Dear nisha, for someone like you to talk about this out loud, to accept, to get help...that, my dear require strength yg bkn sedikit. You are extraordinary. I tumpang bangga that you berjaya gone thru all that. Tahniah on ur wedding & enjoy your life with your loved ones ❤❤❤
Nisha, I was a fan of yours and I wanna tell you that I AM still a fan up till this date. You've no idea how quickly I clicked on this video, we all missed you. One more thing, you used to be my "sunshine" youtuber yang selalu buat I gelak and made my days better bila I went thru darker days dulu, despite of carrying so much weight on urself masa dulu, you masih berjaya to make me laugh, you are POWERFUL and you are worth it Nisha, sincerely dari one of ur subscriber
We're in the same situation. Been feeling useless , alone since high school. Perasaan yang tak boleh diluahkan dekat sesiapa sebab rasa diri ni kerdil. Rasa berdebar bila bercakap dengan orang rupanya itu anxiety. Sekarang baru faham sebab dulu takde exposure tentang semua ni. Sekarang umur 29 baru rasa tenang, baru dapat rasa hidup yang sebenarnya. Harap sesiapa yg berada di fasa ni, carilah bantuan, minta tolong sesiapa yang terdekat atau pergi psychiatrist di hospital.
Nisha! been a fan of you since 2016 ❤ and tbh, you and my friend gerakkan hati i untuk get professional help. A friend of mine recently went to see a psychiatrist and got diagnosed for depression, and when the Dr explained symptoms of BPD, she immediately thought of me. I've greatly suffered depression for years, and things also got worse since 2021 for me. Biggest barrier as to why I tak jumpa lagi help is bcs my family is deeply against it. Now I tgh process nak dapatkan referral letter to set an appointment dkt hosp. I nak jumpa pun bcs I want to fix my relationship with people and myself. Thank you for sharing your updates, I've thoroughly missed you and am so proud and happy that you're in a better position now ❤
it doesn’t matter that you’re not like you’re ‘old you’ at all! sebab I rasa I pun dah grow up and matured a bit, and seeing your progress and change feels like we’re growing together ❤❤❤
As someone who was diagnosed with BPD last year, betul lah apa nisha cakap when all this time youve been depressed and everything had finally make sense. Its like you finally found the missing piece of a puzzle. Tapi I had stop taking medication cause of the side effects, but alhamdulillah I think my mental state is getting better (i hope so). I honestly cried after watching this video 😢💔 Welcome back Nisha, we are so proud of you for being this strong. Couldnt imagine how much you’ve been thru. Sending lots of hugs and muahs 🫶🏻🫂
As someone who experienced the diagnosed and dark journey, i would never ever want anyone else go thru this. “thankyou for not giving up on me” cs we know how hard it is to comfort and makes someone who own this illness, believe that they still have their worth to live. Nisha, I’m glad that you’re survived, me too. Allah has more beautiful plan for us Insya Allah. I love you, *send hugs*
Thanks for sharing your journey with us, Nisha! I’m happy to hear that you’re feeling healthier and happier now. I pray for your continuous happiness and success in your life. We love you Nisha! ❤
Eversince I knew you from your old makeup videos, you're such an inspiration. Thank you for being you, you've gone through a lot. I hope you know that you have given so much joy to others and you sharing your experiences help give so many people the strength to also seek help. May Allah bless you always. Excited for your new chapter!
