i need to feel nothing for you || free audio 

You know this is how a lot of boys and girls become very depressed as they grow up because someone who meant so much to them in life isn't gonna be apart of theirs anymore and it does get hard to move on but it is possible

There are some of us only meant to give love, never receive love.

For everyone out there, coping with depression, anxiety, heart break, a break up or the end of a valuable friendship, I just want you to know that you are not alone in this. You'll never be alone. There are people who care for you and want to help. It gets better. I know it's hard in the beginning but it always gets better in the end. Please take care of yourselves❤️

I feel like I can't be loved because I guess I'm the person that ruins people's lives

The feels..ouch

oh god i need to feel nothing fo him...

Someone can love you, but that doesn't mean they're IN love with you.

I’ve heard get over him so many times but you can’t just let feelings go so fast

My girlfriend left me after she told me I was holding her back from life. Damn that hurt more than anything. Not because she left, but because I was holding her back. It hurts so much but I want her to be happy.

I fell in love with my best friend. She fell in love with someone else. And I've never had my heart break more than it did hearing her describe her feelings for a girl that wasn't me. The worst part? She doesn't even know. I need to stop being in love with her but I don't know how. I've distanced myself, I've distracted myself, I've focused on past crushes, I've talked to other people, NOTHING. Nothing works

"I need to feel NOTHING for u" "I need to not think about u" "I need to not care about u at all" But Idk how to do that.......damn

I fell in love with my best friend. I watched him fall in love with another girl. I never thought you could physically feel your heart break until he described to me how he felt about her. She rejected him and broke his heart. It’s been a year since she left. He doesn’t even see her, yet he’s still caught up on her. Worst thing is, since we’re best friends he tells me EVERYTHING... and he doesn’t even know how I feel.....

i can’t fall in love again.. it always ends up bad. i’m always the one that loves the other person more, the one that cares too much... 😢

"Either way i loose" "I need to nothing you!" Shit that hurts.

my heart stopped beating for 5 seconds when he said "I wish I'd never met you" then screen was black and I saw my face, my first reaction was "This is...True"

loving someone is like giving them your hand and letting them hold you above the ocean, when they see someone better or easier to hold they just let you fall.

We both said I love you The only difference I didn’t lie

I want to be lonely because i always ruin their lives. I cry when i do the slightest thing wrong because i always blame myself. I destroy myself because i ruined something or someone. I just want to be actually loved.

"You have no clue what love is. You have NO IDEA hat it actually means to love another person, because when you do, you would rather DIE... Then hurt them" That really got to me😩

this my fav audio of all time. i always come back to this, because it actually makes me feel something.

Everyone keep's telling me that I should move on, but my ex still has my heart, and moving on without my heart is like trying to walk on two feet when you only have one. I just want him back... and I don't know how to do that. He was my whole world and its like no matter how hard i try to forget him, or convince myself that ill be okay without him I break just that little bit more. I need to not love him anymore.... how do I do it?

She was perfect, the kind of person to have the sun in her eyes. Adventurous, gorgeous, happy, and calm- so damn calm. She was the best person I had ever met and made me feel like I was in heaven with her every time she stood near me. I Love her- I will never ever stop. The simple smiles that could turn wars around and dissipate the craving- that longing and emptiness inside my chest. She who made everyone smile by being near them- by just breathing. She was my very own sun. And she left and never talked to me again- no matter how much I needed it.

First I really want to save this relationship, coz my feel never stop loving him , missing him like phyco, dont wanna live, everytime when I thought about our relationship I lock myself , I close my eyes , and pray with the tear to the God please let me die like sleeping peace, I really dont wanna wake up. Coz all the happend I dont feel a little guilty with myself. I did nothing wrong. Then I'm the one who got in this situation. I knew he was really good without me, have joyful that's I should not bother. I decided to let you go, coz it's only thing you want too , you want to give up on me as you give up on us. Sometimes I was blaming everyone mostly my family, if my bother not play with most girls feeling , if my mom and dad have good relationships , they love each other, if my born with rich , healthy, smart, and not deep down like this if I have good enough to let you have confidence tell everyone I'm yours if I good enough you make you feel you need me, love me , miss me ,like I do.. if.... But what's? I'm still me, that's nothing change . I must to let's go. This my 4 years relationship, and I love you almost 5 years. Yes ! Not wonder, coz I'm the one who love you first before you said you love.

