I wish I told her... 

20 min till my meeting starts and I get this notification for a 16 min song. Timing couldn’t be more perfect

Time stamps: 👇🏻💔 𝕜𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕞 - butterflies in my stomach 0:00 unisize. - akogare w/ 7teenth 3:19 Wataru Fujiwara - Drip 4:54 Inert - Confusion 7:47 yeiku & neptune kid 10:37 SUHAIB - The Depressed Boy 13:02 Charlee Nguyen - Neverland 14:30

My parents decided to move out to another city since we'd have a better life there. Everything was fine in the first months of our stay until I got into school. I didn't get along with anyone, which made me feel something was wrong with myself. Time passed and things were getting worse to a point where my health started to deteriorate. Then I met her, she was such a sweet girl with a shining personality-the most happy and kind person I've met. She would always greet me with a hug and talk to me to make me smile, even though I wouldn't talk much because I used to be depressed. We had good times together and became really close friends. After a while I fell in love with her, however, my mom decided to move back to my hometown because my health was still pretty deteriorated and she didn't want to see me like that anymore. I told the girl that I would be moving in a few weeks, both in tears as we would never see each other again. I always messaged her after moving out, but things didn't feel like they used to. After some time she changed her phone number suddenly, thus, I couldn't talk to her anymore, and I never told her my feelings. If you like somebody, don't hang back from telling them how you feel about them-trust me, it's better to have a 'no' as a response than absolutely nothing, at least you tried. And though I wouldn't have been able to stay with her, I would've left happier letting her know my feelings.

I’m gonna tell him. I know he’s shy and he thinks I’m uninterested. That’s the problem and he and I are gonna end up wishing we told each other. My friends say I can do better, but I’ve known him since elementary and I feel like the universe wants us together. He came back to in-person school and happens to be in my English class. Edit: We’re seniors too...I should really do it.

A big change or a small change, either way you’re changing the world

Confusion really is how I've been feeling lately like I'm unhappy but not angry just neutral really

I wish I told her. If only I told her I had feelings then later on Id get to say that "I'm in love with you" and that "I would never leave your side". But here I am imagining a future with a girl I love knowing It'll never happen. There is so many things wrong with me I had so many chances but I just stood there like an idiot and watched her walk away. It's not her fault. I would do anything to go back in time to the very beginning. I dont care if I have to suffer through some of the pains I went through. I want to be with her I swear I do.

Me: trying to sleep with the music My headphones: LOW BATTERY, PLEASE CHARGE Love the musics btw ❤️

listening just past midnight... It's going to be a long night

To be honest with yourself. You must be honest with the world. To not express a part of yourself is to deny and hide it. Whether that be due to shame, embarrassment, or fear. If it's important to you, don't deny it. At the expense of rejection, ridicule, or regret. Don't deny it. Else you deny confidence in the ONE person who's always by your side. Down the many toilsome years and winding paths of life. YOURSELF. And If you can't confidently be honest with yourself, who can you be honest with? I believe deep affection ought to be expressed. It demands it. To be repressed is to deny yourself the opportunity of sharing it. The opportunity for it to exist. Rather, it fades in memory to never be realized beyond a mere notion. With how compelling such emotions and thoughts become. It's a true waste, regardless of the outcome. Something so important, in the end, isn't even worth breathing a word to in expression or a shaky moment of absolute anxiety. It damn well is. Otherwise you wouldn't be so driven yet simultaneously terrified. Would you?

This mans is pushin out mixes left and right and I for one heckin love it ❤

The last chance of words you rremember at the back of ur mind # I wish I told her🤞🏻💯

If you love someone, tell them. Don't hide it in your heart.

I love kalimba sound, it's so calming, that's why i start playing it

That's pretty good, sometimes I feel a void within min that consumes me so I always watch your videos

I love hear your music when I’m driving.

A silent voice literally broke me

It's weird how most of us living on Earth will never meet or even acknowledge each other's existence. For example, if you're reading my comment; this is probably the first and last time you'll ever see me. Sonder feelings... それでいいのか？

I never told any of them, cause I already knew the outcomes ("Confusion" by Inert is lovely 💓)

I wish I told her at all. Maybe we would be together.

These should be on Spotify

This made me feel so much better, I really needed this

Ahhh, a silent voice I’m assuming? Also Comments: If you love, shoot your shot, we regret the shots we don’t/didn’t take... Me(a social awkward and socially anxious introvert): CANT REGRET ANYTHING IF THERE’S NO ONE!!!

Loving the mixes!!

Damnit, I have to. I'm a senior now, if I don't do it now then when? I'm tired of being such a coward. Even if she likes someone else, she deserves to know, with how much she has helped me, she deserves it. She deserves the world, and I want to give her that, or at least, as much as I can.

