joelmusicbox - Melody of memories [1hour] 

"Dear self, you did well, I am proud of you for the littlest accomplishments you have gained for yourself. When no one is there brushing your head praising you, always remember your past self are grateful for whatever you have done today. You are loved, you are amazing, I love and care about you, hold and tap your shoulders and hug yourself, say it's okay it's alright, failures and disappointments are your strength from now on, because you view it as that, when the whole world frightened facing those." Just my letter to you, and I am proud of you, always.

A person who loves hard, was unloved once.... A strong person, was weak once... A brave person, was scared once... A free person, was chained to something once...

made me fall asleep while crying at the same time :(

" I am proud of you, and I will always be. It doesn't matter when, or where you are, I will love you regardless of what you have become "

I leave this note because i was like this sometimes and so someone can read this. Sometimes you dont know what path you take its either you want to be a kind person, a gentler person or you just want to take revenge to others that did bad things to you but i just realize i just have to focus on my self, i just have to be more mindful to handle the things mostly the things i cant control you just have to be you. You dont have to take revenge on people, you have to focus on yourself, you have to make a improvement. You have to enjoy your life you dont have enemies, you have rivals but at the end you both just want to be a better person.

Don't hurt a woman who has never been loved by her own father

"terkadang waktu yang singkat memiliki kenangan yang hebat"

"ternyata begini rasanya, berjuang sendirian demi mempertahankan hubungan" :(

Ingin menyerah tapi harus kuat Berkali kali tersakiti tapi harus tabah Sering berfikir kenapa aku masih baik baik saja padahal begitu kuat badai menghantam kehidupanku Dan aku masih harus berjuang dan sabar atas nama cinta Entah sampai kapan....

"mereka mengira aku kecanduan game, padahal aku kesepian"

If you love him, then let him be happy with his choice :)

"Tubuhku...sehat ya...kuat ya...hingga masa kemoterapi selesai...tubuhku ku tau imune ku kuat...imune ku super...sehat yaaa....biarpun kita hanya berjuang sendirian krn dia yg kita harap mensupport mental kita tapi...😭tak peduli lagi...tapi ngga pa2...tubuhku...mentalku...kita kuat yaaa krn masih ada Allah ❤"

Dear self, its been a long journey, i know your in a going through a tough obstacles in this pase of your life. I know you got no one to talk to, i know youre lost, i know you’re in so much pain. But things will get better soon, i cant promise you that you will achieve every single one of your dreams to come true, but i hope that despite of all of the things that youve been through, remember that your always the one, the only one that you could lean on to.

Just wanna cry until I can't anymore while listening to this.

this song unlocked a deep core memory of me and my grandmother before she passed away, now i've been playing this song whenever i miss my grandma and it's somehow comforting me everytime i listen to this.

I sit here and lament on my brother. My brother by bond instead of blood. He was kind, gentle, and loud. He was so intent on being himself, being unequivocally him, and I loved him so much for it. The world didn’t accept him and I always did. I loved him dearly, appreciated him, and did what I could to make sure he was always happy with me. I have made mistakes, I haven’t always been the greatest friend. But you’ve changed. Your heart is wrought with anger and malice. Your forgiveness and kindness gone, locked in a chamber of judgement. You were my brother, and now you’re a stranger. I’ll miss you, I cherished you so deeply. I realize that this sort of pain is a permanent cut. A gash that will scar a part of my body. But with it, I will achieve the dream I imagined I would someday share with you. I will succeed. I deserve to show you just what kind of person I truly am. I’m sorry you believe I am selfish and uncaring. One that is careless and lazy about anything that doesn’t include himself. I’m sorry you felt that way. I wish that we could’ve talked, but I was scared. I didn’t want to hurt you so I spared you my feelings. I locked away my gripes of how I felt, because I believed your wounds were never intentional. And now you’ve left me. Alone with your boyfriend. I wish I could’ve let you know that I always cared. I haven’t been the best at showing my affection, I’ve always hated myself for a long time. My inaction was never because I didn’t care about you, it was because I didn’t care about me. And, I guess it made it hard for me to care about you in a way. My self hatred made it hard for me to ever stand up for myself, and deep down I know you saw it. I had cracks in the arrogant armor I put up, with every quip and egotistical line it was only a way to live a fantasy. Well, I don’t know if I want to live in my head anymore. I think it’s time I become the person I’ve wanted to be. I’ve dreamt enough. Monty, I hope you have a prosperous life, I hope you’re happy with your boyfriend. I wouldn’t wish anything less than the best for you. I hope you succeed, and find what you seek. I hope you accept yourself and learn to work with people and let them in. You have such a kind heart, and you have too much faith in only your understanding of the world. It will destroy you if you only listen to certain people. Everyone in this world can teach you something, from the CEO of a company to a homeless man on the street. This world has many lessons to teach. The path to true wisdom comes from listening to all, not just those you believe are worthy of your time and respect. For almost everyone is deserving of respect. Nobody decides to be a bad person, and a little empathy can go a long way. I remember when you approached me about lying to the friend group not with anger or disappointment, but with understanding. And now, you can’t seem to understand me anymore. We grew into different environments, and I began to become more and more foreign. But you didn’t accept me. You decided to judge me, like how you judged people like me before. I’m not a selfish person by nature. I’m a very giving person, but I express my lack of freedom in less than moral ways. And it’s a problem I’ve become better with dealing with. But it isn’t because I care about myself, it’s because I just want to feel like everyone else. Like I have control over myself, like I have some semblance of power over my life. Well, either way, I’ll be going back to living. I will succeed, for me, and the brother I used to love. Rest easy Matanel, maybe someday we’ll reconvene and look back and laugh. Maybe we’ll return to how we once were, and our bond will be how it used to be. But for now, this is goodbye my brother. Wish me luck on this journey I’m embarking on

