I have cancer & nearly died... 

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Hey, I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been going through the last 10 months. I can't imagine the strength that must've took. You're so brave, and will be here when you decide to comeback to the RU-vid xD. Just FYI, don't let your hair stop you from uploading, the buzz cut is a slay.

I don't even know what to say, I hope you get better quickly :( Besides, I don't want to be rude, you said you don't like being bald but I think it looks cool, sorry if I offend you I know it's a sensitive matter I just wanna send love ❤

Wishing you a speedy recovery!

I hope you’re recovering well. I’m glad to see you back again. Just remember to take care, be happy and live life ❤

You will get better..You are a great person,nothing will happen to you!

I want to give you all the support possible. I'm all the way here in Thailand and that you've reach people all over the world. May you have a speedy recovery and a clean bill of health for the rest of your life. Sending love and virtual hugs.

I’m so sorry to hear of the illness Brandon. You’re wonderful, and look lovely hair or no hair, don’t worry. Hoping you healing and a complete recovery very soon. Please don’t stress too much and get your rest, do the things you enjoy, and do things you want to do. When I’m down or having a hard time I’ll watch some amazing shows and dramas like Brooklyn 99 or My Love from the Star (kdrama) or Love Between Fairy and Devil (cdrama), I don’t know if you want to see them but just incase they cheer you up 🤍🤍🌸 So happy to see you!! Hoping you a lot of strength, you’re amazing!

I was looking for baby monster reaction video 30mins ago and thought I haven’t watched your videos for a while and I found out what happened to you from this one. Stay strong and I wish you a speedy recovery 👍

Stay strong ❤

My mother and her sister were both diagnosed with cancer this past year. They had a really tough time. But knowing they had cancer made family time even more precious and enjoyable for me and them😊 Wishing you lots of smiles and a speedy recovery🫶🏻

Welcome back ❤ Praying for your totally healing 🙏🙏

Hoping for your speedy recovery 🙏🤞🙌

Wow... I'm so sorry to hear about all that's happened to you. I'll be praying for you and wish you a speedy recovery 💕

I was wondering where you went to. I'm glad you're still standing. Hoping for a speedy recovery. Health first!

I am SO sorry that you've been through this, but I'm also so glad to see that it hasn't robbed you of your spirit. You can't keep a good man down. 😊 I would love for you to upload - just be sure not to deplete too much of your energy doing it! ❤

OMG, praying you a speedy recovery 🥺❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

wishing you healthy and a full recovery ❤

I’ve been down this road that nobody wants to travel myself. Godspeed, my friend. I have a gut feeling that you’ll beat this. You’re you’re young and strong. Look at Lance. Forget the drug stuff, but he beat this cancer. It had even metastasized widely. My hopes and prayers are that you’ll be around for the next eclipse in 2045 and way beyond that. All the best to you!

I was searching for you and i found this, hope you get better 🙏

Welcome back!! cancer is not an easy thing for anyone but nonetheless you're here and that's what matters

Don't surrender and keep fighting! I lost my father and sister in 2019, they lost fight with cancer.

Sorry to hear about this, get well soonest! Wishing you a speedy recovery💫🤍

praying for your healing!!

I am almost in remission too. I am fortunate that I got to keep my hair. I hope you achieve full remission! Wishing you all the best.

It was worrisome to see you missing, i wish you a speedy recovery and tbh i think what matters most is your health, if you feel that uploading would lift off some of your worries or stress then do i, if it will be a bother to you, then dont. Do what you feel most comfortable with!! Sending virtual hug 🫂 ❤

Omg, praying for a speedy recovery ❤

i can see the pain through your voice which is different from your original voice. Very pleased and joyful to see you again. I was waiting for you!!!! Hair is not an issue for us so feel free to upload more videos.

sounds like that new hyper cancer that mysterious showed up in the last few years. stay strong.

Bless you. Your reaction to dreamcatcher you and I is absolute legendary. I really hope you recover fully. You gone through so much for such a young person and it must have been so hard. Brandon I hope you get back to full health you are one of the good guys

Of course we want you to release videos right awayyy! But we also want you to be comfortable while releasing them. Get better soon, king!

I don’t know if it happened to me, would I be strong like you. You keep doing well. Just stay strong and hope you get well soon.

Dude you're a freaking machine! Hats off to you, man!

Brother, so sorry to hear all that, sending you good vibes, take care of yourself and wishing you a solid recovery!

