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Painful Hilarity (mylifewithchronicpain)

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We are here to support one another my cupcakes and give panda soft hugs! So if you are into that then WELCOME if not BUH-BYE.
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29 июн 2017

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Комментарии : 12

@jessmakesthings 7 лет назад

I'm so glad to see you and your adorable little puppy! He looks so soft I just want to pet him!! Thank you so much for sharing, even the hard stuff, because I know I'm not alone. I definitely feel like the more my health declined, the more I needed to control everything else in my life. While I don't have agoraphobia, I do have social anxiety and I feel like my illness has only made things worse. It's hard, and I hate it, and I wish I knew how to fix it. But thank you for reminding me I'm not alone :)

@PainfulHilarity 7 лет назад

Hey Jessica! Jax is soooo soft I wish I could hand him to you. He is so sweet and cuddly he'd love you! You are so not alone and I really think looking at my behavior that it is maybe about control that makes a lot of sense! I do try to protect myself when my health is poor in my little cocoon. Thanks for the support. Xoo

@lynnieknoe6726 7 лет назад

Hi Jax, ok dear after suffering from this for close to 20 years, my advice for you and others, is to grieve. Not only for the deaths you may encounter, but for the loss of control of your body, and loss of things you can no longer do. It's very important. Every counselor I have seen, has said chronic pain people forget to grieve. gentle hugs to you dear friend

@PainfulHilarity 7 лет назад

You are so right Lynnie!! As much as I try to deal with my illness and letting go there are still things I don't want to face or grieve as you say. I saw a therapist for years to come to terms with not being able to work. That took a lot of time and energy to grieve. Your words are priceless I really am going to take these to heart! Sending big hugs back! xoo

@leias2cents876 7 лет назад

Thank you so much for making this!! I can 100% to talking too much when your in social situations. I go from being totally reclusive to when I'm out I literally do not shut up for more than a few seconds. And I'm completely annoyed with myself and telling myself.. these people are so annoyed at you.. you can't even stand yourself l.

@PainfulHilarity 7 лет назад

Yeah its tough. I wonder if people even actually are judging us as harshly as we judge ourselves....probably not even!! Thank you so much for the comment sweets its good to know I"m not alone in this struggle! xoo

@crystalhickman5397 7 лет назад

Oh, Emily, how you and I are so much alike! I struggle so much with anxiety, and my fibro doesn't help it I'm sure. My social anxiety limits me so much, and when I get the nerve to get out by myself it's just so scary. You are not alone in this, but I do understand the loneliness of it because those around us don't really know the internal struggles that we face. I appreciate you sharing your experiences with us your viewers. And.... OMG....Jax is absolutely adorable! And Bella, as always, is beautiful. Have a great day!!

@PainfulHilarity 7 лет назад

Crystal your words just are like a big hug thank you so much! Jax sends you kisses and Bella sends you snuggles! Thank you for your supportive words and sharing some of your struggles. It is so tough and its hard to put in words but knowing there are people that do get it without me having the perfect words to explain is priceless! XOO

@jennifers.7037 7 лет назад

Hey Emily, you're definitely not alone with regards to the agoraphobia. I have chronic pain as well and haven't been able to work for 3 years. I have had bouts of agoraphobic episodes where I feel immense anxiety being out in public, especially in stores (not so much in my car). I too sometimes have the fear that something bad will happen to me health wise, while out in public, and my main goal becomes to do what I need to do as fast as possible in order to get back home. So I totally empathize with you, and i'm not a weird old cat lady haha.

@PainfulHilarity 7 лет назад

Hi Jennifer! Thank you so much for your comment I am the same way. I feel like I just keep my head down and pray people aren't staring at me like LOOK AT THAT SICK PERSON lol its so irrational and scary. I wish you the best with this and thank you for sharing with me it really makes me feel not alone! Big hugs Xoo

@Saturndazed74 7 лет назад

I can totally relate with the social anxiety, about not shutting up. Yep, that's me to the t. And having to know whose going to be at a party, and what we will be doing, and my cling person. Yep. 4th of July I am not looking forward to, because of that. You're not negative. You're human. And you have your guard up, it's natural reaction. I don't view you as a closed up cat lady, but yeah I have similar anxieties. Btw Jack is adorable, congratulations!! 💜💜💜

@209serenity 7 лет назад

You are not alone Girlfriend, I too have had bouts of exactly what you described. Unfortunately, I don't have any words of wisdom. I'm sending you big hugs Girlfriend and how cute are your babies! Jax looks like a little stuffed animal, too cute! love ya Girl 💗