I'm Heartbroken - First Time Playing The Last Of Us Part 2 | PART 1 | 4K60 

Wow... What a beginning. I am speechless and still can't believe this happened even though it has been several days since this first episode has been recorded. I wish we could've had more time. PS: I'll definitely finish this game. No worries guys. Just needed a little break. Thank you guys for watching and joining me on this journey. 💙

Your reaction to Joel's death was heartbreaking to watch. I'd be lying if I said I didn't shed some tears.

this game is absolutely heartbreaking, but I love it so much. Hope you enjoy!

You play really well. Stealth is top notch and you basically hit every shot, impressive. Also love how frequently you use the listen mode. It's very satisfying watching you play, good job, Jenni.

Till this day, this game still holds as my fav game of all time.

" If i get you out of this, your so singing for me" Joel , "you wish"

It really breaks my heart seeing you crying that hard. I gave up playing the game when it was released because I failed to stay open-minded, I could only afford watching others' gameplays and yours is definitely one of the best. Thank you for your amazing videos (I followed since tlou part 1) and I am definitely sticking around for more.

30:46 yeah… way more light-hearted… you nailed it! 😂

OMG THANK YOU.I'm so excited to watch tlou 2 again, and with such a wonderful commentator!Thanks!

"You keep babysitting long enough and eventually it's gonna blow up in your face" - Bill said it to Joel in Part 1 become reality 😢

I am lauging so hard as you nailed that first kid 5 times with snow balls!

Unpopular opinion but Part 2 is better than part 1. So excited to see you play.

After 3 years of Joel's death.. and I'm still crying.. WHAT A GAME.

This game is incredibly moving. i actually might like it more than the first. that traumatic scene hits so hard, and will continue to hit you throughout the whole thing. the song joel sings is given so much more meaning. i look forward to watching ya play this one through. buckle up.

My favorite game of all time:)Be sure to keep an open mind and let the game tell it'd amazing story. 22:08 that is actually the music composer for the game Gustavo Santaolalla playing the banjo. Also be aware of animals sometimes they lead you to loot or areas you need to get to.

22:06 btw that's gustavo santaolalla, the composer of The Last of Us part 1 or 2. A very underrated composer. Nice little easter egg

you kinda look like a young Ellie from the first last of us game!

My personal favourite game of all time for the exact reasons shown in this video. No piece of media has made me experience such powerful emotions before or made me question myself as a person so frequently. This game really pulls you through every stage of grief along with the characters and challenges you to look at yourself. It's incredible the character work that Naughty Dog were able to do with this game.

Please trust the gaming community, dont stop, keep playing, itll be worth it i promise. Theres a reason why its sooo many peoples favourite game ever. Heartbreaking start, but you must MUST continue. X

To be honest, I consider it a badge of honor that this moment caused this game to be one of the most loudly hated games ever made. Doesn’t really matter what they say about it, the intense energy behind that vitriol along with some really crazy denial is just testament to how much emotion this game stirs up.

This girl actually have gamer reflex.

Part 2 could be the best gaming experience I've ever had.. The game wants you to be upset at Joels death, hell it wants you to be angry about it. But you gotta continue riding the wave, its all by design.. Its not shock value, its the only way the story could move foward. If Joel lives, there's no story.

Second game is complete trash. Neil just wanted to spit in the face of his fans and have them pay for it. Unacceptable.

0:32 "Hunting animals like bunnies, deer, DAVID" had me wheezing

Oh 😲, I already have a hard time with Joel's death, because I like him a lot as a character, but now with your reaction, it's worse, you've managed to make me cry. 😭 I hate Abby...even after I finish the game...

"...seems much more light hearted" You sweet summer child. This game is traumatizing all the way threw. It's not for those who don't like to cry.

Prymba don't worry about the controversial opinions on this game.I can't say much but the game supports some things that some people don't like and that's about it. People hate the game for dumb reasons. If you are a decent person, which you are, I'm sure you're gonna love the game(and be traumatized by it too)

That was one of the most heartbreaking reactions I've seen to this game.. 💔💔💔💔

Holy shit, what a reaction.

No game is going to make you feel what this game makes you feel, and that's what makes it a great game. It's an experience you need to live. One of my favorite games.

There will be a point in the game where you will think" wtf did the producers think" you have to get through it... believe me... its worth it...

It broke my heart to see yours getting broken… 😢 I can’t remember a playthrough with a reaction this honest and truthful as yours - and I‘ve seen many. This chapter of the game is dark, painful and hard to swallow on the first run, but I beg you to continue playing to see what the story has to offer. Apart from that being said - I really enjoy your TLOU videos. You’re doing a great job 👏🏻 Keep it up.

