100 reasons why you should stay alive -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your mom's smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late-night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee/Tea 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating your house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED
Don’t ever leave please because so many people need and care about you, and I don’t know who you are but I never want to see you go. I’m here to talk and so is everyone else
Same I hate the fact that I can’t stop my brain from working having obsessive thoughts that scare me and I’m just 14 I’m tired of it I just want it to stop ....ur not alone I know it will go away bc nothing last forever so keep strong luv ya
@@mnr9940 I might be wrong, but I did a little bit of research and found that it's from Howl's Moving Castle, but don't take my word on it since I'm not too sure. Hopefully this can provide some knowledge on it, have a good day/night!
I just wanna cry but tears don't come out so here I am, watching the sunrise all by myself.....🌅 (Edit: umm omg?! 956 likes whaaaaat, thank you all so much)
Well that happens when you cry To much that your body can’t take it any more and you just want cry, that’s all you wanna do or this makes no sense to you because I’m to damaged
don’t apologize love. it is okay to feel that way. slow down, take a long, awaited breath. don’t be too hard in yourself. you do so much for yourself, so treat it w love. your heart pumps so you can breathe in and smell flowers, your body takes you to beautiful places. your face has made so many people happy and you just don’t know it. you are lovely in many ways. you’ll realize that when you believe it. you don’t have to apologize okay?
@@jazlynreyes7201 nothings wrong, dont apologize. you an amazing, incredible person, u deserve all the love in the world and so does everyone else. Your beautiful and loving. Nothings wrong w u
POV: you are in your room all lights on sitting in front of a laptop AND DOING HOMEWORK CUZ ITS YOUR EXAM but you don't want to that's why you are listening to billie
tell me I've been lied to- crying isn't like you... ooooo what the hell did I do? never been the type to... let ~me~ see right through ...i love you...
Everyone is commenting POV's. Try this one: POV: You've been depressed for years, but your best friend that you've known for five years doesn't know. They spend time with you, you make jokes together, you play video games with them and wish you could spend every waking minute with only them. but. They just recently told you that they have suicidal thoughts. You cry for hours just at the thought that something could be wrong, and that they could hurt themselves. You've never seen them this way. Two months later, you have to call an ambulance for your friend due to a suicide attempt. You put on headphones and wait outside in the rain, you don't want to face the fact that something is wrong. They didn't make it.
Ur_Average_Weeb ik it feels like that, i lost my best friend and i’m currently writing this from a mental hospital, i promise it’ll be okay, please stay. people want you to stay i swear, it’ll be worth it, i promise you that if you stay it’ll all make sense and it’ll be so amazing.
Ur_Average_Weeb i’m trying, thank you, just know you’re loved and there’s always someone who cares, and if it seems like there isn’t there will be someone, i promise, ily, ty.
omg dont get me in my feels like that, im srsly gonna cry ;-;(i am writing on a laptop cuz im doing home work so i dont have any emojis ;-;, but it was still really good)
i’m so tired. i just went my brain to relax for a moment. i’m tired of getting stressed out. i’m so fucking tired. everything hurts so badly. i’m so self destructive to myself, and i am so sorry to myself. i am so sorry. i wish i could stop, but i cant. i just wanna feel happy with myself, and allow myself to breathe, and be okay.
POV: you fall in love with the person who unexpectedly came into your life, you spend every day together, watch every sunrise and make eachother laugh. One night you stare into their eyes as the sunsets. You whisper the words "I love you" as they start to drift off to sleep. They you fall apart bc you remember you live in a world where u can only say I love you once, and that person u say it to has to die. Your watching your love hopelessly dying as it starts to pour, you scream and cry and try to take it back. He makes you laugh one last time by teasing you about how you tripped right In front of him the first time you met. Every memory flashes before your eyes as you lay in the rain hanging on to the last moments you have with your love. You think about how you wanted your life to end before you met them and how they changed your perspective on life, they taught you how to see the beauty in small things. You whisper to them "I always knew I loved you" before watching them become one with the earth. You sit in the rain screaming and crying until you have no voice left.
