I NEVER Imagined It Could Get THIS Bad ... (Anxiety, OCD, Withdrawals) 

I have experienced the effects of withdrawals from prescription medicine and it can be horrifying. Our Father loves you and will see you through. Don’t know why this is happening but do know that you will overcome this. Praying for you to find the right people to help you spiritually and physically. There are certain supplements and nutraceuticals that can help with balancing your brain and body health. Thanks for your courage and sharing. God is allowing you to go through this to make you into a man after his own Son who also suffered but brought glory to the Father.

Daughter. I showed you the Ten commandments broken within your hands [ Exodus 20 & 34 = A Set ], The Covenant of the USA is broken My people I warn them to turn from their wicked ways come back to Me the Father I AM the good Shepherd. I AM the prince of peace I will break your chains Oh, America how you let your chains be a yoke around your neck. Judgement is now set you Babylon the Great, your king shall fall and a queen shall arise and her plans for you, Babylon will crush your world. Hear ye, hear y, the LORD of Host speaks I come quickly, within one hour the Babylon shall fall, her wings will be cropped off …no longer soaring through the air. The wicked will fall, - And My bride [ First Fruit, Revelation 14] will come forth to My throne and sing HOLY HOLY Is The LAMB That Was SLAIN. Daughter My return is soon but first darkness comes, a time of separating of the wheat from the tares. HOLY is My Name, confess your sins before Me, And you My people I will forgive you, the time is short Repent..Repent…Repent. RETURN to Me and I will return to you!. [G: Jan 15, 2023] >>>>>>> Honour YAH'S Two Great Commandments, Mt:22, 32, 37-40, that includes, saved Jews & saved Gentiles, Obey A Set of Ten Commandments (Exodus 34 & 20). (Exodus 20 & 34: ( ''Three Times A Year you men shall appear to ME'' ) (open bible, read YAHUVEH'S 3 Major Holy Days in Exodus 34). To learn A Set of Ten Commandments including 3 HOLY FEASTS!, 👉 [ Pls proceed to YAHUSHUA's Own Ministry, www.amightywind.com ]

Dude I understand. COMPLETELY. While I don't have Lime Disease I have been under heavy attack in my mind for the past 5 years now..... EVERY SINGLE DAY. God........ allowed a demonic force to enter in my mind a little over 5 years ago. Today.... after 5 years of torment, and even demons screaming in my head at my brother's funeral over a year ago, and.... violent and disgusting sexual dreams and even sleep paralysis in my dreams..... It's like waking up within a dream and you're really there. 3 times I was pinned down by.... something, and all I could do while feeling the breath of these things on my neck was barely urp the words for the Lord to save me. I've been cut off from the world like you. I've lost everyone that ever mattered to me. I've been lied to and laughed at by these demons. Today..... I yelled at God. I told him I don't trust him; that he'd treated me like the people of my life treated me, and I can't trust him. Right now it feels as though the demon has left me, but this has happened before where I get a few days peace and then it comes again. I don't even trust my "peace" anymore. Keep going. That's all you can do. As we see in the scriptures God's plan is usually quite cruel when it comes to those God calls. Our lives will be nighmarish and full of suffering. Jesus said that no one is above his master, and looking at the Apostles and their lives and torment from other people and from demonic forces I would say we're not exempt from that. We may live in "free" societies, but God finds a way for us to suffer in one way or another if no one's around to persecute us. I live in a small town and every one keeps to themselves, so.... God found another way to..... inflict suffering upon myself. This is who God is, and while God doesn't do this to everyone it really does inflict us hard when we see it really is only us going through these things. The short straw is drawn already against those God has chosen for these.... afflictions. Take heart. Pray often. Just keep in mind Paul The Apostle was given a thorn in his flesh and "The Devil's Helper" to torment him for the rest of his days as well. So.... just.... take care man. I wish I had answers but as The Book of Job pointed out sometimes there are no answers outside of.... "I'm God. You're not."

Ahhh Brian, that was also a Beautiful message, and prayer of encouragement! And so eloquently said. I have had the withdrawals at times too. I don't know how people who don't know our Savior get thru times like those. God Bless you Brian!

Oh Brother, @@therant3837, My heart also goes out to you. You have been afflicted Hard! I feel probably most in here can attest to being alone, and cut off, We are to be Separate from the World, and that is what I see He has done or allowed to take place in our lives. We are being refined by the fire and tested to see if we are worthy and obedient to keep on loving Him, no matter what He allows in our paths. Many new Christians fall away, because they expect this easy life filled with Blessings. Yes, we ARE blessed! But, there is nothing easy about our Faith and Trust in Jesus. But, again, as you so succinctly said He is God, We are Not! His way are not our ways! Keep on praying , keep on enduring, serve others however you can, the demons really hate that! But , let us not ever forget what He truly did for us, and willingly, obediently, allowed Himself to lose Fellowship with His Heavenly Father for the First time in His life, by stepping onto that Tree! Our Redeemer gave up His life for us wicked sinners. I dont know that I will ever understand that! But I pray, that you would pray, as the Archangel Michael prayed, when fighting with satan, and Michael said , "THE LORD REBUKEs YOU!" We dont have that authority , as I often thought ! That I could Rebuke satan, but it is not actually Biblical . If God's highest most powerful General, Archangel Michael, didnt say I rebuke you satan, then Im certainly not going to either! Hang in there Brother and God Bless!

