I WAS'NT READY FOR THIS... Ren - Hi Ren  

Hey Sarah, thankyou so much for checking out my song, and youre right, youre not alone

This man is doing well. He has thanked everyone that has done his songs. #Ren

I love to watch people react to Ren since I found the rabbit hole. I think yours has been to most beautiful. Never be sorry for your emotions, it is, after all, what makes us human

I’ve seen 100s of reactions. This….. this is the first time the reaction grabbed me more than the song. And the song has me addicted. There is no apology needed for your honest heart dealt emotionally fired reaction. Just like Ren, your are beautiful too and everyone needs to keep fighting their demons.

Nicely Done Sarah! I have watched many reactions to Hi Ren. You are one of the few that reacted to REN’s truth and honesty with your own truth and honesty.

May God Bless you Young Lady.. Peace be with you always!

That was a really nice reaction you totally tuned into Ren and what his message was from the very beginning. Really beautiful and heart felt.. Thanks.

Beautiful and honest reaction Sarah. I have watched a lot of reaction video for this song. I think that part of the reason I have watched so many is because I can never experience this video again for the first time myself. I experience a piece of that vicariously through the reaction videos, and your reaction truly moved me. Ren has created a powerful piece of art here and it was cathartic to see it resonate with you as it did for me. You have no reason to apologize at the end of the video. Thank you for your honesty.

Think i have seen roughly 50 reactions to this song and you are the first to touch on how he must feel and how that drums truth into all who hurd this song the realisation of what he is saying feeling and portraying into words and cinematic magic with just a simple guitar. The lad is majic and your reaction is the most real i seen to this fantastic bloke so thank you ❤

I had my 'shouting into an empty room' moment when I was six years old. The voice wasn't real, but it sabotaged every moment, made a normal life tough. Sixty years later, this young man is singing my life story to the World, and I feel a great weight lifted!

I've completely lost count of how many 'Hi Ren' reactions I've seen but this one stands out as the most heartfelt ❤

What a wonderful, from the heart reaction. So, so many people can relate to you - I can relate so strongly to you - because this "dance" is in all of us, and it is a challenge to make the dance smooth and predictable, and sometimes enjoyable and rewarding.

Wonderful reaction Sarah. Ren is a true artist, from nano to macro. Thanks for reacting to this. It's a legit message of mental gymnastics.

Enjoyed watching your reaction, you're a treasure, thanks a bunch..

Many many reactions to this song at the moment with many reactors finishing by saying he is amazing etc, some give explanations and they just cant say much as there blown away. but what a humble response and with feeling you gave, im sure he has entered into many a human soul with this and woken a few over how some suffer,heres hoping his treatment goes well and he is a beacon for all.

You are not alone, you are strong and your words genuine!

I loved your reaction, from curiosity to concern and finally realizing he made it through. Lovely.

I had no idea what to expect, that definitely wasn’t it. That left me speechless, the internal battle within our own mind is a strong one, I love how he talked about when he became more rigid, the dance became harder, so you have to relax. Take time to breathe and try to allow peace to come in with each breath, fighting how we are programmed is difficult, but we need to learn how to process information differently to protect ourselves from the torture of the unwinable battle. Love to everyone, no matter what music you find peace in, immerse yourself in that music.❤

The most genuine rsponse of the many i saw to this masterpiece. Sarah, you are not alone. we have an angel on one shoulder and a demon on the other, and our inner world is the battleground of good and evil, interconnected with the outer world.

I'm 68 years old and I have listened to music all my life. This song moved me to tears as well. Your reaction was genuine. Thanks for the video. The young man Ren is a generational genius.

Love you Sarah, keep fighting. We are all in this together. Thanks for the posts.

Loved reaction Ren is great

My god, I have watch every reaction to this song, you have captured a particular emotion as powerful as the song it self. God bless.

Powerful indeed and should be part of every high school curriculum.

This is an eternal truth, the line between good and evil runs right through the heart of every single human being.. Keep the hope.

we re all human: that's so nice

Wow. I have watched dozens of reactions to this song and yours was so, so moving. Thank you. He's something, that's for sure... Check out his other music -- from his busking on the streets to his work with his group The Big Push to his covers like Bittersweet Symphony and I Shot the Sherriff to his other theatrical style stories like The Tale of Jenny and Screech and Violet's Tale. OK, I guess that's enough of an assignment. For a young guy his catalogue is amazing and I think you'll love it all.