Oh my god the girl at the first sounds exactly like my girlfriend

I fell in love with one of my best friends and I tried to end our friendship after I told him I liked him and he acted like he didn't care, then he tells me I was one of the reasons he cut himself was because of me, I wanted to make amends and try and help him and he told me he wished he never met me and we got in a giant fight, I fell harder for him, my friend said this wasn't just any middle school crush, now I'm in high school and every time I see him I want to cry and I feel worthless, oml. We see and each other and we stop and stare at each other pain in both of our eyes, since we're in different friend groups, we both look away and act like we weren't staring each other every once in awhile I'll stop and stare at him and wonder what would've happened if we never met.

" you would rather die, then hurt them" This is like me and my boyfriend! We're in this together, we love each other though we break each others hearts and help them heal again, we fight, there's tears an pain but we love, there's smiles and laughs, life is rough, right when I thought love wasn't real, right when I thought I couldn't be loved, my boyfriend came along an helped me! Healed my broken heart💔 he's been there for me since day 1! Today's our 2 month anniversary and I love him so god damn much💖💖. I LOVE YOU BABE 💖💖

To those who feel like they cannot be loved. You can, that is simply just a false thought. Because someday, I promise you that you will find someone just as beautiful as you, and you will love them, and they will love you.

this is so painful because it is so freaking true

I feel this on another level..damn.

A big hug to everyone who, are suffering for love... Please while it hurts, love yourself. Take care of your body and mind as much as you can. Our hearts are still beating. Going through this is hard but it's harder when you don't give yourself what you deserve. If they are meant for you they will fight for you, give yourself time to see in you what you know it's unique and irreplaceable. We are worthy. And you're not alone in how you feel.

Oh wow, that reminds me Stefan and Elena, they have everything and Elena destroyed that because Damon, so sad.

I agree. Giving people a second chance is a mistake that we pay for in the end. I had to learn that the hard way.

I finally ended up with my best friend of 6 years I loved her and she knew it and one day we ended up together. But it wasn’t what I expected, I was hurt and torn to pieces. She took advantage of me and didn’t respect me. She knew I would do anything for her and she abused it if she said sorry if forgive her in an instance. One day I had enough and I ended it. This video is exactly how I feel. She ruined me she told me I was her everything and never to break her heart. But she broke mine and many more before me. And now I need to nothing her.

This is what i'm going through.. I have to feel NOTHING for you!

when i start cant feel anything , i come back here .out of every emotions out there, sad is the one make me feel something.

I cried listening to this... I can feel the words going through me... I feel them... they explain my life... I fell in love with one of my best friends... he broke my heart... and I wanted to hate him so much for it but... he had feelings for my other friend... I never told him how much it really hurt... I gave up... I didn't know what to do... he explained how much he loved her and why he did... I was happy for him but it hurt so much to hear him explain his love for someone else... someone who wasn't me... I never told him how I truly felt... I wanted to so bad... I never knew how to tell him... he has helped me in so many situations with previous boyfriends... I told him everything and I trusted him... then after I broke up with my last I told him that I had given up on trying to find another guy so quick... I didn't realize that i loved him... then a couple months after he told me he liked one of my other friends... I told him... he... wasn't expecting anything like that to come outta my mouth... he then told me that he liked me too he just used her as a cover up... we dated for a couple months and he then began to stop talking to me and I grew worried... he told me that he never truly loved me and that she had set everything up... I broke down and fell to the floor... I gave up after that... I learned my lesson... and I shall forever remember that moment that he told me he NEVER loved me

Oh geez... the last bit IN THE FEELS WHAT A MOOD

i think possibly the most painful thing is when you’re in a relationship with someone and more than anything in the entire world, you just want the chance to love them. but you can’t. you know that everything is coming to an end and if its not, somehow you’ll fuck it up. you cant love them anymore because it will destroy you. you cant hate them because you are so used to loving them with everything in you. you have to feel nothing for them. but you cant.

