"im still waiting.." || Spoken Word Poetry 

Love is the most painful thing and the most beautiful thing ever happened to me

" I'm still waiting 😕... my front door is still wide open and if it shuts you have the spare key. " I felt that 😖.

the worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used, and lied to...

he broke my heart and yet i’m the one who is chasing ... update: happy as ever and got over him💕

i waited. i always waited. that's what you liked about me, right? you liked that i waited for you every time you needed space? you liked having me wrapped around your finger? did you enjoy having me open up more & more everyday, knowing in the end you'd leave? what happened? you use to tell me you loved me everyday. you'd tell me how happy i made you. how you've never felt this way before. you told me you'd never hurt me, & you'd keep my heart safe. you said you'd make sure you'd never do anything to make me cry, or to make me feel unloved. & you used to make me feel that way. i felt like all the other times i had been hurt by other boys had been worth it, because then I'd meet you. you made me realize my worth. you had me admit things I'd never said aloud, more so to myself. i told you i fell in love with you. i told you i still had your back, even though you had a girlfriend behind mine. i still trusted you fully. i finally believed in a future. in making a family. in love. but then you left, & everything changed. i'm waiting for you to realize all the things i said are still true. i still love you. i meant it when i said i never met anyone like you. you were like a pearl found in the deep dark sea. that pearl represented you. you represented happiness. the deep dark sea represented my heart. my soul. you made me feel good. made me feel like i could accomplish anything, if i believed. i believed me & you would last. but that didnt turn out like i planned, right? you were gone. the pearl i found was gone.

After everything I went through .All the time that’s went by, I’m still hurting . The memories , the flashbacks. Everything . It hurts. Iv been hurting for months and I still can’t stop being broken. it’s hard to stay positive. I try everyday but something always has to bring that feeling back into my head. Love can be the most beautiful thing in the world, but it can also be the worst .

“im still waiting for you to accept me” i cried...

you've should've added "i'm still waiting... for you to love me"-- but still it brought me to tears because I can relate

Why do I have to still love him.... He broke my heart and moved schools bc I couldn't bare to see him bc I cant see him with someone new. I can't see him everyday falling in love with my best friend

I felt every single word that was said 😞🥺

I'm gonna be truthful. I don't know what love feels like yet i help people to feel love. I help them hoping one day when I need that feeling they would be there for me,but no they didn't all these countless years I've cried, screamed, liked, heard, felt just to get back where I started. I thought that it just needed time right? I've waited and waited till I couldn't remember who I truly was. I hid myself in the dark never said a word to anyone. In my point of view, nobody even cared enough to ask a simply "are you okay" to me. That's where I begin to think maybe if I talked to people online they would help. And so it did, everytime I cried they listened every word I needed to say, comfort me like i was their family, helped me through the bad times. But sadly that didn't last forever. Nothing lasts forever weather it was happiness, anger, sadness, fear or love. I've learned for these past 10 years even if im still your little naive girl in middle school,I've come to realise eveything beautiful has its consequence. Either its the flower that blooms in the garden, the friends that stayed by your side, the sunrise and the sunsets that we see everyday, the scars we were born with, the thoughts that won't leave us and most importantly the love we were born to find. Eveything we see has its limits where it ends just like us humans we have a future planned beyong us weather its the family we are in, the country we respect, the religion we obey it's all planned. Eveything is all beacause of the word love. Without it we'll be torn into pieces. Love can heal and break you no matter what. (I'm sorry if I made you read this far I had this gut that I needed to say this out of my chest to feel that the weight fall down my shoulders.)

Waiting is the most exquisitely painful part of loving someone.

"your idea aren't stupid"❤️️....this is the first video that I watched today when I came online... I just found your channel... at the beginning of the video for few seconds..i see only text without sound... I was thinking.. how nice it's will be if she speak...(I didn't read the title)...and the magic happens at 0:18❤️️

ive been waiting for almost 2 months because I just cannot move on and it hurts a lot. but I'm willing to wait, and I'm waiting for him to open his eyes, and realize I was the one. I'm waiting for him to give me my heart back. but I feel even if I did get the chance to take it back, I don't think I would cause for all he has done he deserves it. but damn I just cant handle all this pain. he told me he still loved me so I aint giving up on hope yet.

Damn...this right here, this really touched

Never got a chance to love or be loved but still listening to these poetries give a little knock to the heart.

This is so beautiful. When you feel unconditional love even time doesn’t matter.

"I know you would never leave me a spare key". Damn that hit HARD

This is so meaningful and relatable to me for my situation I'm life right now. I felt this so very hard!!