Salam Nisha, even though you feel youre not the same you, you still have the same quirky antics & is still real/genuine. Appreciate you sharing with us what you went through, it creates awareness about your condition & the alternative treatments. Welcome back, cant’t wait to watch your future vids & we’re always here for you! 😊❤
Nisha, I have watched your video since my high school years. I tak sangka we go to the same psychiatry hospital at HUKM. I was diagnosed with CPTSD + BPD. I felt so alone in my journey too. Literally lost my job and a lot of people turns their back on me because they lack of mental health education. Thank you so much for sharing your story and making me feel less alone. Sending love and hugs ❤
welcome back nisha!! I'm really happy to hear that you have recovered from your depression and dapat suami yang memahami, Alhamdulillah 🥺 you are such a strong woman sis, and may that fire in you continue to burn brightly
I’m glad that you’re back nishaaaa, sumpah rindu gila you walaupun tak pernah jumpa. And i selalu tgk your updates on IG. Love you so much, and let’s get stronger together ❤️❤️
Dear adik, since you lost parts of your memory, I would like to remind you about your previous self. You can forget other things but remember you were a joyous, beautiful and enthusiastic girl especially in make up and fashion. Take care ❤
nishaaaaa i miss the old hype nisha, saranghae 🫶🏻 i baca comment you dah kawin??! really?!! doa you makbul nak kawin after naelofa kawin, happy for you 🤲🏻🤍
Nisha sebagai a fellow person with chronic depression, saya menangis gila bila tengok video ni. But I understand the feeling yang eh kita boleh rasa normal rupanya 🤣 take care sister
Nisha, you are fighter ❤Praying that you will be always surrounded with the most supporting people virtual hugs to all of you that has been struggle with mental health. we can do this, we are true fighter
You're very strong woman nisha. Its not easy to be open up about this dark story you had, I bet it takes you a lot too to share this with us. Glad that you're recovering! Adding on with your loving & caring husband, keep your circle positive too! Happy for you that you made it this far. Welcome backk! ❤
Thank you for sharing this with us Nisha. It must have taken so much strength and courage for you to record and upload this. Alhamdulillah you're so much better now. I pray that you will continue to find strength in Allah as well as your loved ones. Take care and looking forward to more content from you :) Love from Singapore
Alhamdulillah. Be happy. Surrounding with positive people. You're a strong woman, Nisha Ezzati. I will pray for your happiness.. Ya.. Always.. InsyaAllah.. Love you, Girl ❤
nishaaaa. i nampak video you keluar bila i bukak youtube, i terus bukak tauu nishaaa😭 missed you so much. dulu selalu tengok vlog you. welcome back, love!❤
alhamdulillah. not your fan tp bila tringat nk tgk yt u pastu cm xde update i doakn semoga u dlm keadaan baik masa tu. alhamdulillah. semoga lepas ni semua yg trbaik utk u k nisha ❤
You`re so brave to talk about it publicy even tough we all here just a random strangers to you, to be honest i`m scared to talk about it even to my therapist.
Nisha ! I just clicked when i saw u ❤. We missing you and will always miss you. Sooo glad that you made it. Keep fighting. We always here. Still a fan until today and forever will be.
Nisha!! I’m used to watched ur video back then. Really love you! How funny u’re and all abt u. Paling suka u bebel2 sambil make up. Welcome back and i’ll always support u. Pls be strong and keep moving. All the best and anggap la this is a new journey and new start for u. ❤️
im one of the student in hukm & i pernah tegur u there when u nak buat ect. u were so nice & friendly. i pray that youll be strong & happier. may Allah ease the journey for you nisha 🤍
Hey Nisha! remember you from college days.. My husband is also diagnose with bipolar and seeing him going thru it the years... sending you love n hugs.. Thanks for making this video.
Sama lah kita. I masuk HUKM psychiatric ward banyak kali, including for trying to unalive myself. I am on meds now and I see a good therapist who teaches me to practice Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (BPD), so I am better now. I have schizoaffective disorder which is a combination of schizophrenia-like symptoms and bipolar symptoms. I also have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). Thank you for being honest about your mental health struggles ❤
Omgggg once i saw you video pop up kt my youtube i was soo happy sampai jeritt “ehhh nishaaaaaaa” … so happy for you that you’re back !!! So brave of you to seek help and even brave to talk about your journey with usss !!!! Semoga allah protects you always Nisha !!! You are my happy place when i was 22 . Now I’m 25 and you’re back and im soo happy for that tooo … ps// share with us your journey with your husband thoooo ❤❤❤❤
hi kak nisha, ive been watching your vids since i was 13 and now im 18. as one of your subscribers i wanna say im so proud of you for everything that you do to be here . thank you for teaching me about lots of stuff about makeup and being a woman. i love you kak nisha 🤍
Been your subs since 2016.. love watching all your video.. so happy that youre finally comeback stronger and happier.. the moment i saw your noti.. terus klik and terus like.. even not knowing wht the content is.. goodluck Nisha ❤️❤️
I xprnh tahu kewujudan channel ni, but i just reach ur video just two days ago and for Allah’s sake, I love ur video reaction ps to local products make up. Yeahhh im still study n to buy all those products is something i know i cant do tht so starting tht i watched all ur videos related to local products reviews so my short thoughts here is just be urself, loving urself, create ur own happiness n live to fullest n stop thinking the past. Allah has the best plan for u n he did cause i can see u re happy now Alhamdulillah, i wish all the best for ur future life, having children and insyAllah u n husben be together till Jannah Ameen Ya Rabb ❤ #spreadlovenothate
hug huggg 🫶 glad you're doing okay. i always excited whenever you posted anything. when you tiba tiba tweet your wedding picture, i excited gilaa! macam this video jugak, usually i procrastinate bila orang post video, but bila this video lalu, i macam "EH! video lama ke baru ni?" 3 days ago rupanya, terus i click. hug hugg from me. hope can meet you in real life, can shake hand or hug you 🫂. loveyou. thankyou for coming back. miss you 😊❤
I used to watch you all the time while studying, I dah graduate last year and now that your videos pop up again at my youtube feed, baru teringat about this channel. I hope you are doing well wherever you choose to do!