Many thanks my friend fantastic reaction has always thanks your a star love and respect from the UK 👍👍👍👍👍👍🌟😀😀 amazing channel 👍

Oooh...what a sincere and vulnerable reaction. You really moved me. Thank you...be strong Sarah !!!

WOW!! Your words are just as powerful as Rens. Thank you for sharing your tears with us

Don't be sorry for your emotions or tears, they make you a human. I've struggled with severe depression on and off since I became a teenager and this song either makes me cry or makes me feel empowered, depending on the day I'm having. You are loved! 💜

The fight is hard. You're not alone. Much love!

Wonderful reaction Sarah. Ren seems like a bard of old, his musical tales grab the emotions and shake us to the core.

Sarah, I had the same reaction as you to Hi Ren when I first saw it. It made me feel so seen and not alone. Your beautiful vulnerability and sharing in your reaction made me cry too… I feel this so much. Thank you for your light. ❤

You have the most beautifully thoughtful face! It was moving seeing you moved. Thank you for sharing this moment with you.

Beautiful and wise words at the end! 👍🏻 We all need to relax and take some time realize, what we are and what is going on with our lifes...

God Sarah , what a beautiful soul you are ! ❤️

Lovely reaction, Sarah. Thank you for watching the whole song without pausing. You obviously absorbed the whole content. You take care of yourself. x

"Inside you are two dogs. A good dog and an evil dog. They fight each other. Which one wins? Neither. They're killing each other. That is your sickness."

You are loved. ❤ Beautiful reaction vid. Thank you.🙏

Hi. I too have an inner gaslighter and it is usually pretty savage. I suffered terribly fighting it for decades. Then, one day, I realised it wasn't my enemy. It was my wound. And I had been attacking my wound in order to make it go away. To approach a wound may be distasteful. But it carries none of the threat in tension that an enemies carries. I discovered being kind and compassionate towards that gaslighter took me out of the war zone and placed me somewhere better. Over time, through changing the relationship I have with my gaslighter, I have come to simply disbelieve the nonsense it comes out with. I can never escape it. But I can defuse the grenades it throws in my direction. Firstly by reacting with kindness to this wound, and then, gradually, by simple, open disbelief. You are not alone.

Another very beautiful, genuine reaction. Thank you for your thoughtful comments at the end. “Hi Ren" is the song that put Ren on everyone's radar since December; it went viral and has garnered more than 4 million views since its debut, but he has been creating great music for more than ten years. Ren’s music videos are often recorded live in a single take (although not necessarily the first take). His release, "Sick Boi," is almost another chapter to "Hi Ren." Many of his songs resonate with people because he addresses struggles that many others face every day. Ren plays multiple instruments (acoustic, electric, and bass guitar, piano, drums), has impressive vocals, is an excellent storyteller, and is quite the philosopher and poet. He is considered by many a modern bard. His trilogy "The Tale of Jenny/Screech/Violet" is haunting and has an unforeseen conclusion. It needs to be watched in the order given, as this is the flow of the storyline. It is another example of Ren’s genius and a master’s class in storytelling. It has been likened to a Shakespearean tragedy. Ren’s collaborations with Chinchilla (“Chalk Outlines,” “How to Be Me”) are beautiful and showcase his singing voice while addressing mental health. His live music videos are especially impressive. Ren's personal reflections are threaded through many of his songs; "Insomnia," "Depression," “Diazepam," “Penitence,” “Dear God,” “Heretic,” “Dominos,” his "Freckled Angels" album, just to name a few, all deserve a listen. His song "Money Game" (Part I & II) is another recommendation, although it is less of a personal song than it is an indictment of greed and the resulting injustices in this world. Ren’s Hip Hop/Rap style songs are also worth checking out; they are simply amazing. Check out “The Hunger,” “Genesis,” “What You Want,” “Losing it (FISHER rap retake),” “Right here, right now (Fatboy Slim one shot retake),” "Life is Funny," “Love Music (1, 2, and 3),” “Crucify Your Culture,” “Power,” and his latest release, “Bittersweet symphony (The Verve retake).” His performances with Sam Tompkins (“Blind Eyed,” “Earned it /Mans World / Falling,” “Walking on the Moon), Eden Nash (“Humble,” “Ocean”), Bibi (“Crutch,” “Ahiahiaoha”), Molly McKinna (“Penitence”), his former bandmate, Romain Axisa (“French Song”) are all great. Ren's performances as a member of the band "The Big Push" (which unfortunately broke up), their busking (street performances), concerts, and their live recordings, are awesome and well worth checking out. Ren's covers of "I Shot the Sheriff," "Wade in the Water," "An Englishman in New York," “War Pigs,” the songs "Oh My Woman," “Swan Song,” "War Pigs," "Sweet Little Lady," "It's Alright," "Watch Out," and so many others are equally impressive. Ren recently released his single, “Sick Boi.” In anticipation of his stay in Canada for more treatments, Ren prepared some music ahead of time to be released over the next six months that he expects to be gone. As mentioned above, his latest release, “Bittersweet Symphony (The Verve retake),” is another masterful work.