POV: your best friend just told you they love you. You’re hit with an overwhelming wave of emotions that crashes down on you all too quickly. So you run. You run and you run and you run and you wind up here. It’s dark out and raining. There are cement walls all around you and you feel trapped. Just as you start to panic this starts playing. The music surrounds and consumes you. You close your eyes and you feel it in your veins. You feel nothing and everything.
That “I love you” when not returned is left to float in the air. It changes into poison until it intoxicates you and roses bloom from your throat from unrequited love. The thorns make you bleed and you cry tears of regret and fear. Those wistful tears long for turning back time, and you’re receiving these flowers from Hanahaki because the regret is so strong. But yes, it’s hard for me to be loved romantically. Hard for me to feel like I’m doing well. It’s different when you’re the person who gives everything but gets little back. You’re kind of forgotten about, I guess
she sits at the highest seat she could find, guitar in hand. the world seems so quiet. she starts strumming, the words making their way from her lips. rain starts pouring down, drenching her whole self. she, unbothered by the inconvenience, keeps singing her heart out. the words bringing her back to her greatest, yet saddest memories. she just wanted to be happy, but the world wouldn't allow it. it took her back to the day, that faithful day. she remembers the feeling of the hard hospital chairs underneath her. her hand in his. hes laid in front of her, a thin white sheet covering his frail body. he takes slow breathes, as she watches his chest move up and down. she felt tears drip from her chin as she says the words: "i love you.", knowing he couldn't hear them, and even if he did, he couldn't say them back.
POV: you look down at her, her eyes pleading and filled with pain, but you know you can’t help her. your tears fall on her face, knowing that she was suffering, you couldn’t do anything. you look down the road at the man running then at the gun on the ground a few feet away. heavy tears poured, you looked back at her. her eyes started to close. she whispers “I love you.. forever and always..” she then takes her last breath as rain starts pouring. you scream as you realized she is gone. Rain pattered on her face and yours, you’re soaked, you lay down next to her and watch her. you start to feel nothing. you’re numb. the words repeat in your head ‘forever and always’. You close your eyes and listen to the rain while your fingers are intertwined with hers.
sure i’m happy all the time at school but fun fact: - i can’t sleep at night - i cut myself - i have 4 attempts - i have voices in my head - my best friend of 4 years is dead - i’m always being picked on - i have a bunch of disorders - i don’t wanna live anymore and i just don’t know who i am or what’s real or what’s happening i just want everything to be okay, i just want one day where i’m not scared and paranoid, i just wanna be happy, why is that too much to ask for, it’s crazy how one day you can be high on happiness then the next you’re sitting on your bathroom floor covered in bl-d. fake it till you make it, except i won’t make it.
omg im so sorry bb. it does get better i promise. please do not end it, it isn't worth it. i dont know you, but you still have ur whole life ahead of you. dont end it , im always here to talk. text me 5022246167.
But theres so much u still have to live for. So much. All that music u havent listened to yet. All the people u havent met. All that laughter. And the ability to day that u made it through.
water drips from your curls as the arena fills with the echoing sounds of raindrops hitting the pavement. your eyes focus and unfocus, unable to find a balance between the past and the present. you're in his arms again in central park, then suddenly you aren't. screams escape your heaving lungs and there's a deafening silence. everyone is gone. he is gone. god, if only you had known how a broken heart aches. if only he had never said he loved you, if only it weren't the end of the world.
Fantastic. I love this melancholy, yet soulful, version. Just the soul of her voice with the lyrics meaning and the gentle rainfall... Absolutely Beautiful!
POV: she loved him. she fought it for ages before succumbing to the feeling. she wanted to tell him in person so she messaged him to come on a walk. they stood in a field and as she confessed her love and feelings to him it started to rain. He never said it back. shes currently sitting on the exact spot on a cold cloudy day and wishes that she'd never said it just to keep him close. She realises she still loves him.
This song makes my chest feel empty and my thoughts drifting away. I haven't felt that in a long time. It also makes me cry, but the good crying. Where all the worries and troubles, even the depression and anxiety I have, just flow out of me. I wanna feel that way all the time.