I tried to apply some rain sound in the background, it was totally fantastic with the music!

I really wanna ask advice from my past self how can i look forward my life again, see the world in colorful vision, wonders on the unknown places, laugh and crying with my friends and looking forward to go home. All of it feels so strange now😢

I feels like want to hug my self in the past .. this song is very deep..❤

yeah, akhir nya kamu jumpa seseorang yang menyukai kamu juga, semoga bahagia yaa, walaupun aku rasa kecewa sbb ya kau suka kawn rapat aku, sedikit rasa sakit, tidak mengapa lama lama rasa ini pergi juga, semoga pilihan kau ini menjadi titik bahagia kau,,, semoga hati ini tidak jatuh lagi padamu, semoga hati ini merelakan, oky that's all, haenbokkae chingu yaa!

Don’t hurt the one who doesn’t have the love of his family

This song makes me think about Darth Vader and Eren and their tragic stories with somewhat happy endings but not being able to be there with their friends in the end. It's so sad man.

I really miss him😢. I hope we can talk like before. ImissU my love

sedang di fasa merelakan :)

dear J , ur prolly over me and ur prolly got a new bf by now but i wanna say that i really miss u i miss ur voice i miss everything abt us thought u promised me that were gonna grow up together and tell our childrent that we have been together since were teenagers ,ur the the sunshine of my life ur the the moon u shine thru the night u made me truly happy i never thought u would leave me , all i was tryna do is give u the love that i never had..but u played me well its okay atleast ur happy J i miss u so much , i really hope that we could talk again , goodbye J i wish u the best i will stop loving u when u found a guy who treats u better then me i love u J.

tenang… trnyata capek juga ada di posisi sperti ini,smua masalah mncul smpai gak tau lagi sebenarnya ini knapa,lelah banget di pndang kuat sama semua orang trmasuk keluarga,sering di abaikan semua orang dan suka gk tenang kalo ada di dekat teman”. kadang mikir,aku manusia perempuan yg inggin di dengar oleh smua orng prempuan yg inggin di mnja sama sprti prmpuan lain trmasuk di syg keluarga saya bukan prmpuan mndiri saya bkan perempuan yg bodoh amat sering bnget di sepelehin krna di angap aku prmpuan yg semua itu gk ppa, ngapain lagi biar di hargain.💔🤍

i miss her 😞

someday, maybe u will realize, i’m hurting too, but i stayed.

this made me remember my father :(

miss u mumy 💔 rest peace in heaven

I wish somebody to love for who i am

I miss him

i hope she'll treat me good, just like before :(((((

Me and my friend been together almost 4 years , we loved each other otherwise we didn’t tell each other it was a funny and fun relationship we didn’t have time to tell each other till that day I was leaving the school , I never thought that she liked me that much and cared about me she hugged me tightly wile we were crying she said don’t leave me please in that time she gave me a little box with presents inside and a paper written “ the good souls friendship never die “ I opened it in the car while crying , now I miss her so much we were besties and other students thought that we were sisters, never leave your friend that cares and make you happy , advice from the one who tried the saddness of being apart . Miss you 🥹🫶🏼👩🏻‍🤝‍👩🏽

Titik tertinggi mencintai adalah mengikhlaskan, hmm gpp walaupun sakittt😊

right now I'm on lowest I envy my friends who can smile and enjoy life while I have to fight for my family

It was wonderful made me feel like there's nothing to bother me and stop the old ladies from catching these hands

Dianggap tak pernah berjuang, oleh orang yang di perjuangkan 😊🍂

this song's actually comforting but at the same time its broke me out..