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I needed to hear this. The rapture seems to be happening around Rosh Hashanah, this month! Dave Kull is an excellent rapture historian!

Remember Job, and know that you you are not alone. God's grace and peace unto you. 🙏💜

Brother, I don’t know you, but I’m devastated to hear that. Please never do anything to hurt yourself. God loves you, and there is hope. I want to speak more into these sorts of topics, and I pray that they can bless you. Hold tight, brother. Matt 🙏

Thank you so very much brother Matt.

I apologize for the misspelled words in my earlier comments. I was typing on my phone and hit send before spell checking. Again thank you for sharing on your video, it really helped me. May our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ bless you and you will continue to be in my prayers.

@@lionoffireministries Keep the Faith Brother. Keep praying for Healing & psalms 91 .. I'm praying for Healing for you Brother in the mighty name of our Lord Jesus Christ amen

< YAH Warned 30 extra years, & you are now held accountable👉> Daughter. I showed you the Ten commandments broken within your hands [ Exodus 20 & 34 = A Set ], The Covenant of the USA is broken My people I warn them to turn from their wicked ways come back to Me the Father I AM the good Shepherd. I AM the prince of peace I will break your chains Oh, America how you let your chains be a yoke around your neck. Judgement is now set you Babylon the Great, your king shall fall and a queen shall arise and her plans for you, Babylon will crush your world. Hear ye, hear y, the LORD of Host speaks I come quickly, within one hour the Babylon shall fall, her wings will be cropped off …no longer soaring through the air. The wicked will fall, - And My bride [ First Fruit, Revelation 14] will come forth to My throne and sing HOLY HOLY Is The LAMB That Was SLAIN. Daughter My return is soon but first darkness comes, a time of separating of the wheat from the tares. HOLY is My Name, confess your sins before Me, And you My people I will forgive you, the time is short Repent..Repent…Repent. RETURN to Me and I will return to you!. [G: Jan 15, 2023] >>>>>>> Honour YAH'S Two Great Commandments, Mt:22, 32, 37-40, that includes, saved Jews & saved Gentiles, Obey A Set of Ten Commandments (Exodus 34 & 20). (Exodus 20 & 34: ( ''Three Times A Year you men shall appear to ME'' ) (open bible, read YAHUVEH'S 3 Major Holy Days in Exodus 34). To learn A Set of Ten Commandments including 3 HOLY FEASTS!, 👉 [ Pls proceed to YAHUSHUA's Own Ministry, www.amightywind.com ]

Me too sister. Hugs to you!

Grow stronger spiritually from your pain, and this is the purpose of separating us from the loves of the world and worldly ‘normalcy’! Moses, Joseph Paul had to go through fiery trials before God raised them up! Several years/seasons of it; so be faithful to God, and he will be faithful in his maturing purpose for your life!

Dear Father God through your son Jesus Christ heal my beloved brethren of all sufferings physically emotionally and mentally in Jesus name.Amen.

@@karenlittleton6073 not God‘s will that we all be healed, when we are weak, he is strong! Not when we are “weak“! Not everybody was healed by Jesus when he died on the cross before he ascended, because they healed people in the book of acts !

Watching this video has truly blessed me...I was in tears because I know what you are talking about...it's really hard trying to talk about it with my family and friends even my doctor...I have Lupus thank God it's in remission but I also have Hashimotos...oh yes and ringing in my ears...I have recently started taking an antidepressant ; I struggled with taking it, because of the side effects but mostly because I am a Christian...the struggle of mental health is real...I will be praying for all of us that are in going thru this valley. May God's devine healing hands touch each and every one of us in this comment section in JESUS NAME! AMEN!

I'm so sorry to hear this. Thank you for sharing, and for your encouragement. God bless you, Matt

I am so sorry you lost your children. My heart breaks for you. I know if was in 2013 but I want you to know I will keep you in my prayers. Can I have your name so I can continue to pray for you?

Oh my. I am so sorry for the pain you've experienced. So unfair to have to bury children.

@@mbwilson8592 I lost them to my ex. It would be easier if they had died, I would know they were with the Lord.

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@@Graustarkian2 Great thanks so much. I will write your name down and pray for you. God bless.

Thankyou James for your beautiful message for Matt about him rallying all of us together through watching his videos. I would love to see all of his viewers rallying together in prayer for our brother in Christ.🙏

Thank you so much.

