@Greygiger @SINRYTUBE you both know it's snow in Silent Hill 1, right? Supposed to be spooky because it's the wrong time of year for snow. It's ash in the movie due to it being inspired by Centralia, Pennsylvania and its coal fire.
This really made me sad. I hope you get over this depression. There is always an answer in this life, and depression or suicide are not one of them. If you don't help yourself, no one will help you. Please.