Absolutely beautiful commentary after the performance. Thank you for sharing this reaction with us!

He resonates with most because we all recognise our own struggle.

Great reaction, much love to you. Thanks - Troy

As someone who is called Ren, this hit different and hard. Normally dont like rap kind of music but i couldnt help but keep listening. Thanks for finding this gem!

I've seen a dozen of reactions to this song but every single one feels like they've watched it before recording their reaction, you didn't do that and I respect your honest reaction. I love your articulated reflection and rewording of Ren's lyrics. This is more than just a song, this is a piece of art with a message to all human beings.

Old man living in desert solitude. The connection I feel to Hi, Ren has somehow moved me to watch 100 reaction videos and yours is the only one that had me chopping onions in a rainstorm from the start. The movement of your facial muscles is more beautifully evocative of emotion than I can ever recall seeing. Thank you for sharing!

Such a beautiful masterpiece of a song ... and such a beautiful reaction x

Beautiful heartfelt reaction, sending love your way❤

Thank you Sarah for an honest authentic reaction. Great song - great artist.

This performance hits pretty hard. Your reaction was beautiful. What an amazing portrayal of the human experience. Ren is a genius and the fact this is done live is incredible!

I swear, the light you shine is visible from outer space. And no, you are not alone. Much love

This song is amazing, I must've binge watched at least 100 reaction videos. 90% of them reacted and had their little 2cents to add, but you my queen gave the most beautiful and heartfelt insight about mental illness and your sincere words are sure to shed a few tears from your viewers. For heavens sake, stay Angelic.

Brilliant! I felt it as you just did

Hi Sarah, lovely heartfelt reaction to Ren's masterpiece. Don't ever feel like you need to apologize for your tears. A part of being human, a part of the dance, is having emotions and processing them. Just be yourself. We'll be here for you. You are not alone.

Never apologise for showing your feelings Sarah :):) , great reaction thank you for sharing :)

Great reaction! ❤️🙏

Thank you so much for sharing this. I felt exactly the same. And still do. And I've seen it soooo many times now. 💖

Hi Sarah, your honest and beautiful reaction to Hi Ren touched me deeply, as his music/art touches me. I especially appreciated that you played it through completely without interruption and allowed it to wash over you. I just subscribed to your channel and will check out more of your content. Please keep on doin it - you really know how to tap in. And yes, we all deal with this "dance" to some degree, but I've never heard it described anywhere near the way he did in this piece. He laid himself bare to offer up a healing peace for us all. And your reaction shows me you are doing the same. You are both beacons in this world. Keep on shining!

Amazing Artist. Good reaction.

Thank you for your video. I’ve seen a few reactions to this song, because it affected me so much.. and yours was the closest to my own reaction. I literally couldn’t stop the tears from falling because I saw so much of my experience in his words-and not just his words, but the music and the other performance elements. It was exactly what I have felt in my darkest hours. Thank you for your honest reaction 💜

That was a beautiful and honest reaction, Sarah. Know this: you are not worthless, you are more than enough, and you are not alone. Big girls (and big boys) do cry, it's a mark of humanity. Here, have a hug from Ireland.🫂

Lovely meaningful reaction, thanks Sarah.

