Qué angustia este tema, a veces vuelvo, por la nostalgia otras por qué me sentía igual que él en algún momento. La prisión de mis pensamientos no me dejaba en paz. Ahora que puede gritar, llorar, maldecir y ir a terapia que no fue una vueron varias sintiéndome en lo más profundo de la oscuridad. (Todo diciéndome algo diferente y nada encajaba) solo un profesional lo logró Puedo decir que mi vida tiene más sentido. A veces no hay mejor ayuda que nuestra perseverancia y fuerza de voluntad. Tengo tanto respeto por este hombre que desde hace mucho tiempo su música curo pasajes de mi vida, heridas y me brindo consuelo. A veces pienso de manera egoísta, (digo yo) porqué se perdió dentro de lo que más quería y era tan talentoso podria haber seguido como escritor o compositor. (Independiente). A veces la vida es así con altos y bajos como una montaña rusa. Su música me da ese abrazos que, necesitaba cuando nadie me lo dio y ahora que soy madre y cerre todas las puertas de mi pasado y todo lo que me atormentaba puedo decir que, soy, seré y me siento la persona más capacitada para mi hijo. Llena de batallas personales y con la sabiduria de los aciertos y errores de la vida misma.
i feel like this song shows the messages of his depression,, the darkness he really felt~ can't believe i didn't notice it ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I love you so much~ ㅠㅠ Rest in Peace Jonghyun
The things is I thought so myself. Like I am a shawol and knew that he had depression at least after he sad he is working on becoming happy. He himself knew he had depression and it is also him alone that could help himself. I don‘t think his family and friends didn‘t help him. I think he just couldn‘t believe someone would love him.
"Someone please hold me, I’m exhausted from this world Someone please wipe me, I’m drenched with tears Someone please notice my struggles first Please acknowledge the poor me Please help me'' my SHAWOL heart is broken... i can't breath.. he does asking for help through his lyrics.. but none of us notice it.. Rest well my dear Jjong.. u did extremely well .. thank you for all the memories u gave us.. we love you Kim Jonghyun...
살아있을때도 종현이는 너무 빛나서 너무 완벽해서 너무 잘생겨서 정말 실존 하는걸까 얘가 정말 사람이 맞을까 콘서트장 가면 진짜 사람이 서있긴 할까 손 뻗아면 닿는 자리에 앉아 있어도 정말 사람이 아닌 요정같아서 혼자 샤이니는 2D 아닐까 진짜로 어쩌면 잘 만든 로봇일지도 라는 생각 많이 했어 근데 이젠 진짜 보고싶어도 못보게 됐네 잡고 싶어도 못잡게 됐네. 나도 이정도인데 넌 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 힘들었을까 왜 몰라줬을까 왜 이제야 알았을까. 네 아픔에서, 우울함에서 나온 노래 가사 하나하나가 다 좋았어 너의 우울함이 나에겐 위로였어 정말 미안해. 정작 위로 받아야 할껀 종현이 넌데 위로는 내가 다 받네. 미안해 종현아 진짜 미안해 미안해 말곤 할 말이 없어 종현아 미안해 거기가선 널 위해 살아 남을 위해 살지말고 다음생엔 지금처럼 바보같이 혼자 맘고생 말고 다 털어놔 너의 선택을 비난하지 않을께 존중할께 가는 길 편히 보내줄께 그동안 힘들었지? 수고많았어 사랑해 잘가 제발 거기가선 아프지말고 행복해야해
LET ME OUT 💔 “someone please hold me, I’m exhausted from this world Someone please wipe me, I’m drenched with tears Someone please notice my struggles first Please acknowledge the poor me please help me” I'm not a shawol but it fckng breaks my heart when i heard about what happen to him and his song!! Ugh!! Sweetie jonghyun you r now free from pain. Rest in peace! 💔💔
무엇이 너를 힘들게 했을까. 이렇게 밝게 웃고 멋지게 노래하는 너는 영상에서도 현실에서도 있는거 같은데 아직도 믿겨지지가 않는다. 오히려 항상 밝고 착한아이라고만 생각했던 나의 생각들이 너의 족쇄가 되어버린걸까... 어떤 무서운 생각이 너를 놓아주지 못하고 있었던거니. 너는 그걸로 얼마나 괴로워 했던거니. 아직 너를 놓아주기에는 너가 없는 현실이 내 족쇄가 되어 돌아오는거같다. 사랑해 종현아.
he was right there, screaming for help showing us that he was in the dark, lonely, that he wanted to escape from there, taking off the chains, but nobody saw it, nobody helped him, we were just there watching for his performance, liking it, but nothing came to our mind, to none of us that at the end he was only screaming for help and not singing.... I’m so sad i can’t stop crying, i love you Jong-hyun, i love you shinee, i love you shawols. Sleep well little angel ❤️
The sick thing is he was in an industry that though his music and lyrics desperately cried his heart's condition, it doesn't seem anything was done to help. Instead it was showcased and displayed on stage. How he must have felt performing this when clearly the actual turmoil he was living with daily was devistating. T-T
지금 이 영상찍으신분은 얼마나 슬플까 본인의 행복을 잃은건데 종현의 마지막 콘서트를 간거잖아 마지막 모습이라기에는 너무나도 짧은 시간이였을텐데 종현은 콘서트하는동안 무슨 생각이 들었을지 종현씨 너무 수고했고 고생많았고 티냈는데도 알아주지 못해 미안해요 샤월분들도 꼭 다시 일어나기를 바랍니다
He screamed for help infront of thousand of people and nobody noticed. How lonely did you felt in this big world? Sleep well and shine bright in our sky. Rest in Peace beautiful soul.