Its not easy to be a second child

dengerin ini waktu pasrah ama tugas, bikin makin pasrah asu, tapi ggp lah gwe kasih jempol

On Easter listening to this all day 💔 all while acting like I’m okay in front of my family 💔 I wonder if they see the pain in my eyes💔😭

“sayonara eren” 😞

Mimpi itu indah dan percuma☁️🖤

It hurts 🥺

GWHENCANA... GWHENCANA... 😢😢😢

I can only say this words rn.. im tired. If you feel me. Just react to this comment. A simple word " im tired " may be a short one but it has one of the deepest meanings that this generations used now. Alot of person whom no one to approach when theyre down , has anxiety , and alot more problems , suicides , its because of being " tired " . But as what they always say , A SIMPLE TAP ON THEIR BACK AND ASK " ARE U OK?" CURES AND PURIFIES THEIR HEART AND MIND. Im telling this its because i never experienced this. Remember people , no matter hpw good you are onto others , dont expect that they will too. Sometimes the person who's not easy to understand is the person who carries plenty of misteries in his life and has alot of problems that because its too much , they would'nt give a chance to know it and it became an illnesses to their hearts. I hope this will be heard. Let's learn to recover without our loved ones than letting them help you. Cause one day , they will be gone and your not prepared , you will be hurt and depressed.

coy, semoga ini keputusan yang terbaik untuk kita berdua:')

Unfair 🥺

gwenchanaa , gwenchana yo 🥺

Remember ur not the only one who shit in the pants...

tuhan, aku percaya rencanamu.

Gwenchana, gwenchana😢. Entah berapa kali aku harus mengatakan ini🥺

hidup walau berjuang mati matian masih ttp tidak di hargai, beban ini tidak ada habis habisnya, 1 permintaan hati ini mengerti dan hargailah

so, we’re stranger again? 💔

Bang billy semoga suatu saat nanti akan ada seseorang yang benar benar mencintaimu dan tak akan pernah berubah sampai akhir dunia.

"Don't hurt your child that always loved you."-Jay

I miss her

When you feel your life is suck, and then you hear this music.. it hits incredibly hard

gwenchana, gwenchanayo.. aa mah gwenchana pokonya neng :((

If I could turn back time, I won't do that to you 😢... I'm not expecting gonna be like this... I love you so much, my cutiepie, my dear, Rinduku...

GOD Loves Everyone ❤❤❤

i miss them so bad but they don’t miss me like the way i did if they need something they’re talking to me but if they don’t need something they’re don’t want to talk to me i feel like i’ve been used

If only I can tell how much I love you

gwenchanaaa... gwenchanayoo :(

Gwenchana gwenchana yo 😭

❤

gwenchana😢😢 gwenchana hueeeeeee😭

Don’t hurt a boy if they got heartbroken 💔

Kuat ya ;)

I need the music sheet I wanna try to play it on piano 😢

Gwenchana

capek, beneran capek

GWENCHANNAAA 😭😭😭😭

"Im okay im fine kinchana teng neng neng ne neng"

mentally exhausted,tired,depressed.

Ngwencanah🙂

Song always make me miss s1😅

Don't hurt a girl who healed herself alone.

hurt.

😢 My Family ❤❤

Miss u reii

Sesakit ini berada dalam cinta yang salah..

"don't bully a person that always give you a food" -Jay

GENCHANAYOOOOOO😞🥺🥺🥺🥺

❤❤

GWAENCHANA 😭

Gwenchanaa, Gwenchanaaa, Gwenchanaa 😢

Gwenchana yo Gwenchana

Gwenchana... Gwenchanayo....

😢

Gwaenchana Malay Tiktok Meme + AOT/SNK 2023 Sad Ending = 2023 Recap

Gwenchana deng deng deng deng deng

aku capee 🥺

Gwenchana gwenchana :( don’t believe everything that comes out of someone’s mouth

im too tired to explain my side

Gua nggak tau kapan chapter di hidup gua ini berakhir dan ganti chapter baru yang mungkin bisa jadi gua idamkan, atau bisa jadi mimpi buruk bagi gua, apapun itu nantinya, gua nggak sabar buat menuju chapter selanjutnya, atau nikmatin chapter ini selagi bisa (?) Ntahlah

Gwenchana, gwenchana yo😭

Gwenchana yo

😔