"ma, i love you, but i'm exhausted. don't you see i'm slowly falling apart and you seem to not care" "are you rlly blaming me for your 'fake' depression? get over it. for once in your life, take some responsibilities, won't you?" "i'm not blaiming you. just please listen-" "get the hell out of my face. after all the hard work i've done for you this is how you treat me?" "okay.. i'm sorry.." with a bitter smile, she turned around and ran out of the house. the cold rain pours down her pale face once she stepped outside. her body began to tremble as she collapse to the hard cement. desperately holding on to her throbbing chest, she screams in agony, "dad, i miss you! i love you so much. please, i'm begging you, come back to us. what did i do to deserve this pain!?"
I think about doing it pretty often..but I never do because I don’t want to hurt the people around me..that doesn’t change the thoughts though..there’s nothing wrong with my life so I don’t understand why I have the thoughts..
because thoughts are a bitch sometimes. and you are your worst enemy. as cheesey as it may sound, become your hero. i know it's not easy, hell it feels barely possible. but there's a light, where you'll always think what if. what if i didn't, what if this didn't happen, what if everything wasn't so, change that. what you should be thinking is what if i do this, what if i helped myself, what if i got better. and how. i believe in you, despite what kind of person you are, what things you've done, or what thoughts you've had. in my eyes, you are unbelievably worthy. and i don't lie to people like you. people who deserve, the satisfaction of recovery, and unexplainable amounts of happiness. one day you'll get better. this doesn't mean the thoughts will completely stop. but understand this, when you are better. which you, you truly beautiful person, will be. it won't break you down. it might hurt every once in a while. it will build yourself up so much stronger and HAPPIER. I'm not in your situation, i could never understand your pain. And I'm sorry. But I've had the thoughts and i know what they can do to you. hell i have them now. But even if it doesn't always seem possible. Which i guarantee you, it doesn't for me. I know we'll get better, both of us. One step at a time. Because no matter how many times my thoughts can tell me otherwise, I'm worth it. As are you. Both of us. We'll make it through. I care. if you need or want to talk, about anything at all. just say the word. I'm here, judgement free. and i love you. feel better, because you fucking deserve it.
POV: it’s a dimly lit empty stadium and it’s raining outside. Billie is on stage, looking at you in the back row on your own while singing to you. this is the most you’ve ever felt connected to someone in your life.
this song just reminds me of how I still love my ex bestfriend even though he used me and hurt me in so many ways. this song says I cant escape the way I love you but I dont want to and that is exactly how it is for me. I know that if he ever texted me again I would go crawling back. it's awful but sometimes I miss him. I know I would care If anything happened to him. he put me through so much. I never got triggered by the things I do before i met him. i had never stayed up crying and scared before i met him. i never had to worry about someone being alive in the moring before I met him. I had never hurt myself before I met him. and yet I still miss him..... I dont know why and I hate myself for it. he put me through so much horrible shit and yet, I miss him.
Hey, it's okay. I promise you, it's okay. I understand- I was in the same situation with an old best friend, she was the person who made me loose everything and everyone I loved, the person who tried to kill me and then when that failed, tried to get me to do it myself. Who encouraged me to hurt myself and ruin everything in the most painful way possible. I didn't want to leave her, though. She was slowly killing me any we both knew that, but I didn't want to go- I stayed stuck to her side for 2 years, and when I did make it out, it was because of my best friend. He snapped me out if it all and made me realise. "you're not going to make it out of this alive if you stay. And I need you." And when I think about it now, I realise I always used to pretend to myself that I had no way out, to make me believe it, because I didn't want to accept that I stayed because I wanted to. now, just less than a year later, I'm free from her and I've never been happier. But I still have moments where I miss her, I miss her so much, and it'd take so much strength not to go running back if I could. And we feel like that because we're human, me and you. It's okay. It's okay for it to still sting, for you to want to go back, as long as you always remember that you're in control. You've got this, you can make it. We're only human, and that's okay.