Dilara Dilara its alot harder for us international fans because we dont know what hes saying and we can't talk to him but i commented somewhere saying i dont think hes gonna last long he needs help and got loads of hate
MahimaHB :D i know its honestly heartbreaking i wish i was there i wish one person was there just before his death but theres nothing we can do only hoping that death is not just nothing i hope its fun with no pain and onky happiness
Matthew The tiger What I found the most surprising is that they bashed you when the truth was right in front of them...And yes lets hope so Jonghyun really finds peace in the sky ❤
Honestly from the song and performance, he expressed exactly what he felt. How he feels chained to the world, how he sees only darkness (that's why he covered his eyes). It's heartbreaking really. And don't say things like "if only I knew earlier" and things like this. He's said a lot of times about his depression on interviews, he never hid it from his fans. The people closest to him knew what he was going through, they were there for him. But at one point the person himself should battle his own demons. And it's sad, heartbreaking that Jonghyun couldn't do that, that the darkness swallowed him and he couldn't see the brightness anymore. Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun, shine from the sky now. You worked hard, really hard. You really went through a lot. You did a good job in this life, I sincerely hope you'll feel happy in your next one.
오늘 음악 시간에 친구들이랑 당신의 노래를 들었습니다. 그러다 마음에 꽂히는 노래가 하나 있더라고요. 놓아 줘라는 노래. 가사를 보고 당신의 마음을 한 번에 알아차린 것 같습니다. 이제서야, 당신의 마음을 안 것 같아요. 당신은 이렇게 노래로 당신의 지금 심정을 노래하고 있는데, 저흰 왜 알아차리지 못했을까요. 작년 라디오에서 솔로 활동 중이던 당시, 혼자니까 너무 외롭고 힘들다는 당신의 말이 너무 와닿네요. 당신은 이미 없는데, 당신의 흔적을 찾다 이제야 알았습니다. 알아 주지 못 해서 도와 주지 못 해서 안아 주지 못 해서, 눈치채지 못 해서 죄송합니다. 거긴 좋으시나요? 여기가 너무 힘드셔서, 거기로 가셨잖아요. 여기에서 고생을 많이 하셨으니 그곳에서는 정말, 행복하셨으면 좋겠습니다. 당신의 잘못은 없습니다. 저희가 먼저 위로해 주지 못 해서 정말 죄송합니다. 고맙습니다, 종현 님. 저희는 당신을 영원히 잊지 않을 겁니다.
Jelly No. He died by breathing in chemicals, by locking himself in his apartment. The police found him unconscious and did CPR but he died in the end. 😭😭
Oppa descansa en paz, lo hiciste bien, diste lo mejor de ti mientras pudiste, si ya no podias mas quizas es razonable, el dolor es incontrolable pero lo que mas deseo es que estes en paz, que estes bien y tranquilo, que eso que te atormentaba que eso que te tenia atado por fin te dejó y pudiste ser feliz, lo hiciste bien, nos diste alegrias aun no siendo tu fans amé muchas de tus canciones, eras un ángel una voz increíble, quizas ya no podias mas y a cualquiera le puede pasar, solo me siento mal por no haber visto que estabas tan mal, que estabas pidiendo ayuda y nadie lo comprendió, tus fans te aman y te seguirán amando, si los feos comentarios te hicieron daño en su momento creo que solo es gente sin importancia pero a todos nos duele una palabra fea aun si creemos que es insignificante, solo quiero y espero que no suceda otra vez algo como esto, que aprendamos que si a nosotros nos duele que nos traten mal a ellos igual, no por ser famosos significa que no les duelen las palabras feas o que no le importan, a todos nos afecta, todos somos humanos, todos somos sensibles, esos antifans que viven atacando aprendan una lección de esto, de seguro a nadie le gusta ver y leer palabras feas y malos tratos, hay muchos idols que si se dan el tiempo de revisar comentario por comentario y si les afecta leer malos tratos y eso queda marcado, pido al cielo que cuide a este angel y que protega a todos y cuide a quienes estan en situaciones parecidas sean idols o no
True artist who deserves so much more love. He is absolutely incredible. Any one who gets to watch him/SHINee live are so lucky. It is such an experience. One day I will be able to.
He was trapped and he perfectly showed how hard it was. I'd say a masterpiece but I hate how realistic this masterpiece is. How hard had it been on him to feel this amount of pain
I think this performance resemblanced his "inner side" who confined him in deep darkness. He wanted to go out but the chains were too strong. He was blinded and tied up, had no idea of what to do. Those girls reflected the shadow of frustrations surrounding his life. This is just my personal theory after what happened to him. I feel like it has a really deep meaning that he wanted to show to us. My heart aches too much 💔💔💔
Anyone who listen well to the lyrics of this song would know he wasn't ok, i wonder who where the real friends he had, that never realized about this, i wish i was there to help him
Rebek116 Thats what i was thinking. I knew he was struggling with depression and sending messages through his songs. Why did no one come in and hold him like he asked? Someone could have helped him but sadly, no one knew. That makes me so sad for the SHINee members. They probably had no idea, or had some idea but thought that it would go away. But it ended like this. Where were his friends?
I believe his friends already done what they should do by comforting him and all they can do but the things inside Jonghyun is so strong that He couldn't overcome it. You should read his last letter to his friends. He also mentions to not blame yourself for his death
He shouted for help to a thousands of people but no one notice him and just watch him.And did anyone ask what was the song all about.💔Rest in peace Jonghyun.💕🌹