Don't breath in our nose and let it breath into our mouth and be heartless

These videos help me sleep at night.

Sometimes i feel so tired because I always forgive some people in my life but I don’t receive nothing from them💔

Love is scary. That's just the truth. We can be so controlled by loving someone that they hurt us over and over again and we still love them with all our hearts. They can control us with just touch, and sometimes pain.

tell me it isnt true.. please.. tell me i heard wrong.. it meant nothing?.. god, that almost makes it worse.. does it ever mean anything to you?.. how the hell am i supposed to believe that?.. you have no clue what love is.. you have no idea what it actually means to love another person.. because when you do. you would rather die... than hurt them. yes,. you have no idea how much i love you but thats something i'm going to have to get over.. just.. don't.... if you apologize... i'm gonna feel like a jerk for not forgiving you.. and then if i do forgive you. you're just gonna break my heart all over again. and i can't handle that, either way. i lose. i can't love you. and i can't hate you. because it's ruining my life! i just...i need.... i need to NOTHING you. i need to feel nothing for you. i need to not think about you. i need to not care about you at all. but i don't know how to do that. you know you once told me...... that i had the power.. to destroy you. it was you. you're the one that destroys people. i wish i'd never met you.

People say to me oh u need to gave ur self some time to heal or mediaite more or do yoga but all I want to do is just feel nothing for him it was a mistakes I fell in love with him cuz I saw him with another girl I heard over the phone getting his attentions his love his affections,what I got was his lies,betrayal,deciets.i want die now...i wished I never met him ever.😢😭💔

When you love someone that doesn't know you exist ✌

I just lost the love of my life and i just can't breath and I feel like I'm drowning and I can't come up for air I'm sad and broken because I lost someone that means everything to me...

I feel like such an idiot reading this feeling that feeling of depression but it’s true so true..

I would rather take a blade to my wrist million times than ever catch a feeling for anyone a agian 😢

I just wanna say to everyone that if he or she wanted to talk to you, she will, that the pride can be forgotten just a moment, if the love is strong, if the person chose to take you out of her life, you must find the courage, the strength, to move on. I know it's so hard, i know it shatters you, i know you think that your hapiness depends on him, i know you became addicted to the affection, and the feeling of being loved, i know you must think that no one can make you smile as he did, that no one will fit you as much as he could, but trust me, i swear that you'll smile again, i swear that you'll find motivation to do things you used to do, and now you lost interest for these things, i swear if you choose to forget him, you'll forget him, i know the feeling is overwhelming, but this person don't want you anymore, the key to move on is to begin focusing on yourself, is to invest in yourself, anything that improves you nobody can take it, but a love, everybody can go in the high level of your addiction for this person, and leave you in dirt. Try try try to move on even if it's reluctantly, try my darling because you'll achieve it

Amaizing amaizing "I need to nothing you" That's what i need to nothing him Haha

The paaaain, the words, the feelings oooh deaar, daaamn!

when you fall in love with your online best friend but he treats you just like a sister.

I fell deeply in love with the girl that sat next to me in 8th grade science. I didn't know her, she didn't know me. Strangers that hated each other until that day came. And it was those coffee colored eyes that captured me; the intellegience hiddened behind those eyes that I loved so much that captured my heart. In that moment she became someone I cared for. And at some point she also developed the same feelings except she was too afraid. Two young girls who felt the same for each other in a time where hate was predomiment. And I swear that she had ensared me to the point that my heart was broken and shredded when she told me she was leaving only to find out she would come back. We weren't friends nor lovers yet we weren't strangers either. We were people who wanted different things and who took different actions to solve that feeling. She fell out faster than I did; I was left with this strong feeling for years to come. She was too afraid and I was to broken

I fell hard for this kinda famous guy. he asked me out after talking for a while and I rejected him since I got nervous and weirded out it about thinking of what ir came w it ... the fame. i hate myself for that cause now I want it back, haven’t stopped thinking about him since but I know I gotta get over it and move on even though if it’s hard as fuck. even these songs remind me of him ... ugh it’s horrible and these signs keep reminding me of him. its very hard to love one and to know for a fact that you’ve lost someone forever.

