You don't think you only wants to forcibly give someone the happiness you have imagined that she or he needs when mabey they has some different definitions. If they don't want you just wish them to reach everything they know of happiness.
Sometimes, I want to go to sleep. Forever. Never having to see the thing our world has come to. I want to give up. I want to give in to the pain. I want to just... Just leave. But I know I can't. I have loving friends, supporting me every second of their life. When I cry, they cry. When I'm happy, they're happy. We are connected. If I die, it's not going to help anything. It's just going to pass on the pain to someone else. It won't make things better, it will make things worse. And to all of you people out there, suffering, I want you to know, though you may not have found them yet, just know, there will come a day when this perfect person walks into your life. They'll stand by your side, never turning their back to you. They'll be there in a split second when you need someone to comfort you. They won't let the world get to you. They'll hug you and kiss you, and tell you that they love you, and that you can't go. Not yet. You aren't alone just yet. Fulfill your life to the fullest, until your last breath. Then, only then, can you feel the sweet nothingness of death.
I thought I had those people for every year of my life Turns out I was wrong these new people I've met don't care for me I try to be funny they gang up on me and say rude shit and the don't care what I have to say I've helped them through all of my life and when I said that I need help they said 'yeah with that look' and I cried on my way home I've kepted everything inside now and at school and online I'm just bullied and robbed of my happiness and I don't wanna go back to therapy and I don't wanna tell anyone nd I just don't care anymore but I don't wanna die and I don't wanna live I cry when I go to bed and I laugh when I wake up at how stupid and retarded I am to think they would care and that they would even help me I don't wanna die is when my mind tells me I do is what my depression tells me My anxiety questions it before I sleep And all together they tell me to fake it It's life.
Haha u know what’s super funny to me we are all just suicidal people telling others suicide isn’t the answer and that just makes laugh because of how stupid it is and how cruel it is because people relate to it hell I’ve been there.....
I like to tell myself that One day I'll find a place to scream my feelings. Because right now, I have nowhere. I wish I could let it out.. That's the only thing I ask Please.
I usually silent cry, alot more than i should. Screaming a silence, and feeling my chest clutch... I wish i could sail out, to somewhere, anyway, feel... Happy :))
One time... I tried to be ok. I deleted all the depressing stuff in my camera roll. I CONVINCED myself that I WAS ok. Well, everything got worse and I just kinda gave up on feelings. I still feel but I don’t care how I feel. Oh I’m sad ig I’ll be sad. Oh I’m happy ig I’ll be happy. I just don’t really care. I know I’m not ok. My family thinks I am and wants me to be. But I’m not and that really crushes me. I wanna be better but I don’t care enough to try. I just simply give up man.
This one got to me i feel the same way im just fucking done being me and being sad so im fucking done feeling im not ok and everyones blind and cant see it
To take a break is ok but never give up! You are brave enough, you are strong enough to start the fight again. Write 3 things down what makes you really happy in your childhood. Memories that my you smile for a short moment. Keep this paper always with you. Everytime when you remember what gives you joy and make you happy write it on it. When you are feeling sad or low, take that paper read it mybe you will feel little better. Try it! please.
The one person that I thought cared about me left when shit hit the fan with my family and honestly I almost lost my mind trying to find something worth living for. One person saved me from ending it all but she will never know what she did because my pride won't let me tell her.
My one person who I thought I died without left when she started dating the guy I liked I’ve been alone since that day I remember it was exactly January 8th I feel like I havnt been happy without her but if I let her know she’s gonna think I’m week and that I needed her even though I do I don’t want her to know how brokden I am without her
I always asking myself why people aren't grateful sometimes? the thing I did for them. is It not enough or something? what you want me to be? Not even a word "thank you" have been told to me But..My mom did it so..I am happy. But my parents say I am completely normal but HOW IS THAT NORMAL?! I 've been crying in my bed having nightmare everyday, How is that normal?! welp.
6A-Isabel Honey Chrysantnania I never said it to you but I was always grateful for what you did. It took a hard lesson to see just how much I was but then you were gone so I never got to tell you
The people that tried to break me couldn't, It was the thoseI loved the most that broke me. I want go to sleep now, I am done. Tough times don't last, tough people do. When all is lost, Ithink about the amazing parents I had.
