i'm still in love with you and i hate myself for it | sad multifandom 

@@arushik1612 that’s true

Wow that hit me deep😭

Yet they pull it, back so far that when they let go the bullet pierces through your entire heart, cracking it piece by piece. Sorry if that was graphic, just how it feels.

@@arushik1612 yes and giving them a second chance is like giving them another bullet cause they missed with the first one

woah woah that hit deeper than i expected.

Exactly

it's been night mare everytime when think of it.

I feel you, and that's nothing we can do about it, let's just keep the flame of hope lit and the good days will come, peace 🔥🙏🔥

That's the think uh know nobody cares about our own feelings even 'bestie'

Been through that.....feels like u get hit in the guts

Wow this hit hard 😔

Facts

That would be nice if you could though

Yep. I tried not falling in love with someone. Broke my heart when they moved away with their partner, which i knew was going to happen all along. the heart wants what the heart wants, and them leaving is the worst pain I've ever felt.

@@chrismccaffrey8256 I am sorry to hear this , I hope that you are feeling better now 🙏

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@@Misske. 😐

Same

And you can give and you can give and you can give and got nothing in return 😢😢😢😢

Hmm...

I also afraid is she don't love me i didn't said now she getting married i crying but don't say anything to her 😔😔

Wow, never thought of it like that

Or you need sadness to convert into anger to aim higher.

This is deep

So so deep yet so so tru

maybe others are too painful to feel

Our fast world has killed every detail. Our current world does not allow us to feel emotion. It does not allow us to be patient until we can nourish the heart with feelings, whether good or bad. So everything that happens we have accumulations that are difficult for us to understand or remove and emotional gaps that cannot be filled.

yup agreed

Just be legendary and awesome

Just be LEGEN wait for it DARY!!

Robyn was the true player.

@@rossi19931I’d have to disagree, I think it’s a decent way to show that loving someone isn’t easy, and it doesn’t make sense, it can be complicated, and tangly, and ugly

Wow, I feel bad for you. This hit me straight in the feelings section.

Stay strong bro

Thats gut wrenching

But try watching your best friend move half way across the country to be with another man that treats her like shit and abuses her physically and sexually and than you find out 5 years later that your best friend is the girl of your dreams someone where there hasnt been enough hours in a day to finish talking continuously for 5 years that knows all your deepest darkest secrets and someone you have never lied to because youve always felt like you never had to cause you knew it was ok to not be perfect to them and than after all that try not ruining that friendship cause them being in your life is better than not all the while watching her have children with this loser that would rather play video games than feed his wife and kid and she wont even tell you where she is so that you can save her and now im here trying to make a life with someone else whos beautiful and absolutely amazing but shes not her shes not my best friend and i try and try but i cant put my whole heart into it and it fking kills me inside i wish i could look at her and see that shes happy cause atleast than i could say its not me but atleast she is happy and im happy that shes happy I cant say that

@@mrelemantal4743 Shit that’s rough.

@@tvds8350 and heres me talking to her right now and nothing i can do to change anything

Better days will come :) some pepole come in our lives just to teach us a lesson not for staying, the right person for you is out somewhere looking for you and it will come as the perfect moment in the perfect place :)

Yep its always hurts when he/she dont love us back.We become restless soul waiting for the end of our lifetime.Im gng to wait for her this lifetime,seeing her happy makes me happy.

Same here. I don't know what to do abt but just cry and hope maybe I could have something like that

Same situation to me .. I don't know what to do.... ! Am suffering a lot to Stop loving him... Anxiety stress irregular periods depression I don't know what to do.

@@pavanipatel2180 trying to stop love her ,same sleepness,depression a lot

i do truly understand u,it gets harder when they say,i just like,i dont love you,i loved someone long time ago and i cant love anyone else,but ur cute,and they say poem about liking someone is better than loving them so they can just easy themselves,so they can make u feel better

I can feel it bro

I can relate U will go through it And one day it will just be a memory.

You will get there the memories the pain are through rose tinted glasses good luck brother

@@resolutionmartialarts5106 thanks :) ya just have to push through the hard days.

@@derreander your already getting there budd

i know it’s sucks same here but we continue to be ourselevs

@@hannagetz381 true✌️

I have always been there for her and she has always been here for me but when i told her that i love her she didn't give a shit she just ignored me and i hate myself for still loving her

Agree with you.

