I was born in 1992. I remember my parents had hundreds of cassette tapes recorded of me learning to ride my first tricycle, finding my first copy of Super Smash Bros for N64 that my dad hid under the couch for me to find, buying my first copy of Ocarina of Time at 7 years old. We moved to live with my grandmother for the rest of my elementary school life. My parents never separated or anything we all just missed my grandma so much and decided to move in with her. I lived in a caul-de-sac and had friends come and go. It was the best. Turned 14 and we moved elsewhere; I trudged through school as usual. I'm 25 right now, turning 26 in September of this year.. This song just hurts so bad. It hurts in the best way possible. We all go through life too fast not thinking about the smallest details. fuck.. i dont even know what im typing anymore. I miss my childhood.
Just remembered how I had a lonely childhood with only one friend that left school, but I used to be happy but my loneliness grew up with me in the past years, and now I can just feel loneliness and sadness
Same man. The worst thing for me was having people who I thought were good friends suddenly ignoring me. Was it something I did wrong? I'll never know.
As a Whose Line fan, I appreciate the chill yet melancholic usage of samples from the show. It goes to show that my childhood experience of watching Whose Line can never be replicated, even if there is a reboot that seemingly is nonexistent in the public conscience due to life, audiences aging, growing up, and seemingly forgetting to find laughter in the trauma of shootings, politics and tragedies.
there is a guy sitting in front of a tv with just a grey screen, he looks at the window and stand up of the chair, he look outside and see some kids playing, he looks at the door next to the window and open the door, he see the sky with some beautiful clouds and a pure blue, without thinking he start walking, walking, walking and walking, its night time and he is already in the town center, he look around him, he notice something, the beauty of the world that is just around him and remember the times when he used to be connected with people and the things around him, he walks a bit more and find a cafe, he enter and order a simple cafe, he look around, and he notice again that every moment he have with people around him is the real meaning of freedom, that not the people on the tv will be the ones that will make him happy, the people around him are the meaning of been connected with T H E W O R L D, he decide to move on, he decide to move forward.
this makes me think of having a conversation with your crush at 4 am, listening to music at the lowest volume as you two are being extremely profound or just talking about dumb shit, but you're the happiest you've ever been and you feel nothing but peace or you're just sitting on the floor by your bed, looking out the window and staring at the stars for god knows how long thinking about existence
Those are things that have happened to me exactly like that. I've had these insanely good conversations with my crush up until like for 4 AM a few times now, and in one of them I found out that he doesn't like me back. :/ That was about a year ago. It still makes me sad sometimes because I really love him, but knowing myself, I will get over him eventually. I just need to be patient...
I’ve been in the same friggin boat, and sometimes I still struggle to get over that one specific crush. I believe in you, and I know you can get over him, it’ll always be a battle but you can do it, cuz I have 💓💘💓💘
The picture is from a game called Everlasting Summer, Its a pretty nice visual novel about soviet camps and anime girls. Its free to play on steam so, be sure to check it out :>
@@fjunjian idk what state I was in when I posted that comment but I'm still trying to figure stuff out right now. Shit sucks man, it really does. But I can't stop and give up now as much as I want to because I have so many people that care and love me I was just to dumb to realize it
@@beanie6726 Damn... Same man. You know why shit sucks? Not because we're stupid, we didn't even try our best sometimes. Most people don't realise that so many people care and love them, we're like this. If you feel like shit, always remember you can always start doing self improvements now. Good luck figuring stuff out.
For anyone watching and wondering what the first bit of dialogue is from (aside from it being from the titular whose line) here is a link to the scene: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-adf2Ws5S-_0.html
This song takes me back to the winter weekend nights of 2005 when I was 9 years old where I would be playing ToonTown on my Windows XP computer in my bedroom all night long while drinking coca cola.
This remind me of my junior year of high school, hanging out with my group of friends at lunch laughing at any joke we made. I dropped out of high school and didn’t say a word before I left I no longer talk to any of them at all, I was 16 at the time I’m 19 right now
@@fintanmathewes5587 i cant remember it exactly but i just remember it was on one of his videos. Either his cicada 3301 video or one of the space ones. You just gotta find it
Those beautiful nights, where I'd wake up way past midnight and catch the last few minutes of Inyuasha before the lengthy outro would put me back to sleep. Or that random anime where I always and only seen this kid roller blade away with a crocked metal bat down an alley-way before disappearing. Wonderful times of my childhood
3 people who I thought were good friends suddenly started ignoring me. One when I was 11, another when I was 15 and another just 2 months ago. I know that feeling all too well man.
Ok so im 15 and im Mature Like a 20 person i been suffer from derpression from past 2 years and i been sleep like 1 2 hours because of my anexity and issues and Some of this songs give me relieve and Im aesthetics and gettin goosebumps And I been suffering from studies issues and got much burnden and demostric planings in my family
Ok is anyone here genuinely here for whose line. Coz that show is just the best thing ever. And I love lofi. When I first heard this song, i was so shocked and thought wow that's weirdly specific
My eyes hurt as if i only got 2 hrs of sleep. I have a headache and my teeth hurt. My braces were tightened yesterday. I just wanna go home and sleep. But i can't. I have a 2 hr detention and they don't let u sleep there. I didn't do anything bad really. I just got 4 tardies. I just find it difficult to manage my time. I always set my alarm for 6:25 but really i know i won't wake up. In my state of half consciousness i turn off the alarm and hope I'll wake at seven. It usually works. Sometimes it doesn't and that's why im late. A few times a year i won't wake up at all until I'm really late. Then i hope my mom will just let me stay home. I just hate going. Usually i can follow the routine but when an opportunity presents itself for me to stay home i try to hold onto it. I just don't want to wake up. I wouldn't say I'm suicidal (i wouldn't kms, I'm too much of a coward) but if i was dying i don't know if i would fight it. Or i would. U never really know until it happens. "i was indifferent as to what would become of me" a quote that really effects me. That's all. Idk y i wrote this. I just needed to toss this out somewhere. I have no one to talk to.
i'm about to cry but trust me, i don't know why.This songs just makes my deppresion harder to cure but i don't know why i love it and continue to listen to it
Go outside or find something to keep yourself busy. Doing something, any thing, can help your mind not to contemplate on depression but on what's outside of that black box.
That "What... What? Are you kidding me?" at 0:50, is that DaZeD??? I feel like that's his voice, I cannot imagine that a l e x would sample him but it's possible. Anyone know who i'm talking about, csgo player GODaZeD, or DaZeD. IT SOUNDS JUST LIKE HIM MAN
Sky looks right on a starry night Although the World dark still a Brightside Although that boy dark Still a bright mind Still hope in his Heart living through strife...