You know your broken when you’ve been watching these for a year watching people go past you, leaving you, replacing you and you still come back to these but this time… you have no feeling but silently lay there.. knowing things have changed
The worst feeling you can have is when the person you trusted most with your pain the person that could relate most with you that knew all your problems and flaws and thoughts just leaves you hurting you But it hurts worst when they do it more than other people because they actually helped with your pain they just leave like your nothing.
My greatest wish is that in the near future if i ever have children i would pour them with love and care. Make them see the bright side of the world so that maybe they won't be in the same situation as i am.
I’m at a point where nothing more bad can happen to me, if something even worse happened to me I would be pushed off the edge. And I know that day is approaching, and there is nothing I can do. I HATE MYSELF, I have never felt more alone, I’ve never felt so far gone. And I’ll want is to run.
DEPRESSION (DARKNESS) RETURNED. ..A POEM Darker, Then Darkness....... Depression (Darkness) Has Returned! Darkness utters a timeless refrain:- 'HANG' around with me! Together let's 'DROWN' your sorrow! I'll 'CUT' out your pain for free! Your life is a bitter 'PILL TO SWALLOW'! "The ones you love, don't give a care! Come with me, & I'll take you there!.... .....To the dark abyss!" Is this how I am to be remembered? Taking the easy way out - hurting those I love? What awaits me in that dark abyss? Not a lifetime of memories, that's for sure! A crossroads beckons ahead of me. My future signposted, a choice to make? Do I turn back to the safety of Darkness? Or summon my strength for the journey ahead? In the distance, I see a light! Is that my family & friends awaiting me? Beside me a new friend approaches, He takes my hand, I ask his name? Wellness, he says!, My name & destination is Wellness! We have a difficult journey ahead of us! Together, we will make it as one! A poem by David Williams. The Charities Below Give Help & Support If You Think You Might Be Suffering From Cliniical Depression:- www.childline.org.uk & www.youngminds.org.uk & www.themix.org.uk IMPORTANT!!!!!!! If you are looking for help with your mental health outside of the UK. I suggest you enter into your search engine (google) Free mental health advice charities for teenagers ( or similar wording) then enter your own country. The words FREE, CHARITIES, & TEENAGERS are important, I have had a positive result using this method. If you find a suitable contact in your country, please share it with others! Let me know if you found this helpful. David ❤️
Guys I may not know how hard things are going for you but at some point you have to pull your shit together and strive for whatever it is that will make you happy because it all comes down to two paths and that is death and life if you give up now its all over but if you stay here a little longer there's a chance no matter how thin the light, you will find what it is you are looking for
When you feel no Strange inside of you, when you are tired to fight, take a break, rest for a while, is ok but never give up! You are brave enough, you are strong enough to start the fight again. Write 3 things down what makes you really happy in your childhood. Memories that make you smile for a short moment. Keep this paper always with you. Everytime when you remember what gives you joy and make you happy write it on it. When you are feeling sad or low, take that paper read it mybe you will feel little better. Try it! please.thx.
You know those days when just all the little things go wrong? Like your car is in the shop and they tell you you'll be without it for a few days, and now you feel useless without it, like you don't have enough money in your bank account for a simple pair of pants you need to buy, like you keep getting rejected by job openings and everyone's still yelling at you about how it's your decision not to have a job, like the keypad on your phone stops working so you can no longer text anyone, like the bed that you were told you had to get and then pay for is about to collapse and you still have to pay for it. Mixed in with general anxiety and depression, all of which bubbles over and results in 3 hours of unsettled sleep. And then you spend a whole day just in a shit mood, and by the end you're contemplating what the purpose of you even being here is? Yeah, me too.
Blijf niet in de past hangen. Dat maakt je verdrietig. Elke dag is een nieuwe dag,maak er het beste van. Zoek ontspanning Kruip eruit en ga leuke dingen doen Praat met iemand over je verdriet,dat lucht op.Schrijf je verdriet op en verbrand het weg.Denk aan mooie momenten met je dierbaren,je Kids,je vrouw,familie,buren,vrienden, Ga wat leuks doen wat je blij maakt. Waar je je goed bij voelt.Waar je wilt zijn Haal the happiness wat in je zit eruit. Wees blij met jezelf,denk aan positieve dingen,haal nare gedachten uit je hoofd. En het laatste...houd van jezelf en blijf vooral jezelf.Je hoeft voor niemand te veranderen,verander alleen VOOR JEZELF.
