst nightmare,only because we didn't have enough money 😅

@baymaster20 9 месяцев назад

You got this

@s.z.9517 9 месяцев назад

I was clean until two days ago. A "friend" gave me a little bag and said go make yourself a line. I couldn't resist and when I saw the powder, I took half of it. I told him I was sorry, I couldn't help it. Seing it turns me into an animal. It becomes an obsession. More, more, more. But I'm not buying. I'm not looking for it. I just keep puting myself in situations where it is offered to me. At the worst of my addiction, I was 55kg for 1m75. I was taking so much coke, MDMA and alcohol my collegues were concerned. They thought I would make an overdose at some point. I had no limits. I don't wanna feel that taste ever again.

@stevefrazer6101 Год назад

Thank you brother, ive been clean well over a year with only one relapse in Colombia. But im going strong and feeling better working out

@baymaster20 9 месяцев назад

Stay strong

@the-DukeUK 11 дней назад

Few days clean and my depression is thru the roof,just want a long run of days clean and for this to heal ,its awful,but im never using again this is ny recovery i can do it

@Young3blu 7 месяцев назад

Can you talk more about how you coped through the symptoms of withdrawal.

@garmurphy3001 Год назад

6 years clean of coke and perks also meth. Only advice I can give is your worst day sober is nothing compared to best day high. A lot of mental work is involved.

@Mrxleif Год назад

Bro make a video of the time line on coke withdrawl etc and yeah

@evelynbecker4916 Год назад

I can't find a source anywhere for any good psychedelics in my area, I suffer some pretty bad depression and i got a chance to try K and man it was a miracle substance, I felt free,the only high or euphoria was from the relief of my vices being released, that's exactly what it did

@odentenzin3129 Год назад

The psychedelic experience is temporary but many people have permanent results

@annamason3087 Год назад

Mushroom completely turned my life around and my anxiety and panic attack disappeared and my personality changed into a much more generous loving person

@Marksonfixedmatches Год назад

Hit up alexenderspores He's got psych's*

@fluffypineapples8852 Год назад

I had 3.5 grams dried lemon tek most beautiful experience ever!!

@annamason3087 Год назад

@@Marksonfixedmatches where to search? Is it IG ??

@Carmen-qb6mo Год назад

Man its an absolute nightmare, I keep relapsing and spiraling further…

@ModernMusic831 Год назад

How are you doing?

@JuanHernandez-wx5nq 11 месяцев назад

Like a roller-coaster. I'm cocaine user every weekend spend my whole check on it fucking sux. Always starts with drinking den goes downhill from there. Keep trying ❤.. I use to cry every morning after using all night long and pray and swore on everything that was my last time. Nope was back on it couple days later. It's a hell of a fight but right now I broke that weekly use cycle I'm going on a month. Feel great have much more money Dan b4

@rickyheck6780 Год назад

You sound like me after 6 years of abuse 3 to 4 balls a day... 12 years I was clean... then I fell off the wagon from a failed relationship... went clean 5 years fell off from another failed relationship... but everything u say is exactly how I went through withdraws...

@tomderby7759 4 месяца назад

Much respect to everyone that’s making the right decisions in life hope we all make it

@901silverado9 2 года назад

Have you relapsed if so could you talk about it and how you dealt with it

@wucuttas3165 3 месяца назад

These comments give me hope. Ive been doing a gram a day for about 7 years. My body is shutting down. I need to quit but its so fing hard

@danielwodarski6382 3 месяца назад

6 months clean off of coke and i can honestly say for me personally there was no withdrawals quit using alcohol cause if i wasn't drunk i didnt think about it outta sight outta mind kinda thing

@schlooonginator1227 4 дня назад

I was a heroin addict but honestly preferred the high of coke... Coke literally scared me because of its addictiveness, it's vastly more mentally difficult to quit. I smashed it and coming down off coke really sucks. With heroin I could buy some and not spend more money but coke I spend it all. Most of it chasing the initial high because, nothing, I mean nothing, is better than a shot of good cocaine.