R.I.P Artemis this world was to good for you you loved me and had to die for it I'll never forget you or forgive myself.

Have a homework in English and thankfully this mix appeared nice mix and it’s very helpful 🥰

I wish too man, but its too late now..

Im not the first or the last, but i've ever bring you a happiness❤️. -May,1,2021-

My heart hurts for reading the title thank you

PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY please 😔

I started day in a good mood thx

I was literally just watching a silent voice, what is this timing?

I feel like I have a sigh stuck in my chest that won’t come out

Do so, tell them but be considerate of them too. It’s better to know you did something that’s the least you can do for yourself but if you really care for that person respect their decision, wether it’s in your favor or not. Enjoy life, there is so much to see and so many people to meet. Best thing to do is grow and understand your own value and how much you have to offer. Stay healthy!

I wish she said yes.

Don't know he need to hear this but u have great taste in music😁💯

I work at a supermarket, there is a girl I find absolutely beautiful and we constantly look at each other but I don’t know if it’s just me or if she actually like me... I don’t have the courage to go talk to her but if I don’t I will really regret this... I don’t know what to do...

This movie was utter perfection ❤️

stay strong... one day this will be a bad memory

I wish I told her I loved her more, maybe she might've stayed a little longer that way..

They're just words, words that mean nothing. Say them or don't, it doesn't matter either way.

We can only see the person we love from a far and only see her silently .. unable to tell our feelings towards him. And yeah i wish i told her..

So, so many things i wish i told her. But she threw it away for a different man. Yet i still care, i still hurt inside, i still cry.

I wish she would have told me sooner...

life is fair you listen to it because you deserve it.

Yeah I really wish I did

She the one I tell myself , she’s the one that’s gonna make all the bad times go away . No matter what I promised myself she’ll be the one for me , no one will ever compare no where close . 2021 and still hoping wish me luck 😞

This is too beautiful, thank you for this. I can now go to sleep.

So so so fire 🔥🥺

This is so awesome :)

It’s still never too late, to still tell her…

I absolutely love this mix

Thanks Ikigai❤

How did you know whats been on my mind for the past few weeks?

I wish I told her... & now it's too late...

Relax 😴😪

This title fits with my storyline so well that like i don't even know anymore. she is prolly just too good for me right like she is on another level i dont even know why i'm sad like its not we have been to gether anyway it was only a few classes together for the year why do i think she likes me ? like honestly man I didn't get into this school i applied for TWICE I understand now that I'm not meant to go to that school its painful though as that was going to be the only time i see her yk? but idk i'm just so fucking lonely and depressed

i watched silent voice over 5 times .-.

A silent voice is sad af

Oh fuck !!! I love ikigai , yusei & Lee channel, their song is so chill

couldnt stop thinking . . . . i had a lot to tell her.

Covid had fucked the chances that a girl and I had, she was the only girl I have ever truly felt anything for and I just wish I told her I had loved her before things had to end.

"I like the Moon" -Nishimiya

I told her and got rejected. Life goes on

its better not to regret but to learn and move on. cri.

i wish i told him

I wish I told her about, that I still love her before she going to Havard.

i wish i never told her 💔..

"i wish i told her" is the story of my love life. but ig i have bad taste cause im sure not a single one would've liked me back, but i still wish they knew even if it would've never been mutual.

Early squad here yo

I wish I chase her at that time before she leave forever

This first song 🥺

I wanna tell her so bad bro but i don't wanna ruin what we have rn. Guess im just gonna keep it to myself and prepare for the worst (regrets)

Just tell her. You never know the last time you'll see her again. Frustration may be one of the worst feelings ever, but giving up on what you love because you fear frustration is even worse