Beautiful genuine reaction, once you get invested in Ren's explosion of art, we forget to breathe and blink

wow kady powerful reaction ,, one love lady xx

Your dialogue is the very very best of ALL ON THE ENTIRE RU-vid FOR HI REN. I know. I watched them ALL. Thank you!

!She Sells Seashells on the Sea Shore is a RU-vid meme based on the second verse of the song "Money Game Part 2" by Ren, a rapper, which was posted on April 16, 2020 (it is the origin of the meme). This song starts with a lyric from the 19th-century tongue twister "she sells seashells on the sea shore."

This young man took me to church 🙌

Thank you Sarah for being so honest in your reaction. And never be sorry for truth.

Perfect reaction. I just want to hug you and cry with you. Much love, fam.

Thanks Sarah❤️ Beautiful reaction. I've been around the block...a couple of times. This art-set-to-music has really become a touchstone for people (so many people) struggling. Whether it's with our own identity, or drugs or for Ren his psychosis the message is powerful. Ren has struck a nerve that runs through ALL of us. And through his empathy connected on a level that is beyond simple understanding. It's a universal truth. We are human. Each of us unique but still have so much in common. We are exquisitely fragile yet so unbelievably capable. And...we all struggle with this internal dialogue. Many of us 'appear' to have 'it' under control. Rare few of us really do. I was 63 when I heard this for the first time. Having been around the block I've seen and heard tens of thousands of songs, hundreds of bands and more than a few real ARTISTS. This man is without peer. I've heard music that will make a grown man cry. And I've heard music that is an utter waste of brain cells. This work of art nearly had me sobbing out loud. And I just watched 20 different reaction videos before yours and every single one affected me the same way... until I saw yours. You are not alone. There are probably more of us that have been struggling than not. We are in this struggle with you. We will stand up, together.

Wow! Of all the reactions I have listened to thus far, yours is one of the most beautiful, touching, honest reviews. It embraces such a lot of what each person experiences to a greater or lesser degree. Thereby you have truly touched on the depth and essence of this song...in truth you have touched, in my humble opinion, on the heart of Ren. May you, along with Ren, be blessed for bringing awareness to the daily struggles in life.

Hi, I just discovered your channel after watching a couple other reactions to "Hi Ren", to date I've probably seen 35-40 reactions to this beautiful work of art, but I have to say, your commentary at the end moved me almost as much as the song did the first time I saw it. I don't comment much on videos, and I can't explain it really, you didn't say anything so novel to me that it was a new revelation, but it was the way you expressed it, the words you chose, but mostly because I could sense an amazing amount of compassion, love, and unfortunately some life experience, the type that shakes our core, that beats us up and makes it so much more able to relate to a song like this. You used the phrase "this young man", and it really hit me that he's not quite out of his 20's yet, and I know he doesn't' have it all figured out, and will still face his battles throughout his life, but boy oh boy, to have that kind of foresight and self knowledge at that age is impressive in itself. I'm a bit further along in my journey and have taken a wrong turn, and for the life of me can't find my way back to my path, and the group I traveled with haven't noticed I'm missing or just kept going. Although I don't let the dark Ren have total control, he has run amuck, and definitely influences my direction and moods. Again, I can't explain it, I'm honestly a little freaked out how much your words.....felt like home, like a kindred spirit that I knew from a past life, and gave me a brief reprise from the loud banging and screaming of my dark Ren, and a little hope that maybe I do have some fight left in me. I know you don't know me from Adam, and I hope this doesn't come off as creepy, or weird, and I'm sorry I rambled, I just had to message you simply to say thank you, and whatever your path is or whatever brings you joy and inner peace, keep doing it, because it suites you well, you have a beautiful soul, thank you for sharing a small piece of it with your audience. ✌💚 P.S. If you didn't know at 17 Ren became very ill, and in lots of pain, he almost gave up several times it was so bad, doctors misdiagnosed him and some said it was all in his head. This all happened right after he was discovered by Sony music, but they backed out after he got sick. After many years of this, he finally found a doctor that believed him, and they did extensive testing that revealed he had Lyme Disease causing his autoimmunity, which made his condition at least manageable, but still not great. He's currently, or he was last week, in Canada, where he found a clinic or specialists that deals with his type of illness specifically, and was very optimistic about his trip there. So all us fans are keeping our fingers crossed for a positive outcome. Here is a clip, you need not react to it, I just thought you would enjoy it, it's Ren on Twitch just after the video premiered, talking about why he wrote it, and a little more back story on his illness. It's vey sweet, but gets emotional for a bit, just so ya know. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-M1Na3nQV_8Q.html

This hits hard EVERY time I listen to it... men struggle in silence with our inner demons and thoughts without an outlet. This is the song for all men! WE ARE NOT ALONE. YOU ARE LOVED and YOU MATTER!