Kak nishaaa! can’t wait to know the new you! In shaa Allah after all the bad and horrible things that have happened, I pray for only good things to flow in ur way! Love youuuu❤
Nisha, its so good to see you back! I ingat lagi time i belajar makeup from zero dari tengok video you. Start dari brush makeup, you recommend, i siap buat list and pergi beli kat sephora apa yang you suggest yang i rasa sesuai dgn skin i. You had inspired me so much in makeup and skincare tau.
Nishaaaaaaaaaaaa !!! finally !!! omg !! saya ni barista zus coffee temeloh ,masa raya you ada datang kan ?❤❤❤tapi sayang laaa tak dapat nak ambik gambar dengan you ,busy sangat time tu😢nanti balik laaa temeloh lagi😊baik sangat rupanya ,peramah ,tak kekwat ..nishaaaaa ,please laaa buat vlog semula tau❤❤bighug❤❤❤❤
Thanks for sharing this nisha! So proud of you and stay strong. Kami doakan semoga nisha kekal bahagia, dlindungi Allah SWT dan sentiasa positive. We missed you so much ❤❤❤!
Hi nishaaa! I’ve been watching your videos since I was in uni years and now I’m working already 🥺 Kinda wondered what happened to you and I’m so glad and happy that you’re getting better now! I know that it took so much courage to tell the world about this but you did it anyway! I’m so proud of you! Stay safe always and may Allah bless you 🤍🌷
welcome back nishaaa! missing you so much. you kena tau my step on makeup ikut you dari dulu sebab your video was may main sources of ilmu makeup ha gitu. stay with us okayyy
Nishaaaaaaaa! I miss you a lot!!!!!!!! I am so happy you are back. Dah lama tunggu. I nangis juga tapi i nangis dulu sebelum u cakap nak nangis pula 😢 Alhamdulillah you are getting better. I pray the best for you. Don’t worry if you still need a break. There are people here who is supportive your healing process. ❤❤❤❤
Hi Nisha, I'm commenting from a burner account bc I don't want people to find me 😅. Anyway I've been a long time subscriber now (from another account) and actually about one to two months ago I randomly missed you and your videos so I cari but you tak de upload anything from the last one you had 2 years ago. And then now, tiba² you upload a new video. I rasa macam how did you know I was thinking about you? 😭💗 Thank you for sharing your story with us, Nisha. As someone who just got professional help with my mental health this year, I heavily relate with the things you said especially about the memory loss due to taking medications. I also thought I was going crazy bc at one point I literally forgot my own name and who I was. Like, I know I'm in my body but *who* am I? There have also been times where I see my face in the mirror but I don't know who I'm looking at bc I literally can't recognize myself. These things are really scary to go through and none of my friends can relate, so I'm really glad that you talked about it :) I haven't went through actual therapy yet bc my appointments take time to arrange, but I'm on medications now and I think there are pros as much as there are cons. But I'm glad I reached out for help than not at all, and I'm so happy for you too for doing well after getting help ❤️ Congratulations for making it through, and I know I'm just a stranger on the Internet but I genuinely feel so proud of you when I heard your story ❤️ Thank you for reading Nisha, and thank you for existing, you make me and a lot of people happy 🥹❤️ Much love to you
Omggg nisha is backkkk!!! I miss your vid, your lame joke, your pergi mampus-ness… Thank you for coming back!! I’m glad that you’re fine now! Always doa the best for you ❤
nisha i never give up on you i always love your videos and thank you for speak up about what you are going through. semoga u sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki and happy selalu. you deserve every kindness in this world. luv youu!! you still slay xx
i am so proud that i subscribed into your channel long time ago and havent give up on you since then. glad you are getting better and happier, thank you for coming back to us nisha