This hits me in the feels. Very direct.

7 years spent loving someone who never saw me as more than the girl down the street. 7 years spent on someone who never gave me the light of day. This hits me in the feels

Omg the chills I felt was insane💗

-gives virtual hug to everyone-

Best video to get you through your heart breaking depression

My heart's beating crazily!! It got straight to my heart!

the word i love you but i don't want to be with you is stuck on me like a ghost my heart is a paranormal investigation with no happy ending the words came spilling out of my mouth like i had just got cpr "don't go pleas i love you your the one" he left like a shadow nothing for me to yell or cry at feeling empty like the 1st layer of a nesting doll taken apart. this is how i am feeling and i hope that if you see this and you get it that it helps a little or you just think i am crazy

I guess I can relate... My bestfriend doesn't really have a crush... I really like her... She doesn't know tho... She isn't really into girls... She gets weirded out if I give her affection... But everytime I look at her... I just my heart feels like exploding into a million pieces... I try to make her take the hint that I like her but... I don't think she's getting it... I tried writing my feelings for her on a secret notebook and showing it to her... But she just.. Doesn't take the hint... I try focusing myself on other boys... I just don't feel the same way I feel for her... I always dream about her... We're really close so that's good :). But I don't think being just bestfriends is enough for me... :(

I need to NOTHING someone rn😕

Today i got rejected, by my crush, simply the type of girl i think i’ll never find again by a girl who is unhappy with her boyfriend, i feel worthless, i feel that my heart broke into a thousand pieces, i feel like i prefer the sky raining on me all day than seeing a ray of sunlight through the window. This is just so hard for me, because i felt that in some way she likes me. I feel so empty, so fucking empty. I feel useless, i feel like jumping off the top of a building just to feel something, just to feel some reaction from my body touching the ground. I feel this song and i wish that today didn’t happen, i wish that life was easier. And although i’m trying to get better it’s just so hard. The more i try to forget about it, the more i remember it. And the tears start rushing down my face again, all i feel is the warmness of them slowly touching my skin. If you have some support i would love to read it in the comments, please. I am begging for help. I need to find some kind of motivation to keep going with my life. You might be reading this and be thinking “what the fuck is wrong with this kid, he talks like he knows so much about love” no, i don’t know much about love but i do know how it feels to feel heartbroken, to feel like there’s no one or nothing anymore out there to make you feel alive. To make you feel like you still have a purpose in this life. I came home with tears rushing down my face and my mum asking me what happened. I didn’t answer. I went to my room and started listening to this song and kept crying in silence. Please if someone knows how to stop this please help me. I mean, she just isn’t like the rest, and it hurts so much but not because i couldn’t get her to be “mine” but because i just feel like i’m not good enough, i feel this. I feel empty.

Just remember, The more you’ve been hurt means the stranger you felt love. Consider yourself lucky.

Ugh this Just I love someone And she loves two other people that aren't me and I don't want to tell her bc I don't want to confuse her more But I truly love her, and she says she loves me but it's so hard to believe sometimes. Because she loves me like a best friend, and I don't want to have feelings for her, I didn't want to. It's hard bc it's been a year, a goddamn year. And idk.

I wish I was capable of those kinds of feelings. The only type of “love” I’ve experienced was an immature one, more like infatuation.

i've always been the one unlucky in relationships. but my last one made me feel so loved that i really thought that he was the one. when i look into the relationships of my frnds they are not getting cheated on or being unloved. they are all happy and that gets me into thinking am i so hard to love?

I can’t help it but awh my babies Avery and Juliet at the beginning. 😭💞 Nashie for life

this is hard. The only person I need to breathe and keep going one more day is trying to leave. He is scared to love me and he says he feel like this (him leaving)is what is best for me and what i need. so yea.... that's not true at all. I love him and i will nevr and can never stop.

I always try not to fall for someone because I know that if there’s a chance there, I am always going to be the one to mess it up. I just can’t be loved. Like he said, I destroy people.