I’ve never cried so much from 1 video. This hits home for me

This reminds me of my dad. I’m still waiting and hoping he comes home and gives me a hug and tells me everything is okay and he is back and he’s not leaving again. I’m losing hope🥺

Why do I still love him?! He makes me more confused than anything or anyone.... one day at school you stare and talk to me... make me feel like at least someone likes me. But then there are those day where you just.... ignore me. Don’t even look at me.. like you want me to like shit. Well guess what pretty boy. You accomplished that.

I’ve been listening to her different poems for two hours now

You deserve every views, really. That was so touching.

This poem is saved in my favorites because of my ex, and it all hurts because of what she destroyed me so much but thank you because the end of this helps me to realize how much she didn’t really love me and it makes it easier to move on. Thank you so much. Just thank you.

This really bursts my tear..yes im still waiting this is what im feel..

This is beautiful💖 thank you so much for sharing this. I’m in love with the raw emotion of it

Ur poems are just heart touching After listening to each and every poem I can hardly control my tears

I, Too, Skye, Love the way this turned out!! Beautifully done, My Sister! I am sending much light & love! Peace ; )'

This was beautiful ❤️. Thank God I stopped waiting for someone who never loved or really cared about me. I hope you find someone who actually deserves to have such beautiful poetry written about and for him. Sending peace and love ❤️

This poem definitely hit me ... and this is coming from someone that hurt the woman he loves ... I know love ain’t supposed to feel like this it makes me feel like shit ... 😭 but everytime you said “I’m still waiting” it hit because there’s literally no other person I want in this life 💯😞 god I miss her my kids miss her ... and I still have hope that one day she has it in her heart to forgive me and we can pick up where we left off because truthfully I can’t see myself with anyone else

You know I've never left a girl to this day... I ask for breakups but never really mean it. I have always been waiting. And once I find someone else to distract the waiting... In the end I'm just waiting for more and more. Each time hurts more. Each time feels worse. Imagine being pressured into doing things with someone you only want to do with if it where going to be true and lasting. But then they leave... What do you do. You regret your decisions. Falling for her. Doing for her and you can't just move on you don't forget. I still remember relationships from years ago. You don't forget. What seemed like remedies to lead to our future are now just memories to reveal our history

This brought me to tears … I wish I could fix what’s on my mind … your talent is beautiful keep it going ❤

never had a woman that really cared deeply about a man...this is beautiful

Great poem. I love how your words speed up and then slow down. Very creative!

Why do I love him? He broke my heart January 27 2020, yet I still love him. Why? Well, he made me get attached and made me smile, but not letting go of him is like hugging a cactus, the tighter I hold on, the more that it hurts.. So i try to let go, but I can't.. So I need help... but no one knows that I can't get over him... No one can know, or they'll think i'm pathetic.. Help me..

I dont expected I will cry , I creied in ( our sun shine , Iam still waiting ) ☁️🌠

Im crying i feel the same way thx i love this i subscribed

That is what I call some heart felt words,what a beautiful poem..gotta say, some people never leave your mind, or your heart. Thanks for sharing.👍👍👍❤️❤️❤️❤️😊

“You would shut me out “ oh what you did and your to prideful to come back 😭

This hit... I have an unrequited love situation. I've loved him from a distance & have been his friend for over 12 yrs.

This is deep. Its like a story of mine being told but its someone else's words. This is deep. I truely can relate to this. Om. Love this.

Can y'all lmk what you think of my "Friends" poem?

This is beautiful and heartfelt.

i cried, i loved this ouvre

This is how it felt when we first quarantined

this reminds me of my (old) friend, i dont wanna say her name but me and her met by creating a group, my friend cheri introduced me to her. we started to talk more, and got closer and more open to eachother eventually i fell for her, and told my friend ottawa but then ottawa told her.. she ignored me for a year and then came back saying ''i like you'' in messages. i liked her still at the time, so i replied ''i like you too'' few days later, we split up and i found out that it was just a dare for her to date & like me we've known eachother since 2018.. im still waiting for her to come back i want to tell her that ill always be here for her no matter what but i cant.. i miss her so much i cry everyday 2019 - 2020 still waiting.. ill wait till the end. even if it means i have to lose all my friends..

And you did exactly that..... you will never know the pain tou caused. Open your eyes, still waiting❤

your words speak to my soul.. I could never imagine that on the other side of the world a girl is going through the same exact pain as I am.. Love from Bangladesh...

Romance movies are a hit because it’s always the love everyone wishes they could have.. love makes life but also ends it.. love is light but darkness. Love comes In two.. love and heartbreak...

This is me right now and everyone thinks I'm crazy. And 3 months it feels just like yesterday you just walked out the door. I knew you for a really long time and you up to say anything to me. Why does love have to hurt

Your words are like thousand swords that stab to my fragile hearth The emotion that I felt are like a huge boulders that wieght me with in The piece that you spoke leaves mark into my mind Thank you for letting me hear the piece that you made that gives inspiration to me -fallingleaf

I felt that. At first, I didn’t think much of it. And by the time I realized what had happened, I was already too late.

