Hey dude, it’s been 7 months since you commented this. I hope your doing better now. Please don’t give up on life. I swear it will get better. You’ll meet people who will help you through it and be glad you didn’t end it. I’m here if you need to vent. I ofc understand if you don’t wanna, since I’m a stranger.
I also want to be a game developer, I try to learn and I can do stuff like level design and environments but learning to code is really hard. The way I haven't made any progress in 12 months 😂
life is a cycle, perpetuating everyday, every week. same thing, "just got to make it to Friday." the cycle never ends, the weekends are just temporary peace. it reminds me of a washing machine. it cycles and spins, but it stops so you can take out the clothes. this cycle is more like the chamber of a revolver during russian roulette. it spins, until it ends on a gunshot.
This song calms me down every time I try to do something I either fail or look stupid and even tho I try my hardest I'm still mad at myself and I can't believe how rude people are If I think I have a friend I can't trust them unless I've known them for more than a year or they can pass my test by me observing them. I know I could be freaking out but this is how I feel I wish more people were nice I wish the world wasn't this way
Legends keep it in silence and don't cry on social media...we know that all what happened and will happen, is just the manifestation of ours own thoughts and doubts.
The way that I ruined everyone's life's and dreams when not wanting to and also constantly being bullied for more than 6 years and become the worst possible friend on this face of earth and while I think of dieing every day 😂😂😂😂
Yo dude, please don’t commit. Life is worth living trust me. You’ll find your people. Please don’t dude. I suggest maybe finding someone you trust to talk abt it? I’m sorry you feel this way. :(
the way my parents don’t make me feel loved anymore 😂😂 they make me feel like committing everyday 😂😂 they make me feel like cutting everyday 😂😂 it’s so funny 😂😂😂
I feel like nothing because of crying next to my friend. Even tho she hit me she thinks "it doesn't hurt or matter i didn't even hit you hard"... Yes you did, even though im full grown we can still cry everyone thinks that i dont. But...... Now, im nothing for fighting with her... I give up
I've kept trying.... JUST FOR ME TO BE EMBARRASSED IN FRONT OF HER SAYING "don't cry it's normal kick boxing" IT'S NOT, YOUR HITTING ME HARDER THAN MY COACH YOUR NEVER GONNA BE A KICKBOXING TEACHER "elen" YOU'RE NEVER GONNA BE ONE I KEPT TRYING AND TRYING BUT YOU KEPT CORNERING ME AND CALLED ME NAMES AND HIT ME I AM NOT TRAINING WITH YOU "elen"
It's okay to be okay but it's not okay to not be okay, the one thing that helps you go through hard things are dad and mom,. Like school makes you lose damage, no it doesn't it just wants you to be smart have friends and have fun they want you to feel like you are worth it
Some people don’t like me don’t worry I don’t like myself😂 inside when people do this I cry every night and I asked her out and she said np😂😂😂 when I liked her for a while and I got rejected 2 times😂😂😂😂
You shouldn't need a book written by barbaric desert dwellers to shepherd you your entire life and guilt/scare you into submitting so you don't go to 'hell', you should evaluate the situation yourself and decide what is real and what isn't whilst pursuing the things that make you feel fulfilled 💯💯
the way I fucked up my chances with the only guy I've ever loved over a jealous ex because I thought I was helping my music career but I probably just fucked everything up for myself !!
