"I'm fine" - Stiles Stilinski | audio 

Hi! I am the maker and publisher of this video, and I would just like to say that I am truly OVERWHELMED by the feedback I’ve gotten. I made this video not thinking much about it, I was just experimenting and doing what I loved - editing. Regarding all the comments: I do hope you don’t use this as a reason to kill yourselves. It might not feel like it right now, but you truly are loved - if there is one positive thing I have gotten out of reading the comments, then it is the fact that the world hasn’t gone to shit just yet. Not everyone are evil and rude, so many have offered to help and be someone others can talk and vent to. I really believe it’s good for anyone who is suffering something - anything really - to talk to someone. It doesn’t matter who, as long as you feel comfortable telling the person. If you would rather talk to a stranger than someone you know - go ahead! Take someone up on that offer! If you don’t want to talk to a stranger, please, do talk to someone in your family, or a friend, a teacher, a colleague, someone that you trust, and just maybe you will feel a little better. Killing yourself is NOT the solution, it never was. You have SO much to live for, and if you don’t believe me then I guess you will just have to wait, LIVE, and see for yourself. Everything gets better. Don’t strive to have the perfect life. Just live YOUR life, it’s worth it. If you are feeling down one day, that’s totally ok. It’s completely normal. You aren’t supposed to feel your best every day, that’s just going to kill your spirit. Everyone has ups and downs, and that’s ok. Everything might not be ok right now, but if you just hold on and live you will see that things can and will be. Please, live your life. You deserve that.

we are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids suicide is not the answer

the saddest part? we’re all just kids being told “you don’t know what sadness is,” so we pretend to be okay.

"I'm not suicidal to the point where I want to kill myself... but rather to the point where I don't care if I die."

Why does it hurt so much to hear this but feels so natural?

It's scary how easy it is to fake a smile

I dont wanna die I just wanna feel ok without faking it

Sometimes when I say “I’m ok” I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me tight and say “I know your not and that’s ok”

"If it's about survival, isn't a little agony worth it?" That line fucking gave me goosebumps because it's so true...

The real pain is when you want to cry but cannot so you lay there and then think “I’m being dramatic, I’m so ridiculous why would anyone want to have you”

I don’t want to die I don’t want to kill myself I just wish to simply exist no longer

Our parents say “Don’t talk to people online” but.... Maybe strangers are the ones who understand us most.

“Depressed people tend to have the best advice, but they still can't follow it themselves.”

Who’s here in the middle of night.. trying to keep yourself together

The worst thing about depression is that you don’t want to die but you don’t want to go through the pain either

I'm not scared of dying, I'm only scared of hurting the people who really do care about me. I have always said "if I were gonna die, I don't think I'd stop it. But I'd want to apologise for leaving first."

I love stiles, we have a lot of things in common. The sarcastic personality, Always trying to help their friends and the constant feeling of worry, being scared and trying to cover everything up by being sarcastic.

"Why didn't you tell anybody?" "Nobody asked" Not my words, but it's scarily relatable

I laugh so much in school hiding the fact that i'm broken inside 3 years update: I have all I thought I couldn't have, or thought I was undeserving of. If I hadn't held on, I wouldn't have known what it's like to live out my dream life. I cannot even begin. I am just so, so happy. I am filled with so much love, I have become attractive and my family has been financially doing so well. I hope this will be used as inspiration, I was so scared of my future when I wrote this comment, not knowing that happiness was just around the corner. Sending lots of love to everyone.

When you can't live but dying would hurt others so you have to suffer for them and it crushes you every day to pretend it doesn't

I love stiles he’s just so cute but he’s lost he’s funny but he’s also scared.This scene broke me that he feels like this I know it’s a series but still it literally broke me

Is it just me or is it easier to talk to people on the internet you don’t even know and they can make you feel so much better then the people in front of you because they don’t get it or say it’s just a phase? Edit* if anyone wants to talk to me my discord is “Kami17#8790”

Every time I come here the comments are so fresh...

This kinda reminds me of the quote that bojack horseman said "usually when someone asks how I'm doing the real answer is I'm doing shitty, but I cant say I'm doing shitty! Cause then they ask why what's wrong and I just say, idk

I don't know when the idea of dying because of drowning first took over me.. Since then, I just fear water, for real. Turns out, I'm drowning everyday, you don't need water to drown.

Do you ever feel like your giving out soooo many hints to friends and family that your not okay and hurting inside but they just brush it off like it’s nothing. Well if so.. same.