@kerbygator 8 месяцев назад

It's like breaking up with the hottest girl in the neighborhood. Nothing physical, just heartbreak......

@pcptaker45 29 дней назад

I’m 2 weeks sober from about 3 years of an ounce of Coke every other week. It’s beyond words trying to get past the mental hurdle. The placebo effect of knowing you’re about to get a zip is almost as good as the high itself. The random girls and reputation you get from always being able to provide the party is difficult to leave. I jog 5 miles a day and only cope chemically with benzodiazepines. Lost all my money not on coke but making bad trade investments towards the end of my cocaine career

@user-ch2js1wj6s 11 месяцев назад

Wow everything you are saying is exactly why I'm stopping myself from stopping because last few years I've done everyday kept a job hid it well but still every day. Scared to stop because I'm like one more time but never going to be just one more time if I keep doing it one more time. Then being used to it as part of my daily routine It throws me off i get very ocd with things and and throws my whole day if what I always have isn't there. And brain. I'm sorry I'm saying so much but I want to be done want to go out of my comfort zone. I need to fix my bs

@Kimjongun19841 Год назад

isnt it cheaper/ better/easier to move to bolivia? im not saying to do coke but you can chew the leaves. its way more natural and the effects are similar if not better without the downsides after spending 2 months there recently ive decided i need to move there someday the leaves arent considered a drug there and you can chew it in the craziest plcaes without judgement

@blincx1 9 месяцев назад

The day after tomorrow will be my second day clean...

@diamondgold5277 Год назад

My friend is hiding the facts, and the withdrawal symptoms is exactly what he's going through and he can't be honest with me but I know something weird going on and now I stepped back, I'm not sure how to address it that I know, and these withdrawals I'm not sure if it's because he ran out of money or just waiting on his next high.

@PJOC31 6 месяцев назад

Did it for 2 years 8 months after a break up. I am 35. One day dealer told me how much he hates his job and ruining peoples lives. I went on a 3 day bender had first panic attack thought I was dying. Scared shit out me! That day I stopped cold turkey, said in prayers wouldn't touch it again, ever. 8 years later clean wouldn't even dream of being near anyone that does it. Its vile. Since I stopped my career has flown, had a gf for 7 years solid, spend time with my family, enjoy the basics of life, nature. How to do it is go 1 week without it, then do another week, then get to 1 month. After that 1st month you feel better and better, stronger, clear thinking. Also, delete those people out your lives that do it. You need to get out of that circle.

@habibaali5443 5 месяцев назад

Thank you darling. I am preparing to Be a Gladiator. My last use today. I'm quitting cigs, bonze n yayo !! N hitting the Gym Every mothafukin morning n night. I must Fix Me back to Good Good. For me and my son. You have inspired me, thaaaaank uuuu soooooooo soooooooo much. Stay blessed n Strong. Plz say a prayer for me amoretti. Ethiopian love from Montreal mmmwaàhhh ❤🌹

@PJOC31 4 месяца назад

@@habibaali5443 hope you're going strong, it's that first 4 weeks get through it and get out of the circle of people. Get your life back and clear your brain of that shit, its amazing how quickly you feel normal again and also how much damn money you save

@jaquelinegamez7505 Год назад

Any pills we can take or drinks to help with the grogginess??😓

@ElSantoLuchador 7 месяцев назад

I came off large doses of amphetamines (the pharmaceutical kind) and I've come off oxycontin, which was absolutely brutal. With the meth pills, I mean Adderall, the withdrawal was easy (relative to opiates), but the damage to the dopamine receptors took years to recover. At least two joyless years followed. I've heard the same about coke. Although I've used it more than a few times, it was too rich for my pocket book, so I don't know whether it's comparable or not.

@mattlenton7376 10 месяцев назад

The restless legs,almost sent me insane. 2 years clean,i still get it occasionally.