You knew you had power over me, I was slowly becoming happy again before I met you and yet I still sacrifice myself to help you because I believed you. Does the deep conversations mean nothing to you? Does the days where I would take time out of my day to make sure you were okay, I cried so much for you, those warm but a flowing wave of a punishment constantly overwhelmed me but to me you never bothered to show me you cared enough, I showed you the real me and you left me. I’m sorry for not being the girl you wanted but you broke me even more than he did and you knew what he did to me yet you done the exact same.

Nothing really mattered as much as her. I gave up anything, and she took it all. I don't care about my health, I don't care about friends, I don't care about anything else in this life as long as she's not in it. But wanna hear the punchline? She'll never be part of it again, and I'll never be the same person. I just wish I never met her. I just wish I allow myself to love again.

I've been in love with someone for 2 years already, we'll call him J. He has captured my heart since 7th grade. I've cried for him, and have been broken by him, but once I tell myself I no longer like him, next thing I know is he does something cute or sweet and bam. Feelings return. Sad thing is I barely talk to him. Rn I've "stopped" liking him because I habe another person in mind, lets call him C. Me and C became best friends, we're really close, he makes me happy. But for some reason, you know who I find myself looking at? ( J, C, and me have one class together) I always find myself looking at J, falling for him over and over again. He keeps being the guy I like. The guy I've fallen for...

I need to know .. what is the sorce u've quoted this from .. ?? a movie or something like this maybe !! a little help here .. I'm interested in watching the full version of this thanks ^_^

After 1 minute..the video is so intense..those words r so intense..

listening over and over while tears are falling

I’ve been in love with one of my old best friends last year but we got into a really bad situation. it’s really complicated to explain and now this year, she’s trying to build me up again and I just got over her. this is why I cant love anybody because somebody I’ll get hurt and I’m afraid of feeling that pain in my chest again

im in love with this boy who’s in my class and I’ve never been in love and it feels so weird , I don’t think he likes me and he has a gf and that makes me so sad and I don’t know what to do i just really like him for no reason sorry for posting this but I have no one to talk to and I just had to get this out of me

its amazing , thank you for your effort

Everyone deserves love

omg those heartbeats

Time really heals,I used to watch this tearing up and feeling my heart eating away itself but now I do not give a fuck :D

They hurt me, they have broken me to the point to wear I can barely live. They treat me like I'm nothing untill I start to think that hell, maybe I am nothing. Maybe after all the damage that has been done, maybe I don't deserve to be loved because my heart will never be the same again. After all that, despite the pain, despite all of it, I still care.

This gave me chills

Wow this hit me in the feels

Thank you for uploading this. Thank you.

I’ve had a crush on the same guy for five years now. Yeah of course I dated other people and so did he but I just can’t get over him out of them all. He was my first love and I can’t do a damn thing about it because while I’m still liking him I feel miserable bc he will never need, or love me the way that I love him and I hate it even more than I’m ok with that.

Literally started crying this is so relatable, My best friend is very depressed and i have helped for years and she just doesn't care and always says sorry but what does sorry mean when ur just gonna do it over and over again. No joke crying rn. I just don't know how to get over her we have been friends for over 9 years and i want to feel nothing

“You have no clue what love is, you have no idea what it means to actually love another person, because when you do you would rather die then hurt them..” “if I do forgive you, it’s just going to break my heart all over again and I can’t handle that again, either way I loose”

I have been in the same exact position and i can relate so much to this. I'm very depressed, i have lost both of my parents and need to take care of my little sisters. I need help, more than ever.

Ohmygod the feels

And then you lose trust in all,you can't trust the feelings of anyone anymore,you don't believe in love anymore,your feelings start to vanish and then you become numb.

Omg this has been going on in my life for the last 2 years. i cant anymore 😭😭

i love this! could you put the series/films in the description?

Honestly I don’t know what love is and I admit I hurt people who love me

*_Tell me it isn't true..._*

Whoa thats powerful

I love someone im not supposed to, i tell myself that i shouldn't love them and that i dont but i do. I love her....but...i don't know how to not love.

Omg I need to stop feeling things for him I cant its not possible