All I want is for my dad to love me and support me but he doesn’t care about me he only cares about himself I miss my mom it’s been 2 years since she passed away
I mourn daily my father was killed, i barely coped with that- I lost all hope when I made the mistake of also leaving the only man I truly loved, I remember all the good times we had, I just don't want to keep breathing I died so long ago. if only I could undo my mistakes. Now the only thing I hope for look forward to is the day, i finally take my last breathe. What a glorious day that will be, I wake still hoping today will be my last
Im sorry I make mistakes I'm only human you hurt me and I still have that pain 6 years later and 10 years later from you too dad I'm sorry I wasn't a boy I'm sorry i can't be perfect
Isn't it sad that we want our lives to end than to continue living? Maybe, it's because of everything we feel, the pain, the suffering, it feels like we are not living anymore, we are just surviving every single day.
Mo matter how much I try and change for others, nothing is ever good enough. I have no more emotions. I am numb. Makes one think, will I ever be good enough for anyone? Will I ever be happy? I doubt it. I want to cry and cry to let everything out but nothing ever comes out.
This reminds me of all the times my parents argued together. Or all the times the all told me I’d never find anyone, that I was unlovable Bc of my attitude or Bc no guy would want to be with someone who looks and acts like me, at least not one worth being with.
Ya know my oldest brother would say hope is something that needs to be held on to because without it their nothing left in life but even if your done your on your knees you stand back up and you find hope again.....but he's not here to say that again....after that i....let go
This is what im going through....except its with just my grandpa and friend i've had sense I was little...I don't have anyone to comfort me like this...
If youre ever in need of help, call a responsible adult. Please, Being tough is cool but being A kind Soul is definitely cooler. Believe me, 🙏 Remember kids Always smile even if its your annoying teacher, and always always n.1 be safe. Dont ever do a matthew please, always always be responsible. Kids, If i was to ask anything from this. I want to emphasize the n.1 rule, feeling safe is ab awesome emotion. If don't know an emotion choose feeling safe, n remember too ALWAYS SMILE... Pls
It's unbearable. I really can't stand it. I know that I don't have a right to cry or to say that, but I'm tired. I'm not perfect, but I'm trying and still not enough. Right now I feel so lonely and helpless.What should I do. I'm so fcked up with this. I always make people feel comfortable, help them, do my best, but when I need someone just to sit near everyone disappears and says " r u jk? U don't have any difficulties, look, other people are more done than you, you cannot complain" mb I just don't deserve it
Imagine not being thankful for your mother Id gladly take a mother from your hands to hold me and put me to sleep because my mama left when i was 9 ans I've not had a mother for the past 6 years
Not sure how I'm still here I just know I can't leave cuz it'll break my mom and I can't do that to her not after everything she's done for me and I know frosty won't be in a good place if I left him he won't be happy he won't live how he is now my brothers are gonna blame themselves but why can't anyone see that I'm breaking more each day why does everyone seem to care when it's too late to care it hurts so much I don't know how to make it stop
This vid is so hurtful 💔 It makes me wanna cry so bad Lately I've moved on from my place ..and don't know anyone heree And not feeling anything . I'm just 18 yr this hurts me frr I'm still young bro to feel like this Hopefully one day everything will be okay :)
The thing I'm am most afraid of is losing my uncle. Hes like a father to me and Is the only 1 that actually knows how I feel and I can't even imagine what I would do without him being here
Is it possible to be in a room with people and still feel utterly alone? Because if not...tell me why I feel like I do? Is there a reason? I have had a decent life, yet I'm still feeling fucking worthless...I don't feel like I have a right to feel like this because some people have it so much worse then I do. Yet I still feel like this...why?
i miss my mom and now im losing my father this world is so hurting me i hope that im still strong to loose someone in future or maybe i just need to be gone forever everyone will be happy
The number one reason why I’m afraid of suicide is because my two best friends already have terrible mental health issues and I’m afraid that if I follow trough with my thoughts they’ll go the same way, and I don’t want that, I want them to find the strength I know they have and I want them to use it to keep going, I want them to grow up and achieve their dreams, I want them to have kids and a family of their own. I’ve often said to them that when I die I want to become a ghost and I tell them that the reason for that is because I want to haunt them. But that’s not the real reason, the real reason is because I want to see them grow up, I want to see their first relationship, their wedding's, their children, and I want to be their guardian basically. The second reason is I have seen with my own eyes what effect the death of someone who decided to go out on their own terms can do to people, he was the same age as me and I didn’t know him that well but I know his parents and I have never ever seen the same amount of pain as his family was in