💞💖💞💖💖❤❤

Thanks that is very insightful 🙂

Thanks 😊

Thankyou brother I'm facing the situation and this makes me feel it

I want my destiny

There's a girl I like or love I don't know but whenever she smiles it makes me happy. But it can't go any further from that but I am doing it anyway.

@@pankajkait3913 same. I love this girl but she's in a relationship that got into a few months ago and they seem very happy and it breaks my heart

It really is I loved her she was my favourite

is that a song

Yes

@@cengizsm the music on the background of this video?

It’s not that easy

It's not worth saving when it's already broken into pieces

and you probably know why, don't you ?

@@Indian_code ... broken or wounded ... which better to call it (?)

oh my

Our current world does not allow us to feel emotion. It does not allow us to be patient until we can nourish the heart with feelings, whether good or bad. So everything that happens we have accumulations that are difficult for us to understand or remove and emotional gaps that cannot be filled.

Do not let anyone come in between you and your love,you can actually win their love and make it too deep that the ocean are jealous

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I’m in the same situation I waited 6 years, I’m not waiting anymore. I know it’s painful but at some point you have to be real with yourself. I’ve decided to let go after he told me he met someone. I have to move on and focus on me. I wish one day you have the strength to do the same.

@@thxfkr its very painful to do this. we con't explain the pain which going through. last 3 year myself i was in more low stage in my life i am looking for a path in my life bt now everything went right in my way or all things fov in my way. bt now everything is pointless state bzc i have feeling in on girl bt she told me that she likes me bt no feelings in me...... i am hopelessly hoping to her i do no what to do ?

He will never love you. Love is from the start or never will be

Did you get over it? and did you regret telling him that you are in love?

Fuck it

Do what you used to do break out of that routine do something spontaneous kid nap her off your couch and spend time with that girl i would do anything to be able to be with my best friend dont just watch it fall apart you gotta fight for that shit you still got a chance your currently living someone elses dream dont fk it up

I feel the same, I loved this girl and I still do, I told her and she told me she wanted to be friends and nothing more, the awkwardness lasted for about 3 weeks, we are back to normal, but deep inside I love her, I wish I didn't, but I do, I wish she loved me back

@@stillwaters1271 she will come around.

Same happened to me but not her ex, other boys I’m sure, everything feels like happened yesterday. It’s so painful when you give them the best of you to make them happy no matter what, but we get nothing in return...

If your girlfriend broke up with you to return to her ex, it doesn't mean that you wasn't good enough or that she didn't love you. Some people can't stay in our lives forever. Don't blame yourself for other's actions! It's not your fault!

Time will heal brother

thanks

I did everything, she pushed me away from her life, 8 months has been silence, until she texted I still love you, it hurts, because I did everything for a year for her, she did good, but when she drinked everything changed, I was the blame, I was an puppy in a relationship, now my option is to the doctors for some advice, I am lost, to much in my shoulders for 8 months I have been silenced, no emotion, only anger then blame after words. I felt safe to write here for some reason your words were what remind my past life. I want all the best for you

@@katoltann9636 Thank you, a broken heart is the toughest thing to come to grips with. You hope that just maybe divine fortune, fate or the universe can come to your rescue and pull you out of the blackness. That maybe one day the sun will shine so brightly on your soul that the pain is like a distant star. Hold onto the good times and forgot bad times. One day deck of life will hand us all a queen or king.