How can stiles be so sarcastic and depressing at the same time, in the same sentence

When you wanna make a joke but it's inappropriate for the context because not just 14 year olds feel this way but a lot of adults do too....

"it's not just a feeling though it's like a panic attack" That hits hard

The fact that this has 7 million views And people still ask what is wrong with the world

*Depression is like a black hole, once your in it, it’s almost impossible to get back out*

Whats wrong with me that I come back to these videos. Just to make myself feel sad. I guess feeling sadness is better than feeling nothing at all.

The people suffering most, Are the ones suffering in silence.

The average person lies about 4 times a day. The most common lie is “I’m fine”

I'm scared of living but I'm scared of dying.

It's like I'm drowning and everyone is watching me drown, and no one will care until I stop breathing.

People with big hearts feel empty People with no hearts feel full.

The scariest thing is how recent these comments are

We’re just suicidal people telling other suicidal people not to commit suicide

Drowning actually hurts. That one breath burns for the brief moment of time you take it.

*When you don't want to die but you don't want to live either*

So i see the depressed people in 2021 have appeared

I'm tired of having that feeling of wanting to tell someone, but not wanting to bother them.

Every single day I live, I wonder about the future. Everyday I can feel this overwhelming sense of grief and just anger that I’m stuck in this world that doesn’t care about me. Everyday I look for someone to care, I look for someone to ask what’s wrong, but every time it becomes more apparent I’ll never be with people who care. I’m depressed, I’m tired, I’m so very tired... but I’m the fun friend, I’m the one who always has a smile on my face making sure everyone else is okay. I’m the friend that is always there, but I have no friends who are always there. I’m just tired

The way that this audio actually helped me not kms in high school. The idea of just holding on for one more second has been the best I could do so many times, for years straight

You know... I’m that funny guy at school, the one that with his friends and in public always laugh, but the nobody knows... when school finishes, that guy returns home, that guy goes into his room and starts crying...

I wish, when i say "im fine" someone would just hug me tight n say "i know ur not". But that'll never happen. My depression wants me to die. But my anxiety is scared to die. Yknow what, this is the reality of having mental healt issues. This is how ya feel sometimes.

Cracking jokes at school asking people if they're ok. But they never ask me back.

The fact that this video is published 4 years ago but the comments are so recent is honestly heartbreaking

you know it’s getting worse when you come back to watch these..

Does anyone else feel so broken that you feel your heart literally breaking and falling to pieces? Yeah...Me too.

The people who laugh the most generally have the deepest sadness. We use humor to hide our sadness. The darker the humor the deeper the sadness...

You be surprised what a smile can hide.And the words I'm fine.

"One Day You're Gonna Look Around And You're Going To Realise That Everybody Loves You...But Nobody Likes You. And That's The Loneliest Feeling In The World." -Bojack Horseman

you know it’s bad when you start watching these videos again

I’ve faked being okay for so long I’ve started to believe that feeling this way is okay. It’s like I don’t think about it anymore. When I need to cry, I can’t. I just want to scream it out but I can’t. I think that’s the worst feeling in the world. And I don’t even know why I’m this way. It just feels so dull.

We're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide is not the option.

5.8 million people clicked on a video called "I'm fine" let that sink in ☹

Usually when someone drowns it's not from in-experience in swimming, it's usually due to panic, interpret that how you wish.

Truth is, we're all just a bunch of suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer..

We’re honestly just depressed suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer... what’s the fucking point anymore?!

*it’s so much easier to just say “i’m fine” instead of having to explain yourself.*

If my family knew I watch video's like these they would probably think I'm trying to find reasons to be depressed and feel sorry for myself, but I'm not trying to do that. I just want to know that other people feel these things that I feel it gives me a sense of relief that I'm not alone. And I love how strangers know exactly how we feel better than people whom claim to love us

When you want to die, but you want to live. But at the same time your scared to live. When your tired and you want to sleep, but your fully aware of everything around you. When you feel like going home when your already in a place called home. When everyone you cared about forgets that you even exist. Even though they talk to you or see you on the regular. Depressions in the beginning, When you really feel sadness. There’s nothing that can give you it all back. People ask, why do you want to die, why would you do that to your family. Your friends, your life. Sometimes people are at the end of their string and aren’t even themselves anymore. When a person is done, They’re done. They don’t kill them selves over sadness, they do it over pain. It’s like getting shot every mildly inconvenience’s that person. When that inconvenience might just be a small obstacle for an average person. That’s real sadness.