Thank you Sarah! 🥰

This is the best reaction video I have seen from anyone after watching this tune, it had the same effect on me, a fifty something old man who has been around a bit

What a beautiful and powerful reaction!!

Thank you, Sarah. This was a beautiful reaction to an incredible, and powerfully performed work of art. Ren, in my opinion, has been the best thing to have happened in music for a very long time. (lol I'm 56.. the "new" music doesn't often impress me..) The first time I watched "Hi Ren", was from a reaction video. Usually, I like watching people to react to music I'm familiar with, but this song kept showing up and I finally clicked to see why everyone was reacting to it. Now, it's hard to say how many times I've watched this video since, (a lot) but it's nearly impossible to keep from tearing up every time. It hits hard, but we all know it is the truth for so many. Again, thank you, Sarah.

what a beautiful heartfelt reaction to a beautiful song/piece ...I hope the man himself sees this, thanks for sharing

WITHOUT DOUBT YOURS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND CONSCIOUS REACTION I HAVE WATCHED. THANK. YOU!

This is one of the most powerful pieces of music, of art that I have ever seen in my life. And the same as you, it is touching so many people in so many ways because of the beauty, the horror and the honesty of the piece. Beautifully honest reaction and heartfelt words at the end, ❤️

It is i who is saying thank you to you for beautiful, emotional, and well understood reaction to Ren as he battled his subconscious. I've many different reactions to Hi Ren, I found yours very emotional as I tuned into watching you and what you were doing as he was waging his war inside of his mind. There's one place in the song that I've not heard a thought on though so I don't know if what I felt is what he meant. It was when he said that "some know me by the name of hope and others by the sound you hear when they loosen the noose at the end of the rope". In my mind going back to the very first words he said in the song and then the above comment, along with the sound he then made along with the lights flashing, I felt that he, at least in his mind, was referring to his protentional suicide or attempt. Did you or anyone else get that feeling? Again, thank you for your beautiful reaction and message, this is the first time that I've seen your channel but won't be the last.

I loved your reaction and response, I believe everyone can relate to this. It is a timeless piece of art. Thank you for your reaction. 🤗🙏

I don't know you, but I am sending you peace, love, understanding, and hugs.

Thankyou for your beautiful heartfelt reaction❤

Sarah, you received wisdom with wisdom. I've subscribed

Beautiful reactions and profound commentary, thank you. Ren is the man.

Sarah, your not alone! I too hear them every single day.

We are - none of us - alone. Be well, Sarah. ❤️❤️❤️

Heyyy amazing reaction! And don’t apologize this song always makes me emotional! Subbing to check out more of ur content! Bless you!

Ren bro you have touched so many lives with this song. And sarah you are beautiful and strong. It takes a strong person to even acknowledge the fact that they are struggling so hard inside their minds. Its a scary place but artists that can bring that emotion forefront with such a powerful message are a special breed

Beautiful reaction 😊

Yep, we got to learn to dance with the "devil!"

xxxxx both beautiful , nice to know its not just me

if you don't mind me saying, you have such a comforting voice. Loved the review, your tears made it real, honest and relate able

Beautiful reaction from a beautiful woman. Youre not alone.

OK I have no idea why I haven't seen this until now. Cam here after seeing your Chalk Outlines reaction. You have absolutely no reason to apologize. You absolutely are not alone. This song has brought the inner struggle to light for so many people, me included. Gets me every time I see/hear it. So no apologies needed for the tears. It's one of those beautiful things about being human. I also love your closing. You too, be safe, stay kind. You have a new subscriber here.

Beautiful reaction ☯♥

Beautiful reaction