@Jake-xn9xk Год назад

Have you noticed any septum deformation/ perforation? This has become a big concern for me as a weekly user. Recently pushed it back to twice a month and intend to go to a few times per year (if ever again). I feel I avoided the chronic addiction (barely) as I have an extremely addictive personality.

@nykko73 Год назад

get an MRI to see the damage

@ThemMetroKids1 Год назад

@@nykko73 will an MRI show you that sort of thing ? I have a deviated septum and this might be TMI: But I have an entire hole in my septum it's huge I can put a q-tip through the right nostril and it comes thru the left nostril and vice versa ik they say they can do a surgery for deviated septum I just don't know how useful it would be considering the nose is cartledge

@ogonza20 7 месяцев назад

Nostrils get a hole with coke that is cut way faster than good coke

@motowngirl5891 3 месяца назад

You made it through HELL The ANXIETY is very horrible

@Mr.1inamillion 11 месяцев назад

What about when your doing it alone and drinking twice a week about 40 beers and two bottles different days and about a seven

@shugguhsmacks9754 Год назад

Man I just relapsed after 14 days FUCK! I was so proud of myself too… Well…here’s to day fuckin one….

@stefniehatzimichael209 19 дней назад

Start again❤ come to Jesus, trust me He will help you! Surrender your life to Him and give the Battle to Him I pray that you will achieve victory forever ❤

@joe13869 9 месяцев назад

Wow, that's a lot of coke a week. I hung out with some hospital people who made some good money and I would do drugs weekly with them, I never bought it cause I was doing it with nurses and Dr's who had money. Yeah, it sounds crazy but a lot of people party like that. I was losing weight like crazy and the withdrawals were the worst. I would hang out with friends in one spot doing coke, then I would go to another party with lines ready for me. Even not talking about coke, I was smoking ciggs non stop and drinking beer with no stop. I'm very lucky I didn't have a serious medical condition.

@Bubblezmichelle 27 дней назад

It’s No joke , I’m a Recovering Addict myself

@francocapitanini2411 6 дней назад

Mind giving us a video on what cocaine withdraw looks like from an acute phase? 6-12months of withdraw period

@BuddhishMusic 10 месяцев назад

Did cocaine for 12 years….wrote a lot of music and partied hard for days on end. Never lost a job and was high functioning. Stopped and after about 8 months, my motivation and dopamine returned to baseline. I exercised a lot…the withdrawals were almost none existent

@temprary580 9 месяцев назад

Sounds like all rainbows and sunshine...why quit

@memebler846 4 месяца назад

@@temprary580because it's cocaine😂

@memebler846 4 месяца назад

@temprary580 ye ye some people js don't enjoy a stimulant high that much, I tried it last night about a gram of some shifty stuff over a couple hours first time no tolerance I asked bro to try it cause he's done it quite a bit and he was like it's not bad but it ain't good, yea it was js fckn annoying tbh, felt sick the next day, got no sleep, nose hurt, idk I js don't have the Crack head genes ig

@kpahk 8 месяцев назад

i used xanax for 10 years, i'm clean from 2 years, quitting it was the hardest experience in my life, benzos withdrawal is not a joke..

@Ghastly_Grinner Год назад

My agoraphobia basically makes me immune to substance abuse the idea of having to deal with a dealer to get my fix is more uncomfortable than any withdrawal 😂

@tdhjim1 Год назад

I’m right there with you my friend! Panic made it easy for me to put the booze away 25 years ago! Life got so much easier.👍

@guendelinajones5643 Год назад

Exactly. That alone makes you want to stop the small talk is just ugh. Totally get what you're saying

@wifemotherconservative3432 8 месяцев назад

Does that mean you don't even want people coming to your house? Genuine question because lately I don't want to leave the house or even have anyone come visit. It hasn't been "lately", it's actually been about a year and a half of this.

@baymaster20 9 месяцев назад

Been using a lot of cocaine I need to stop being around people who want to use coke