Be brave, little one. This journey is definitely not for the faint of heart. Really looking forward to tagging along with ya on this one.

It is a wonderful game to play if you play with an open mind. Just be sure to have a box of tissues next to you at all times 😄

I didn't cry when I played this game, but years later I happened to watch your gameplay video and I cried the same way you did. Your heart is pure🥺

nice gameplay. love it very much. nice episode

Please, don't read the reply of 'aradorc' to Luke-vf6qc's comment. There are BIG spoilers.

Please continue playing, it's not easy but worth it. The best gaming experience I've ever had and can't ever see it being beaten.

Btw the dog you petted is the same one you can see in part 1 i believe you petted it in part 1 too his name is bradley

this game is going to make you mad, it’s going to make you do things you don’t want to do, but i promise if you resist the temptation to fight it you will be rewarded.

Your reaction to what happened just shows how brilliant the creators have developed the characters. So much so that it brought you to tears because you care that much. At that moment, I wish I could have given you a hug. This game is hard and there will be times where you will think, 'no way, I'm not doing that'. My advice is to stick with it to the end. This is a masterpiece of a game. Enjoyed your playthrough, as always ❤

Oh yeah, writing another reply I remembered. The voice actors for Joel & Ellie are Troy Backer and Ashley Johnson. There's an interview on YT where they talk about this scene, which was pretty much the hardest thing she had to do, as she lost her own dad when she was quite young. So what you see there in the game are some real emotions from her. It's spoiler free for the meaning of what happened in that first episode of course, but stay away from the comments there. (/watch?v=S4wWe0vBQqM) She cares about Ellie, so she has a habit of getting emotional when talking about her. Another short one for Part 1, specifically the DLC (/watch?v=jiB_DzutSc4). Honestly really love her, she is a huge part of what brought this character to life and why people care so much about Ellie. Even that little finger fidgeting is from her being nervous, or the space nerding from Ellie is actually from her own persona. They, and the actor for Tommy, Jeffrey Pierce, also have cameos in the show, which you will probably enjoy.

There was this Korean guy who was doing a TLOU Part 2 playthrough, I think it was Crank. When he got to Joel's death, he uninstalled the game, and cut the disk up with scissors.

I've played this game maybe a dozen or more times and watched just about every play through on RU-vid. I'm a 31 year old man. I still sob every time. This game is a masterpiece and I'm excited for you to go through it.

"This game seems so much more lighthearted, at least at the beginning". IT'S A TRAP !!! (enter scene "ABBY") 💪 👧

I know the Joel apologists keep telling themselves that excuse constantly, but it was not just an attempt to make a cure. The writers meant to say that they were very much confident to be able to make one, not that they may eventually with good luck could possibly make one. They wanted to present a trolley problem scenario, multiplied by a few billion people, current ones and those not yet even born. This is not just important in regards to Joel's decision to literally just murder everyone and make that decision over Ellie's head, but also for Ellie and the personality disorder that she grew in regards to her cure, starting with the survivors guilt from Riley. All the shit she went through on that journey, the loss of Tess, Sam and Henry, Joel's injury, her experience with David, and pretty much all those tragic stories in all those notes, it's all a consequence of the world they're living in, due to the infected. And Ellie was supposed to be the answer to that, that's what she saw herself as, and what Joel took from her. People who constantly claim otherwise are really undermining Ellie's character by doing that (and also the goal of the Fireflies), and putting Joel on this glorified pedestal, that isn't even one. He murdered countless of people in that hospital, including Marlene, all also with their friends and family, and basically is responsible for possibly having doomed humanity. And even before that he spent probably a decade or so with literal banditry, if not longer, murdering innocent people for their gear, which is part of what gave him his reputation in Boston. All things considered he was more of an antagonist and definitely had it coming. It's surprising that he even made it this far in the first place with how much enemies he must've made over the years. Oh and Joel would never name a horse Callus. He always hated that name. 30:46 👀🏌 You actually missed a little bit of dialog when you didn't see the house entrance at first, because that started the dialog with the movie night, which you were supposed to hear while looting that house. When you go into the camper there's another one but you were still listening to the previous one because of your mishap. Definitely make sure to always read the journal after each "sequence", for example now after Joel's death. Ellie keeps writing things into it, the game will not remind you and you cannot go back to previous pages of previously played parts unless you reload a save from that time. But you do have to potentially go back to previous pages for when she writes more than one. It's an easy to miss part of the game that is very important for the story telling. ANYWAY... Answers are definitely to be found throughout the game. It's a rough and very dark ride, but I still stand by my point that I like Part 2 more than Part 1. After watching my first playthrough of it (I don't play consoles) I had to think about the game, the characters and happenings daily, for a whole month straight. I couldn't find sleep because of those thoughts, I even dreamed about it, and it was the first thing that popped into my mind when I woke up. It requires processing, but it's also the only game that ever affected me on a personal level to this degree. Also, if you haven't started already, wait with the HBO show until you're through Part 2. It hits very differently and there's a bunch of Part 2 references too.