@@lionoffireministries How are you today? I am praying for you every day 🙏 God bless you 🙏

I’m so sorry to hear this. I’d like to speak into these topics more on the channel. I understand your pain. Matt 🙏

Been suffering chronic fatigue for nearly 7 years brought on by a bacteria when I was pregnant the antibiotics for 14 months and trauma. I couldn't look after my little boy or myself.my husband had to give up work. Walking down my hall my legs would be heavy like I climbed a mountain. The tired,wired feeling, insomnia the list of symptoms was about 29 that I had to endure 24/7. I truly know suffering and mental and physical. I too at points thought I couldn't go on. Iv prayed to God constantly to take this from me. I can function better now but still a very restricted life and little energy most days and weakness and lots of other symptoms. I listen to Jacob prasch teaching. My favourite Bible teacher. He said our suffering stops at death but the unsaved theirs begins. I want so much to be healed to play with my son and able to clean my house. Trusting God, never give up. Keep reading scripture, wash yourself in the word.

I’m sorry to hear this 😢 Thank you for your comment. I hope to speak more on these things. Stay strong in the Lord! Matt 🙏

What a beautiful message

God bless you sister! What a beautiful spirit you have.

@@briancarlson1903 God Bless you Brother, for such a kind compliment! I think we all feel the same for our Brother Matthew here and all the burdens he has suffered, but truly I have done nothing that our Lord and Savior would do any differently, except to heal Matthew one day , if that is His Mighty Will. All things are in His control, and His purposes and timing, . But let us all not cease from praying for this wonderful ispirational young man, who always leads us in Truth Love and Obediebce to our Pecious Redeemer. thank you again Brian . Cast all your cares on Him because He first cared for us! Amen!

Dearest Sister Pamela, Thank you for taking the time to just let me know my message was ok,.I know we are all so heartbroken over what young Matthew has suffered and contnues to suffer, No words seem adequate to let him know how much we care for him, but we must all try to reach out and encourage him, Yes sweetheart? one of my favotite scriptures is, 2 Corinthians 4: 8-10. We are afflicted in every way, yet not crushed, perplexed, but not driven to despair, persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down , but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be mamifested in oor bodies. Amen! Thak you again dear sister Pamela, but I say thes things that our King of Kings may be Glorified thru His Precious Son Jesus Christ. and that Matthew will one day be healed by the only hope that keeps us all going ! Amen my sister in Christ

@@covafellowes2121 absolutely, I have found so much encouragement being on this channel. I feel for Matt so with what he is going through but also realise there are so many brothers and sisters going through tough times. Sometimes one feels alone in what you are going through but the Lord has really opened my eyes to the family out there and I am grateful. Thank you for sharing scripture and for your kind words, may God bless you and shine His face upon you and give you His peace

Thank you so much 🙏 It’s been 10 months now. God bless you, Matt

Amen!

Thank you so much for your encouraging words. It truly means a lot to me. I try my best to be genuine and heartfelt. I really want lives to be impacted in a very deep and meaningful way. I’m glad that you have found this channel, and I pray that it can continue to bless you. Matt

Thank you so much!

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Thank you so much for your kind words. It is a huge blessing to read a message like yours. It seems fruitless at times going through all of these trials, but to know that this ministry is having an impact blesses me beyond words. I’m so sorry for your suffering. I’m glad that we are here together, looking to Christ. Matt 🙏

I’m so sorry to hear about your suffering. It’s terrible that there are so many of us that are going through so much. Stay strong in the Lord, and I hope these videos can continue to bless you in your faith journey. Matt

Thank you so much for your encouragement, and opening up also. God bless you, Matt 🙏

I'm so glad!

Thank you for the encouragement

Beautiful comment. Thank you so much for your continued encouragement.

@@lionoffireministriesThank you too Matt; and count on it.

Thank you so much for taking the time to write that. I’m sorry to hear that you have gone through so much, yourself. But it’s really great that you have made progress. For me, it continues to be one step at a time. I appreciate your prayers, care, and encouragement. Matt

Thank you so much 😊

I’m so sorry to hear that you are suffering in these areas also, sister. Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. I’m glad that this message was impactful for you. I plan to do another video on suffering in the not too distant future, which will be a bit more edited, and more of a teaching video. Thank you for watching. God bless you, Matt

I appreciate that!

I appreciate that!

Thank you so much 🙏

Thank you so much. I’m getting better. The mind is the biggest issue. I’ll keep moving forward. You stay strong too!!

@@lionoffireministries oh I see, yes my brother Matt, Keep strong in the Lord! Thank you for the encouragement!!

​@@lionoffireministriesbrother Matt, keep pressing in to God's promise that He gives us a spirit of power, love and a sound mind. He knows that we need a sound mind and He is faithful.

Footprints in the sand is so beautiful. Thank you. I’m sorry to hear about your pain. May God work in your life 🙏 Matt

God bless you 🙏

Thank you so much!

I appreciate that

Thank you so much. I appreciate this comment :)

Thank you so much! I appreciate it.

Thank you so much. I appreciate it. Welcome to the channels 🙏 I spoke again on this matter just today on the RAW channel.

God bless you, Matt 🙏

Thank you so much!

I appreciate that