....i was young, wet behind the ears, with a dream, it was fun, now it seems, its just for the C.R.E.A.M, dont get me wrong, I love doing this, sacrific the secure Life and school for this, but once in the blue i get tight nervous, the disappointments, let downs was it really worth it? >Then all i have to hear is ONE Fans voice!! to reassure myself i make the right choice