Just want to cheer you on! Cancer is awful. Sending you healing to overcome your cancer!!! I was diagnosed with breast cancer 2021 and went through tough treatments 2022. They got to get more and BETTER treatments to cure all cancers!!!!

stay strong and hope you speedy recovery ✨🥺

Wishing you a speedy recovery! Get well sooooonest! Sending hugs & prayers!

hey im so glad to hear from you!

i admire and appreciate the fact that you made this video. you could have made this a lot more vague if you wanted to but you chose to describe your experience and treatment from start to finish. i’m a nursing student and i greatly appreciate you taking the time to film this. i’m glad you’re here to tell your story and i wish you health now and in the future

Wishing you healthy and a full recovery❤❤

Hope you're doing better and you continue to heal mentally and physically 🤍

Get well soon, wishing you the speediest recovery 💜✨🫂

I’m so sorry that you had to go through all of this. Sending you prayers and love ❤ And of course we DO wanna hear more from you. So please keep us posted whether it be a RU-vid video or an Insta post

I am praying for your fast recovery! Get well soon!!!!

Stay strong Brandon 🔥I wish you recover quickly.

oh so that's why 😢 You're so strongg!

That is so scary. I'm glad you came through it to tell everyone about it. Good luck on your final scan and in your healing process.

Cancer sucks!!! I am glad you are better now and I hope everything goes well for you from now on. Glad to see you back, but always take care of yourself first ♥

So glad to see you! I lost one of my very best friends from high school last month to lung cancer (never smoked, didnt drink, super healthy), and its crazy how young its been hitting people lately. And yes! Please post! Beanies are cool. I get the upset tho - Cammie had waist-length purple hair since we were 15, and losing that was...a lot. 😢 But whenever you're ready to come back, we'll be here 💕

bless you 🙏🏻. hope you have full remission soon 🙏🏻

Ohhh my god hope u Will okay and you will Healing

this didn't used to happen so much before 2021

Wishing u a speedy recovery 🙏🙏

We reallyyyy want you back 🤗💜but take your time🫂

much much health and all the best in the recovery!

My God!! I was worried why you were missing but I didn't think it was because of something as serious as cancer!! my friend, you are a warrior 🥺 I can't imagine how hard it was to go through this, I'm so happy that you got better!! But keep focusing on your recovery. Of course, we subscribers are very happy to see you back and for the new videos. I myself would come back here to rewatch your old videos from time to time, but even so, keep focusing on your recovery, ok? 🩷 You're still beautiful even if you're bald, don't worry about that! keep going well! you are strong! 🩷🩷🫶🏽 sorry for any mistakes, I'm using Google translate 😅

Praying for you. Hope you recover soon

😢😢 Im sorry to hear this bad news from you, thats why we havent seen you for svrl months long. May youll be recovered very SOON.. ❤❤❤ may GOD always fill your heart and soul to go through this journey. ❤

wish you speedy recovery we love you

i'm just glad you are back. i know what cancer is like it can really fck the vibe but i love it when ppl get back up after. the way u share what uve gone thru was super chill with u occasionally mentioning how u almost died T__T but im sooo happy u r recovering well and i am sure the scans will come out great. u LOOK GREAT! we love the beanie!

I hope you stay completely healthy . even without hair you look very handsome don't worry your hair will come back The important thing is to take care of your health we will always be by your side ❤🫂

Dude, that all sucks. You’re doing a lot better now which is great. I recently had an outpatient surgery to remove renal cell carcinoma. Took weeks for the intubation pain to clear up. Keep up the fight and I’m routing for you to beat it.

sorry to hear that. glad to see you're back. whenever I think of blackpink reaction, your channel always crosses my mind. I do enjoy your reaction to Rose. Get speedy recovery :) sending blessings

You are such a strong individual. I pray for you and I am really happy you are in remission. *virtual hugs*

Oh my god, I'm so sorry for what you've been through the past 10 months... I can't even begin to imagine how hard and scary it was and I wish you know how strong and brave you are for fighting through it. Also, I know how you feel about your hair because it's the same for me, but do know that the buzz cut is also a slay on you so don't let it stop you from uploading videos if you want to. On the bright side, once you recover completely and your hair grows back I know you'll be stronger just like how your hair will be and will be even more beautiful than you and your hair already was. Sending you lots of love and wishing you a quick, speedy recovery💕

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾for speedy recovery u got this 💪🏾

Omg i hope you feel better!

omg brandon im so so sorry honey :( i wish you a speedy recovery you're still young and have a life ahead of you im rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️

Get well soon and stay strong❤

You are kind of adorable, even without hair.🤗 I am glad you are on the mend finally from the cancer. I am sorry you had to go through that. Take care and keep us posted when you can. 💙

I hope you will feel better soon ❤ wishing you a speedy recovery!!