this part was one the worst parts in a game of all time. joel was smart, which is how he survived for so long. he did what he had to to save ppl like ellie, and himself at times. but the fact tommy just spills the beans and" hey we down the hill boss, come on down in a few and get some beans brother" is the dumbest bs ive ever witnessed. it made me mad how joel died 3 or 4 years ago, and it still makes me angry now. they handled his departure so poorly its sickening honestly. last of us 1 a masterpiece, 2 is a mastershit.

It's ridiculous for Joel such a cautious, tricky even a little nasty person just walk into a house full of armed strangers and speaking out their real name like a fool. Dude he ran over a guy with a car because he don't trust him! I can feel that the writer just don't like characters in first game and try to ruin them to build new characters and they are really bad at that and new characters are self-contradictory and has over rampant empathy. To me this just cannot be a convincing story.

I really like your videos, but you don't have to do this if you don't want to. No video game is worth being traumatised. Take care and I'm sure all of us will support you whatever you choose to do.

I love your gameplay, but this crap pissed me off when it came out. They pushed the "boss girl" gameplay for this. I freacken loved joel and to kill him in this way really trigger me. Im a power lifter and they literally made abby to be some kind of 10000000 pound lifter lolz its impossible. honestly, they made this game to "stick it" to the P a t r 1 a r c h y. I honestly hate what they did to this game.

This game caught SOOO much hate on release because of the early shock death but there's no denying it's a powerful story that forces you to feel emotional about it. For me it's still one of the stand out pieces of media in the last few years. I've replayed it once and it all fell into place much better second time around.

I remeber when i played this. I didnt cry when joel died bcus i didnt belive it.but at the graveguard when i saw his name on the grave stone i cried for 1 hour.. then i stop the game. I didnt play for 2 month bcus how shocked i got. Then after 2 month i played and finish the game. I love/hate the game. One of the best game ever made so much emotional rollercoster

This is the best reaction on Joel's death I"ve ever seen

The whole Abby Joel scene leaked online before the game released. There where Golf games modded with Joel head replacing the ball and Abby replacing Tiger Wood.

What I've seen from you so far, you usually seem very calm and collected. So seeing you break down like that was heartbreaking.

Btw, that "clicking"-noise when you pick up some resource means you have enough to craft something if im not mistaken like at 1:32:31

Hopefully you enjoy the game. I also played for myself without reading others reviews and thought the game was decent. I felt bad for you when you got to the basement part with Joel. This game does make you feel terrible, emotionally. Keep up the great work, Jenni!❤ P.S. Loved how Luna showed up at 2:16:00, towards the end.❤

Again, I find myself laughing at Naughty Dog's play on words from their old games. I don't know if you've played or even heard of it but...turning "Crash Bandicoot" into "Smash Brandi's Cootch..."C'mon, that's gold!🤣

Hey Jenni, I'm on watching you playing part 1 of TLOU2 and this is really good glad that you are on playing it, have a great week and Thank You very much Jenni.🙂👍

Your playthroughs are always so thorough and smartly played. I can't believe how much I've either forgotten or missed. Get get well soon!

0:30 I see what you did there...

"this game, at least the beginning, looks way more lighthearted" well 😃

Best game ever, both parts equal to me.

Fun fact ellie told joel to get up She also saud that to him when he was bleeding out in part 1

A gut-wrenching masterpiece so happy that you're playing this so quickly after the last one prymbra, it will break you (like us all ) but it's worth the pain for a truly magnificent story 🙌 sending you sunshine smiles and good vibes if you need them 🙏🌻🌻🐝🤗

Nice gameplay. The way you cracked that safe makes me really want to go with you and rob a bank 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

The first 40 minutes of this game were awesome. Then it started going downhill real quick. I don’t even mind so much what they did with the story as much as I mind their deceptive marketing, and just outright lies.

Part II is easily my favorite video game of all time. The gameplay is so good and satisfying especially on the higher difficulties and story is beautiful. I can't stop playing it I'm already on my 8th playthrough :D

Joel scene when he dies from a golf club made me very sad and angry, even because of sadness and anger I did not want to continue playing The Last of Us 2 because he was my favorite protagonist and I told the truth that way to kill him That this video game is enough, In the end I had to finish it and then never play it again 😞 What do you think about the subject because many people are angry about Joel's death? I hope you reply to the message, I am a new follower of your RU-vid channel please 🙏🏻

What do you think the form of nauthy dog kills Joel you think it was easy that Joel trust in a bunch of strangers compared to the part 1 when he was very carefully

Who knew that heartbreak could be so contagious that simply watching a gamer burst into tears could trigger the same in the viewers? It's a good thing that cordyceps doesn't spread so easily!