she’s my bff tho😔

Lemme tell You something there are many people who come to my life and left me and I wouldn't even care or try to stop them but One day there was a Girl I love and she and me had to talk for 15 minute I thought it be end for everything I waited and prayed but I couldn't get her text I don't have phone that time neither she had So somehow after 6 years I gets her number from her sister so I texted her and started talking to each other getting close to her and even I know she had a Bf and I thought we could be a best friend very close one and somehow we were getting more close and she was like a drug to me I love listening her and somehow we getting closer there was Good days and golden days we had to speak talk laugh I prayed to God thanku even know that she isn't mine but I ask her Its fine if we don't get marry but we will be the best friends in our life if u had a problem she said no and instead and told me that I'll take You with me even the mountain came down I'll never ever leave You but somehow I trusted her alot alot to much I do everything to make her smile and left everything to please her my family was shifted to Faslabad city of Pakistan so me as well for few months we had spent time with each other but somehow my chat was leaked by my sister and she was angry about it and she said protect me I said okay I had to be back to home it's just like everyone jumped at me and asked me if u wanna marry I said no we are just best friends but it's end now due to family involvement but I convince her that it's okay I'll deal with it we were getting more closer and ofc she also help me out to sort out the problem but I asked her not to talk to my mother things will get complicated this was the beginning of everything that slowly slowly things getting sperated and causing problem but that's where my mother had to take action and I said no Bcoz I don't want to ruin her relationship we were getting more closer as usual but somehow she started to tell me about her relationship as well I don't mind it this is where I had feelings for her I just convince my feelings for her that she said okay I'll take them accept them I value them it's been a year almost many function and parties we had togather but I feel like she was lying to me that her bf control her instragarm snap chat even I had her phone password of everything so do she had mine but one day her sister and my mother had problem they fought of each other and I told her not to make the mistake do not call your family this is between two elders fights things will quickly settle down and she didn't listen and did whatever she had to do and she started to abuse my family but I just accept the fact and let her do whatever she want when gets calm down and asked me to help her out so I did and my mother knows it very well that that if I even speak a little of aganist her my son would left me and ofc I did try to ruin the relationship of my sister just for her and was ready to go aganist the family wish and scrfise everything for her and in August there was few things I have told her sister that we both had agreement that she will first try for her bf if not than I am willingly ready to accept her and my family somehow gets agree with it but instead of being silent she opnely said that I will not marry you and I said okay are u serious she said no we will but wait and see I have to pretend but now things this is where things gets complicated she was like a drug to me and if I couldn't hear her voice I don't know I fear alot of shocks even now somehow continue to the story in August 15 on eid her sister went to her house there was fight between her on August 23 And before 22 she force me to ask me did u told anyone about me and you and our promises whats so ever I was scared of her reaction so I kept lying to protect the relationship the bounding we create after that night I was mentally torture alot 23 August she said her chat was exposed and she is getting married I said look if you are getting married it's fine but don't lie to me about chat shits I couldn't do anything she blocked me and I had panic attack in front of the bank don't know what happen but she unblocked me by saying go ahead am giving u a chance I wonder what type of chance but that was another mentally torture bcoz she started to abuse me I kept my self low and silent for a while after 8 or 7 days when she went to the hostel and I told her look of u are lying to me u better told me I know u are playing something she said no on 7 setember somehow I got the evidence where she had a fight with her family on August 15 she was saying that I blackmailed her bla bla and it was totally aganist me but when I had the evidence she said I was trying to control and also my sister what else I can do everyone warn me that she isn't a Good girl she can do everything to protect her self but this is where I lost my temper and I shouted at her what did u do here am trying to fix things up and yet where does mys brother came from why my self image is runied but its fine u are my best friend and somehow instead she was keep saying who the fuck are You started to abuse me I couldn't bear it I try to stop her somehow eventually I was in deep torture I opened everything up and started to cry infront of my family I Don't know who's fault is it after few days I went back to her asked her to forgive me but instead she Blamed me for everything I did everything for her now she doesn't want to listen to me even it's been 2 month I wanna talk so badly and wanna explain the things but she isn't leaving me any option yesterday she said my life I don't want you in my life there is no place for u and am not gonna make it for You InshahAllah she said and Now am hopeless trying to fix things up other hand I feel emotional and stress desperate other hand i don't feel anything and somehow I am gonna try my last talk to her face to face and gonna. explain everything to her after that am gonna. fucking. block her and will show what is my status and what I can do that's my story and it's fucking happen I don't know what happen exactly who's fault is it

Me too

It was same with me but for like 4 years

Bro u r not alone... 😁❤️🙏🏻

Wow🤣🤣😂😂

thanks!

Please try to heal from that, I know it's easy to say.. But I hope you are able to open your heart again. I'm with a guy who is too afraid to say he loves me, and it hurts like hell. I wish he could come out of his past.

@@Sans21new I know exactly what the guy your with is feeling. The past really does affect your future and it’s sad because it’s not the partners fault at all. I know why he’s feeling, it gives me crazy anxiety just thinking about telling a girl I love her. Letting it heal and not correlating the current with past negative experiences is a time healing process. I have stayed single for a bit and I have being very happy. I really want a relationship but thinking about being intimately close with a girl gives me bad anxiety. It’s sad that you’re in that situation and I know it really hurts the other person when you’re unintentionally hurting them. It’s sad but I think he needs time to heal, don’t pressure him and just be supportive and post it I’ve but try and give him time. Give space and let time resolve things, detach your emotions from him a bit, I know it hurts but trust me it’s a good thing.

@@TheCondescendingRedditor thank you, I did just that and it had been a relief for both of us.. gave him space and tried to do my own thing, sometimes it’s easier to let things fall in place on its own.