I swear.. There is something about her voice... It calms me and it allows me to express my self.. And the rain.. It just mixes so well in such a stunning way.. It’s crazy... And I love it...
Ikr I love it it’s like I can feel it and it feels amazing in my ears haunting yet satisfying it’s beautiful but the expressing yourself is definitely I felt
I am not the broken, I am the breaker. I will take the soft beating of an innocent heart and demolish it as if has done me wrong, because I am JEALOUS. I am loved, but I want to love. I wanted to know what it's like to want to sacrifice everything for a single person, I want to see them in the little things, I want to feel my heart tickle when I see them. I want to LOVE them. I am desperate. I will sign an emotionless contract with those who love me, and break them in return. I do not want those whom I don't love to love me, but it cannot be helped. I have never turned down a confession. I am tired. I am ready to give up. I've accepted the fact that my heart is broken. In return I break others, but I am tired. I want to lie down but I cannot. I have a need for love that will never be filled. I am jealous of love I am desperate to love I am tired - - - - - and I am sorry. but I just can't feel it yet
You ever just have these friends that u love and care for and they care for u but they couldnt ever understand how you feel so you cant seek comfort from them and they dont try to help you bc they think you are ok but ur really not and there is no one right now in your life who you could tell your issues and fears to bc they either take it the wrongh way or make u feel even worse . Anyone ?
pov: Billie takes you out (as friends) because its your birthday. she takes you to the beach, waterpark and amusement park. as you get some food and drinks, it gets dark and it starts to rain. billie takes you to her favorite childhood arena that has been abandoned for a few years. billie finds an old microphone in the storage closet and sets it up in the middle of the arena. you sit in the bleachers, excited. Billie starts to sing this song but when she sings the part "i love you", you stop smiling and feel a rollar coaster of emotions inside your body as billie stops singing and walks up to you happily. Billie says that she has something to tell you but you just sit there, not knowing what to do. you feel sad, angry, suprised, joyful but disgusted. you never thought of yourself liking billie. you get up and whisper "Im sorry" and run as fast as you can. thats the last you ever saw from billie...
October 24 2019, the date where my cousin went through hell and pain: It all started with him doing everything he loved living his best life, I loved him so much he was so funny energetic and full of love and passion for everything he does. When riding the dune buggy him and his friend loved doing the gas tank exploded, leaving him in the flames as his friends ran off.. all of them. a kind woman finally picked him up and brought to the hospital after a long time of burning, The image of him asking for help as his friends ran off leaving him behind hurts me to this day. He later died in the hospital being loved by friends and family. His friends didn't arrive to his funeral. This is a reminder to please cherish the time you spend with your family, including the annoying one's ik they get on your nerves sometimes but please love and cherish them.
it sounds like she’s mocking me and how ugly and horrible i am along with teasing me because i’ve been heartbroken so many times. don’t get me wrong though her voice is super soothing
hey you reading this.. i love you. yes you. please never forget that you are worthy. you matter. you really do. life aint easy but it will get better i promise. this pain will fade away soon just hang in there a bit everything will be okay.
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
You ever love someone so much that you wake up and go to sleep thinking about them just for them to not know you even exist. The passion you have for them is different than with anyone else and no matter how many times they ghost you, you stay because you’re in denial and have faith. When you rekindle that relationship they slowly drift away again. It’s no longer a 50-50 relationship. Even if it’s just a crush remember that hate and love are both equally strong words 🙂
My worst fear is someone saying "i love you" because I know that they'll just leave and the hole they filled gets broken again and gets bigger. Like if someone says: I hate you" I really don't care but if someone says I love you then I start crying because I know they're going to leave me
pov: Billie takes you out (as friends) because its your birthday. she takes you to the beach, waterpark and amusement park. as you get some food and drinks, it gets dark and it starts to rain. billie takes you to her favorite childhood arena that has been abandoned for a few years. billie finds an old microphone in the storage closet and sets it up in the middle of the arena. you sit in the bleachers, excited. Billie starts to sing this song but when she sings the part "i love you", you stop smiling and feel a rollar coaster of emotions inside your body as billie stops singing and walks up to you happily. Billie says that she has something to tell you but you just sit there, not knowing what to do. you feel sad, angry, suprised, joyful but disgusted. you never thought of yourself liking billie. you get up and whisper "Im sorry" and run as fast as you can. thats the last you ever saw from billie...