One of the worst and most disappointing games of this decade

Incredible reaction! I recently finished this game two months ago for the first time. Gameplay felt way better than the first, I loved the story. I look forward to seeing more of your play through.

Don't take this the wrong way, but watching you cry makes me feel better about how much I cried 😅.

"They'll never stop with the puns..... I can't escape them." The way you sounded so sad 😂

The gameplay is great. The world is great and I don't like the story Neil Druckman decided on. I don't like the way he excuted and I don't like the way he wrote some of the characters.

I wish I could play LOU 2 again for the first time.. it's just perfect imo

What difficulty mode is she playing, anyone know? Moderate or hard mode

With the beginning of the passage of part 2, I really liked the game, and since you have passed the updated part 1 and have now started part 2, this is a big whole story for you. If you have reached the moment of the territory with the map, there is a very large territory, you can spend a lot of time, I advise you to search it thoroughly, you can find a lot of interesting things. Search the area before going further ahead.

animals like bunnies, deers, David...haha

lets go, prepare to break your heart Jenni ❤🤧

This game is the worst game ever. trashy game

This was a rough start to a new game...they risked a lot doing the story this way but it's enjoyable moments still. Part 1 still the best imo & I'll always hate Abby for that ! lol

This game is a roller coaster of emotions. Be prepared to become nauseous, angry and depressed. Repeatedly. A true masterpiece ❤️

I love it how you said David was a animal when you were doing the intro. LOL

How many times will I cry on this scene. Dang. I played it already yet everytime I come across this scene. Oh the death of Joel is just so sad.

This is a much more emotional game , just really sucks but it still makes it a great story driven experience

Girl i cried for a solid 45 mins after joels death, just non stop. I hated the game for dying that to him. And then i played the rest of it and still didn't like the game at first. It took me a while to realize what an actual masterpiece this game was. Different perspectives, amazing character development, beautiful soundtrack. Ugh its just so good, but man the first playthrough was ROUGHHHHHHH

2:07:45 So glad you were not "spoiled" so you could really enjoy this, right? 🙄 It's not about Joel dying. It's about the completely incompetent and idiotic way the writers kill him. They have to make him a complete moron for Abby to get anywhere near him. The real Joel could see and smell an ambush miles away. This loser walks into the middle of a room, UNARMED, full of well-armed strangers in military uniforms, gives them his name, ... And then it gets worse. 10/10 Masterpiece.

Oh you poor sweetheart, I remember playing tlou 2 on release day in 2020 and ugly sobbing in my RU-vid play through just like you when Joel died. I’d played the first tlou in 2013 and was a massive fan and I was shocked when Joel was killed. To this day however tlou2 is one of my favorite games of all time. I don’t know what part of the journey you’re currently on but I wish you the best and I hope you enjoy the rest!!

2:07:59 Oh, my heart! Ive seen (and played) THAT moment many times, hated every second of it (despite it being one of my all time fave games, along with Part 1!), yet i dont think i ever actually cried...until now! I just wanted to console you in that moment, so much!! ❤

"Will it be a normal occurrence playing as her? I thought we were gonna play as Ellie"... We all did dude, we all did.

I still tear up when I see this. Felt your pain....

Stay strong and open minded and hopefully continue playing because i believe you will love this game

8:25 ...and that's the end of your gameplay as Joel. Couldn't even dismount the horse. People waited 7 years for this. 10/10 Masterpiece.

39:56 Abby: "We're gonna capture some strangers and torture for information about Tommy's location." 10/10 Masterpiece.

2:00:00 So Ellie, Dina and Jesse can split up and go out by themselves, but poor useless Joel and Tommy need to find shelter with complete strangers. 🙄 10/10 Masterpiece.

I haven't beaten this one yet, but I've made it about halfway through. You've given me incentive to finally finish it, so you don't spoil anything for me. Anyway, this is a personal preference but, I usually wait to find an upgrade bench. I'll look to see which guns to upgrade and then I'll go in to spend my supplements. That's just me, though.

Joel saves Abby's life and repays him like this? This is unforgivable of her. That whole scene plus u breaking down Jenni broke my heart into pieces

It's so refreshing to see a first time player actually use quick throw with the bottle to kill things. You'd be shocked how many people forget about that mechanic