Beautiful mix! 💙

My wet hands clasped the handle of my umbrella. Pushing against bodies upon bodies of people. The wind rustled my hair. The sky poured onto me. People yelled at me. and yet. I pushed on. The rapid breaths I took as I ran around, eyes darting around looking for any which way. "DAMN IT!" It's cold. The dampness of my clothes made me even colder. My hands wet and clutching a bouquet of flowers. " Why did it have to be this way." The calmness of the air mixed with the warm bodies of people walking past me. The wind whistled as I ran. My mind ran scrambled thoughts. The rain was pouring at its hardest now. Drenched I ran for miles, umbrella clutched in one hand and a ringing phone in the other. Trains rustled nearby. A arcade nearby with kids laughing. A house party with music blaring. A couple breaking up. The rain brings laughter and pain. Here I sit, not knowing how or what to do. A flash of memories invaded my mind. Tears fell down like rain. Drop by drop. Beat by beat. Train by Train. Bodies by Bodies. A voice came on, " The next train and last train is headed out of town." The clap of thunder and the click clack of dress shoes echoed through the air. Umbrella still clenched I ran. " This is useless." "I'm not getting anywhere." "I don't want her out of my life." " I don't want him out of my life." " And yet." "And Yet." "I" "I" "No, we." "Yes, we." "Love each other." "And that's why, I must." "FIND HER!" "Fuck! I haven't even told her yet! I haven't told her anything yet!" "How I feel!" "How I felt loved we held each other when the rain poured on a Saturday night!" "How she would run to me after her parents would fight all night and I would comfort her until she slept!" "I STILL NEED HER IN MY LIFE!" "SHE WAS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME!" The sound of shoes echoed through the hallway. The buzz of lights. It was quiet. A voice echoed through the hallway. "The next train and last train is headed out of town." A pair of feet could be heard running down the stairs. The time read 6:17am and the train arrived at 6:20. " I'm sorry I had to do this." The rush of air passed as passengers walked out onto the platform. "Could she be down there?" A faint glimpse could only confirm it. A woman. Tall, gloomy, tears, and was always beautiful in my eyes. " She's here!!" I ran. I ran like no other. I ran screaming. I ran with purpose. I ran for her. I promise. I promise I'll be better. I promise I'll never hit you. I promise I'll never be that man who you grew to hate. JUST DON'T GO!!! A voice could be heard yelling for me. Passenger's nearby pondered the voice as a crazed person going off tangent. Then... That voice yelled my name. That voice was attached to a face I grew used to over years. He ran closer and closer to the doors. I tried closing them before he could get in. The voice of the announcer erupted the station " Door's closing, the last train out of the city will now be leaving." " I LOVE YOU!" My voice echoed through the station like a canyon. Her face lit up from gloomy to tears. The door closed in front of me as I tried reaching inside. " I ALWAYS LOVED YOU! IT'S MY FAULT! I DID EVERYTHING WRONG! I NEVER KNEW I HAD BECOME SO BLIND!" Then... I stopped. She smiled. It wasn't those fake smiles she would give me. She was happy. Happy to hear those words. Why... How... "HOW DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF!!!" The train lurched forwards. I ran as fast as I could right next to her before she disappeared... I cried. I cried for so long. 3 months later... I'm alone. I have nobody. The ones I had left.. Well.. I pushed them away. I didn't want to hurt them too "Fuck!! It's all my fault!!!" " Those fairytales we used to read! The ones where you wanted me to be the prince and you the princess! Whatever happened to that?! WHY CAN'T I HAVE A HAPPY ENDING FOR ONCE!!!" Love... Love... Love is dead to me... Happy Endings don't exist.

If you wish you had told her, and you can't anymore, don't think about it, just realize you have to move on, sorry but, unless you can tell her, then it's best to try to move on

I wish I told her 5 years ago but now it's too late

Today i was confessed my feeling toward her, and she said sorry and thank you. But hey i'm not regretting that i've told her what i really felt and also we still a friend!!

Ponele fondo oscuro al ikigai que en la noche me deja ciego :v

The best

i dont know anymore.. i lost everyone i cared about, im just passing along.. i dont have a reason to wake up

I wonder what the girl is doing in this video - is she reaching for something? Really enjoying the music! Love from a fan in Ireland 🇮🇪

Amazing bro nice thanks for music 10/10

voilà , out of time , in somewhere.

Mixes, mix up, mixed in, but... I have been wondering, when they say "mix and match" if it matches up would that - not be(,) mixed? What are the parameters? I have been thinking too much...

I will tell her when I see her again. Because that’s all I need. And I will truly know if she’s worth it. And I can really show her how much she matters. In such small ways, she makes the ice crack around my heart. They day I see her again I’ll know. Because that will thaw out that frozen heart. And I will be able to feel again.

i wish ...

Yo I’m just here to study I don’t wanna cry reading everyone’s stories lol

man i wanna go home

in the end, i still can't say how much i love u ....

You should've told her what your feelings... before she didn't want to hear anything from you, at very long time before she starting to fading away . . . but one thing i learned is, it's better this way.... if i told her what i felt, right before she passed away she will be gone forever and knowing that she couldn't answer it in eternity it's better this way... i could see her happy forever without worrying about the answer that she couldn't answer and it's better this way... you just finally happy there forever, thank you for every butterflies that you give to me, sorry i couldn't make you happy but at least you didn't need to worrying about me, never

yeah but we barely even talked to or knew each other

I wish I cut first instead of bulking :(

I wish I never told her.

I wish i can ask her name that time....

I like the first song at 2X speed

yes, I wish I had told her, but I'm afraid of the consequences

Loving her, it's hard, she doesn't love me back of course. I try. It doesn't work out in the end. Maybe, maybe, one day, it will.