This reminds me of my mom. She left me so many time 😪 and yet I would still let her in

Been waiting for 7 months now..

You deserves to be loved..❤️

Cjay I'm finally done waiting for you. You never showed me the love I deserved, we're on different waves. Goodbye.

Really touched💔... thanks sis

Love truly is a hard subject to Digest... especially when the one u love is gone!!! No matter what I will...always b right here!!!💚💚♍

I have listened to this over and over for 3 days.

I know that you would mever wait on me if I was the one to leave 😭💔

Dude I cry to all these

I cryed

I loved you. Two year of my life I spent every second of everyday loving you. I thought you felt the same. And you did, for a little while. But I know now that you haven’t felt the same way since you left the second time. You let me think you loved me for a year. A year? A year of my life I spent loving you!! And you played me. You let me hurt. You let me think that you loved me. WHY WOULD YOU LET ME THINK THAT YOU LOVED ME!! You....you never really loved me the way I loved you. That’s fine though cause now you’ll never get me again. I’ll never look at you the way I did the last two years. The light I had in my eyes for you is gone. I nailed all my windows closed I changed the locks on every door and I put eight new ones on all of them. I even told you that commitment is something I never want again. Because of you.

You feel ur true strength in the experience of pain

Your poetry just like telling the story of my sad and painful love life :

Ohh God! So touching

I felt this!!

I’m still waiting waiting for you to see me I’m still waiting for you to know I love you I’m still waiting for you to talk to me I’m still waiting for you to love me Or at least like me I can’t bare the fact that I am hurting someone who loves me, but I don’t love them because I love someone else. I can’t bare it

I love this channel 😘

Wonderfully said. 😍

Gurlll 🙌🏻🙌🏻

New to the community of spoken poetry on RU-vid.. just posted my first upload. Seeing all these poets really impacting lives is touching I hope to get there one day.

I have come again for the forever and Atleast These three months of living apart from you in frustration and trouble some situation have make me realized your importance and made me able to recognize the hidden faces who may just create imbiguities to disturb relationship between loved ones It have made me more alert and cooperative with you We will better communicate face to face in a better way Don't be shy bcz situations are asking us for serious decisions about our lives bcz time is too short We both have to handle a lot without disturbing our beloved parents I love you my sweetheart Angel KD 😘💘 ❤️😘 💝🌹 💘

Im ready to get after it now thanks for sharing

Ur voice touched the heart

The worst feeling ever is when u feel like your losing best friend but when the do leave you your is broken cuz u still love them

love is something else.

One of the painfull things heartbreak ..... I love her but she dont and i love her until me last breath comes out ...and love your channel love you friend I hope the girl who I love will love me back ..God is with me and hope never dies ..I love girl

i love you!

People are still chasing and begging cuz they think there might be hope “ NOT IN THIS LIFETIME “ or the next💯💯💯💯💯

Touched my soul

Though I know she won't come back its just a wait for lifetime maybe

This is superb ❤️❤️

love it

I’m waiting also... that’s ok I’ll wait till the time is right

That's so Still

This is so weird for me to listen to…my ex was a narcissist, but due to me not being able to get over this horrible relationship we had (two years ago!!!), I still, to this day for some reason, am trying to see the good in him. While I was listening to you I imagined him telling me all these things that you said in this video…when in reality he was the one that locked the door and threw away the spare key. When I ran for my life and yet I still want to believe in the good in him even though he doesn’t deserve it and I hate him with every fibre of my being. That I’ve misjudged him after all this abuse. That he’s “still waiting”. It hurts to know that now I have to work on the mess and hurt and trauma that he’s caused. He get’s to walk away all ok and I’m left with this horrible mess to work through, to mend. When he was the one that caused it. It’s so unfair.

She just told my entire life's story😣

Beautiful

M still waiting and I'll keep on waiting ✌✌

Yes ...I m still waiting for him

Perfect

This is sad yes, but her voice, wow

Seriously, I fucking loved that !!

I like it this way

Been almost two years it still hurts so i still care

I'm still waiting😭😭😭can't live without youuuu .....pls come backkk plsss 😭😭😭😭

i miss my old dog, its nearly her birthday. she was my soulmate when i felt like no one was there, she was. when i felt like doing it, she saved me. when i hear shes leaving, i would cry for like 2 months or more. she was my bestfriend. i hate my dad for selling her

Hey sky you got 12K subs wake up make more videos I support you and you have 12,000 people by your side I am your biggest supporter you had a dream 2 years ago you screamed when you hit 200 I subbed when you had 6 subs I’ve seen this come from the start I don’t want it to end now what you do is amazing and you inspire people everyday you keep others going everyday people that are having tough times people that want to do what you do you have amazing people in your life that support you! Never ever stop what you love.