8th grade is when I met him, I told him I liked him with a letter, and everyday I wrote him a letter to this song, thinking back it was cheesy, very cheesy, his name was koketso , now we barely speak and im still in love with him and I just miss tf outa him so just cherish what you have and who you have atm, so uh yeah, I remember when we would sneak out to go to a rugby field and just lay there and look at one another, kiss one another, that was the very place I said 'I love you' to him and I go there a lot, I mean hes not dead or anything, we just haven't spoken in a couple years (im n grade 10 now lol)
I always enjoy reading people's stories in the comments of these videos, so I thought I'd share mine. A few months ago, I told my friend that I had feelings for him. Obviously, he didn't feel the same, and we didn't talk for a while. He means a lot to me, and he was there for me during tough times, so I felt quite lonely after that. I missed him, but I gave him his space. Later, he reached out to me, and we started off fresh. I'd gotten over my romantic feelings by then, so the friendship was still salvaged. But, he didn't contact me as much as before. It felt like only once in a blue moon. Now he's moving away. Far away. I'm sad. I'll miss him, but I'm not crying, because there's a part of me that knows I lost him a long time ago, and that as soon as he leaves, he'll forget about me.
Pov: You just got out of a very toxic relationship and your walking home in the rain so you decide to take out your headphones and listen to this song and you realize how much sadder the song was and you just think how lucky you were to get out of that relationship
I'm so tired. I'm tired of sleeping with my eyes red, people saying "I love you" in disgust, not being loved. "Maybe we should have tried more" I tried, why didn't you try?
“here, take this” he insisted. “what is it?” i said he looked at me then looked down “a promise ring, i’ve already lost you once and i don’t wanna ever loose you again” he looks back up at me and holds my face “i love you.” it started and it ended in almost the same way... “i’m sorry y/n... I can’t do this anymore “ he looked down, then looked back up at me and held my face “i love you, and i don’t want to.” he let go of my face and walked away. it was nice while it lasted “i love you”
It's not true Tell me I've been lied to Cryin' isn't like you Ooh What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Ooh Maybe won't you take it back? Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothin' has to change today You didn't mean to say, "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh Up all night on another red eye I wish we never learned to fly I Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie I didn't mean to make you cry I Maybe won't you take it back? Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothin' has to change today You didn't mean to say, "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Ooh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dyin' We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothin' you could do or say I can't escape the way I love you I don't want to, but I love you Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh :)
I don’t want to die... I just want to see a world without me. I wanna see what it’s like, if I changed anything... if I matter, if I’m needed, if I made a difference, if it’s better without me, if I’m just a burden, if I cause more pain than I relieve it, if I caused everyone to leave, if I’m the reason everyone is so unhappy around me, if they’d be better off without me, if they’d feel happier without me, if their words of regret towards me are well placed, if I hate myself for a good reason, if I should stop, if I need to keep trying, if it’s okay, if I’m okay, if it’d even matter, if anything even matters, if this is really all there is, if I’m just here to eventually die, if my emotions are really something to be shunned, if they actually care, if I’m really all I am, if every breath is just another chore, if my aspirations are just pointless, if the things I love will leave, if my thoughts are just empty chatter to be heard in my mind but unheard by anyone else, if anyone will care, if the word ‘if’ even is a word at this point... Or if I just need some sleep. ... Yeah, I’ll go with that.
This song reminds me of my dad. I hate u for leaving i hate u for every single pain you put me through I hate that you lied. However, I love you for being my hero at one point. Enjoy your new family. I did it without you.
I dont want to wake up, i just want to disappear its crazy how i give my love and passion in everything and they still say its not enough im gonna quit one day and once they see i did thell regret telling me "its not that bad " or "i had to go through more"all i needed was help and you did nothing YOU SAW ME IN PAIN AND YET DID NOTHING im done.