It is weird how this was in 2017, but we need this now in 2020.

Everyone sees me as a funny and outgoing person, but once I get home I crumble, but I continue to make people laugh and keep this mask on, it’s just so much easier

I do not wish to die, *I wish to have never existed in the first place...*

you know It’s bad again when you start listening to these.

“i’m fine” a phrase we use so much but never mean...

This quarantine needs to end. I feel like I’m going back to the dark place that was so hard to leave. I made it through once but I’m scared about what will happen if I return to that state of mind.

i read this in a few comments in different videos, "we are all suicidal kids, helping other suicidal kids.." so true >_

"If it's about survival, isn't a little agony worth it?" This is what I don't understand. Why would you rather live if you're in agony...? It's not like I have anything to live for...

we r all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its ok even when its not

"If you're going through hell. . . Then keep going." Just for all the people who was waiting for this part.

My parents: "You can tell me anything, I wont judge." Me: *I can't tell you shit if you're the problem.*

I wish i could hug many fictional characters.

teen wolf is one show i miss so fucking much. its characters have marked my heart and i will never, ever forget that show and what’s it’s done for me

Is it just me or when you help someone else through a hard time it's like they give their Emotions to you

Some lines just never grow old. They're ageless.

6 years later, this is still a comfort video of mine

Mother: "Darling are you okay?" My head: I'm confused? I'm tired I'm tired of feeling crazy I'm tired of feeling worthless I'm tired of crying I'm tired of missing people I'm tired of being left out I'm tired of feeling empty inside I'm tired of being tired I'm depressed? Me: "I'm fine."

The moment u feel happy for once but then ur depression kicks in and you feel alone and sad and feel like no one wants you around or anything and u lock urself in a room and cry till u fall asleep

I say I'm "fine" when I really want to say that I need a hug, to cry, to have someone to lean on, to have some help.

To whoever is feeling alone/tired/depressed/sad/worthless/ugly/insecure One day you will look at yourself snd think, “Dang. I went through all of that by myself snd I made it this far. I’m proud of myself” Yoh are not alone, so many people feel the way yoh do but that does not make your feelings any less valid. So beautiful/handsome boy/girl I hope you have a good night/day. Get up and get out of bed, put your phone down and get ready for the day! Go out with your friends and family, do something you enjoy…

When you’re standing alone on a rooftop at 2am looking down at the cars passing by. It’s not that you want to jump, just for everything to be okay.

The fact that someone else in the world is watching this the same time I am makes me sad that someone else is feeling the same or maybe worse than me...whoever you are, I’m sorry. 💜

8 million people.. just like each other have watched this. To whoever is seeing this have a great day! You are adored, you are loved, there will always be someone to talk to and encourage you to see the the hope in the world. I know when you start watching these again its when things are getting bad again. Just know i may not know you but i am here. If you do need me.

when u keep asking yourself if you deserve help or are you helpless

You know it's getting worse When you start watching these Again And again

This was posted in 2017 yet there are comments from just hours ago. This is a powerful video

Its like freezing even though it's warm outside or the heat in your home is on. Drowning is a good way to put it. Feeling under attack all the time. Feeling a constant panick or anxiety attack at all times; unable to breathe even standing still.

You know shits hitting the fan when you’re back to listening to this kind of stuff

My friend: hey, u ok? Me: Yeah, just tired. *tired of crying* *tired of dying inside* *tired of fighting* *tired of having to heal myself* *tired of life* *tired of pain* *tired of heartbreak* *tired of anxiety* *tired of being numb* *tired of just complete exhaustion* Friend: u sure? Me: yup. Like I said, tired. 🙃

I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who lashes out at my close friends and end up losing them. Or hurt someone’s feelings and feel guilty but you don’t know how to say sorry so you just ignore them?

When you want to cry so bad because you feel so fucked up but you simply can’t and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it so you just sit and stare at whatever you can lock your eyes on and feel hollow inside, that is the absolute worst feeling ever.

“If it’s about survival...isn’t a little agony worth it..?”

You realize how 6.4 million propel clicked on a video titled “i’m fine” let that sink in

So we’re all still depressed in 2021, huh? Yeah thought so.

i used to sit and listen and cry to this for hours as an early teen

we say we’re fine cause we don’t want other people to think we want everything to be about us. or at least that’s how i am. i hate when other people worry about me.