You are very strong mentally and physically and you are not alone. Even though we are strangers i am praying for your speedy recovery. Sending lots of healing, strength and positive energy and prayers to you and your family and friends. You'll be back stronger 🍀❤️🙏

I hope you will recover fast and become stronger then ever ✊

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry to hear this. I was wondering where you went but I hope you'll get better soon.

Hello from Thailand～ I’m so sorry to hear about it but welcome back! Wishing you a speedy recovery ♡ Hope to share music experience with you in the future soon ★

Matthew 11:28-30 [28]Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. [29]Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. [30]For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

Proud of you, take it easy and you look absolutely fine ❤️

I am just so glad that you’re getting better and i wish nothing but your health to gets better and all the love for you brandon, i wish you a speedy recovery and please don’t forget that we all love you and want whats the best for you 🥹🤍 do not push yourself but thanks for the video we really missed you so much.

Sorry for being a bit late, I have also not been doing great (IBS) and I really hope everything gets better for you! Sending strenght and wish you the smoothest recovery ❤️❤️

I was actually recently thinking about you and your videos, it's nice to see you again however I am sorry for what has been going on. This month will actually mark 10 years since my grandma unfortunately passed away but to see you're still here is amazing! I wish you a speedy and smooth recovery. You're doing incredible!

Oh wow In March I was diagnosed with 3B High Grade Carcinoma of the Endometrium (I had never even heard of this before) but sounds like the female version of what you have! Today I did my second Chemo session! Saying a prayer for you tonight!❤

aghhh welcome back brandon !!!! :') i'm really really glad u made it !! its truly been so heartbreaking hearing about the whole thing but i'm really glad ur still here :( we'd love if you upload but it's also fine if you just want to rest too

Praying that you go into full remission 🙏🏾

Damn, I'm so sorry for what you have been through. I hope you'll feel better and better. You'll get there! 💪 And don't be so hard on yourself, you look great without hair, truly, it's suits you well.

So many young people getting cancer. I know 4 in my own life. All the best to you. Full healing.

hey, im sorry to hear that, i hope you getting better as soon as, i always wiat yoour dong reac to gfriend and member gfriend, also viviz, i always pray for you recovery. im glad to see you again. be happy

You have a great attitude about this. Very positive and realistic.

Seeing that your last upload was “BONVOYAGE” because it felt like a goodbye in more ways than one but I’m so glad your doing much better and the beanie looks so good on you 😍. praying for your healing. 💕

Im so sorry but its true you have been lucky in an unlucky situation. I hope you recover for everything, take care 😊

you will recover! my friend.. just watch

Praying for a full recovery very very soon 🙏 sending all my love and good energy to you ❤

I hope you get better real soon and stay strong bro. I’m always happy to see your video since you very first video on youtube. I’m your big fan😭

I’m sorry man…!

Cancer is the literal worst. My best friend's mom, my dad both died from cancer. I am still fighting, I have an autoimmune and they are always having to do biopsies. I have lost part of a foot, had a tumor removed from my left thigh the size of a softball. I am so sorry this has been your last year and I send up prayers for all good health and sunny skies going forward for you. Sending you hugs. Some people might not get what a warrior you are but I get it and I see you. Stay strong.

I'm sorry that this happened to you.. I hope that one day cancer will only be a zodiac sign. I'm glad that you're still here with us! Thank you for letting us know and for posting reaction videos even though you're still recovering. Please don't feel pressured to satisfy us, you can enjoy kpop on your own too if you don't feel too well. Take care! I'm sure you'll be healthy soon again and that your hair will grow back! ❤

You look great and great job fighting the good fight... Much love either way ❤

I've been watching your channel since the beginning. Sorry to hear the story May everything be better💪

Keep fighting brandon ❤ my mom got cancer 2 years ago and still fighting till now. I just wanna say youre such amazing soul so please hang on there ❤ I hope you get better, just hang on and keep fighting 🥰 cause youre precious ❤

I missed you, I'm sorry about what happened, but I'm very happy that you're, back, I wish you all the best, I always love watching your videos. I'm glad you're back, I wish you a good recovery, I'm rooting for you❤️☺️

Am so happy for you. Keep fighting