This song makes me think of this: A once happy and outgoing kid, now a cold hearted and bitter adult who went through a lot in his teen years. Dealing with loss, heartbreak, depression, mental health issues. He now sits all alone in his dark bedroom surrounded by nothing but the darkness and the voices whispering in his ears telling him that he is a horrible person and deserves to be left alone here in his room.
I know exactly what you mean. I found myself in something of time warp since the release of Rdr2 to present day; Wednesday, 22nd March, 2022. Arthur Morgan and his story really resonated with me. His struggle. His story. His Redemption... His last breath. Also the OST was really good imo
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I will keep myself I would find a way
I remember when I could feel love. Family and friends. Now all I feel is disappointment, can’t please or save them from disappointment anymore. No matter how hard I try, eventually it gets out of my control. Maybe leaving them is for the best, I won’t be a burden anymore.
I wouldn't say that brother. Sure, shit gets outta hand and all hope is lost sometimes. But I'd like to think it's that grit sometimes that we carry, that keeps us going. Things do get hard, sometimes even harder, to the point where you can't help but FEEL like that disappointment. But, there's also lessons in between those moments. And I think if not for anyone else, strive to be better for yourself. I hope this helps. God Bless.
This songs reminds me of a time when I was younger and happier now a days I’m quiet alone and suffering all that I’ve done to people is hurt them cause of how I’ve been hurt and so many people in my life walked out on me and I’ve never gotten close to many people since and my friends call me a jerk even though I’m afraid of hurting them and them leaving me and they don’t realize I’m suffering till that sadness turns into anger and now I’m alone contemplating every mistake I’ve made
I remember all my friends back then everyone went away 1 by 1 till my shadow walks among side me time moves on and people come and go i just miss my old friends i remember the time we all hung out and said we'll all be here no matter what i guess time has changed that i sit here and shed a tear because of what we became time changes everyone hold on to them while you can
Kill or feel my wrath No one exempted for this pain will be felt by all You and I are man, not gods, creatures of the world molded by anger and pain, I will let it rain with blood This empire of destruction
When I listen to this I think of a dangerous man with a tough past locked away in a dark room for years. Left to rot as he is haunted by his past mistakes... He had a son, a wife, and a daughter all taken away through his actions. His closest friend now despises him for his actions and he now has to face immortality as a punishment...
If you really like that idea, I think you should listen to Johnny Cash live at folsom prison album. Its all songs about prison, and some are sad. 'Give my love to rose' is a really sad one in my opinion, and 'send a picture of mother' is about someone stuck to rot in prison forever while his only buddy gets out free
This song is literally Arthur Morgan’s thoughts and life- everyone I know goes away in the end. I hurt myself today…. what have I become…. The dude literally never loved himself, and no one cared to help him, but he helped everyone. Why?!? Why must that game be so cruel 😭
he helped everyone because he knew he could've changed people for the better because that's what he dreamt of being a better person because he was tired of being used so he didn't want anyone else to go through the same
Never thought I'd be so close to the comment section. Most sad videos people just really are all over the place and blame everyone around them for their problems. But i see truly broken people here who've probably turned into the very things they hated. At least that's how I feel.
Johnny cash didn't have a happy life because over he Brother he He couldn't get over what happened but he sand that to everyone but he was the best person To sing and play music that Made him happy Made him really strong
Arthur Morgan John Marston Rick Grimes James 'Logan' Howlet Kratos Joel miller. Dutch Van der linde. Alan Grant. John Wick. Matt Murdock. Frank Castle. Loki.
I like rick but I feel this really belongs to alot of characters. Logan it fit well because he really lost everyone slowly and he continued to live and lose the closest people to him.
I hurt myself today to feel something different then I found myself singing this song, tears in my eyes and blood on my arm and now I'm sitting here at my desk with a cold glass of off brand Dr pepper and listening to this, what the fuck
The modern pressures of society have a certain hold on a man. This will be the melody i shall sing to My wife before i go, showing her despite the tears of we were together, i am still but nothing and understand my time when I go
All the people who know me knew that i used to be happy but now i just try and make people laugh and i try to put up a smile but apparently im not a good enough worker or friend nor partner only my best friend knows about all this but in reality i feel empty inside i work and work and for nothing i try to go on day by day trying to make friends and nothing i go on day by day week by week month by month to find purpose and nothing but Hey i wont kill my self thats why i smoke alot and drink alot im doing it slowly with the only 2 things i ever found that wouldn't abandon me my only 2 true friends
i am fire, i am death ashes upon ashes embers upon the earth i will burn this world and harrow its souls they will feel the flames and the brandished heat i will cut them down ‘til their like are no more
Kenneth Scotty Shawn Konrad Darren Daniel The Obits keep piling up I dont think I can keep goin Friends, Brothers. Waitin for the hurt to stop painful to live surrounded by orphans huge gaps in our lives
...my girlfriend left me today.. This was the last time I was gonna date.. I'm just gonna stop I'ma quit my job drop outta School.. And probably end it all This will be the last thing I ever say..last song I'll hear... And even though I don't know you but I love you with all my heart and I hope this never happens to you..
Bro....I was in a similar spot. How are you man? You stay in school? I myself lost mine in my sophomore year. I really went downhill from there. I thought I was gonna flunk highschool and be fucked for the rest of my life but I considered suicide and planned it all out if I didnt make it through school and join the Marines which was my goal. I managed to get to senior year, I got back with my Ex and I thought life was coming back together until she dumped me and we dont speak anymore. I'm enlisted but I question the whole point of all the pain. I got through highschool but at what cost? But I'm getting better. Just know I can relate to you and I dont want you to die bro. Let me know if youd like to talk
@@BoeForPresidant Don't give into despair. Find anything to anchor you here. It could be something as simple as waiting for a new episode of a show or RU-vidr you like, or trying to start new relationships with people. Think about everything you could lose/miss out on.
